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The gray, icy light of dawn brought no salvation. It only promised another day, its weight already pressing on me before my eyes had even opened. I woke as I always did: shivering from the cold, my ears still ringing with the screams that haunted my dreams, my stomach hollow and twisting as if life itself had been torn out of me. The cell where I spent the nights was no larger than a storage room. The stone walls sweated with damp, winter’s breath seeping through the cracks. The rag I had for a blanket clung to me, wet and heavy, more like the lining of a coffin than shelter. For a moment I lay still, listening: the distant clatter of pots from the kitchens, the faint howling of dogs, the steady, dull rhythm of guards’ footsteps pacing the yard outside. The weight of steel shackles on my wrists and ankles reminded me once again what I was in this world: no one. A tool. A shadow among wolves. Before the guards even kicked the door open, I had already forced myself up. Every movement was slow, painful — my body screamed in protest from yesterday’s lashes. But there was no room for weakness. Not here. Not for me. My soles clenched against the sting of cold stone, but I did not stop. I gritted my teeth, snatched up the single rag of clothing they allowed me — a gray, tattered tunic barely covering my wasted body — and stepped out into the freezing dawn. My day began as it always did. With washing. Always with washing. The water was ice-cold, biting into my fingers, but I didn’t hesitate. The pack’s dishes — greasy bowls, filthy mugs, knives still slick with blood — all waited for me. And time mattered. If I failed to finish, the whip awaited. I didn’t want new scars today. The dull clatter of dishes echoed against stone, the rhythm of scrubbing pounding into my skull. Around me, the pack stirred. Alphas, betas — powerful, mocking men and women whose very glances cut as deep as blades — cast scornful eyes on me as they passed. Some threw words sharper than knives: — Look, the little traitor’s still breathing. — Bet he won’t last the day without tears. — Why waste time on such useless filth? I gave no answer. I had long since learned that silence was the price of survival. If I wasn’t seen, the whip didn’t find me. If I didn’t hear, it didn’t wound. If I wasn’t there at all, perhaps I could last one more day. When the washing was done, I moved to the kitchens. Preparing breakfast was the omega’s duty. I peeled vegetables, chopped meat, lit fires in the vast smoke-stained hearth. Kneeling on stone, I stirred the food while the younger betas and alphas jostled one another nearby, grinning, hoping to knock me over so I might be punished again. Then came the cleaning. The great hall, where Rowan’s new chosen mate had been celebrated the night before, was filthier than ever: mud, blood, shattered jugs across the flagstones. On hands and knees I scrubbed, the cold stone burning into my skin. Every stain was a reminder: I was not one of them. They walked tall beneath the Moon. I crawled in the dirt. Rowan’s new lover — a beta girl — stepped over me with a mocking smirk, even kicked my face with her muddy boot. I didn’t look up. I didn’t want to see the glee in her eyes. The day passed like that: backbreaking labor, humiliation, hands raw and bleeding, muscles burning. Another day where my only goal was to remain invisible. To survive. And yet, somewhere deep within, that stubborn voice still whispered: Don’t give up. Not yet. Because something, somewhere, was coming. ⸻ The dining hall roared with sound. Laughter, commands, the rich scent of sizzling meat weighed heavy in the air. I moved among the tables with a heavy tray in my arms. My head bowed, my eyes fixed on the stones beneath me. An omega does not look up. An omega must remain unseen. On the tray lay the largest portion: roasted meat, thick sauces, fresh bread — all prepared for Rowan, the pack’s alpha. My steps faltered, my hands trembled, but my movements were practiced, drilled into me by years of avoiding disaster. But that day, disaster sought me out. As I passed between two tables, a foot shot out. A deliberate, cruel hook of the ankle. I stumbled. The tray slipped from my grasp, and the feast — the meat, the bread, the steaming sauce — spilled straight into Rowan’s lap. Time froze. Laughter died. Every eye in the hall turned to us. Rowan rose. His clothes drenched in sauce, but it was not anger that first twisted his face. It was something else. When his eyes met mine — as I knelt on the floor before him — something ancient stirred in him. And in me. My heart thudded in answer to his. I felt his wolf roar within his soul, demanding he look again. And in that moment, I knew: it was him. He was the one. The bond the Moon had destined for me. But Rowan’s heart rejected me. Instead of taking my hand, he seized my arm in a brutal grip, fingers like iron crushing into my flesh. “Don’t you dare… I reject you,” he hissed, low enough for only me to hear. His voice was ice, dripping with hatred. A moment later, he shoved me away. I flew like a ragdoll, crashing onto the stones. My ribs cracked. Pain swallowed me whole. I did not scream. I did not cry. I only gasped for breath. The pack stared for a heartbeat in stunned silence — then their laughter broke loose. Cruel, jeering, sharper than any whip. Rowan turned his back. “You are my witnesses,” he said aloud. “You saw how this traitor attacked me.” His lover smiled sweetly in the shadows. The lie had already been woven. I was guilty. I was lost. No one would defend me. The soldiers stepped forward. The rattle of chains sealed my fate. Rowan’s voice rang cold: “Take him to the cells. He will pay the price.” I did not protest. I did not beg. My silence thundered louder than any cry. It took two men to drag me to my feet. Every motion was a knife driven into me. Spit and laughter followed me, as though I were a circus beast for their amusement. The corridors grew darker as they hauled me down. Torchlight drowned in the damp stone, the air thick with rot and blood. At last, shackles clamped against the wall, and they pinned me in place with cold iron. The chains stretched my arms, my shoulders burned with pain — but inside me, something else stirred. My wolf. My rage. The defiance that refused to break. Hours passed. Or days. Time did not exist down there, only pain. When I heard the footsteps, I knew what was coming. The whip’s first strike tore my flesh open. Each lash carved a new mark into me. Even my face did not escape — a blade slashed across the right side, branding me with a scar that would never fade. I did not scream. My heart only pounded louder, stubborn, wild, like a hammer striking back against the dark. When silence fell, I was left alone. With the cold. With the wounds. And with the flame that still burned inside me. Fate had cast me aside once. But even fate could be wrong. And somewhere, far beyond these walls, another heart — a king’s heart — had heard my call. And it was coming closer.The shifting chamber still pulsed with heat, the body-warmth of the freshly transformed wolves and the magic of the full moon condensed into one vibrating current. The healer had already sent everyone out; only two remained inside: Alexander and Thalia.The king had watched in silence as the girl fought her way through the painful process of shifting. He saw her body tremble, almost convulse, and he heard that soft, muffled whimper most wolves never make once the transformation is complete. But now, everything was quiet.Thalia lay on the stone floor in her wolf form, her snow-white fur clinging to her trembling body, her green eyes shimmering with exhaustion and pain. Her chest rose and fell quickly, each breath an effort. The trembling wouldn’t stop—her body seemed still to be trying to adjust to the shape the moon had forced on her.Alexander stepped closer. The massive black wolf moved in total silence, yet every motion radiated power. When he reached her, he stopped and lowered h
As the sun slowly set, the atmosphere of the palace changed completely. From the courtyard beyond the window came deep, echoing howls, the people in the corridors moved more quietly than usual, and even the candlelight seemed to flicker with a nervous edge. The air grew thicker; with the approach of the full moon, it felt as though every wall was breathing—slow, heavy breaths, in rhythm with something stirring in their blood.Thalia sat on the edge of the bed, her hands pressed to her knees, watching as the moonlight slid more and more strongly through the gaps in the curtains. Her stomach twisted. She knew what was coming—and she knew it never went smoothly for her. She had always been different. While others shifted easily, with a single movement, hers always came with pain. Her bones obeyed more slowly, her skin resisted the change, and every time she felt as though she were being torn apart from the inside. Her body knew what it had to do, but never truly wanted to do it.The thou
The day began with a strange tension from the early morning on. Thalia couldn’t say exactly what had changed, but everyone in the palace moved differently, spoke differently. In the corridors, instead of the usual chatter, she heard short, hurried instructions; the guards changed shifts more frequently, and the maids carried trays with nervous precision, as if preparing for some kind of examination. There was a barely graspable vibration in the air that made her stomach tighten.Late in the morning, the harem master appeared at her door and informed her that she would have a special assignment that day. He offered no explanation, only said, “prepare for the full moon.” Thalia looked at him in confusion, but did not dare ask questions. The harem master was always measured, yet now he seemed in a hurry — which was rare for him.In the bath, the water was already prepared. Two maids assisted her; usually they did their work in silence, but today they whispered nonstop to each other. Some
Early the next morning, right after the change of the inner guard, the harem steward appeared at Thalia’s door with two subordinates and a scribe. He briefly informed her that the relocation would begin immediately, then, following protocol, they itemized the personal belongings found in her current room — two sets of simple linen clothing, one comb, a bundle of cloth, a tattered notepaper and the card issued by the healer — identified the pendant around her neck, stamped the transfer form, placed everything into an inventory bag, and, positioning her among the escort, set off toward the inner courtyard. At the gate of the harem wing, a designated guard received them and recorded the time of arrival, her new identification mark, and the names of the escort.There was no shouting in the corridors, no jostling; the wing clearly operated according to an established routine. From the gate, a marked path led to her new quarters, which consisted of a small antechamber, a washroom, and a sle
By the next morning, Thalia could no longer delay the decision. She had spent the entire night awake, sitting on the edge of her bed, replaying Alexander’s words over and over again—those cold, measured sentences that offered no loopholes, only two clear paths: either she remained in the healer’s service like any other simple servant, forever under scrutiny, trapped in a web of whispers, mocking glances, and a precarious position, or she stepped into the circle they called the king’s harem—a closed, regulated system where every movement had its order, but at least no one would dare question where she belonged ever again.It was not an easy choice to weigh. One path offered freedom on paper, yet humiliation in daily life. The other meant confinement—but also protection, order, status, and a kind of silence she had been longing for months now—the kind of silence where no one dared speak her name in a corridor, even under their breath.Late in the morning she requested permission from th
Early the next morning, after the inner guard had changed shift, the harem steward appeared at Thalia’s door with two subordinates and a scribe. He briefly announced that the relocation would begin immediately, then—according to protocol—they itemized the personal belongings found in her current room: two sets of simple linen clothing, one comb, a cloth bundle, a worn note sheet, and the card issued by the healer. They identified the pendant at her neck, stamped the transfer sheet, placed everything into an inventory sack, and set off toward the inner courtyard with Thalia in their escort. At the gate of the harem wing a designated guard received them, recorded the time of arrival, her new identification code, and the names of the accompanying personnel.There was no shouting and no crowding in the corridors; the wing evidently operated according to a well-established routine. From the gate a marked route led to her new quarters, which consisted of a small antechamber, a washroom, and







