moans

==Olivia==

Day 30.

At long last. Finally.

I woke up with a blank expression, not knowing if I should jump, spill tears of joy or be sad. I didn't know the reaction was give. And I didn't feel like leaving the bed.

The morning was born with a bright light. It flooded my room, almost hurting my eyes. I should have seen it to be a good sign. My mood should have mirrored it, because...yay, I was free at last. However, nothing moved me. I was completely hollow.

Matteo had come into my life in such fierce manner that made me wanna smash my head in the wall. He'd handled me with carelessness, had hurt in me in a ton of ways. Yet, he was my first of many things. My first real obsession. My first real kiss. My first real sex. I couldn't exactly point out when I first fell for him. It could have been the time he'd crept in on me in the nondescript room and had asked me that deeply aggravating question: you are a virgin, aren't you? It could have been the moment I'd shared a kiss with him i