Now gone

Chapter 18

Stella

It is hard on the part when even if you still want to continue, you are gradually being pushed to the highest limit of yourself. It gets to the point that even if you want to still fight the situation, it is the situation that will give up the battle you are fighting for.

I do not understand. Why does the person you are getting energy from still need to disappear? At this point, I can never pinpoint what is happening. 

I lost my strength. Suddenly the energy in my body disappeared. My life is now meaningless, My mother is gone. The person  wherein my number source of power is not breathing, she's now lifeless. 

"When you finish school, what will you buy first? A car? A house?"

We are here in my room, talking some random stuffs when my mom