I can't imagine life without mom, but maybe this time it is real, she was gone.
It is difficult to lose a father, and now it becomes more horrible because I also lost my mother.
And maybe if I have a chance to stop the time? It was only in the part where we crossed the road to school at the same time.
We were happy, laughing and teasing each other.
There is nothing more painful when you know in yourself that you are alone, that no matter how hard you try to build yourself up, you still can't. I miss you so much, mom and dad. I hope wherever you are now, you are happy, because you are together again. I will force myself mom, dad, I will choose to be strong.
Because I can't do anything, it has happened, it's over and I can't bring
Chapter 21StellaThey say, when one of your loved ones dies, it seems that you also died. I think that's true I can hardly understand myself, it's so dull.We are now at the cemetery. My friends, dad and mom's family dad are also here and some people who cares about this thing. I can see in their faces the sadness of sudden loss of my mom. I can see the sympathy, the grief, but why do I seem to feel nothing at all? My heart seems to be exhausted, numb, nothing hurts more and my tears are already gone, and I can't even cry anymore.How I wish I could still go back to the time when we're still complete. At some point of my life, I wish I didn't grow.Once in my life, I thought I should never grow. Because as I
Chapter 22StellaWhen can you say that love is right? When do you get hurt? When do you get tired? When are you still hoping?They say that it is not easy to love, but the others, it seems like they are just playing. So, how can you say that you are in the right person? In a right relationship? The others, they said you can just feel it. Some required for an assurance and then legality.But. We do have different set of struggles as well as the types of people we love. We cannot judge a person that easy. Sometimes we become stupid when we love and maybe I am like that. I really love Tristan even though the consequences of my action is indeed a wrong way of pleasure, we both knew that, we just didn't want to accept that because we know to ourselves it is the only way we know to make ourselves happy.
Chapter 01StellaWalking along the hallway, passing through the series of chain. Seeing how people, concealed, sneaking and running away. Seems like they are chasing by death and time, figuring out many why's and cracking codes upon having numerous battles in their life.Exhausting pain begins to thrive throughout my whole system. I was sleepy and hungry at the same time. Tickling sound I made as I opened the door.
Chapter 03Stella"Mom? I'm home, where are you?" I searched almost around our house yet I didn't even see a glimpse of her, maybe she was out? Bought some stuff? But it is somehow weird, our kitchen is still full and even if it's not, she is always with me, we're going to grocery store together. But maybe, she was reall
Chapter 04StellaI woke up, feeling giddy. What happened? Seconds later, I began to realize that I am at the Hospital. Rhea is sleeping beside me, she’s wearing a green jacket, the one that I gave to her on her 18th birthday. I was supposed to wake her up when I noticed a familiar figure sleeping also at the couch. Then, I remember! I fainted the moment I received a text, saying that my mom was too close on ending her life.
Chapter 05StellaDel Valle.That is the first word I saw as we entered the city. Rhea told us that, there are plenty of places we can explore if we choose to go here. We arrived here at exactly six in the morning, we traveled for almost ten hours from, we made a lot of stops over that’s why.“Let’s check in first af
Chapter 06Stella“Did you see my phone?” I was just holding it a while ago why I can’t see it now?“Where did you last see it?” Where… where… Ah! At the comfort room?