Chapter 5
LUCA
I sat at the head of the table, my trusted men spread out on either side. Damon leaned against the wall, arms crossed, his expression bored but alert. The others — Enzo, Matteo, Rocco — watched me, waiting for orders.
The topic was business. Always business.
Territory disputes. Shipment schedules. Debt collections.
I tapped my finger against the oak table as one of the minor gang leaders — a pathetic excuse for a man named Carlo — rambled on about how he could "handle" the northern docks without our help.
"And with all due respect, Mr. Moretti," Carlo said, sweaty and too loud, "maybe it's time we let the little guys take on some responsibility, eh?"
The room fell silent.
Damon winced.
Matteo shifted in his chair.
I slowly set my glass down.
Carlo didn't notice the shift in the room's temperature.
Or maybe he was just stupid.
"I see," I said quietly, voice like ice.
Carlo beamed, mistaking my calm for approval. "Exactly! I mean—"
One shot.
A clean bullet straight through his forehead.
His body crumpled to the floor, lifeless. Blood pooled under him, staining the marble.
No one flinched.
I blew the smoke from the barrel of my gun and set it calmly on the table.
"Anyone else want to show me their stupidity today?" I asked coldly.
Silence.
Good.
I leaned back in my chair, watching the blood inch across the floor, feeling nothing.
Just then, the door creaked open.
Everyone turned.
And there he was.
Adrien.
Wearing nothing but a massive shirt that hung off one shoulder, sleeves rolled sloppily. Bare legs, messy hair, bare feet padding casually across the polished floor.
Like he belonged here.
Damon groaned audibly and facepalmed. "Jesus Christ, kid. Not now."
Adrien ignored him, peering into the room with wide, innocent eyes. "Hey, uh...anyone know where the kitchen is?"
His voice was light, careless. He barely glanced at Carlo’s corpse.
I stared at him.
Hard.
Was he mad?
Wearing that? Walking into a meeting where I'd just put a bullet through someone's skull?
I clenched my jaw.
And then the thought hit me —
He looks good like that.
Heat stirred low in my gut, unwelcome and sharp.
I was straight.
Straight.
What the fuck was wrong with me?
"Adrien," I said, voice hard as steel. "Get out."
He blinked, completely unbothered. "Rude."
Damon shook his head rapidly, mouthing leave, leave, but Adrien was already strolling further into the room.
"Seriously, all I wanted was a sandwich," he muttered under his breath. "Didn’t know this was Murder Club headquarters."
Matteo coughed to hide his laugh. Rocco’s eyes widened. Damon looked torn between horror and amusement.
Adrien kept going, grumbling, "Bunch of psychos..."
Something snapped inside me.
Without hesitation, I pulled out my gun again and fired.
The bullet whizzed past his head, embedding itself in the doorframe behind him.
Adrien froze mid-step.
He turned slowly, eyes burning with fury, not fear.
"You fucking missed," he said, voice low and furious. "Asshole!"
He pointed at me, face red with anger. "You trying to kill me? Over a goddamn sandwich?"
Before anyone could blink, he spun on his heel and stormed out, slamming the door behind him.
Silence.
Absolute, deafening silence.
The smell of gunpowder still hung in the air.
Damon let out a low whistle. "Kid’s got balls, I’ll give him that."
I said nothing.
"Back to business," I said coldly.
And just like that, the men straightened, wiping all traces of amusement from their faces.
CHAPTER 6
LUCA
I found him in the hallway, leaning against the wall, arms crossed, looking like he owned the fucking place.
Adrien.
Still in that damn oversized shirt, the hem brushing scandalously high on his thighs. Hair a mess. Eyes bright and defiant.
Like he hadn’t just walked into a murder scene. Like he wasn’t afraid of a damn thing.
"You have a death wish, don’t you?" I said, my voice low, dangerous.
He smiled. Fucking smiled. "Maybe."
I closed the distance between us in two strides.
Adrien didn’t move. Didn’t flinch. He tilted his head up to meet my gaze, those turquoise eyes gleaming.
"You think this is a fucking game?" I growled, grabbing him by the front of the shirt and slamming him back against the wall.
He let out a soft, breathy laugh. "Touchy, touchy."
I gritted my teeth. His body was warm under my hands, too warm. His smell — soap and something sweet — curled around me like a goddamn noose.
"You’re playing with fire, boy," I warned.
"Maybe I like getting burned," Adrien whispered, lips curling into a slow, dangerous smile.
Before I could react, he surged forward — and bit me.
His teeth sank into my jaw, sharp and fast.
I froze.
The pain was a flash, and then —
Heat.
God, heat like I hadn’t felt in years, ripping through me, blinding and brutal.
A low, broken sound escaped me — half a growl, half a groan.
Fuck.
I shoved him back, harder than necessary, breathing like I’d run a marathon.
Adrien stumbled but caught himself, laughing softly, eyes gleaming with mischief and something darker.
"You didn’t hate that," he said, voice cocky and low.
I stared at him, chest heaving, fists clenched so tightly my knuckles went white.
"I should break your fucking neck," I hissed.
"But you won’t," he said, stepping closer again, slow and deliberate, like a predator taunting his prey. "You want to do something else."
I turned on my heel and stalked away before I did something irreversible.
I needed distance. I needed air. I needed to get that fucking boy out of my head.
I slammed the door to my room behind me, locked it, and ripped off my clothes.
The shower blasted freezing water, but it didn’t cool the heat crawling under my skin.
I leaned both hands against the tiles, head bowed, water cascading down my body.
But all I could see was him.
Adrien.
That wicked smile.
That cocky mouth.
Those goddamn eyes that didn’t know how to fear.
My cock was already hard, heavy and throbbing against my thigh.
I squeezed my eyes shut, cursing under my breath.
It would’ve been so easy to tell myself this was just adrenaline. Just anger. Just frustration.
But it wasn’t.
It was him.
The image of him on his knees, messy hair, swollen lips, looking up at me with that fucking attitude—
A groan ripped from my chest.
I wrapped a fist around my cock, pumping hard and fast, chasing the brutal edge he’d shoved me over.
In my mind, it wasn’t my hand.
It was Adrien’s mouth.
Hot, wet, desperate.
That sharp tongue flicking over the tip, teasing me, mocking me.
"Fuck," I growled, voice echoing off the tiles.
I jerked harder, faster, hips bucking into my hand, imagining him sprawled on my bed, shirt hiked up, bare and waiting, smirking like he knew exactly what he was doing to me.
"Fucking brat," I muttered, teeth gritted. "You want to play, huh? You want to get ruined?"
My climax hit like a goddamn freight train — violent, vicious, blinding.
I slammed a fist into the wall as I came, growling his fucking name under my breath.
Adrien.
Adrien.
Adrien.
The shower kept pounding down, washing away the mess, but it didn’t wash away the hunger.
It didn’t wash away the fucking need.
I leaned against the wall, breathing hard, chest tight.
This was bad.
This was so bad.
I was supposed to break him.
Not crave him.
Not imagine sinking into him until he forgot every name but mine.
I was Luca Moretti.
Cold. Ruthless. Untouchable.
No one got under my skin.
No one.
Until him.
And the worst part?
I fucking liked it.
I came out and froze.
Adrien stood in my doorway.
Wearing nothing but that goddamn shirt.
Again.
Bare legs.
Bare feet.
Wild hair.
Wicked smile.
"You’re not very good at keeping prisoners," he said, voice low and amused.
I stared at him.
"What the fuck are you doing here," I said, voice pure steel.
He shrugged, padding barefoot across the room like he belonged there.
"Thought I’d find better company."
He stopped inches from me, tilting his head back to meet my gaze.
Turquoise eyes gleaming in the dim light.
I clenched my fists at my sides.
If I touched him, I wasn’t letting go.
"You don’t know what you’re asking for," I said, voice like a loaded gun.
He smiled, slow and dangerous. "Maybe I do."
"Get out, Adrien," I ordered.
"No."
His defiance was a fucking punch to the gut.
"You think I won’t hurt you?" I asked.
"You think I’m scared of you?" he shot back.
That smart mouth.
That beautiful, reckless fucking mouth.
I moved before I thought.
One hand at his throat, backing him into the wall hard enough to make the paintings rattle.
He gasped — but not in fear.
In excitement.
His pulse thundered under my palm.
His eyes never left mine.
Wide. Wild.
Begging for something neither of us could name.
"You want to play games, pretty boy?" I hissed. "You have no idea what you’re fucking with."
"Then show me," Adrien whispered.
Fucking hell.
The leash on my control snapped taut, a single fraying thread.
I shoved my thigh between his legs, pinning him harder against the wall, grinding up —
He made a noise, low and broken and hungry.
Fuck.
Fuck.
He was hard.
I could feel it against my leg.
And my cock was answering, thick and aching, straining against my pants.
I hated him.
I wanted him.
I was going to ruin him.
"You’re insane," I muttered, staring down at him like he was some beautiful, dangerous drug.
"Maybe," Adrien breathed. "Maybe you are too."
I dropped my forehead to the wall beside his head, breathing hard, dragging air into my lungs like it would save me.
It didn’t.
It just filled me with the scent of him — sweet, hot, addicting.
"You need to leave," I said, voice shredded.
"Make me," he whispered.
I snarled low in my throat.
I grabbed his wrists and yanked them above his head, pinning him with one hand.
He gasped again — not scared, never scared — and arched against me like he was made for it.
"Is this what you want?" I growled, dragging my free hand down the curve of his throat, over
the thin fabric of the shirt clinging to his chest. "To be used? Broken?"
He nodded, breath hitching.
"No," he rasped. "I want you."
Fucking hell.
I could rip him apart.
I could devour him whole.
Instead—
I shoved off him, hard enough to make him stumble.
He caught himself, panting, cheeks flushed, pupils blown wide.
I pointed to the door. "Get. Out."
CHAPTER 87ADRIENI couldn’t stop pacing. My steps echoed across Lucien’s polished floor, back and forth like a trapped animal. The silence of his house pressed against my ears until I wanted to claw at them.“Adrien.” Lucien’s voice broke the air, calm but firm. “Sit down. You’re wearing yourself thin.”“I can’t,” I snapped, running my hands through my hair. My skin felt like it was crawling. “I can’t just—just sit there. If I stop moving, my head—” I pressed my fists against my temples. “It won’t shut up.”Lucien stood, stepping into my path. He caught my shoulders, steadying me. “Look at me.”I tried, but my eyes slipped away. “I don’t want to. You’ll see it.”“See what?” he asked softly.“The mess,” I whispered. “The cracks. The things that won’t stop coming back.”He squeezed my shoulders. “That’s why you
CHAPTER 86ADRIENThe facility still smelled like bleach and despair. I didn’t even make it past the waiting room. The second I saw the therapist’s door, my chest locked, my throat burned, and my legs… yeah, they weren’t cooperating.Lucien stood beside me, hands in his pockets like he wasn’t dying to drag me in there.“Adrien—”“No.” My voice came out hoarse. “I’m not doing this.”He exhaled. “You came all this way.”“I came because you asked. Don’t confuse it.” My arms crossed over my chest, but the truth was—I didn’t have the energy to fight. Not with him. Not with myself.Lucien studied me for a long beat, those calculating Laurent eyes sharp and soft at once. Then he sighed, the kind that sounded like defeat.&ldqu
CHAPTER 85LUCADays bled together.But no Adrien.I hadn’t smiled in weeks. Not once. Not even when Matteo tried to lighten the mood. Not even when Damon cracked a joke.All I felt was hollow. Like someone carved me open and left me to rot.Until tonight.Matteo burst into my office, phone in hand, eyes sharp. “We picked up chatter. A courier mentioned someone fitting his description. North side. Safehouse.”Adrien.The name never left Matteo’s lips, but we both knew.My lips curved before I could stop it. My first smile in days. A small, vicious thing.Finally.“Good,” I murmured, voice low. “Very good.”Matteo studied me. “What do you want me to do?”“Di
CHAPTER 84LUCAIt had been five days since Adrien walked out of my house.Five days of silence.Five days of not hearing his voice, not seeing his face.And I was losing my mind.So I did what I always did when I was unraveling.I killed.“Three convoys. Damian’s routes,” I told Matteo as we sat in the warehouse, the smell of gasoline sharp in the air. “Take them out. No survivors.”His jaw flexed. “Already in motion.”“Good.” My voice was cold, detached. Like I was reading the weather. “Send me what’s left.”Two hours later, they dragged in one.A courier. Young. Early twenties. His hands were zip-tied, his shirt drenched in blood. He stumbled when Damon shoved him into the chair, coughing red onto the concrete.Matteo leaned against the wall, arms crossed. “Three convoys destroyed. Only this one crawled out alive.”Perfect.I walked forward slowly, rolling up my sleeves. The boy looked up at me, wide-eyed, his chest heaving.“Mr. Moretti—please—”The sound of his voice made me smil
CHAPTER 83ADRIENWhen I opened my eyes, the first thing I noticed was how quiet it was.Not peaceful, quiet. No. This was the kind that made your skin crawl. Too heavy. Too empty.The sheets were too soft. The air smelled like polished wood and money. The ceiling was white. Higher than it should be.Not Luca’s place.I stayed there, staring at the ceiling, counting cracks I couldn’t find. My body felt like lead. My chest like it had caved in. I thought about moving—just to prove I could—but the thought was exhausting.“Finally awake?”Lucien’s voice.I turned my head slowly. He was sitting in an armchair near the window, jacket off, sleeves rolled, looking like he’d been there all night. Like he had nothing better to do.I didn’t answer.He stood, crossed the room, and set a tray on the nightstand. The smell hit me—warm food. Eggs. Toast. Soup maybe. My stomach twisted, but not in hunger. More like nausea.“Eat something,” he said.I stared at the tray, then back at him. “No.”His br
CHAPTER 82ADRIENIt was 11:03 p.m.I sat by the window, lights off, heart tight. I’d packed nothing. Not even my phone. Nothing in this house felt like mine. I just waited… watching the gate.Then I saw him.Sleek black SUV. Another car behind it. Windows tinted. No headlights. Silent like a ghost.Lucien.My legs moved before my mind did.I opened the bedroom door quietly. Every step down the hallway sounded too loud. I didn’t care. If they tried to stop me, fine. Let them. I wasn’t staying here another night. Not with Luca. Not after everything.By the time I got outside, Luca’s guards had already surrounded the car.“Who the fuck are you?” one barked at the tall man stepping out of the passenger seat.Lucien. Dressed in black, coat billowing, no smile.“I’m Adrien’s family,” he said calmly. “I’m taking him home.”“No one leaves unless Luca says so,” another guard warned.“I’m not here for permission.”I stepped into the courtyard. The moment Lucien saw me, something in his eyes br