로그인CHAPTER 6
Zara's POV The darkness was so thick that I could feel it pressing against my eyelids, and for a long time I just lay there wondering if I had finally died and gone to some hollow place where the moon goddess didn't exist. My head was throbbing with a rhythmic pain that matched the heavy thudding of my heart, and every time I tried to shift my weight a sharp ache shot through my skull that made me want to vomit. I tried to reach up to touch the back of my head where the guard had hit me but my wrists wouldn't move, and that was when the panic really started to set in because I could feel cold metal biting into my skin and holding my arms tight against my sides. I started to thrash around on the hard floor and my breathing became shallow and quick as I struggled to understand where I was, but the space was so small that my knees immediately hit a cold wall and my head bumped against a low ceiling. It felt like I was inside a metal box and the air was getting warmer with every breath I took, and there was a strange metallic smell that made my skin crawl and my muscles feel like they were turning into lead. "Help! Is anyone there? Please let me out!" I screamed until my throat felt raw and scratchy, but the only sound that came back was the muffled rolling of wheels on a bumpy dirt road and the distant sound of horses being whipped. "You can yell all you want, little wolf, but nobody is coming for you out here in the woods," a man's voice suddenly grunted from somewhere outside the box, and I heard the sound of a heavy latch clicking into place followed by a low chuckle. "Where are you taking me? Seraphina can't do this, she can't just send me away like this!" I yelled back while kicking my legs against the side of the container, but my movements felt sluggish and weak as if my body was forgetting how to function. "The Young Mistress was very specific about your destination and she paid us a lot of gold to make sure you never find your way back to the Nightshade pack, so you might as well save your breath because this box is lined with silver and it's going to drain every bit of strength you have left," the man said, and I could hear him shifting around on a wooden bench as the carriage jolted over a deep pothole. I slumped back against the floor and felt a cold tear slide down my temple because I knew what silver did to our kind, and the thought of being trapped in this tiny iron casket while my wolf was being suppressed made me feel a level of despair I had never known before. My father was gone and my best friend had betrayed me and now the man I was supposed to marry was in bed with my enemy, so it felt like the world was intentionally trying to crush me into nothing. Get up, Zara. The voice wasn't mine and it didn't come from the outside, but it echoed inside my head with a strength that made my eyes snap open even though I couldn't see anything. It had been months since I heard my wolf, Ayla, because the trauma of my father's death had pushed her so deep into my subconscious that I thought she was gone forever. You are not a slave and you are not a victim, so stop crying and start looking for a way out before they reach the border, Ayla whispered, and I could feel a tiny spark of warmth spreading from my chest to my fingertips despite the silver dampening my energy. "Ayla? Is that really you?" I whispered under my breath while trying to ignore the way the metal walls seemed to be closing in on me, and I felt a faint nudge of affirmation that gave me just enough hope to start feeling around the seams of the box with my bound hands. "Hey, what are you doing back there? I told you to stay quiet!" the guard shouted while banging his fist against the metal, and the vibration rattled my teeth and made my head spin again. "I can't breathe in here, the air is running out and I'm going to suffocate if you don't give me some ventilation!" I lied while desperately searching for any weakness in the construction, and my fingers finally brushed against a spot where the metal felt slightly thinner and rusted near the bottom corner. "That's not my problem and I'm not opening this door until we meet the buyers at the crossroads, so just lay down and die quietly if that's what you're worried about," he replied with an annoyed tone, and then I heard the sound of a bottle being uncorked and the smell of cheap ale wafted through the small air holes. I ignored him and focused all my remaining strength into my right leg while bracing my shoulders against the opposite wall, and I pictured Seraphina's smug face and Marcus's cold eyes to fuel the anger that was bubbling up inside of me. I kicked the rusted seam with everything I had and a loud screeching sound echoed in the cramped space, and for a second I thought the metal was going to give way and let me spill out onto the road. "What was that? Did you just hit the wall?" the guard yelled and I heard the carriage begin to slow down as he pulled on the reins, and my heart started racing because I wasn't ready to face him yet while my hands were still tied. The carriage jolted violently as it went off the main path and onto a much rougher terrain, and I was tossed around like a rag doll inside the box while the guard kept swearing and shouting at the horses to move faster. I tried to regain my footing but the silver was making me so dizzy that I could barely tell which way was up, and then I felt the entire carriage tilt at a dangerous angle as if we were heading down a steep embankment. "Wait, something is wrong, the horses are spooked by something in the trees!" the guard screamed and I heard the sound of a struggle followed by a terrifying howl that didn't sound like any wolf I had ever heard before. The box slid across the floor of the carriage and slammed into the back door with a force that made the wood splinter, and I held my breath as I felt the wheels leave the ground and the world began to spin in a blur of motion and noise.Zara's POVThe ground was getting softer with every step I took and the water started to seep into the gaps of my boots until my socks were soaked and heavy, and the fog was so thick that I could barely see the feral wolf walking just a few feet ahead of me as we pushed deeper into the center of the marshes. Silas had stayed behind at the edge of the tree line because he said this was a journey I had to take by myself if I wanted the spirits to listen to me, and as the mist wrapped around my shoulders I started to hear faint voices that sounded like they were coming from the very bottom of the stagnant pools of water. At first I thought it was just the wind blowing through the reeds but then the whispers started to sound like people I used to know back at the Drake estate, and they were saying things that made my chest tighten with a familiar kind of shame that I had been trying to outrun since the night my father died."You really think an Alpha like Kael would want a broken girl
Kael's POVThe climb up the rocky slope was steep and the loose gravel kept sliding out from under my boots but I didn't slow down because the scent of honey was getting stronger with every meter I gained, and Silas was right behind me with his hand on his sword while the rest of the tracking unit stayed back to secure the base of the cliff. We reached a small ledge where the air felt cooler and I saw the dark opening of a cave that was hidden behind a thick curtain of ivy and moss, and I didn't even wait for a signal before I pushed through the vines and stepped into the small cavern with my claws already beginning to prick at my fingertips. The interior was empty of people but it was filled with the smell of woodsmoke and bitter medicines and I saw a small wooden bench where a bowl of dark liquid was still sitting and letting off a tiny bit of steam into the cold air."She was here and she was here recently because I can still feel the heat of her fever in the air and the bond is
Damien's POVThe floorboards in the upstairs hallway had a tendency to creak near the linen closet so I made sure to step close to the wall where the wood was sturdier and I waited for a few seconds after every movement to make sure no one was coming, and the house was finally quiet now that the engagement guests had gone home and the servants were busy cleaning up the mess in the ballroom. My head was still fuzzy from the whiskey I had been drinking all night but the cold air in the corridor helped clear some of the fog and I reached the door to Marcus's private study while holding my breath and praying that he was still in the cellar checking on the wine inventory like he usually did after a party. I gripped the brass handle and turned it slowly until the latch clicked open and I slipped inside the room and shut the door behind me and for a moment I just stood there in the dark while listening to the sound of my own frantic heart hitting my ribs."I shouldn't be here and if he fin
Zara's POVThe air in the small hut was thick with the smell of drying weeds and woodsmoke and I struggled to keep my eyes open as Silas set me down on a wooden bench that felt hard against my back, and I looked around the room and saw bundles of herbs hanging from the rafters and jars filled with things I didn't want to name sitting on every available shelf. My hand was still throbbing with a steady heat and I watched as Silas moved toward a stone hearth to stir a pot of something that smelled like bitter roots and old dirt."Drink this and don't complain about the taste because it’s the only thing that’s going to stop that infection from taking your arm by morning," Silas said as he handed me a wooden bowl filled with a dark and steaming liquid."I don't even know who you are or why you’re helping me and I want to know how you knew my father back then," I said while I took a small sip and nearly gagged because the liquid was as bitter as I expected it to be."I was a guard for
Kael's POVThe heavy iron gates of the Silver Manor swung open before I even reached them and I didn't stop to acknowledge the guards who were bowing as I rode past because my chest felt like it was being squeezed by a giant hand and every breath I took was heavy with a dull ache that wasn't my own, and I knew it was the mate-bond reacting to the pain Zara was feeling wherever she was hidden in those mountains. I dismounted my horse before it had even come to a full stop and tossed the reins to a stable boy who looked startled by the dirt and blood on my clothes and I marched straight toward the main hall while Silas and the rest of my men struggled to keep up with my pace. The interior of my home was usually a place of quiet and order but today the stone walls felt like they were closing in on me and I could hear the servants whispering as I passed them because they could clearly see the anger radiating off my shoulders and the way my eyes were still flashing with a silver light.
Seraphina's POVThe ballroom was filled with the smell of expensive lilies and the sound of a string quartet playing a slow tune that was supposed to be romantic, but the air felt thick and uncomfortable because half the guests were whispering about the Alpha’s sudden departure and the other half were staring at the empty seat where Zara’s father used to sit during council meetings. I kept a tight smile on my face while I adjusted the silk gloves covering my hands and I looked over at Damien who was standing by the punch bowl with a glass of dark amber liquid that he hadn't put down once since the party started two hours ago, and his face looked pale and drawn as if he hadn't slept a wink since we watched the carriage pull away from the stables. My father was moving through the crowd and shaking hands with the other pack elders and trying to act like everything was perfect but I could see the way his eyes kept darting toward the front door every time it opened, and I knew he was jus







