LOGINArianna
The church doors opened, and everything slowed down.
I took one small step forward, my heart pounding beneath the lace bodice of my gown. The cathedral was grander than I'd imagined, vaulted ceilings, heavy candles burning like old promises, pews packed with men in black suits and women dripping in designer gold.
It felt more like a ceremony of power than of love.
All eyes were on me.
My heels clicked gently against the polished floor as I walked down the aisle beside my father, one hand resting on his arm, the other clutching a delicate bouquet of pale roses. Every inch of my dress had been designed to perfection, from the embroidered train to the pearl-dotted veil cascading down my back.
But none of that mattered the moment I saw him.
Enzo Romano.
Standing at the altar, tall, commanding. Midnight black suit. Crisp white shirt. A tailored silhouette that made everyone else in the room look average. He wasn’t smiling. He didn’t have to. The sharp lines of his jaw, the stormy stillness in his gaze, it was enough to make my stomach do a slow somersault.
I didn’t know if it was nerves or something else.
Antonio Toscano stood beside him, equally intimidating in a more polished way, like a king in a clean-cut three-piece suit. His wife, Ilaria, looked like a goddess in soft silk, calm and unreadable.
My eyes snapped back to Enzo.
I’m lucky, I told myself. He could’ve been sixty. Balding. Greasy. Drunk.
But he wasn’t.
He was Enzo. Untouchable. Lethal. And soon to be mine.
We reached the altar, and my father let out a low chuckle as he reached for my hand and placed it in Enzo’s.
“Enjoy it,” my father said, his lips twitching.
Enzo looked him dead in the eye. “I will.”
That one answer, calm and unflinching, made a shiver run down my spine. My fingers trembled slightly as they met Enzo’s. His palm was warm, larger than mine, rougher. The moment our hands locked, something sparked through me, an electric rush, a tingling sensation that zipped up my spine and settled at the base of my neck.
Euphoria? Panic?
I couldn’t tell. But Enzo? He didn’t flinch. His face stayed exactly the same.
Stoic.
Controlled.
Like this was just another business deal being sealed.
As we turned together to face the priest, I tripped, just barely, but it was enough for my heel to catch the hem of my dress.
Before I could even gasp, Enzo’s hand shot out, firm on my lower back, steadying me. His fingers pressed against the curve of my spine, holding me up without a single word.
I glanced up at him, my cheeks flushing, but he didn’t look at me.
“Watch your step,” he murmured under his breath.
My heart thudded. Not from the stumble, but from his voice. That deep, husky murmur right by my ear. He smelled faintly of cedar and something darker. Expensive. Clean.
The priest began the ceremony, reading in Italian, his words echoing through the old walls. I barely heard him. I was hyper-aware of everything else, my heartbeat, the weight of Enzo’s hand, the sharp angle of his jaw in my peripheral vision.
When it came time for the vows, I could barely find my voice.
My throat felt tight, like I’d swallowed something too big. The church fell so silent that even my breath felt too loud.
“I do,” I finally whispered.
It came out smaller than I meant, but the words echoed. A thousand ears hung on them.
I swallowed hard.
Enzo’s answer came easily, clean and direct.
“I do.”
He didn’t waver. Didn’t look nervous. Just delivered the line like he’d known it his whole life.
The priest nodded and gave his blessing, his voice rising for the final moment. The air grew heavier. I could feel every single person watching us now. My fingers tightened around my bouquet.
“You may now kiss the bride.”
My breath caught in my throat.
This was it.
The moment every girl secretly imagined at least once.
I closed my eyes slowly, lifted my chin slightly, and puckered my lips, soft, careful, almost afraid. My heart pounded so hard it made my ears ring.
I imagined what it would feel like, his lips on mine, warm, firm, taking my breath away. I wondered if he was a good kisser. Maybe he’d surprise me.
A pause.
I felt him move.
My veil lifted gently.
And then,
A press of lips.
On my cheek.
Not my mouth.
Not even close.
Just the faintest brush of contact, chaste and calculated, like a kiss to a cousin or a child.
My eyes blinked open.
He was already turning away.
The church erupted into polite applause, people standing to cheer. The music swelled. Petals fell. But all I could hear was the pounding in my chest.
My lips were still puckered. Still waiting.
What the hell just happened?
Had I misread it? Had I,
My thoughts raced.
Am I that unattractive?
That unappealing?
You can’t even kiss me?
Arianna"What exactly do you mean?" I inquired hesitantly. "I heard you that night, Enzo, the one that was supposed to be our wedding night. I heard you with that woman."Enzo closed his eyes, and his face contorted as if something was hurting him."Yes, that night I slept with someone else."How many wounds can a heart receive before it breaks completely? I didn't know, but mine was receiving too many. He wasn't telling me anything I didn't already know, but damn, how it hurt!"Do you want to know why I did it?" he asked rhetorically.I slowly shook my head, unable to speak because that would mean letting the tears escape. Even though it seemed like it, I wasn't that masochistic. I didn't want to hear how he preferred another woman's body over mine."I did it because ever since I saw you on the day of the stupid agreement we call engagement, I couldn't get you out of my head. I did it because when I saw you walk into that church, my heart stopped, and my hands started sweating as if
AriannaArianna placed the pill on her tongue and swallowed it with water. It was the last one for the day. Her stomach growled, begging for food, but she had asked Gina to leave before she had time to prepare dinner, and Arianna didn't have the strength to cook.Today, she hadn't wanted to see anyone. In fact, for the last three days, she hadn't wanted to see anyone. It was just her solitude and her. Enzo had returned to the starting point, to those days when he arrived past midnight and left at dawn, all to avoid seeing her. What had happened between them sent them back to square one, or perhaps they had never advanced at all, and it had all been her imagination.Perhaps it was only her desire to make this work somehow that made her feel like she was achieving it, that she was sneaking into his heart, even if just a little bit. How foolish she was to think that. Enzo would never feel anything for anyone who wasn't... Her.Arianna looked at the portrait on the wall, and her heart shr
Arianna"That's what you say, but I don't supervise you." I use his words against him and shrug. "In fact, if you're so convinced you don't want children, you're the one who should get a vasectomy. It's not fair that I continue to fill my body with hormones and put myself at risk when you're the one who despises the idea of a child."I break free from his grip and step into the elevator."Wait for me, I'm going with you.""No, it's not necessary. I already told you, you don't have to pretend you care, and if you want to supervise to ensure I'm not lying, don't worry, I highly doubt the doctor will dare to lie to you with the panic he has for you. I'm more than sure he'll keep you updated on everything.""Arianna, please.""Enough, Enzo!" I raise my voice, though it cracks at the end. "Let's stop pretending this is a marriage, because clearly, it's not."He remains static, and I take advantage of his apparent shock to close the elevator and descend. I lean against the back wall and let
AriannaI woke with a terrible headache, feeling as if a herd of elephants had walked all over me. I looked to the other side of the bed and was no longer surprised to find it empty. I'd resigned myself to this abandonment. Even if I were truly dying, Enzo wouldn't spend a night with me, much less if there wasn't even sex involved.I placed a hand on my neck, and the skin felt hot to the touch. Shivers threatened to return, and I gathered the little strength I had left to get up and take the medicine the doctor left last night. Then I headed to the bathroom to take a shower before the fever rose.I didn't have much time since I had to go to the clinic for the tests the doctor indicated, and apparently, I'd have to ask Marco to take me because my exemplary husband had already left.I dressed as quickly as my weakness allowed, without putting much effort into getting ready, just wearing a loose tracksuit and sneakers. Today, I cared little about pretending to be the lady I really was no
He carries me to the bathroom and manages to fill the tub while holding me. When everything is ready, he enters with me, and we submerge in the water that, although warm, feels like sharp darts piercing my skin. I cling to him even tighter to withstand the shudder and the tremors that break out.Enzo takes the sponge to rub my skin, seeking to bring down my body's high temperature, which paradoxically makes me feel like a glacier."Calm down, the doctor is on his way," he announces, and I emerge from the cover of his chest to look at him strangely."Doctor?" I question with a trembling voice. "It's just a fever, Enzo. I'm sure I'll be fine tomorrow."He pushes the damp strands of hair from my face, and the way he looks at me makes my heart beat faster than the fever itself."Perhaps, but I'm not going to risk anything happening to you."The sincerity I feel in his words and the fear I notice in his eyes make me swallow hard, but I mentally reprimand myself and force the stupid thing p
Enzo"She is not an object, Antonio!" Ilaria exclaims while continuing to hug Ari. "How can you say she 'belongs' to him?""You know what I mean, Ilaria.""That means that if one day I want to divorce you, I won't be able to because I 'belong' to you," she says, ironizing the last words.I notice the terror in Antonio's eyes when he hears those words and how he swallows hard before answering:"Don't even joke about that, regina."Arianna wipes her tears and confronts him:"I know that for you, we are nothing." She looks at Antonio and then at me, and the disappointment I see in her eyes crushes me inside. "I know we are just pawns in your game, that we are only useful to you while our legs are open." Antonio slightly lowers his gaze with a hint of shame that I also feel. "I know my position, and Chiara knows it too. She understood it before me and accepted it with the greatest dignity she could; but she is giving up now, I know it, I feel it, and I'm terrified of losing the only perso







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