CHAPTER 9 –PackageRaffi's Point of ViewI knocked THREE before I turned the doorknob of the library door where Rock entered earlier. I was thinking about how I would tell him that it was wrong for him to allow daddy to bring a girl here to the mansion. And even though this is Rock's house, I hope my daddy has at least a little respect for mommy who just died.The library is quite dark because only the light from outside the window gives light to that room. The air conditioner was cold, that's why I held my arm.I couldn't see where Rock was because my eyes hadn't adjusted to the darkness. When I heard the clearing of Rock's throat from somewhere I felt where he might be located.When my eyes finally adjusted I just looked straight at Rock. My chest doubled over when I realized he was staring at me."Have a seat," Rock's voice was weak but full when he said that.I immediately sat down in the nearest chair and looked back at him. Even though the lights are not on, I can feel his scary
CHAPTER 10—First NightRaffi's Point of View WE started giving each other passionate kisses. I am now drunk because of him and not drunk because of the alcohol. Honestly, I don't know how to kiss. But I just imitated his way of kissing me. From the way he kisses, I know that he has a desire for me and that causes a strange tickle in my body. And the funny thing is, I like him the same way now.I love the way he kissed and pressed his lips against mine with even greater intensity and desire. I can't believe I've longed for this all my life. Those lips, I don't want to stop.After a while I seemed to come to my senses and realized that what we were both doing was wrong. Maybe it's right because we're married but I'm not ready yet.When I moved away from him, I noticed that he was stunned. Maybe he realizes that I'm not ready yet. I saw how his jaw clenched.We were both uncomfortable. The next thing I saw was that he was leaving on top of the bed and the wardrobe was being adjusted. Ou
CHAPTER 11—Story Not To TellRaffi's Point of ViewMY whole body ached when I woke up the next morning. I looked around the room. I was alone there. I just winced when I felt that my whole body seemed to be swollen, especially my womanhood. When I remembered what Rock and I did last night, I was stunned. My face quickly warmed up.Even if I don't look at myself in the mirror, I know that my face is red and it's as red as a tomato. It seems that I can still feel Rock's every touch and kiss on my body. I smiled when I remembered how he used to worship me.I immediately shook my head. I can't feel that way anymore. I can't forget the real reason why we are married now. I took a deep breath before starting to move but the pain surged through my womanhood. There seems to be a wound. I will not deny that Rock is really big and has something to brag about when it comes to that matter. At first, I wasn't really ready but I was hypnotized when he started kissing and caressing me.I tried to ac
CHAPTER 12—WeirdRaffi's Point of ViewI DON'T know what time I fell asleep. Fortunately, I was in my room so even if I waited for Rock and fell asleep, it would be fine. Whether Rock came home last night I have no idea.Anyway, I feel okay, especially the lower part of my body. I did the right thing by resting it the other day. I tried to stand up and there was no pain. There is only a little.I decided to go out and head to the kitchen. It's only seven in the morning and I'm hungry. I saw some cereal and milk so I put it in the bowl. I sat in an empty chair.I was eating quietly but I was suddenly stunned when Rock entered the kitchen. He seemed to be in a hurry but when he saw me eating, he stopped."H-hi," my voice was weak when I greeted him. I couldn't look directly at him. I just noticed that he seemed very tired. "Do you want to eat?" I will ask. My heart was beating so hard that's why I did everything so that he wouldn't notice me."No. Thank you. I'll just take a shower." Th
CHAPTER 13—AppetizerRaffi's Point of ViewI'm nervous because Rock will eat with me. Earlier he called me which really surprised me and asked if I had cooked. When I said that it was okay, he said that the two of us would eat together.It's okay with me but I still don't know how to deal with him. I still don't know how long I'll be like this. But now I really have to face Rock. Maybe I will take that opportunity to talk to him. That he no longer tells dad private things about the two of us.I prepared the table. Apart from the fact that I'm nervous to face him, I'm also nervous and I don't know if he'll like what I've cooked. To me the taste is okay. It's good but I don't know Rock. I have no idea what his food likes and dislikes are.When I fixed the table, I went outside his office. I stayed there for a while and tried to calm myself down. I wanted to just back off and tell Rock to eat alone but am I going to back off now? I let out a deep breath. I knocked three times later befor
CHAPTER 14—GossipRaffi's Point of ViewI CAN'T look at Rock while we eat lunch. Actually, it's two o'clock in the afternoon. We didn't get down to the dining area right away because this Rock was busy with something else. And I want to sink into my seat again because I've been blown away by him with all my heart.I sighed to get Rock's attention. "Why?" he asked. Rock's eyes are now the normal ones I always see there. The one who is authoritative and doesn't care about others around. It's not like I see it every time we're in the same room and when he claims me."Nothing. Do you want more?"Rock dropped the cutlery he was holding. "Raffi, I can feel when there is bothering to person in front of me. So are you going to tell me that or not?"I looked him directly in the eyes even though I was nervous. I don't know if I should tell Rock. He might be angry."Raffy?" He was shocked by my silence."Did you tell dad about us having sex?"Rock frowned. "What?""Because he found out and was t
CHAPTER 15—Not Ashamed But it's Not AllowedRaffi's Point of ViewI couldn't choose an outfit to wear because Rock didn't say where we were going. He just told me to change my clothes because we were going somewhere. I want to jump but maybe it's better if I just wear a dress.I chose a pink floral dress. It's more comfortable to use than pants. My long hair and I tied it up high. I put light makeup on my face. Just the right thing so I don't look pale. I also chose my perfume that smells like strawberry mixed with cucumber. Recently, that has been my favorite perfume.I chose a light pink sling bag that can hold my phone and wallet. As I walked down the stairs I was still thinking about where Rock and I could be going. I have no idea.There was no one in the living room, so I sat on the sofa and waited for Rock. It didn't take long and I saw him coming out of the library. I thought he was coming from his room. I stood up when he approached me.I can clearly see how he observed my who
CHAPTER 16—It's Really OkayRaffi's Point of ViewI WAS catching my breath when I got outside the big gate. I couldn't remember where Rock's car was parked but I tried to find it anyway. Lots of cars parked in a row. Almost everything looks expensive."Where is Rock's car?" I asked myself. I tried to remember where Rock stopped but I couldn't really remember.I breathed deeply. I feel like I'm lost even though I know I'm just outside Lucille's mansion. But the feeling like I'm lost in the void and don't know where to go and what to do, that's how I feel now.I don't want to call Rock because I might disturb him in his conversation with Lucille and her family."Raffy?"I suddenly turned around when someone called me. I knew it was Rock so I breathed a sigh of relief anyway. "Rock," I called back to him with a slight smile. I saw Rock step towards me."What do you think are you doing?" he asked when he got close to me."Huh? Nothing. I can't do anything here. I can't see your car." I tr