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The gray, icy light of dawn brought no salvation. It only promised another day, its weight already pressing on me before my eyes had even opened. I woke as I always did: shivering from the cold, my ears still ringing with the screams that haunted my dreams, my stomach hollow and twisting as if life itself had been torn out of me. The cell where I spent the nights was no larger than a storage room. The stone walls sweated with damp, winter’s breath seeping through the cracks. The rag I had for a blanket clung to me, wet and heavy, more like the lining of a coffin than shelter. For a moment I lay still, listening: the distant clatter of pots from the kitchens, the faint howling of dogs, the steady, dull rhythm of guards’ footsteps pacing the yard outside. The weight of steel shackles on my wrists and ankles reminded me once again what I was in this world: no one. A tool. A shadow among wolves. Before the guards even kicked the door open, I had already forced myself up. Every movement was slow, painful — my body screamed in protest from yesterday’s lashes. But there was no room for weakness. Not here. Not for me. My soles clenched against the sting of cold stone, but I did not stop. I gritted my teeth, snatched up the single rag of clothing they allowed me — a gray, tattered tunic barely covering my wasted body — and stepped out into the freezing dawn. My day began as it always did. With washing. Always with washing. The water was ice-cold, biting into my fingers, but I didn’t hesitate. The pack’s dishes — greasy bowls, filthy mugs, knives still slick with blood — all waited for me. And time mattered. If I failed to finish, the whip awaited. I didn’t want new scars today. The dull clatter of dishes echoed against stone, the rhythm of scrubbing pounding into my skull. Around me, the pack stirred. Alphas, betas — powerful, mocking men and women whose very glances cut as deep as blades — cast scornful eyes on me as they passed. Some threw words sharper than knives: — Look, the little traitor’s still breathing. — Bet he won’t last the day without tears. — Why waste time on such useless filth? I gave no answer. I had long since learned that silence was the price of survival. If I wasn’t seen, the whip didn’t find me. If I didn’t hear, it didn’t wound. If I wasn’t there at all, perhaps I could last one more day. When the washing was done, I moved to the kitchens. Preparing breakfast was the omega’s duty. I peeled vegetables, chopped meat, lit fires in the vast smoke-stained hearth. Kneeling on stone, I stirred the food while the younger betas and alphas jostled one another nearby, grinning, hoping to knock me over so I might be punished again. Then came the cleaning. The great hall, where Rowan’s new chosen mate had been celebrated the night before, was filthier than ever: mud, blood, shattered jugs across the flagstones. On hands and knees I scrubbed, the cold stone burning into my skin. Every stain was a reminder: I was not one of them. They walked tall beneath the Moon. I crawled in the dirt. Rowan’s new lover — a beta girl — stepped over me with a mocking smirk, even kicked my face with her muddy boot. I didn’t look up. I didn’t want to see the glee in her eyes. The day passed like that: backbreaking labor, humiliation, hands raw and bleeding, muscles burning. Another day where my only goal was to remain invisible. To survive. And yet, somewhere deep within, that stubborn voice still whispered: Don’t give up. Not yet. Because something, somewhere, was coming. ⸻ The dining hall roared with sound. Laughter, commands, the rich scent of sizzling meat weighed heavy in the air. I moved among the tables with a heavy tray in my arms. My head bowed, my eyes fixed on the stones beneath me. An omega does not look up. An omega must remain unseen. On the tray lay the largest portion: roasted meat, thick sauces, fresh bread — all prepared for Rowan, the pack’s alpha. My steps faltered, my hands trembled, but my movements were practiced, drilled into me by years of avoiding disaster. But that day, disaster sought me out. As I passed between two tables, a foot shot out. A deliberate, cruel hook of the ankle. I stumbled. The tray slipped from my grasp, and the feast — the meat, the bread, the steaming sauce — spilled straight into Rowan’s lap. Time froze. Laughter died. Every eye in the hall turned to us. Rowan rose. His clothes drenched in sauce, but it was not anger that first twisted his face. It was something else. When his eyes met mine — as I knelt on the floor before him — something ancient stirred in him. And in me. My heart thudded in answer to his. I felt his wolf roar within his soul, demanding he look again. And in that moment, I knew: it was him. He was the one. The bond the Moon had destined for me. But Rowan’s heart rejected me. Instead of taking my hand, he seized my arm in a brutal grip, fingers like iron crushing into my flesh. “Don’t you dare… I reject you,” he hissed, low enough for only me to hear. His voice was ice, dripping with hatred. A moment later, he shoved me away. I flew like a ragdoll, crashing onto the stones. My ribs cracked. Pain swallowed me whole. I did not scream. I did not cry. I only gasped for breath. The pack stared for a heartbeat in stunned silence — then their laughter broke loose. Cruel, jeering, sharper than any whip. Rowan turned his back. “You are my witnesses,” he said aloud. “You saw how this traitor attacked me.” His lover smiled sweetly in the shadows. The lie had already been woven. I was guilty. I was lost. No one would defend me. The soldiers stepped forward. The rattle of chains sealed my fate. Rowan’s voice rang cold: “Take him to the cells. He will pay the price.” I did not protest. I did not beg. My silence thundered louder than any cry. It took two men to drag me to my feet. Every motion was a knife driven into me. Spit and laughter followed me, as though I were a circus beast for their amusement. The corridors grew darker as they hauled me down. Torchlight drowned in the damp stone, the air thick with rot and blood. At last, shackles clamped against the wall, and they pinned me in place with cold iron. The chains stretched my arms, my shoulders burned with pain — but inside me, something else stirred. My wolf. My rage. The defiance that refused to break. Hours passed. Or days. Time did not exist down there, only pain. When I heard the footsteps, I knew what was coming. The whip’s first strike tore my flesh open. Each lash carved a new mark into me. Even my face did not escape — a blade slashed across the right side, branding me with a scar that would never fade. I did not scream. My heart only pounded louder, stubborn, wild, like a hammer striking back against the dark. When silence fell, I was left alone. With the cold. With the wounds. And with the flame that still burned inside me. Fate had cast me aside once. But even fate could be wrong. And somewhere, far beyond these walls, another heart — a king’s heart — had heard my call. And it was coming closer.The palace did not change overnight. The stones remained the same, the corridors twisted into shadow as before, and the servants carried out their duties with the same disciplined indifference. Yet, on the very first morning, I felt it: something had shifted forever on the axis of the world. Not around me, but inside me.I noticed the change in the gazes. When I entered a room, the whispers no longer continued—they faded into a respectful silence. Not because everyone suddenly liked me—the fear and suspicion still lingered at the corners of their eyes—but because they understood: I was no longer invisible. I could no longer be brushed aside.Alexander did not mark the events with grand gestures or loud proclamations. He knew our story did not need a period at the end. This story was not a closed chapter but a living, breathing reality.I spent many hours walking in the inner courtyard. There were no guards around me, no walls pressing in. I simply watched: the light dancing on the mos
Morning arrived cautiously at the palace, as if the light itself were afraid to break the fragile, velvety silence left behind by the night. Sunbeams slowly crept up the heavy stone walls, glinted on the window glass, and finally reached the bed.Alexander was still beside me. He had not slept deeply; a kind of alert calm radiated from him, the way a wolf guards its den. When I shifted, he opened his eyes at once, but he did not attack me with questions, did not try to claim me immediately. He simply looked at me, and in his gaze lived every confession of the night before.I sat up slowly. I surprised myself. My body did not tense, did not search for the nearest exit. The memory of the night settled over me not as a burden, but like a warm, protective layer.“Good morning,” Alexander said, his voice carrying that deep, morning roughness that sent a shiver down my spine.“Good morning,” I replied, and smiled when I realized how natural those two words sounded between us.We did not rus
The silence of the room that evening was no longer filled with the familiar, alert tension. It was not like the wild, where every sound keeps muscles ready to spring. This silence was deep, dense, and velvety. In the fireplace, the embers cast a faint orange glow, painting warm shadows on the stone walls, and the noise of the outside world—the power struggles, the council’s threats, the palace intrigues—faded completely behind the closed door.Alexander was still sitting in the chair beside my bed. He did not move, only followed the rhythm of my breathing with his eyes. I drifted in half sleep, in that strange state where you are no longer fully awake, yet feel the other’s presence with every cell of your body. And for the first time, that presence did not suffocate me. It held me.I slowly opened my eyes. There was no alarm in me, no urge to search for an escape. I simply turned my head and looked into his dark, gold flecked eyes.“You are still here,” I whispered, my voice barely mo
The night draped over the palace like a thick, dark veil, but it did not bring true rest. Between the walls, it was not peace but discipline that ruled. I heard the guards change quietly, the muted clicks of doors. Everyone knew that now it was not noise, but time that mattered. The council’s words, the poisonous whispers, and the unspoken threats hung in the air like smoke.I stood by the window, watching the courtyard through the crack in the curtain. The two guards below shifted in precise movements. I realized that I had become the axis around which this whole world tried to arrange itself.The silence of the room was broken by Alexander’s footsteps. I did not turn immediately; it was unnecessary. My senses had recognized his presence before he even entered.“The inner circle has agreed,” he said as he removed his coat. “Nothing will happen tonight.”I turned and sought his gaze.“Should that be reassuring?”“More of a warning,” he said seriously. “The silence is not peace. It is
A tanácsülés után a palota levegője megmerevedett. Nem lett zajosabb, épp ellenkezőleg: a falakra olyan fojtott csend telepedett, amelyben minden lépésnek visszhangja, minden elfojtott tekintetnek súlya volt. Éreztem a bőrömön a figyelmet. Minden ajtó mögött rólunk suttogtak, minden folyosófordulóban egy-egy újabb kérdőjel várt.Alexander végig mellettem maradt. Nem vezetett pórázon, nem terelt parancsokkal; egyszerűen csak ott volt, stabilan és mozdíthatatlanul. Furcsa volt ez: régebben az engedelmesség volt a pajzsom, mert az nem igényelt gondolkodást. Most viszont választásom volt, és ez a szabadság nehezebbnek tűnt bármilyen láncnál. A felelősség, hogy én döntök, súlyként nehezedett a vállamra.Amikor beléptünk a lakosztályba, Alexander halkan megszólalt:– Mostantól ez így lesz. Több őr, több figyelem. Nem azért, mert gyenge vagy, Thalia. Hanem mert fontos.Lassan fújtam ki a levegőt, a falnak támaszkodva.– A kettőt eddig mindig összekeverték az életemben. Aki fontos volt, azt g
The palace did not wake that morning. It tensed. It was not the clatter of the servants’ dishes or the creak of the gates that broke the silence, but an invisible tremor that ran along the walls. In the corridors, whispers spread like wildfire. I felt that something had cracked forever.I had barely slept. My thoughts, like a wild animal trapped in a cage, ran the same circle over and over: Mate. Ancient Blood. White wolf. Words I did not yet know how to handle.Mara came in. Her face was paler than usual.“The council has convened,” she said quietly. “The king has been summoned immediately. And… you too.”My stomach twisted.“When?”“Now. Alexander is already on his way for you.”Soon I heard his determined footsteps. Alexander entered; his posture was regal, his face as if carved from stone, but in his eyes flickered the worry he felt when he looked at me.“You do not have to come if you do not want to,” he said, his voice deeper than usual. “I can face them without you.”I lifted m







