I never expected to be accepted as one of the Hot Shot members when I applied for senior year. I had the physical ability and the appearance to join, but not the height. I'm 5 feet 2 inches, and I fear it would have hindered me since I wasn't as tall as the members. I'm glad my height didn't ruin my dream.
I and seven other girls stand gleefully in the school's gymnasium. Amber, a blonde with blue eyes, sits before us. At each side of the desk stands the co-captain, Sookie, a short-haired blonde, and Katniss, a dark-haired member, holding the uniform.
I'm eager to wear my uniform for the first time, but I'm confused why there is only one when there are eight of us. I ignored the thought and tuned into Amber speaking to us.
"You've all done an amazing job; that's why you're here," Amber says.
My face hurts from smiling excessively.
"I love your outfit," Amber halts to compliment me.
"Thank you," I giggle.
At Effney High, it is a great honor to receive a compliment from Amber or any of the Hot Shot team members, for it is quite rare for them to compliment anyone.
I can't stop smiling.
Amber returns my smile, and her face becomes sober, resuming what she was saying. I, too, did.
"You must be wondering why there's only one suit," says Amber.
We, along with the girls who are desperate for our uniform attention, are fixated on the uniform in Katniss's hand.
Our attention returns to Amber.
"Don't worry, there's more, but I've decided to test you with another challenge, and I'm not sure how many of you will succeed."
We look at each other's reactions before turning back to Amber. Were stun.
I'm not going to chicken out, and so were they.
A deceitful look appears on Amber's face, and I wish I'd known that it wasn't going to be easy to be a part of her squad. The cheerleaders are popular at Effney High. They had a reputation to protect, and they would never allow a nobody like me or others to ruin it.
"So what is the new challenge?" Davie, standing beside me, asked.
I studied her length; she towered above me, and there was no way they were going to not choose her.
"A dare," Amber says boldly.
My gaze flutters toward her.
She smiles, amused at my appall look.
I know what a dare is, and I know that with Amber, who is seen as a bully for looking down on others, it isn't anything good.
"So are you guys ready for your single dare?" her voice lilting.
Worriedly, I nod.
"Gloria, you first," Amber chose.
I observe Gloria's body quaking in nervousness.
"What am I dare to do?" she asks, anxious. Her voice also quakes.
"You are dare to walk into the boys locker room now, while they're changing into your bra and undies."
Gloria's eyes flashed with shock and widening, as did mine.
"I'm sorry, I can't do that. My mom will ground me for life. Please give me something else that doesn't involve being half naked," Gloria pleads.
"No," Amber says firmly. "If you cannot do what I dare you to, then you're unfit for this team."
Realizing Amber is adamant about her dare. Gloria walks away.
I wanted to walk away as well, for I could never do that, but my feet seemed as if they were glued to the floor.
The dare was to move on to another. They, too, failed to attempt the dare. Soon it was Davie and I standing before Amber and her teammates.
My heart races as Amber decides who to choose for her spine-chilling dare.
"Who should I choose next?" A red lollipop unwraps from its sheath and waves from Davie to me.
My heart almost stops when it pauses on Davie, and I'm thankful it isn't me.
Regrettably, I wanted Davie to accept the dare to avoid being asked to do it.
I'm terror-struck when Davie walks away, too afraid to take on the dare. As the door closes behind her. I exchange an awkward look with Amber. I'm desperate to be a part of the cheerleading team; however, degrading myself for it, I will never do that.
I swerved, leaving.
"Jaylee," Amber calls.
I halt, and my back faces her.
"You're the type of girl this team needs," says Amber.
I take my turn to face her.
"The dare I've given was just a ruse to exclude the wannabes who think they're suited for this squad." "I'm glad you're still here." Amber beams.
"So, I'm free from the dare, then?" I'm bemused.
"No quite."
"A Hot Shot cheerleader must be fearless but also self-respectable. I see that you possess self-respect. But are you fearless?" Amber says.
Still baffled, I ask, "If the other had taken the dare. You would have never accepted them, right?"
She smirked, and my eyes dilated.
"So are you brave enough to take on this dare, Jaylee?" Amber ask.
I say nothing, waiting for her to tell me what it is.
"I dare you, Jaylee Simpson, to kiss the first male you see outside this gymnasium." Her blue eyes focus attentively on me, and her tongue seductively moves with each word.
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It's the weekend; I should be hanging out with a friend instead of laying in bed mulling over a guy who doesn't want me. It's almost evening, and I'm still in my pajamas.Forcing myself out of bed, I go to stand before the mirror. Combing a handful of hair out of my face, I notice myself in the mirror.Why didn't Nate fall for me instead of Sophia? I think downheartedly.Weren't I beautiful enough for him? Walking away from the mirror, I fall backward on the bed.I believed being a HotShot cheerleader and walking among the popular ones would give me the privilege to get any guy I wanted, but it didn't. If Sophia hadn't gotten in the way of Nate and me, things might have turned out differently for us.What am I thinking? I reach for the pillow covering my head.Nate had admitted he had no feelings for me, so there was no hope of us getting together if Sophia wasn't in the picture.But why Sophia, though?Out of all the girls at school, he had to choose her. I wish it was someone else,
I'm coming from Mom's car when Amber shouts my name. Amber is at the side of the school building; her phone is at her right ear; she is talking to someone; and Sookie stands beside her.I approach her, and she hangs up the phone. Amber smiles at me, and it doesn't feel right. She's up to something, and I know it."How is everything about getting Nate to be your boyfriend?" She asks, then places an arm around my shoulder, drawing me to her side.I caught Sookie with a smug on her face, and I was certain that Amber was up to no good.The aching memory of Nate turning me down after I had confessed my true feelings to him struck my mind, and I lowered my head."He has a girlfriend," I tell Amber."And so, you decide to give up," says Amber.Keeping my head lowered, I give a sad nod."Well, his relationship didn't stop Sophia from chasing after him," Amber says, maintaining a straight gaze.I lift my head to see what she's looking at, and my eyes widen to see Sophia sitting in the front se
It's Saturday, and I'm outside mowing the lawn when Mom pops up with a cup of water.Stopping, I turn to her and take it, quenching my thirst."Thanks," I say, handing her back the cup.She takes it and starts to play with the end of her hair, twisting it around a finger, and her eyes, as dark as mine, scrutinize the areas I'd mowed.She does this when she's nervous, and I find out she wasn't just there to give me a cup of water; there was more to it."Mom, is there something you want to tell me?" interestedly, I ask.Quickly, her eyes jump to me, and worries mixed with fear take over.Finding out what she wanted to say, I angrily resumed mowing, refusing to hear anything.She runs in front of the lawn mower. I stop, almost running her over."I could have hurt you," I growl."We have to talk about this, Nate," she says, standing firmly before me."I don't want to hear anything you have to say about that man!" I'm walking away."Nate," she chases me down."How long have you been talkin
For an hour, I had Sophia in my arms; she'd fallen asleep.My phone vibrates. I retrieved it from my pocket.Training late, Mom texted.No, I'm with a friend; I'll be there soon. I texted back.Okay, come home soon.I put my phone down and watched Sophia sleep. She's beautiful when she sleeps, and I find myself developing feelings for her.I wish I could let her sleep more in my arms, but I must go."Sophia." I gently touch her shoulder."Hmm," she moans, her eyes open."I'm sorry, but my mom needs me," I say."It's okay," she says, sitting up and rubs her eyes."Should I take you home or leave you at the gas station?" I ask.I'd hate to cause any more trouble for her and her mother."At the gas station," she says.I nod.As we arrive at her stop, she says, "Thank you, Nate, for being here for me.""My pleasure, and feel free to call me whenever you need someone to talk to again," I say with a smile.She's about to open the car door to leave."When are you coming back to school?" I as
It's Tuesday, and I'm at swimming practice. Brimworth, the coach, approaches me as I get out of the pool."Nate, your phone has been ringing like crazy for about an hour. Go and see who it is. It must be something very important for someone to be calling like that," he says, walking off.I was worried something might have gone wrong with Mom like Dad finding out where we lived. I ran to the locker room and burst open my locker with the wildest thought that Dad had her lying on the floor, choking her.There's a possibility it can happen. I left her at home, not feeling too well, and she probably heard him at the door, though it was me.Fishing my phone from my backpack, the worries fade away when I see it was Sophia calling thirty times, and no missed call from mom, which means she's okay.I return Sophia's call. After the incident with the sex buyer, I haven't heard from her, nor has she been at school. It's good to hear from her now."Hey Nate, I'm sorry I haven't answered any of you