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~CLAIRE~ *** I woke up the next morning feeling a lot better. When I opened my eyes, I expected to see Christian beside me. But I was alone on the bed. I leaned on my elbow and looked around. The room was empty. The spot beside me was cold, which meant he had been gone a long time. The purse I took to the party last night was beside me, along with my phone. He must have brought it for me this morning. I checked the time. It was past 8 am. I needed to get ready. The ship would arrive in New York in a few hours. I stepped into the first room, expecting to find Christian there. But he wasn't. The entire suite was empty. I hoped I would see him before leaving. I wanted to thank him for yesterday. My stomach growled suddenly. I was hungry. I took a quick bath and changed into a black pair of jeans and a yellow blouse. Whipping my hair into a ponytail, I hurried out of the suite and made my way to the private lounge where I had breakfast with Christian the other day. I wanted to make breakfast for him, as a token of gratitude. It was the only way I could show him how grateful I was. Besides, my dad used to tell me the quickest way to a man's heart was through his stomach. I wasn't trying to win Christian's heart though. I just wanted to do something for him in return before we parted ways. I walked through the lounge and stepped through the side door into the kitchen. The waiter who had attended to us spotted me and hurried over. "Hello." I greeted with a smile. "I don't know if you remember me..." He nodded eagerly. "You're Mr. Cartwright's fiancée." Right. I had forgotten all about that. "Yes, I am." I nod quickly. "What can I do for you, miss?" "I would love to make breakfast for him before the ship docks. I was wondering if you can lend me your kitchen, and a few minutes to prepare something for him." The waiter scratched his head thoughtfully. "Well, guests are not really allowed in here. But if you promise to be quick, I can make an exception." I smiled in relief. "Thank you. What's your name?" "Pedro, miss." "Thank you, Pedro." I patted his shoulder and brushed past him. Everything I needed was right there. Eggs, bacon, sausages and pancakes. It took me about half an hour to prepare it. When I was done, I thanked Pedro again, arranged the food on a tray and returned to the suite. Christian was back. I heard his voice when I stepped into the suite. It seemed he was on the phone with someone. I dropped the tray on the table, lowered into the couch and waited for him to finish. I could hear the boom of the ship's horn as we drew closer to New York. I tried to quell the uneasy feeling within me. This cruise had been wonderful, except the part where Jason tried to assault me. I would miss it, and even though I tried to deny it, I knew I would miss Christian. The past few hours with him were amazing. With his help, I was able to feel like a real woman for one night. I was able to feel like a princess in a ballroom. It was more than enough for me. I leaned back on the couch and kept waiting, but half an hour went by and Christian didn't step out. The moment he ended one call, he started another. The breakfast grew cold. I thought of going to heat it up, but it wouldn't be possible. The chefs were probably closing off everything as we prepared to dock. A knock on the door got my attention. I got up and opened the door. A security man nodded respectfully at me. "Hello, miss. The ship will be arriving in a few minutes. The Captain has instructed that all guests should begin to prepare their bags and luggages." "Oh. Alright. Thank you." I smiled and shut the door. I turned back to the table where the food lay. Christian was still on his call. I couldn't keep waiting. I decided to pack my bags. While I folded my clothes neatly and arranged them, I hoped he would complete his call and step out. When I finished, he was still inside. I sighed. I guess he had a lot of important calls to make now that we were back in New York. I looked down at the diamond ring in my hand, then at the door. A tiny voice told me to leave, but I knew I wouldn't forgive myself if I left without saying goodbye at least. I dropped my bag and stepped into the adjoining room. Christian stood at the window with his back to me. One hand rested on the wall, the other one held his phone to his ear. He spoke in rapid French, too quick for me to understand. From the tone of his voice, he sounded frustrated. I was about to call out to him when he spoke out a name that struck a familiar chord within me. "Sloane, please, I'm begging you." I froze. That name, Sloane. That was the name he called the night he proposed to me, thinking I was his girlfriend. She was the true owner of the ring. I started to back away when he spoke again. "Mon chéri, let me travel down to Paris instead. We can meet up in a few hours. Please. You know I love you. I can't stand it, knowing you're hurt." I now understood why he had been so pissed when he realized I wasn't Sloane. He was head over heels in love with her. I didn't want to interrupt him. I backed away, stepping into the first room again. There was no need to say goodbye anymore. I lowered the ring to the table and turned away. Lifting my bags, I walked out of the suite without a backward glance.***~CLAIRE~***I woke up the next morning feeling a lot better. When I opened my eyes, I expected to see Christian beside me. But I was alone on the bed. I leaned on my elbow and looked around. The room was empty. The spot beside me was cold, which meant he had been gone a long time. The purse I took to the party last night was beside me, along with my phone. He must have brought it for me this morning. I checked the time. It was past 8 am. I needed to get ready. The ship would arrive in New York in a few hours. I stepped into the first room, expecting to find Christian there. But he wasn't. The entire suite was empty. I hoped I would see him before leaving. I wanted to thank him for yesterday. My stomach growled suddenly. I was hungry. I took a quick bath and changed into a black pair of jeans and a yellow blouse. Whipping my hair into a ponytail, I hurried out of the suite and made my way to the private lounge where I had breakfast with Christian the other day. I wanted to
***~CLAIRE~***Christian's face remained twisted furiously as he took me back to his suite. He didn't say a word, and I was glad he didn't. A few security men hurried towards him, explaining to him that they needed me to make a statement about what happened. But when they saw the rage in his eyes, they apologized and backed away. When he stepped into the suite, he shut the door and carried me into the adjoining room. The shock of everything finally got to me and I started to tremble. My whole body shook violently, and even Christian grew worried. He lowered me to the bed and started to rise, but my arms tightened around his neck. "Please." I whispered. "Don't go. I don't want to be alone." "I'm not leaving you." He murmured. "I promise, I won't leave you. I just need to tend to your wounds."He gently pried my arms away from his neck and straightened. He left the room for a moment, and I curled into a ball, shivering. My back was starting to really hurt, and when I ran my pa
***~CLAIRE~***Christian took my hand and led me back to our seats. I tried to brighten up so he wouldn't notice, but I couldn't. I felt hurt. "That was amazing." He murmured, pulling my hand into his. "You're an amazing dancer, Claire. You were perfect."I smiled and lowered my eyes before he could see my pain. Those words were supposed to make me feel better, but they only made me feel worse. I looked down at our joined hands, noticing how his thumb kept grazing my skin. He was fond of doing that, and I used to like it. But now, I hated it. When Christian stared at me while we danced, I had fooled myself into thinking he could actually like me. I had indulged in my little fantasy, allowing myself to dream about something that could never be. I couldn't blame him for my hurt feelings. I was the one who made the mistake. I was the one who agreed to this deal. I knew it was all a facade, yet I agreed to it. Tears brimmed in my eyes and I rose to my feet abruptly. I couldn't let
***~CLAIRE~***Christian instructed his assistant, a man named Eric, to follow me to Jason's suite to get my things. When I asked why I had to be followed, his response was simple. "I know my nephew. He hates when he loses, and he might try to take it out on you."When we arrived at the suite, I knocked softly and pushed the door open. As expected, Jason was sprawled on the bed. He glanced over at me and rose to his feet instantly. "What the hell was all that, Claire?" He snapped. "Humiliating me in front of everyone? How dare you?"Funny how he felt hurt from being humiliated when it was the exact same thing he did to me last night. I didn't make a comeback because Christian clearly instructed me not to. I leaned down to pick my bag, but Jason suddenly grabbed my hand. "I'm talking to you!" He snapped. Then Eric stepped in and shoved Jason away from me. "Keep your distance away from her, Mr. Alistair. For your own good."Jason looked over to me in disbelief. "You got a litt
***~CLAIRE~***I felt like I was suspended in mid air. Christian was asking me to keep up with the pretext. Me, the plain Jane who everyone sees as ugly. It was unbelievable. I looked at him, almost losing myself in the depths of his eyes. "Why me?" I whispered. "I'm not your type of woman."Christian drew back in surprise. "Why would you say that? Because your boyfriend mentioned it?""Ex boyfriend." I corrected him. "And no, not that. Please don't delude me, Mr. Cartwright.""Christian." He said. "Call me Christian. Formalities are for strangers, and you're my fiancée, even if it's just for a few more hours.""Fine. Christian. As I was saying...""I'm not doing this because of you, Claire." He interrupted me. "I have a reputation to keep up. I can't afford any scandals right now.""Oh. Right." I murmured. It was now I understood what he meant. He was doing this for himself, not even for me. He clearly didn't want to be labelled with someone as ugly and plain as me. "Look, I'll
***~CLAIRE~***Everything was happening too fast. I couldn't even catch my breath. Why would Christian introduce me as his fiancée? Wasn't it just yesterday he thought I was a whore and kicked me out of his room?I didn't have the time to ponder on it. I looked back at Jason when he started to laugh. "Whatever it is you're doing, Uncle Christian, stop it." He said. "You and I know you wouldn't date someone like Claire. Everyone here knows your reputation. I mean, look at her."He pointed at me and I looked away, completely embarrassed. "She's not the kind of woman you take to bed, Uncle. The blonde bimbos with no lick of sense in their pretty little heads, that's more your type. You would certainly not date someone as ugly as Claire so there's no way you're engaged to her."Christian's expression didn't change. If anything, it hardened. "I know you're just trying to cover the shame and scandal of being caught sleeping with my girlfriend." Jason continued, then his eyes fell on me