He recalled how he had taunted Shawn with his purity, never giving in, pushing him away and freaking out, declaring his love for him, asking for some person moments to think about them, only to choose to court Chloe throughout their college days until they broke up, having caught her fucking Liam, who would without thinking twice eagerly put his penis inside anything in a skirt. Ivan had remained undecided of what to do.
He exhaled softly as he rubbed his face, glad that Serah had not returned from the night out with her best friend. He could not describe how it would be if Serah had walked in and seen him in that position. Ivan was not ready to come up with an emergency lie. He remembered this man, who had fallen hopelessly and madly in love with him.The man who was ready to do anything to have him in his life, the man he had brutally rejected without a single thought, the man who has now invaded his sleep every nights, stirring up every emotions and longings he once thought was buried forever. Because of him, Shawn had broken the rules of their school, bravely coming out publicly, to confess his love for Ivan in the presence of everyone, ready to publicly claim Ivan even in private to assure Ivan of his love and unwavering commitment to protect him from the incessant taunting by bullies who would mock him relentlessly for loving a man.He recollected how this man also held the esteemed position as the captain of the college football team, the coveted figure that drew the attention and desire of both genders. He had them groveling at his feet. Yet, this same individual had become besotted with the ordinary Ivan Hudson, a scholarship kid. Often, Ivan wondered what captivated this man's interest in him. He did not hail from a privileged background like Shawn; he was bound by the shackles of numerous limitations, unable to reveal his truth to his parents, who would not only disown him but mercilessly execute him, ensuring his demise remained concealed from the world. Ivan's father made this sentiment clear during their family dinners: "Any man who engages in a romantic relationship with another man is doomed to a lifetime of failure and is unworthy to be considered among humans""It is impossible for me to be with you, Shawn. My father will bring about my demise," Ivan disclosed one evening in their clandestine meeting place, where they had both arranged to meet. Shawn's eyes sparkled with excitement, radiating a captivating light that could illuminate an entire street when he saw Ivan the first time that evening.Shawn had embraced him tightly the moment he arrived, almost stealing Ivan's breath away, and proceeded to hold his hand and kiss its delicate back.But as soon as Ivan made that statement, Shawn's expression faltered, and a sharp pain pierced his chest as Ivan released his hand from his grasp. "Please, Ivan, I love you and it's you I want, exclusively," Shawn implored, his voice full of anguish and rejection, his body trembling as he saw Ivan avoiding his gaze."Is there someone else?" Shawn asked, hating the very thought, dreading having to ask Ivan such a question. Shawn had daydreamed countless times about this secretive first meeting, overwhelmed with joy when Ivan agreed to meet him. However, now it seemed like it was turning into one of his nightmares."No, there is no one," Ivan promptly replied, this time their eyes met.Shawn breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank goodness! I can't imagine what I would have done if the situation were reversed."Ivan looked at him, a slight melancholy smile forming on his face, "Shawn, I'm scared. Scared of my fellow classmates, scared of my father...I don't want to disappoint my family. Unlike you, I don't have a family who would accept you for who you are."Shawn took Ivan's hand, tenderly placing a gentle kiss on it. "Then stay with me, live with me. I will take care of you, making sure all your needs are met."Ivan abruptly pulled his hand away from Shawn's grip, "Are you really serious right now? Leave my family to be with you? Just because I don't have the privilege you have doesn't mean I'll abandon my family to join yours!"Shawn shook his head, eager to stop Ivan's anger, "I'm sorry, Ivan. I'm deeply sorry. Forgive me for suggesting that you should come live with me. I just want your happiness," he apologized, hating himself for making such childish proposals.Shaking his head, Ivan turned away from Shawn and said, "I'm sorry, Shawn, but I can't be your boyfriend. For Godsake iam not into boys. Iam not Gay shawn. Please, put an end to whatever it is you are feeling." Without giving Shawn a chance to respond, Ivan swiftly left, almost running away. He ignored Shawn's desperate attempts to call his name and stop him from leaving.Shawn's heart shattered as he watched Ivan slowly disappear from sight, tears welling up in his eyes. He drove home, entered his room, and gave in to his emotions. The pain of rejection overwhelmed him, causing his tears to flow freely.Lying on his modest bed, Ivan couldn't shake the image of Shawn's eyes reflecting his profound pain. Despite genuinely liking Shawn, the fear of coming out to his family was overwhelming. He couldn't bear the thought of his father looking at him with disappointment and disgust, as often happened whenever the topic of same-sex relationships came up.Turning to the other side of his bed, Ivan let the tears stream down his face. He whispered softly, "I'm sorry, Shawn," as he cried himself to sleep, wondering what the next day at school would bring.Waking up from his dream, Ivan got up like a zombie and turned on the shower. With hope in his heart, he hoped that the cold water would calm his uncontrollable desire. But he knew deep down that this longing could never be satisfied. Despite his fervent yearning for a different life path, he had made a series of foolish decisions.Tonight's dream had been the most vivid and realistic one yet. The reason for its intensity was clear. At six in the evening, he would come face-to-face with the man who held the utmost importance in his life, at his ten-year college reunion.The man he had once secretly loved, rejected and left.Groaning softly as he felt Ivan thrusting, receiving him eagerly."You know I could go on and on fucking you tonight" Shawn told him, his breathing accelerated as he buckled his hip forward, thrusting harder into Ivan's tightness."Then don't stop, because I want all of you tonight and ever" Ivan reaponded. As their earth-shattering orgasm ended and their bodies gradually returned to normal, Shawn, still resting on Ivan, gently shifted and rolled over beside him. He laid his back on the bed and looked up at the ceiling, a small triumphant smile on his face that he unsuccessfully tried to hide as Ivan shifted beside him, turning to look at him."Why are you smiling?" Ivan asked, his own smile spreading as he watched Shawn bite his lower lip and turn to face him.Shawn looked at Ivan with a mixture of love and admiration. He had never felt this amazed after sex before. "What just happened was amazing. This is the best night of my life," he told Ivan, softly caressing his face.Ivan's
Shawn acted according to his will, slowly withdrawing his raging erection from Ivan's tightness. They both knew they were not finished. He released the handcuffs from his hands and the ones from his legs, and what Ivan witnessed nearly took his breath away. Shawn looked at him with an animalistic lustful stare that sent his body humming with desire. Ivan's eyes traveled down to Shawn's cock; his mouth watered at the sight of it. It stood strong, proudly out of Shawn's body: veiny, long, and throbbing. Shawn watched him looking at his impressive erection; a small smile appeared on his lips. "Like what you see?" He teased Ivan, who locked eyes with him, his darkened eyes filled with hunger and passion. "Fuck yes," he responded, moistening his lips with his tongue. This small act drove Shawn over the edge. Every small act of Ivan drove him with mad desire, from the sound of his moans, to his mouth, his hand, the way his body responded. Everything tonight made Shawn's body scream for
"Yeah, I'm just speechless. I still can't believe you are right here, bound and exposed, waiting to be fucked..." Ivan's body jerked in response to Shawn's caress. "You are incredibly beautiful, Sugar—perfect," whispered Shawn, his lips tenderly grazing Ivan's supple skin. As he ascended onto the bed, Shawn drew closer to Ivan, his breath caressing his face. "You want me to fuck you even when engaged to Sera?. You're begging for my cock right here, while Sera might be worried sick at home, wondering where her soon-to-be husband is? You're right here, naked on my bed, your cock throbbing for me when you're one month into walking down the aisle with your wife. You want me to fuck you until you can't sit properly tomorrow morning. Is this what you really want, Ivan?" Shawn asked, his lips caressing Ivan's lips as he waited for answers."I don't mind being vulnerable before you, Shawn. I want you badly and I am not shameless about it. Yes, this is what I want. Will you fuck me now or rele
Tears ran down Ivan's cheeks. It feels amazing to feel Shawn's mouth on his penis. His tongue, teeth, and lips gripping, sucking, nibbling, and massaging him. His testicles are full, crying for release. The tip of his penis is weeping more and more precum as Shawn licks him, massages his testicles, strokes his anus, and hits his prostate.Shawn can feel Ivan getting close. This isn't the time for Ivan to orgasm yet. He needs to be penetrated before experiencing release. As Shawn removes his mouth from Ivan's penis and leaves the bed, Ivan's eyelids flutter open in curiosity. Observing Shawn's movements, he watches as Shawn ventures into the walk-in closet and returns with an object that leaves him speechless.He had never been involved in something like this before, and the thought of doing it for the first time with no one other than Shawn makes his heart pound loudly in his chest and his throat dry.In Shawn's possession are two handcuffs and a scarf. Ivan meets his gaze, which burn
"Fuck! Fuck! Shawn!" Ivan cried out Shawn's name in pure pleasure as Shawn redirected his attention to his yearning, tight pussy without mercy, longing to be licked. Longing to be fucked.With a swift motion, Shawn turned Ivan around to face him, hungrily crashing his lips onto Ivan's soft mouth, engaging in a taste of their shared intimacy. Ivan greedily sucked on Shawn's hard mouth like a man dying and ready to quench his thirst. He loved the taste of him on Shawn's mouth, wanting more and more. Gradually slowing down, Shawn's mouth found its way to his neck, nibbling on his skin, licking and kissing every part of Ivan's. His tongue grazed all over Ivan's subtle chin, loving the slightly rough area of his jaw. His mouth found Ivan's lips again as he kissed him with every ounce of love and starvation.Shawn shifted his kisses downwards, trailing from Ivan's lips to his chest, enveloping his erect nipples with his mouth, skillfully caressing them with his hot tongue until they became
Shawn enveloped Ivan in his arms, Ivan buried his head in Shawn's shoulder as a blush spread across his face. This is the closest he had been to Shawn, and it feels so amazing being in Shawn's warm and strong embrace.His cheeks turned red as he never expected to see Shawn half naked, pressed onto his body, inhaling his sweet and manly fragrance of his skin. Ivan felt Shawn smell him, inhale him deeply, and bury his face in his hair. His heart warmed, and swarms of butterflies flooded his lower belly as Shawn pressed his hip against Ivan, making him feel his growing erection.As Ivan broke free from the embrace and took a step back as he had felt a hardness against his groin. His eyes widened when he saw Shawn's fully erect penis in his boxer, and a blush appeared on Ivan's face when he understood the cause of it.Shawn's palms became sweaty as he tried to brush them against his boxers. It was shameful to stand in front of Ivan with a massive erection he couldn't hide, yet he seemed t