Mesmerised

There was no way I would have gone home, at least not after she just spoke to me in for the first time. It is also the first time she has actually seen me.

I tried to honor her request and finding my way back home, but there was just something that didn’t just feel quite right about going home at this time. Maybe it was the same thing that made it seem okay to stalk this lovely human for as long as I have or maybe the scales tipped in my favour tonight and she finally knows about my existence.

Maybe the idea of her knowledge of my existence the source of the adrenaline pumping with me.

One moment I am thinking about how I had blown my chance at a perfect introduction, and the next I am standing at the door to her her apartment, rapping the door three time.

I realize now that this is as terrible an idea as ideas could ever get, but I as already too in to back down as I let myself knock again. This time the door is pulled open before I could complete the knock pattern that I had d