로그인Tania’s POV
I shouldn’t have let her run. Every alarm bell in my head screamed stay away, but my body betrayed me. My daughter’s scream “Mommy!” pulled me forward like I was some hero.
She barreled across the room, little sneakers thumping, hair flying. I opened my arms, waiting for her to leap into them. But instead, she ran straight into Kella.
Kella; my husband’s ex, his secretary, my daughter’s favorite person. She had somehow become my friend too. I’d ignored her past and clung to her, thinking she could teach me to be a better wife, maybe even help me earn Damian’s love.
But when I saw Amara hugging her, the truth hit hard. My daughter was in the arms of my enemy.
“Amara, no! Get off her!” I shouted. The maid jumped. Kella just looked up, smirking.
“Oh, hi, Tania,” she said sweetly, like I was interrupting her peace.
I didn’t think. I went for my baby. But when Damian walked in and Kella kissed his jaw, I snapped. I grabbed her hair and yanked hard. “What the hell are you doing with my husband and daughter?”
Damian stepped in, calm as ever. “She’s not worth it,” he said to me, but looked at Kella like I was the leech.
“Ten years, Damian! Ten years and that’s all you have to say?”
He didn’t even look at me. “You’re too precious to waste energy on her. Go sit down.”
I blinked fast, trying not to cry. Then his mother came in; Veronica, my personal nightmare. Sharp perfume, sharper eyes.
“Heartless. Wicked,” she hissed. “Absolutely unhinged. Have you lost your mind?”
“I…she….”
“You’ve been acting crazy,” she cut me off. “After all, Damian finally brought someone Amara can call mother, and you nearly killed your own child. Do you even understand what’s happening to you?”
I froze. The words from the hospital echoed in my head: Cognitive Identity Regression Disorder. They said I forget myself, lose control. But never not my daughter. Never her.
Veronica went on. “You’ve been told over and over you’re cursed. You’re sick. You can’t understand properly.”
“Cursed?” I whispered. “You mean magic? Blood? You’re lying. I may be sick, but I’d never hurt Damian or Amara.”
“Yes,” she said coldly. “You’re cursed. You’re endangering our family. Stop pretending.”
My knees weakened. Cursed. Crazy. My daughter’s laughter echoed while I felt like a ghost in my own house.
Then Damian’s voice came again, calm and final. “Tania, listen. You’re not my Luna. You were never my true mate. You’re only a bloodmate. Let Kella raise Amara. Focus on getting well. I’ve never loved you and I never will.”
My head snapped toward him. “Only a bloodmate? That’s all I get?”
In the werewolf system, a wife could be Luna; your true mate, Consort; the one you love, or Bloodmate; the one you marry for power or heirs. That’s what I was. The woman chosen for breeding. And I gave him a daughter, not the heir he wanted.
Kella crouched beside Amara, whispering. Smiling. Like she’d won. My chest burned; my vision blurred. I tried to walk but my legs gave out, and everything went dark.
When I woke, everything felt wrong. My head was heavy, my stomach sick. I left the house early and walked to the hospital.
“She’s here.”
“She shouldn’t be.”
I ignored them and walked to the reception desk. “I need to see Dr. Hane.”
The girl at the counter, someone I’d trained once looked terrified. “Uh, he’s busy.”
I pushed through anyway. Hane opened the door, surprise flickering in his eyes. “Tania, you came back.”
“Of course. I work here,” I said.
He sighed. “You were let go months ago.”
I laughed. “What? I’ve been here every day!”
“You weren’t,” he said quietly. “There was an incident. A child. She didn’t make it. You gave the wrong dose. You were compromised.”
My throat tightened. “Compromised?”
“You were poisoned. Or cursed. We don’t know. It led to your CIRD. You forget. You return like nothing happened. Every time.”
“Poisoned by who?”
He shook his head. “We don’t know. We tried to protect you because of your husband’s name. But we can’t keep doing it.”
“Protect me?” I snapped. “You ruined me! You covered lies with lies and called it help!”
“Tania, please..”
“I trusted you,” I shouted. “I trusted this place! Now you tell me I killed a child? You think I’ll just sit and accept that?”
He rubbed his temples. “You need treatment.”
“Treatment? I need truth!” I screamed. “Who poisoned me? Who destroyed my life?”
A nurse entered. “Dr. Tania, maybe you should leave.”
“No!” I yelled. “You all hid the truth because it was convenient. Because Damian’s name protects everyone but me!”
Hane’s face went blank. “You’re not thinking clearly.”
“Oh, I’m thinking clearly. I see everything now.” I turned and stormed off.
I reached the roof without knowing why. The wind hit my face, cold and final. The city lights blurred below. My hands gripped the railing, white-knuckled.
“Maybe it’s easier if I’m not here,” I whispered. Then I let go. I screamed halfway down, realizing too late that I didn’t want to die. But my wolf was silent gone. What was happening ? Then everything vanished.
***
I woke again to blinding white. Not heavenly white cold, sterile white. My body was weak, heavy, broken.
Then I saw him.
Alpha West. The detective. Damian’s rival. The man known for rewriting rules and breaking anyone who crossed him.
He stood against the wall, watching me. His presence filled the room, silent and heavy.
“Why?” I croaked. “Why did you save me?”
He shrugged. “I’m human. I wouldn’t want anyone to die.”
Before I could ask more, Dr. Marcus walked in, West’s calm, unreadable friend. “You’re alive,” he said flatly. “You were pregnant. You miscarried during your attempt. We stabilized you.”
My chest caved in. Tears came. I hadn’t just lost the baby I’d lost the one hope I had left.
“It’s not fair,” I whispered. “Amara should know right from wrong. She should’ve seen what’s happening.”
West ignored me, typing on his laptop.
“You’re all traitors,” I snapped. “Damian, Kella, even Amara. Maybe if I’d just held on a bit longer, I’d have given him the son he wanted…”
Marcus adjusted the blanket. “She’s a child,” he said softly.
“A child?” I laughed bitterly. “She’s Damian’s clone. Kella’s puppet. And I was the fool who cared.”
West didn’t react. That calm, cold stare made me want to scream. So I talked. Maybe because I wanted the sympathy m
“Damian used me,” I said. “For heirs, for power, for whatever his father wanted. My senses, my genes, everything just tools in their game. They always said I was special. Smart, quick, too aware for my age. I shifted earlier than any wolf my pack had seen before my thirteenth birthday. I could smell lies, hear emotions, feel when someone’s heart skipped out of guilt. Everyone said I’d be a great Luna someday. I was even so smart I became a licensed medical doctor who was already specializing at 22 years old.
But instead, I became the mistake. The bloodmate. The woman chosen because of her genes, not her heart. They used what made me powerful to cage me, to make me useful. Even Damian said once, “You were born with too much sense for your own good.”
Now that same sense keeps me awake at night. I know something’s wrong with my blood, my memories, everything they told me about being cursed. I know it didn’t just happen it was done to me.
And Kella smiled through it all. Even Amara found comfort in her arms.”
I shivered. The poison, the betrayal, the miscarriage they all came back at once.
“What now?” I asked quietly. “Do I lie here and rot, or rise and make them pay?”
Marcus said softly, “You need rest.”
“I don’t need rest,” I hissed. “I need revenge. I need my husband back.”
That made West look up. His eyes were cold but sharp, assessing. “You’re going to need strength,” he said. “For what comes next.”
“What comes next?” I asked bitterly.
He paused at the door. “You’ll find out soon enough.” Then he left.
I stared after him, chest heaving. A part of me felt alive again. If he wouldn’t help, I’d make him.
When he came back into the room later, I was ready. “The hospital fired me months ago,” I said, layering my voice with despair. “They covered it up for Damian’s sake. They used me. Everyone lied. Do you know what that feels like?”
West typed, ignoring me. His silence only made me talk more.
“I’ll get him back,” I whispered. “Damian. No matter what it takes. I love him. I won’t stop. He’s mine.”
He finally looked up, unimpressed. “You really think love will fix this? Are you that stupid? You think you can undo all that’s been done?”
“I don’t need you to understand,” I said. “I need you to help. Or stay out of my way.”
He leaned back, arms crossed. “And if I don’t?”
“You’ll watch anyway,” I said, my voice sharp. “Because you’re not the kind of man who ignores someone drowning when you can pull them out.”
His jaw tightened. “You must be crazy. I suggest you r
ot in your bed and die peacefully, because I’ll never help you get Damian back.”
I didn’t flinch. He didn’t know me yet. When I set my mind to something, I do it.
Tania's POV I was barely touching the tiramisu in front of me, the bitter sweetness failing to reach my nerves, when the television flickered. West’s attention was buried in his laptop, fingers moving across the keyboard, his jaw set in an unreadable way and it made him look like he was calculating the end of the world.And then the screen cut to Damian.He was smiling, impossibly self-assured, with Kella by his side. Her hand rested lightly on his arm, the kind of intimacy we never had, that made my chest tighten with a cocktail of anger, disbelief, and fear. The chyron below screamed in bold letters:“Damian Reeve and Kella Dane: A Union of the Century.”The words slammed into me like a physical blow. My fork clattered to the table, dessert forgotten. My hands shook. My heart felt like it had been replaced with a fist, tight and cold.“West…” I whispered, my voice trembling. Panic clawing up my throat, threatening to choke me. My vision narrowed. “I… I can’t…”He lifted his head, d
Damian’s POVI remember when I first met Tania. She was sweet, nice, and smart. everything I wanted in a partner. I married her hoping for a male heir, but things didn't go as planned. She gave up on herself, stopped caring, and eventually fell ill. She couldn't even perform in bed, let alone give me a child. But now, there's Kella. No shade to Tania, but Kella is better in every way.Kella came into my life like a breath of fresh air. She was strong, caring, and took care of my daughter like she was her own. I watched as she kissed her on the forehead, her eyes softening with affection. It was a sight that made my wolf stir within me, bonding with hers even though we weren't real mates.Today, Kella was back from work but I couldn't help but let my gaze linger a little more on her. She was pretty and a very rare sight of beauty. I'm fucking Kella on my desk, her body writhing beneath me as I thrust into her again and again. She was moaning my name, her hips arching up to meet mine,
Tania's POV I sat on West's lap, my heart pounding like a drum in my chest. His scent was all around me, a mix of pine and something wild, something that could make my wolf stir beneath my skin if I had still had one. I was wearing his shirt, the fabric soft and worn, and it smelled like him. It was supposed to be just training, but every breath I took, every movement I made, felt like a step closer to something worse."You said this was just training," I whispered, my voice trembling. I could feel the heat of his body through his jeans, the hard muscles of his thighs beneath me. I tried to ignore the way my body reacted, the way my pussy grew wet, the way my nipples hardened against the fabric of his shirt."It is," he said, his voice low and dark. But the way he looked at me, the way his eyes burned into mine, told a different story. He was trying to use his scent to provoke my wolf, to make me finally gain control. And for some reason I think it was working.I shifted in his lap,
West's POV I sat on the edge of Tania’s bed, legs apart, hands braced on my knees. She was curled against the headboard, arms wrapped around her knees, eyes sharp and expectant. I hated this. Not the conversation itself I hated having to tell her anything that involved Marcus’s logic. His kind of clinical, detached reasoning made me feel like a helpless asshole. And yet here I was.“Sit up straight,” I said, low and firm. “Don’t slouch.”Her eyes went wide. “Is this an order, Alpha?” she asked, smirking. “Because last I checked, I didn’t sign any contracts about posture.”“You did,” I said. Flat. “The one where I protect you and you survive. Consider this part of it.”She huffed but straightened slightly. “Charming. Real charming.”I leaned back, elbows resting on my knees, and tried to calm the chaos in my chest. I hated what I had to say. Hated it. But she needed to know. And she needed me to be serious.“Your wolf…” I started, letting the words hang. She tensed, waiting. “It’s gon
Tania’s POV“My Alpha?”The words slipped out before I even knew what they meant. They tasted strange on my tongue. West didn’t move. He was crouched in front of me, the edge of his jacket brushing the glass that was still scattered across the floor.“Don’t repeat it unless you mean it,” he said. His voice wasn’t loud, but it filled every inch of the room. “I don’t need submission for decoration.”I swallowed. “Then why say it at all?”“Because you respond to it,” he said simply. “Because it’s the only thing that breaks through when you lose control.”My hands were shaking. I stared down at them small cuts, dried blood, fragments of my own mess clinging to my skin.He took a cloth from the table and reached for me. I flinched, but he caught my wrist before I could pull back.“Stop fighting me,” he muttered.He wiped the blood away carefully, his fingers steady, almost surgical. No tenderness, no comfort, just control. Yet the steadiness itself was what kept me breathing.The silence s
Tania's POV I woke up with a pounding in my skull. This was sharp and insistent. My eyes fluttered open, and the first thing I noticed was how quiet it was. I tried to sit up. My body felt like it was being cut into pieces inside. My hands shook as I rubbed my temples. Something was off. Something big. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but it was there, clawing at the edges of my mind. I knew I was forgetting something, but I couldn’t remember what. That in itself made the headache worse, twisting into a new kind of panic.I stumbled to the bathroom, caught my reflection in the mirror. My hair was a mess, my eyes wide and unfocused. I blinked a few times, trying to remember what I was doing. My apartment looked… right, I guess. Familiar but strange. Like I’d walked into a dream and left the instructions on the bedside table.Then it hit me. I was missing pieces of myself. I tried to remember West, the date, the chaos, everything that had been happening, but the memory kept sliding out







