LOGINThe awkward, tense silence stretched longer, threatening to suffocate me. Brent didn't seem like he was going to break the silence anytime soon. His jaw was ticking with anger but his hands were possessively wrapped around her waist.
I stared at those hands and they burned my eyes so badly. My stomach was knotted. Tears were aggressively clogging my eyes and chest and I was having a hard time trying to suppress them.
So many questions were banging in my head at the moment. But I couldn't get myself to speak.
Suddenly, Carolina gently got away from him and approached me with a smile that was just as beautiful as her doll-like face.
Her blonde hair has never been so perfect, and that hurts even more. The fact that she still glows.
I'm not trying to be malicious, but I just can't help how even more worthless I feel right now with her standing close to me.
I hate how much I wish I were her. I hate how much I want to be her. I hate how much I've always idolized her. If I had half her features, then maybe Brent would look at me with eyes that held love and not spite.
“You must be Evangeline,” she said, grabbing my hand nicely. Her hold stung. I flinched, wishing nothing but to withdraw my hand. “It's so nice to finally meet you. Brent told me a lot about you.”
My gaze shifted to him sharply but his stare was blank. What did he tell her about me?
Maybe how pathetic I've been for years trying to win his heart. Maybe how…impossible it is for me to ever take her place in his heart. Or how I never mattered to him, not even in the slightest.
Because why else would he do this? Why else would he bring her here, with no heads-up? Now I'm stunned like a fool, unsure of how to react to this shocking moment.
“It's nice that he had a girl like you to help him while I was away.”
While she was away? She's making it sound like she travelled or something. She died! She vanished for eight years!
How was no one realizing how freaky this moment was?
“I know what you're thinking. And no, I didn't die. Almost did but thank the goddess. Brent knew that I was alive. We've been in touch for three years now. We kept it hidden as we didn't want anyone to find out yet. Just until we're ready to announce my return.”
I blinked rapidly at that confession. Blood drained from my face. For…for three years? They've been in contact for three years?
So that means…that means…there was never a chance for me to win his heart because he never returned home with his heart. He always left it with her, wherever they usually met.
So every single effort I've been making was very futile because the love of his life never really left. He still had her and I was just invincible.
That wrecked my resolve and made my knees wobbly. Now I was grateful she was holding me or I might have hit the floor.
“I’ll make sure he pays you generously for literally every sacrifice you ever made for him. And from a woman to a woman, I'm grateful. You did your best to keep him stable. I'll never take that for granted.”
A tear slid from my eyes. I yanked my hand out of her grip, quickly drying the tear. I wasn't stupid so I knew exactly what her words meant.
She was coming back to his side like she never left. And I was being dismissed like I never existed.
Just to seal my suspicion, the door opened, and the servants who were lined up walked in with luggage.
“Take them to my bedroom,” Brent ordered them. They had to be Carolina's bags. He was gonna share a bedroom with her when he never bothered to do that with me.
He gave me a small room and made sure I never set foot into his room except when I was coming to get laundry. Or when he wanted to have his libido satisfied, he'd invite me over and kick me out once he was done.
I never had the permission to linger in his bedroom but he plans on staying with her there.
More tears rolled down my face. Out of the blue, she hugged me, tapping my back.
“I wish you a great life, Evangeline.”
I couldn't speak. I was literally choking on my tears. She released me, flashed me a smile, and headed upstairs.
“We don't need to say the rejection words because you're not my fated mate so we don't have any bonds attaching us.” Brent began as soon as she left.
His voice was cold, dry. His eyes were haughty. It made my heart bleed even worse.
“I already have the divorce papers signed. It's there, on the bar counter.” He gestured at the minibar in the corner of the living room. “Sign your spot and my lawyer will settle you first thing tomorrow morning.”
“Brent…” I was desperate to speak but he wouldn't give me the chance.
“I'd hate to inconvenience her so it'd be best if you leave this house tomorrow. We had an awful time together, Evangeline. I wouldn't spend a second reminiscing about our time together. I hope you won't do that either.”
An awful time together? Really? I broke my back pleasing him and all that was…awful?
He was done talking and headed upstairs, not giving me the chance to tell him what I was yearning to.
High-pitched laughter echoed from his room, and soon Carolina was squealing the walls of the house down with her pleasure cries.
Listening to that felt like I was stabbing my heart with a dagger. It was the most torturous sound ever and there was no way I'd survive the night if I listened to that all night.
So with the last shred of strength in me, I went to my room and packed up my things. I came downstairs and signed my part of the divorce file.
When I was dragging my two suitcases to the door, it opened and Jaden, Brent's Beta, walked inside. He reeked of alcohol but he didn't seem very drunk.
He froze, staring at my luggage with confused eyes. “Are you going somewhere?”
I tried smiling but failed miserably. Tears were rushing down my face like a waterfall. I took off my wedding ring and gave it to him.
“Take care of Brent, as you've always done.”
I didn't wait for his response before I dragged my suitcase out of the building, saying my painful goodbye to the only man I'll ever love.
BRENTThe annual mating ceremony of my Pack was drawing close, and it came with endless paperwork, projects, and a pile of things that needed to be purchased.I just went through an endless list of everything needed to decorate the main hall. The total amount of the expenses was a whopping million.I signed underneath it, permitting that the stuff be bought. But God, my back hurts! I've been at this all morning.“And here's another,” Jaden slipped another file in front of me.With clenched teeth, I scribbled my signature on the spot and shoved the file into his arms.“I want to think that's all for now,” I said with a hint of warning, as I tried to stand up.“Almost,” he grinned, making my blood boil. He placed another file in front of me. “Here’s permission to release the monthly allowance for the Ex Luna's family.”Hearing him talk about Evangeline's family shifted my mood instantly. I slowly took the file from him, eager to sign.It's the only thing I think I ever did for her. But
My parents lived in a distant Pack, with less development and very few members. I arrived here at noon. It was a very long distance and I was already too famished.The houses were very underdeveloped and the rocky roads made it even harder for me to drag my suitcases along. I couldn't take a cab, I had already exhausted my money.My dress was drenched with sweat and I was panting so hard. My eyes searched hard for the building that my family was living in.Knowing they were living in a place this horrible made my stomach churn. They used to live in Brent's pack until he made them leave with the excuse that I'd find it hard adjusting to living with him if they were close.He also restricted me from visiting them so it's been a good eight years since I last saw my parents and my kid sister. They wrote to me a few times and added their address, hoping I'd come. That was how I knew what address I was looking for.A couple of aged women stared at me as I walked past them. I mumbled some gr
The awkward, tense silence stretched longer, threatening to suffocate me. Brent didn't seem like he was going to break the silence anytime soon. His jaw was ticking with anger but his hands were possessively wrapped around her waist.I stared at those hands and they burned my eyes so badly. My stomach was knotted. Tears were aggressively clogging my eyes and chest and I was having a hard time trying to suppress them.So many questions were banging in my head at the moment. But I couldn't get myself to speak.Suddenly, Carolina gently got away from him and approached me with a smile that was just as beautiful as her doll-like face.Her blonde hair has never been so perfect, and that hurts even more. The fact that she still glows.I'm not trying to be malicious, but I just can't help how even more worthless I feel right now with her standing close to me.I hate how much I wish I were her. I hate how much I want to be her. I hate how much I've always idolized her. If I had half her featu
TWOI left Dr. Bailey's hospital at about 2 p.m. Driving home, I couldn't help but be buried in deep thoughts.Her words were echoing in my head, like a damn mantra.She didn't hold back and went all out, emphasizing why I shouldn't take the risk of letting the fetus grow big enough to a point where abortion becomes impossible.Abortion! She recommended abortion!!It was the most horrible words I've ever heard from her. How dare she recommend that I abort a child whom I cried day and night for?But I couldn't get mad at her because she genuinely was just trying to look out for me. She said I could abort the child, and she'd keep it a secret from me.She recommended surrogacy or even adoption. Anything else but me, carrying a child.My heart was crushed to bits at that. Made me think I was really incompetent. But I pretended like it wasn't hurting so much and assured her that I'd show up for every checkup necessary but I certainly could never get rid of this pregnancy.Brent would love
“...but if God-forbid and some complications arise, your life will be at more risk, so I really suggest you…”I was totally zoned off, lost in my shocked and speechless state. My hand was clasped over my mouth in disbelief. Dr. Bailey had just said some overwhelming and unbelievable news and I was still trying to get my head around it.She said…congratulations, Luna Evangeline. You're three weeks pregnant.I'd hate to believe it so quickly. Dr. Bailey was known for her sarcasm and wit. Her playful side was her strongest virtue. Maybe she was pulling my legs?But God, why was my heart already racing in excitement? Why was I already feeling jittery, and why were my eyes already getting wet?Unable to keep it in anymore, I suddenly squealed. She paused her serious monologue and laughed heartily at my chaotic excitement.“Did you mean that?” I asked, my voice overwhelmed with happiness. “Please tell me you meant it.“Because I'd definitely die if she said she was only joking. My heart alr







