LOGINI never thought I could find myself sucking the dìck of a man I should call father and made him moan out so loud. I found myself going back to have him finger and pound my clit, ripping moans off my throat as day passed by. I found myself moaning to him every single day, taking all his sexual command and fantasies, being daddy’s naughty girl and wishing for nothing other than his 8 inches dick buried deep into my wet clit. I grew up invisible, the illegitimate daughter of a woman who valued status more than motherhood. While she chased elite society, I learned to survive on my own, retreating into art and quiet fantasies of being chosen by someone who would finally see my worth. Everything changes when my mother marries Calder Rhys, a billionaire widower seeking stability, not love. Thrust into a world of wealth and rigid expectations, I moved into the Rhys mansion and met Wells, Calder’s polished and charismatic son. Drawn to him despite knowing he is unavailable, I mistake attention for affection, unaware that my longing is about to pull me into something far more dangerous. A single mistake blurs boundaries that should never be crossed. Caught between a mother who sees me as a liability, an elite society eager to destroy me, and a man whose influence could either protect or ruin me, I must decide who I want to become.
View More"Dia Lana, kan? Siswa terpintar di SMA kita dulu? Nggak nyangka banget kalau sekarang cuma jualan nasi kuning!" pekik seorang perempuan yang wajahnya tak asing bagiku. Aku masih ingat betul siapa dia. Riana, siswa tercantik dan terpopuler di SMAku dulu.
"Iya, dia Lana. Saingan terberatmu untuk mendapatkan Dikta," seru perempuan di sampingnya yang masih kuingat pula siapa namanya. Ratna, salah satu sahabat terbaik Riana."Videoin, Rat. Nanti kita kirim ke grup alumni. Biar mereka semua tahu, kalau nasib siswa paling berprestasi di sekolah kita dulu ternyata mengenaskan. Kita pikir setelah lima tahun menghilang, dia sudah kerja kantoran dengan ruangan berAC, berseragam dan dengan gaji jutaan seperti kita. Ternyata ... oh My God! Cuma menjadi penjual nasi kuning!" Riana kembali menutup mulutnya dengan telapak tangan sembari geleng-geleng kepala, seolah pemandangan di depannya kali ini benar-benar membuatnya shock dan tak percaya."Bukannya ibunya dulu juga penjual nasi uduk, Rat? Wah, ternyata dia mewarisi bakat ibunya!" ucap perempuan dengan dres selutut itu lagi. Kedua perempuan yang masih berdiri beberapa langkah di depanku itu masih saling bicara, merekam aktivitasku yang mulai sibuk melayani beberapa orang yang datang ke lapak.Satu persatu kuberikan sebungkus nasi kuning itu pada mereka. Senyum bahagia pun terpancar di wajah-wajah mereka seperti biasanya. Tiga puluh nasi kuning sudah habis tak bersisa. Kuhela napas lega tiap kali melihat antusias mereka saat melihatku sudah berdiri di tempat ini setiap paginya. Mereka yang sudah kuanggap bagian dari keluarga setelah ibu tiada setahun yang lalu."Hai, Lan. Masih kenal aku kan?" Riana mulai mendekat saat aku membereskan keranjang nasi kuningku lalu meletakkannya di samping motor."Hai, Ri, Rat. Tentu aku masih kenal dan ingat. Bagaimana kabar kalian berdua?" balasku sembari mengulurkan tangan.Namun, kedua perempuan di depanku itu hanya saling pandang lalu mengedikkan bahu. Sama-sama mundur selangkah sebagai penolakan uluran tanganku. Cukup tahu diri, aku pun menarik tanganku kembali."Maaf ya, Lan. Bukannya menolak uluran tanganmu, hanya saja tanganmu pasti kotor. Belum cuci tangan kan? Sekali lagi maaf, kalau terkesan sok higienis, tapi--"Aku ngerti kok, Ri. Tak apa, santai saja," balasku lagi dengan senyum tipis."Oh, oke kalau kamu ngerti." Aku mengangguk lalu kembali melempar seulas senyum pada mereka berdua."Kok bisa sih kamu jadi penjual nasi kuning, Lan? Bukannya kamu dapat beasiswa buat lanjutin kuliah?" Ratna menimpali."Iya, memang saat itu aku dapat beasiswa, Ri. Hanya saja--"Nggak ada biaya buat kost, makan dan lain-lain? Aku ngerti kok kalau kamu kesulitan ekonomi. Bahkan aku juga tahu kalau saat SMA kamu harus bantuin ibu kamu jualan nasi uduk demi bisa bayar buku-buku dan uang saku kan?" Belum sempat menjelaskan, lagi dan lagi mereka memotong pembicaraan. Mau tak mau aku pun mengiyakan saja jawaban mereka yang memang ada benarnya.Aku sengaja tak mengambil beasiswa itu karena harus kuliah ke Jogjakarta, sementara saat itu kondisi ibu mulai sakit-sakitan. Tak mau ambil resiko, aku pun memilih kuliah di universitas swasta sembari bekerja membantu perekonomian keluarga. Aku tak mungkin tega membiarkan ibu bekerja sendirian di tengah sakit diabetes dan hipertensinya."Sayang banget ya, Lan. Padahal kamu pinter, selalu juara kelas bahkan sering mengikuti lomba antar sekolah. Ternyata masa depan seseorang itu tak tergantung dengan nilai akademiknya di sekolah. Buktinya sekarang kamu cuma penjual nasi kuning, mengikuti jejak ibu kamu yang hanya jualan nasi uduk waktu itu. Sementara aku dan Ratna yang nilainya di bawah kamu justru bisa kerja kantoran dengan gaji jutaan. Kami juga bisa melanjutkan kuliah di kampus negeri seperti yang diidamkan banyak siswa," celoteh Riana dengan bangganya. Aku kembali tersenyum lalu menganggukkan kepala."Benar kata kamu, Ri. Kita memang nggak bisa memprediksi masa depan. Dari sini kita bisa petik hikmahnya kalau nggak semua siswa berprestasi itu akan sukses di masa depan. Begitu pun sebaliknya."Kedua perempuan itu saling menimpali untuk menyudutkan dan mengejekku dengan sengaja. Lirikan mata dan senyum tipis mereka cukup membuatku paham bahwa lima tahun tak bersua ternyata tak mengubah sikap angkuh mereka berdua."Eh, Lan. Minta nomor handphone kamu dong. Di kelas kita, cuma kamu saja yang nggak masuk grup W******p loh. Tiap habis lebaran kami selalu ada reuni kecil-kecilan, kali aja nanti kamu bisa ikut. Teman-teman yang lain pasti heboh kalau kamu bisa menyempatkan waktu buat datang ke acara itu. Secara, selama ini kamu menghilang seperti ditelan bumi. Dengar-dengar kamu juga sudah nggak tinggal di rumah yang lama kan? Rumahmu terpaksa dijual demi pengobatan ibu kamu, benar?" Tak menyangka jika Riana juga tahu soal penjualan rumah itu. Mungkin dia sempat ke rumah dan tanya ke tetangga soal rumah penuh kenangan itu, entahlah."Iya, Ri. Maklumlah, saat itu kondisi ibu memang cukup parah dan aku nggak ada tabungan lain untuk biaya pengobatannya. Jadi, daripada menumpuk hutang lebih baik jual yang ada saja.""Kasihan hidup kamu ya, Lan. Semoga saja nanti kamu dapatkan ganti yang lebih daripada itu dan bisa dapatkan pekerjaan yang lebih baik juga. Btw, kami pergi dulu ya. Mau ke salon buat perawatan badan. Biasalah, tiap bulan wajib nyalon supaya badan terawat dan enak dipandang," balas Riana lagi sembari mengusap lenganku yang tertutup hijab panjang."Kamu juga harus nyisihin dana buat nyalon, Lan. Biar kelihatan fresh dan nggak tua sebelum waktunya." Ratna menimpali dan kujawab dengan anggukan kepala."Ohya, Lan. Kapan hari aku ketemu Dikta. Dia baru balik dari Jogja. Sempat tanya kabar kamu, tapi aku jawab nggak tahu. Nggak masalah kan ya misal nanti aku telepon dia dan kasih tahu soal kamu yang sekarang cuma jualan nasi kuning?" Riana tersenyum tipis ke arahku yang baru saja naik di motor matic andalanku.Aku hanya tersenyum tipis saat dua perempuan itu masuk mobil yang terparkir di seberang jalan. Andai mereka tahu apa pekerjaan dan berapa penghasilanku tiap bulan, mungkinkah mereka masih merendahkanku seperti ini?Apalagi jika mereka tahu hadirku di sini bukan untuk menjual nasi kuning melainkan memberi nasi kuning gratis tiap hari, mungkin sikap mereka tak akan seperti tadi.***Greer’s POVI sat at the table meant for the family of the bride and groom. Wells, Indira, Cassey and some of Wells' other friends were at the same table. I scrolled through my phone impatiently. I just wanted everything to end so I can go to the security's office as soon as possible. Calder and mom were having their moment, dancing and whispering things into their ears at the dance floor. They were sharing that intimate moment that I was jealous of. Even though I messed with the venue too, nothing was affected. Everything was going smoothly. Nothing was working because all of my plans to tear them apart, to make them cancel the wedding didn't work. I was back to square one. Nothing for me. Nothing to hold onto. I lowered my head and scrolled through my phone again. Then Indira's voice broke through the music. She raised up a glass of champagne. "Guys, let's cheer for the newly wedded couple." Wells raised his glass and Cassey did the same thing. I didn't realize their eyes were a
Greer’s POV "Let us all rise to our feet as the bride walks in, gracefully." The priest announced, and everyone rose to welcome my mom into the church. The large door with a cross sign opened widely, and behold, she walked in slowly. The instrumentalist did their job impressively, playing a slow, elegant, and timeless string melody that builds in intensity. It kept everyone in a standing ovation. She took her steps one after the other, with everyone smiling, and some of them almost had tears in their eyes. Was this the part where I was supposed to cry tears of joy? No! This wedding doesn't deserve a single drop of my tears. My eyes searched around, looking at each of them. Cassey's eyes were welling with tears, Indira smiled over and over, Wells only had a blank expression. I shifted my gaze over to Calder, whose face was filled with nothing but joy. He wanted the marriage with my mom, truthfully. There were no lies about that. The feeling was mutual, and I hated that. There was no
Greer’s POV "Wherever I was, and the reason I was limping is none of your business." I shunned her instantly. Why was she playing babysitter with me? We barely even knew each other, and I can't seem to understand why. It seemed she was obsessed with me. "Of course it's my business. Why did you suddenly disappear? Where were you? Your mom is there crying because her wedding dress got ruined, and you are here limping because you were busy having sex overnight. What kind of a daughter are you?" I sank my fingers through my hair because she sure knows how to make someone feel bad. "Get off my back, Indira. You are not my older sister to be scolding me like this. You don't have the right to question me. I have my own life. My mother's misfortune has nothing to do with me. To begin with, I was never in support of this wedding in the first place. Who knows, maybe one of the designers did it on purpose to make sure they don't get married?" Indira shook her head in bitterness. "You are s
Greer’s POVWhy was she looking for Calder at this time of the hour? Speaking of hours, I turned to the table clock and glanced at it. It was already six in the morning. Shit! No wonder. That means they must have been looking for me too. Church service won't start until eight o'clock this morning. The knock got louder. Why was she even looking for him? Fucking Indira! I cursed under my breath and climbed off the bed. My lingerie had been ripped to shreds. My only hope was on my robe. Just when I was about to take a step to pick up my robe lying flat on the floor, pain shot through my legs and I limped. "Oh my goodness." I whimpered softly.Calder climbed off the bed instantly and helped me in the robe. He was as confused as me. He didn't just stand there looking at me. There was no back door. "What is going to happen now? Indira can't catch me here." I panicked. He tried to calm me down. "Nothing will happen. I will just deal with Indira and she will leave then you will leave af
Greer’s POV I tightened my grip around the clutch like my life depended on it. This was going to be a shit show and I don't care. I get what I want and I wasn't going to be trading it for anything. Indira was still proving stubborn and I couldn't help but wonder why my mom was siding with her. I
Greer’s POV I stared at the lenses in shock. This can't be. This man can't taunt me with things like this. How can this be? Why didn't I notice that apart from the CCTV camera in the house, there was another hidden camera completely. This can't be real. Earlier today, what if...What if he saw wha
Greer’s POV My mother came banging on my door, yelling at me to wake up. It's not eight o'clock yet. She just wanted me to monitor the event centre of the wedding. After the church wedding, the wedding reception will take place. I don't know why she is forcing me to participate in these things whe
Greer’s POVThe door knob swung. We both froze in shock as she wouldn’t stop. It was like mom was waiting for it to open but good thing the door could only open automatically from inside. No one can open it from outside except the code was used and she barely even knows her way here not to talk of












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