Silence enveloped the room once more as Ivan understood that the man was waiting for him to reach a higher level of desire. A level that would have him begging for the man to take him to heaven.
"Are you ready for more?" asked the man, his voice trembling. "Would you like me to slide another finger into your pussy? You know, I don't like calling it a hole when it comes to you. I prefer calling it pussy, my pussy.""Please," Ivan moaned, closing his eyes and complying with the desperate request. "More. Give me more.""I would do anything for you," the man whispered just before his hot breath caressed Ivan's sensitive area. Holding his breath, Ivan anticipated the touch of the man's tongue on his testicle. Unable to wait any longer as the pleasure surged within him, Ivan thrust his hips up, pressing his hole against the man's lips.The man silently urged Ivan to let go, to release himself against his lips, his teeth. Ivan's body strained to reach the pinnacle, and with each thrust against the man's hot wet tongue, the man's fingers relentlessly thrusting, Ivan dove into an earth-shattering orgasm like never before.Every inch of his body trembled under the onslaught of pleasure. Finally, the man poised above him, his hazel eyes burning with desire, his jet-black hair partially obscuring his face, making it difficult for Ivan to see him clearly, even from such a close distance. Yet, Ivan knew who he was. He felt so familiar, yet very strange. The body he had once known felt strange. His perfume invaded his nostrils, that familiar perfume that had been his favorite ever since he had recommended it to him.Like a colossal figure, he hovered over Ivan, who felt as fragile as a delicate flower in his presence. This familiar man, who had been invading Ivan's dreams for the past two months without any explanation, possessed undeniable power. His aura commanded attention, one that Ivan had never felt or witnessed before.Looking up at him, Ivan noticed his sharply defined jaw, the sharpest he had ever seen. It seemed capable of slicing through paper effortlessly. His plump, powerful lips were curved like a bow, enticing and red. Ivan longed to taste them, and so he lifted his head to kiss the man. However, the man skillfully averted it, allowing it to land on his cheek.Drawing one taut nipple into his mouth, the man pressed the thick head of his penis against Ivan's wet and open core, causing Ivan to arch in anticipation."Not so fast," he murmured, as he engaged in a savage kiss with Ivan, fulfilling Ivan's desires and rendering him breathless, as if it were his birthright. It was evident that the man possessed ownership over Ivan, his body, and soul. They both understood this truth.Ivan yearned for nothing more than for the man to thrust his hardness into his tight hole, to ravage him with intensity and strength, leading to an explosive climax.His thumb caressed Ivan's nipples, simultaneously pinching them, which caused Ivan's legs to spread wider, revealing his drenched state to the man's intense gaze.Drawing closer to Ivan, the man sensually sucked on Ivan's sensitive hole, his lips sealing tightly around the dark entrance, making Ivan question if he was even breathing. Ivan screamed, writhing on the bed, unable to touch the man as he tightened his grip on Ivan's nipples. Afterwards, he continued to suck, bite, and flick along Ivan's testicles. Ivan observed his cum soaking the man's chin, witnessing the most erotic scene he had ever encountered. The man eagerly consumed it, licking and ensuring that Ivan was thoroughly cleansed with his hot tongue. However, instead of quenching Ivan's desire, this act only heightened his arousal. He released Ivan's legs, taking off the shackles from his ankles. "Place your legs on my shoulders," the man commanded, patiently waiting for Ivan to comply, causing Ivan's legs to spread even further apart. Moaning, Ivan felt the man's relentless sucking, tormenting his sacred spot and awakening all of his desires. "Your sweet essence is absolutely irresistible, Ivan. I cannot stop tasting and exploring you over and over again," the man murmured before sealing their lips together, allowing Ivan a taste of himself. His hands firmly squeezed Ivan's buttocks, meeting him halfway, while his sizable erection pressed forcefully against Ivan, asserting his dominance through a captivating kiss that sent shivers through Ivan's entire body. And this time, Ivan was on the brink of release, so close, so very close... The reverberation of the blaring alarm filled the room, jolting Ivan from his submerged fantasy. The bed sheets beneath him clung damply to his twisted body, with his arms elevated above his head and legs splayed provocatively.It was precisely the position in which he found himself restrained in his vivid erotic dream. A wave of disappointment enveloped him, as he realized that it was merely another explicit iteration of the recurrent desire that had seized control of him for the past two months. That enigmatic man.Here he was, lying with Ivan. Engaging in uninhibited and fervent lovemaking that encompassed all the taboo acts Ivan could never confess to desiring in reality. Yet, within the realm of his arms, Ivan knew it would be an extraordinary and sublime experience.After weeks of longing, there was but one thing Ivan yearned for: why couldn't his dream progress to the moment when the man actually penetrated him? The point where he claimed Ivan entirely as his own. For then, at least, Ivan believed that he would truly comprehend what it felt like to be intertwined with him even in his dreams. To have himself be intimately connected with him. However, Ivan was acutely aware that enduring the absence of this man, even within his dreams, and his desire not fulfilled was the price he must pay for what he had inflicted upon Shawn Maddox ten years ago during college.He recalled how he had taunted Shawn with his purity, never giving in, pushing him away and freaking out, declaring his love for him, asking for some person moments to think about them, only to choose to court Chloe throughout their college days until they broke up, having caught her fucking Liam, who would without thinking twice eagerly put his penis inside anything in a skirt. Ivan had remained undecided of what to do.He exhaled softly as he rubbed his face, glad that Serah had not returned from the night out with her best friend. He could not describe how it would be if Serah had walked in and seen him in that position. Ivan was not ready to come up with an emergency lie. He remembered this man, who had fallen hopelessly and madly in love with him.The man who was ready to do anything to have him in his life, the man he had brutally rejected without a single thought, the man who has now invaded his sleep every nights, stirring up every emotions and longings he once thought was bur
A strange sensation surged through his body, causing him to tremble at the mere thought of seeing Shawn again, this time in person. Most of his encounters with Shawn had been through magazine pages. Secretly, he had been following Shawn's online presence using an anonymous account. He had even mustered the courage to reach out to Shawn, asking if he would be interested in meeting or talking.When he caught a glimpse of Shawn the first time after five years, Ivan's mouth began to water, driven by a strong curiosity to find out what he had been up to since college.From just looking at his picture to closely watching his numerous televised interviews, it was undeniable that Shawn had a commanding presence. Standing tall at an impressive height, he emitted an aura of confidence and charm. His piercing deep blue eyes, highlighted by well-groomed dark eyebrows, sharp jaw, and his jet black hair styled to perfection seemed to hold a spark of ambition, determination, and something else that
For Ivan, it was both a sense of right and wrong. It felt incorrect to lead Sara on when his feelings for her were not based on sincere love, yet it felt appropriate to seize the opportunity before him with wisdom.Ivan had made a vow to never hurt Sera in any way, but instead to provide her with abundant care and attention. As time passed after proposing to her, which she eagerly said Yes to, he gradually realized that what he felt for her was not mere likeness, but rather a sincere blossoming of love for Sera Grayson. However, everything changed on that fateful evening when he received a message that would completely upend his life, reopening a chapter he had believed to be closed forever. The moment Sera laid eyes on that message, and read it out loud, Ivan ceased to be the Ivan he had been two years prior to when he had known Sera. This time, he transformed into the Ivan he once was during his college days."Pardon me, did you say something?" Ivan inquired, this time looking dir
Before Ivan knew what was happening, Shawn's lips collided with his in a fierce kiss that shook him to the core. His tongue found entrance into Ivan's mouth as he sweetly kissed and dominated him.Ivana stood motionless, everything came to a halt, with wide eyes open in shock, feeling Shawn's soft, yet dominating lips on him.Coming back to his senses, Ivan pushed Shawn away from him. His palm collided with Shawn's cheek in a resounding slap that left the side of Shawn's face red from the impact."You disgust me," Ivana told him, turned around, and walked out.That was the last time he ever set his eyes on Shawn. He never saw him until they graduated from college. Now, tonight, he would be coming face to face with Shawn, in the flesh.Everything he had feared for so long, everything he regretted was coming back to slap him in the face tonight. Maybe this time if he faced his mistakes, he prayed silently, he could finally recover.Ivan cleared his throat slightly. He gave Sera a small
Ivan's blood grew cold. He knew who Madeline was talking about, even though the desperation to crane his neck and look at shawn rose within him. Ivan couldn't summon the courage to meet his gaze. He looked at Madeline, who was already looking at him, and then at Shawn, standing and doing God knows what, and being in God knows which location.Ivan could feel his hand trembling as he held the champagne glass, even though he had been drinking since the reunion party started. Suddenly, his throat became dry. This time around, he didn't need to gulp down a champagne but something strong, something capable of calming his tense nerves.Madeline patted his shoulder softly and walked past him, obviously going over to Shawn. Ivan shakily exhaled as he slowly turned, and his eyes landed on Shawn. But he couldn't help but notice the very handsome blonde man standing close to him, giving Shawn a sweet smile that made Ivan's stomach churn.He realized Shawn hadn't come alone to the party, he came w
Shawn unexpectedly lost his breath. He was even more handsome now than he had been in college, manly fair, and as prim and proper as usual. But the raw need in his eyes drew him to Ivan like a moth to a flame.Ten years had passed since that day in the locker room when he had caught Ivan, who told him he was not gay and would never be one, swapping spit with Alexander Stroviv. He had fooled himself into believing Ivan was straight, as he had endlessly said, and that he was pushing too much. He hated the fact that he had thought he had freaked out Ivan, wanting him to do things he never wanted and had decided to take it slow or back out. Begging to be kissed by Ivan, to touch him, to hug him, Ivan had rejected him, pushed him away, threatened him, called him all sort of hurtful names, Yet, he was in the boy's locker room, going hot with Alexander, an image even after ten years, Shawn hadn't forgotten about it.Still, wanting to be with Ivan was instinctual. Like jumping out of a tenth
Just like he had felt ten years ago, Shawn felt a pang of hurt and pain seeing Ivan making out with the woman he was sure was his fiancée. He hated that he felt this way with just one action from Ivan; this wasn't the new plan. The supposed plan was to ignore Ivan throughout the party, pretend he wasn't there, flaunt his fake boyfriend in his face unbothered, and head back to France like he never came. But it now looked as though the opposite was happening. Instead, it's Ivan flaunting his fiancée right in his face, kissing her passionately, knowing he might be watching, and fuck yes! He had been watching.He had been watching Ivan's every move ever since he laid eyes on him.He had been watching the way he smiled, his dimples appearing cutely on his cheeks.He had been watching the way he held the champagne glass. Heck! A silly thought had crossed his mind, hoping it was his cock Ivan was gripping that way instead."Get a grip of yourself, Shawn Maddox," he chastised himself, hating
"Thanks," he muttered softly, taking the glass of scotch from Shawn.They spent what felt like hours on end sipping and not saying a word. Even though Ivan yearned to hear Shawn's voice, his increasing madness stemmed from his desperate desire for Shawn to say anything, whatever it may be. Even if Shawn had nothing to contribute, Ivan hoped he would engage in conversation about the party or the drinks.Looking directly at Shawn felt daunting, prompting Ivan to swiftly gulp down the remains of his drink, forcing it down his throat and clearing his throat in anticipation of Shawn's response.Meanwhile, Shawn struggled to maintain composure externally, but internally, he was shaking. Standing next to him, Ivan's physical presence was palpable, as was the familiar scent of cologne that Shawn still realized had become Ivan's favorite. While discreetly sipping his drink, Shawn fought to conceal his trembling hand.He pondered what was going through Ivan's mind at that moment. Hoping he wou