MasukArianna
“Sit still, tesoro. You keep wrinkling the dress.”
I tried, really. But the satin stuck to my thighs, and my nerves made it impossible to stay still. I shifted again on the stool as my mother, Lucia, fussed with the bodice, muttering about my posture and how expensive the gown was.
My sister, Bianca, lounged on the couch nearby, already sipping something fizzy out of a crystal flute. Her hair was pinned perfectly, her lips a deep red. Married at eighteen, bitter at twenty-one, and already looking like she couldn't take one moment of it anymore.
“You’d think you were being crowned Queen of Italy, not just married off,” Bianca said dryly, crossing one leg over the other.
I rolled my eyes, but Lucia glared sharply. “Don’t ruin this for her.”
Bianca lifted her hands. “Fine. I’m silent. Just here for moral support.”
I smoothed the front of my dress. It was beautiful—off-white with a subtle shimmer, the kind of thing I’d dreamed of once, when I was young enough to believe in fairytales. It hugged my waist, dipped just enough at the neckline to feel daring. They’d done my makeup soft, romantic. My hair was pinned up, a few strands left loose around my face.
I looked... older.
Not like myself. But maybe that was the point.
“Just remember,” my mother said, securing the final clasp at the back, “you belong to him now. From tonight on, your life is with him.”
I didn’t answer. My eyes drifted to the mirror. He’d see me in this dress.
Enzo.
I tried not to smile, but my lips betrayed me. Everyone assumed I was some sheltered girl being tossed into the lion’s den, but they didn’t know the half of it.
I’d seen Enzo Romano. Not just glimpsed him at formal events or family meetings, but watched him, listened to the way people spoke his name. The Reaper. Antonio’s right hand. Deadly, respected, feared. And devastatingly handsome.
That part no one ever said aloud, but I’d noticed.
The broad shoulders. The sharp jaw. That calm, quiet way he carried himself, like he didn’t need to raise his voice to dominate a room. He was the kind of man women whispered about behind closed doors and never dared approach.
And now he was going to be my husband.
Would he like me? That was the question that kept echoing in my head. Would he even look at me, really look at me, or would I just be a transaction?
Lucia pulled my face back into focus with two fingers, pressing powder under my eyes.
“You must please him, Arianna. That’s your only job now. Make him happy and give him sons.”
Bianca groaned. “Don’t start with the sons already.”
Lucia ignored her. “A man like Enzo doesn’t want drama. You must be soft. Obedient. Presentable in public, generous in private. You understand?”
I nodded, but my thoughts were already wandering.
Obedient.
Sure.
I wasn’t naive. I might have played the part for years—quiet, delicate, the good daughter—but my mind had wandered places my mother would probably faint over. And when it came to Enzo… I’d imagined more than once what it would be like to kneel for him. Not in shame. Not in submission. But out of want.
I’d never even kissed a man. But that didn’t mean I hadn’t thought about it. Fantasized, late at night when everyone else was asleep. Not about candlelit romance and roses, but about strong masculine hands.
“Your wedding night might hurt,” Lucia added carefully, brushing a curl from my face. “It’s normal. But you endure it. It’s your duty.”
Bianca scoffed. “Duty,” she repeated bitterly. “Mine lasted six minutes and smelled like whiskey and cigars.”
Lucia shot her a look. “You’re not helping.”
“I am helping,” Bianca said. “I’m telling her the truth.”
I looked between them, my heart thudding too loud in my chest. “You’re all terrible at pep talks.”
Bianca smirked. “You want a pep talk? Fine. Here it is: even if he doesn’t love you—which, let’s be honest, he probably won’t—you can still enjoy the sex.”
“Bianca!” my mother snapped.
“I’m just saying,” she said, raising her glass. “Reaper or not, he’s hot. There are worse ways to lose your virginity.”
I blushed, but only slightly. Deep down, I knew Bianca was right, but I didn’t just want duty. I didn’t even want just good sex. I wanted Enzo to like me. I wanted Enzo to fall in love with me.
“I don’t care what anyone says,” Bianca continued. “He’s not like my husband. Enzo’s cold, yes, but he might not be heartless yet. You saw the way he looked at you when they called you in the room?”
I bit the inside of my cheek, trying not to smile. I had seen it. Just a flicker of something behind his eyes. A pause.
“He loved his first wife,” Bianca added.
Lucia huffed. “Men like that don’t love.”
“People said he went crazy when she died.”
“Of course he did,” my mother said flatly. “He had a reputation to protect. Someone kills your wife, you retaliate. You don’t go mad with grief. You go mad for revenge. You don't know what went on in their marriage.”
Silence settled over the room.
Then I sighed. “You two are terrible at cheering me up.”
Bianca laughed and leaned in, brushing a smudge from my cheek. “You’ll be fine. Just remember: if it hurts, close your eyes and pretend it’s not you, and that you’re not there. Works like a charm.”
Lucia clucked her tongue in disapproval, but didn’t correct her.
“Oh,” Bianca added with a wink, “and moan. Loudly. They like that.”
I burst out laughing despite myself, hiding my face in my hands.
A knock at the door interrupted us. A voice from the hallway: “It’s time.”
My breath caught.
Lucia straightened her shoulders. “You’re ready, tesoro.”
Bianca stood, smoothing her dress. “Come on, let’s get you married to the Devil.”
I rose slowly, my gown cascading like water down my legs. I turned toward the mirror. For a second, I didn’t recognize the girl staring back.
Was I ready?
No. But I was willing.
I took one last deep breath, fixed my veil, and whispered under my breath:
“It’s time to marry Enzo Romano.”
EnzoMy hands are sweaty as I wait, which feels ridiculous considering I’m married to that woman—but this time things are different. In this story, we’ve definitely done everything backwards.“Where are you planning to take her?” Antonio asks in that ridiculous, over-the-top concerned tone he only uses to mess with me.“To a hotel, to fuck her until dawn,” I reply sarcastically, and he pretends to be offended.“If you keep talking like that, I’m not handing my daughter over to you, young man.”“Stop being such a clown—or are you practicing for when some pubescent kid wants to stick it into Graziela?”The expression on his face shifts instantly from mockery to anger, and even my skin prickles with discomfort.“Shut the fuck up, asshole! You’re going to have a daughter too.”That statement makes the chill intensify.“Better not talk about that,” I agree.Arianna appears at the top of the stairs, interrupting the uncomfortable direction our conversation had taken, and my breath catches w
EnzoI pull my coat tighter around my body and tuck my gloved hands beneath my arms. The weather is absolute shit this time of year, and the most sensible thing would be to wait for her inside the car—but it’s too far, and my anxiety gets the better of me. I want to see her the moment she comes out. So here I am, standing in the middle of campus with my feet buried in snow, while a bunch of hormonal girls stare at me like I’m a porn actor about to make their dirtiest fantasies come true.At another point in my life, I would’ve been more than happy to help them out. But now things are different, and instead of scratching the itch with just anyone, here I am—deep in absolute abstinence.Mario lights a cigarette to keep warm, leaning against a tree while he keeps watch. I feel the urge to ask him for one, but I stop myself. I’ve decided to quit for my daughter—nicotine isn’t good for her development, not now, and not when I finally get to hold her in my arms.“Put that shit out!” I shout
Arianna His response leaves me a bit stunned because he's completely right; maybe I'm sending him mixed signals, and it's normal that he doesn't know how to act."The truth is, I don't even know exactly what I want, Enzo."I hug myself, rubbing my arms because even though the dress has long sleeves, the air is freezing."I think coming out here wasn't such a good idea," he says with a half-smile that doesn't reach his eyes.He stands up, takes off his jacket, and sits beside me to drape it over my shoulders. I wrap myself in it, and feeling his scent envelop me sends all my hormones into overdrive—tears start pooling in my eyes."What I think is that we need to communicate better. We can't keep assuming things about each other, or we'll never get anywhere.""I agree with that."I look at him closely, and having him so near isn't doing my system any favors."I don't want you to pull away like that. I don't want you to feel like you need an excuse to call me or come see me. Of course,
AriannaThe dinner is served, and the exquisite aromas fill the entire house, which looks majestically decorated, but the scent that pleases me the most is the scent of home. That feeling, until now unknown, of being in a family, of feeling at peace despite the war raging outside.For me, Christmases were always big, boring parties with people I didn't even know and expensive gifts under the tree that I had to open alone, so hearing Luciano laugh out loud while his father plays with him feels like a choir of angels—it's the sound of hope, of happiness.Graziela approaches with clumsy steps that make me laugh with tenderness; it's beautiful to see how she grows and every new thing she learns. I bend down to kiss her rosy cheeks, but when I'm about to pick her up, her mother's shout stops me."What are you doing?" she asks, alarmed, running toward us to pick up the baby. "You're crazy, Ari, you can't lift any weight, and get up—you can't be down there crouching either."I obey without a
EnzoMy possessive instinct wants to flare up, but I remind myself that if I want to win her back, I must learn to control myself. Besides, Marco has proven his loyalty, and his concern is genuine."She’s fine," I respond, trying to sound calm. "Pregnant," I add, unable to completely suppress my instincts, and his eyes widen in surprise since we haven't gone public with it yet. "Carrying my heir.""Wow, that truly is a surprise. Congratulations, sir."His enthusiasm seems sincere, and I lower my guard a bit more."Marco, Arianna won't be here for a while, but she still needs protection—now more than ever, in fact. I'll speak with her, and if she agrees, I’ll send you with a team to wherever she chooses to stay.""Of course, sir. As you command."I ask one last thing of him before leaving, because I really don't want to do it myself—at least not that part—and though I see confusion on his face, he doesn't question me.After giving directions on where we’re going, I set off with my team
EnzoReturning to the apartment without Arianna feels strange, and it feels even stranger when I think that just a few months ago, I hated the idea of seeing her here—invading my space, staining Stella’s memory. Without a doubt, life has known how to slap me and make me eat my words; now, I would give everything I don't have to see her here, lighting everything up with her presence.Everything is in its place, every item where it belongs; the cleaning staff took care of tidying the mess we left. But what I desire most isn't here: her. What is breaking my soul is seeing her suitcases at the entrance, all her things packed, waiting for someone to come pick them up and take them to Antonio’s house.The most ironic part of all is that after screwing with her so much, in so many ways, so that her presence wouldn't impose itself on this place I believed was sacred—so I wouldn't feel out of place in my own home—now, I feel out of place without her.This place no longer feels like mine becaus







