Crossing Lines

Lana Reyes

I brush a strand of hair out of my face and stare down the mirror like it owes me something. The girl looking back is tired, sure. But she’s also sharp. Hard where it matters. Unmoved.

“I’m Lana Reyes. Twenty-three. NYU law student.”

I say it under my breath like a spell. A shield.

Because once I step out of this locker room, it’s game time. And this place doesn’t make room for people who forget what they’re worth.

The dress is regulation—black, tight, a hemline engineered to distract. I tug at it anyway, just to remind myself it’s a uniform, not an identity. The heels hurt. That’s fine. Pain keeps me awake.

The moment I push through the service door, Vortex swallows me whole.

Bass. Smoke. Money. The scent of overpriced cologne and underdeveloped character.

Every girl here is selling some version of the same fantasy: effortless beauty, empty smile, pliable body. I don’t sell anything. I deliver drinks and keep my head down.

I weave through the crowd like muscle memory. Tray balanced, eyes alert, mouth set in something polite but unapproachable. You don’t make it in a place like this by being visible. You make it by being invisible—useful, efficient, forgettable.

Adam is behind the bar, already looking like he’s planning someone’s murder. His sleeves are rolled up, his jaw is set, and his disdain is practically couture.

“VIP,” he says, no greeting. Just a death sentence.

I groan. “Let me guess. The Three-Percenters?”

He smirks. “The Holy Trinity of entitlement? You bet. Cross, Harrington, and that new finance bro who thinks crypto counts as personality.”

“Terrific,” I mutter. “Just what my night was missing—pissing contests disguised as bottle service.”

As I pass, he leans in. “Try not to look too competent. They love that shit. It makes them think they’ve discovered something.”

I roll my eyes and head toward the roped-off section—velvet, of course. Because God forbid they breathe the same air as the rest of us.

There they are.

Nathan Cross and Elliot Harrington.

They sit like kings at the center of a rotted empire. Nathan’s in his usual armor: tailored black suit, shirt undone just enough to suggest he’s dangerous in bed but disciplined at war. He doesn’t talk much. Doesn’t need to. He’s the kind of man people watch before they even realize they’re doing it.

Elliot’s the opposite. Loud. Smiling. All teeth and charm and slippery hands.

I don’t look directly at them.

That’s rule one.

But I feel it.

Nathan’s eyes. Cold. Measuring.

I keep moving.

Because if he sees me too clearly, he’ll notice I’m not like the other girls who orbit him with champagne and parted lips. And I’d like to survive the semester without getting emotionally waterboarded by a billionaire.

But of course—

“Lana.”

His voice lands like a command wrapped in velvet.

I turn slowly, tray balanced like a weapon between us.

“Yes, Mr. Cross?” I ask, perfectly bland.

His eyes sweep over me—not gross, not lewd. Just clinical. Like he’s identifying a weakness.

“You’re efficient,” he says.

I blink. “That’s in the job description.”

He smirks. Barely.

“And composed.”

I shrug. “Helps when the tips depend on it.”

Elliot leans in now, eyes raking over me like he’s trying to guess my bra size and GPA in the same glance. “You ever think about what else you could do with all that composure?” he asks.

I smile. Empty. Mechanical. “Every day, Mr. Harrington. Especially while I’m studying tort law.”

Nathan’s smirk twitches again. “You’re studying law?”

“NYU,” I say. “Second year.”

His gaze lingers on me a beat longer. “Smart and fast.”

“I try.”

“Try harder,” Elliot mutters under his breath.

Nathan’s eyes narrow. Just slightly.

I take that as my cue to get out before someone asks me to sit on a lap and pretend it’s a throne.

“Let me know if you need anything else,” I say, turning on my heel without waiting for permission.

But even as I walk away, I feel it.

The weight of Nathan Cross’s attention.

And I hate that part of me—some deep, broken, involuntary part—responds to it.

My fingers twitch on the tray. My jaw tightens.

I don’t want him to look at me like that.

I don’t want to care that he did.

Nathan’s stare doesn’t just follow me—it brands me.

Even after I turn away, I can feel it, like heat stitched into my spine. Every time I pass a mirrored wall or glance up from a tray, he’s there. Watching. Waiting. Like a man who already knows the ending—and is just giving me time to catch up.

The women around him don’t bother hiding their disdain. Blonde, bronzed, and Botoxed—packaged perfection with death behind their eyes. One gives me a look that could skin a lesser girl alive. As if my existence is an editing mistake in their high-gloss frame.

Yeah. Message received.

I make it to the locker room on autopilot. Push through the door like I’m outrunning a car crash and press my palms to cold metal. Forehead to steel. Eyes shut.

Breathe.

Rent. Tuition. Mom’s prescriptions.

Not Cross.

Not this.

Not now.

“You keep forehead-fucking that locker and it’s gonna file a restraining order.”

Adam.

Of course.

His voice cuts through the static, dry and disaffected—thank God. The only sound in this whole damn place that doesn’t make my skin crawl.

He strolls in like he’s walking a runway made of bad decisions. Black shirt snug across his chest, sleeves rolled just enough to show off forearms and attitude. Sandy hair artfully messy. Collarbone sharp enough to slice a trust fund.

“You’re late,” I mutter, still facing the locker.

He shrugs, leaning against the one next to mine. “Elliot got cologne on me again. Had to change. Apparently, ejaculating on someone’s chest is his preferred goodbye.”

I turn slightly. “Charming.”

“Oh, deeply. Between the orgasm and the asset diversification pitch, I almost felt like a person.”

A real laugh slips out. Brief. Bright. Almost foreign.

“Do you two at least cuddle after, or is that reserved for whoever handles his offshore accounts?”

Adam rolls his eyes. “Cuddle? Babe, I’m lucky if he remembers I exist once he zips up. He’s got the post-nut clarity of a hedge fund apocalypse.”

I smirk. “You’re a slut.”

“I’m a slut with boundaries,” he retorts. “There’s a difference. Mostly spelled out in NDAs.”

I turn toward him fully, trying to shake the tension coiled at the base of my spine. But he sees it. Of course he does.

And the shift in him is immediate.

He straightens, arms crossed. His tone drops.

“Lana.”

My stomach knots.

“You’re dancing too close to Nathan Cross.”

I bristle. “He hasn’t touched me.”

“Yet.” Adam’s voice is flat. Cold. “But he’s circling.”

I open my mouth, then close it. Because I can’t lie to him—not when he already sees the war inside me.

“You sound like you’ve seen this before,” I manage.

“I have,” he says. “Not with Nathan. But with men like him. Elliot. Julian. The whole Dominion dynasty of ego-driven sociopaths who treat women like acquisitions and loyalty like a kink.”

I cross my arms, but the chill’s already crawling under my skin.

“They don’t flirt,” Adam continues. “They assess. They dismantle. And they only want the ones they think will break the prettiest.”

The silence stretches between us.

He softens, just barely.

“I know they look good in suits and smell like ruin. But they’re not gods, Lana. They’re just bored men with too much power and zero consequences.”

I nod, jaw tight.

“I’m not falling for him,” I say. Cool. Certain. Practiced.

“Good,” Adam says. “Then don’t flinch. Don’t blush. Don’t let him watch you bleed. These men? They don’t drink—they drain.”

My throat tightens. “I don’t feel better than that.”

“So fake it,” he says. “I do every time Elliot calls me ‘bro’ and tries to pretend I’m just another thrill between quarterly reports.”

We both laugh, but it’s hollow. There’s weight behind it. History. Warnings unspoken.

Adam straightens his cuffs like armor. “Come on. Time to deliver overpriced poison to emotionally stunted billionaires.”

I grab my tray.

“Just another night in hell.”

He winks. “Welcome to Vortex, baby. Where the trauma’s on the house.”

We walk out together, side by side, into the dark pulse of the club.

And even though I’m drowning in everything I hate about this place, I’m glad I’m not doing it alone.

My fingers tremble as I approach Nathan Cross’s table. My tray doesn’t. That’s the trick. Keep the hands steady. Breathe through the adrenaline slamming against my ribs.

Adam’s voice drifts through my mind—Show strength. Don’t let him smell fear.

Nathan’s gaze tracks me like a predator too bored to pounce. Cold. Unblinking. Like he’s measuring me—not as a person, but as a possession.

I meet his eyes.

Hold.

A second too long.

And let a smile curl at the corner of my mouth. Small. Defiant. A flicker of fire just to prove I’m still here.

Then I lower the tray with mechanical grace, pulse pounding loud enough to drown out the music. I don’t flinch. Not in front of him.

By the time my shift ends, I’m wrung out—nerves shot, body aching, senses frayed by too many touches and too much noise. But the wad of cash in my apron helps. $2,500. Enough to buy a few more weeks of pretending I’m not drowning.

I slip out the back, through the staff hallway choked with cigarette smoke and perfume ghosts. The music fades, the velvet ropes disappear, and the air hits like a gasp of something real.

Brooklyn feels a world away from Vortex’s glitter and rot.

But it’s mine.

Ours.

Mark.

The thought of him softens something in my chest—loosens a knot I didn’t know I’d tied. His messy curls. The ink smudges on his fingers. That quiet steadiness in his eyes when everything else spins too fast.

He looks at me like I haven’t already started fading.

We met during first semester—me drowning in civil procedure, him crashing into my study table with a sketchpad and a mouth full of wild.

“Sorry,” he said, grinning. “Didn’t mean to interrupt your spiral. Or maybe I did.”

“Do you always show up like this?” I’d asked.

“Only for girls who look like they need saving from case law.”

And just like that, he stayed.

Where I craved control, he brought chaos. Color. A little bit of softness in a world made of granite and deadlines. He never asked me to shrink. Just carved out space for me to breathe.

When I unlock the apartment door, the weight of the night crashes into me all at once.

Here, everything feels different.

The air smells like turpentine and cinnamon tea. Paint-splattered canvases line the walls. One leans near the kitchen sink—wet, chaotic, alive. This place isn’t perfect, but it breathes.

“Mark?” I call out, kicking off my heels with a wince.

He looks up from the floor, a brush between his teeth, his shirt a lost cause. His curls flop into his eyes, and when he sees me, he smiles.

Soft. Real. Like I’m the best part of his day.

“Hey, you.”

He rises, arms around me before I can speak. Warmth and comfort, no questions asked. His touch is familiar. His chest smells like cinnamon, paint, and a world I used to want.

I let him hold me.

But my cheek against his shoulder?

It doesn’t anchor me like it used to.

Instead, I drift.

To ice-blue eyes that watched me like a warning.

To a voice that said my name like a promise he never intended to keep.

Nathan.

My stomach knots. Shame creeps in like rot. I blink hard and push the thought away.

“Long shift?” Mark murmurs, lips brushing my temple.

“Brutal,” I whisper. I leave out the rest.

He doesn’t press. He never does.

He just holds me, fingers sketching slow circles into my back like he can draw the exhaustion out of my skin.

“I wish I could fix it.”

“You already do,” I lie, softly. Because it used to be true.

“Movie and popcorn?” I ask, pulling back.

His smile is easy, worn in like an old sweater. “Only if I pick.”

“Not a chance.”

We curl onto the couch, a tangle of mismatched blankets and burnt popcorn. The movie flickers. Something we’ve seen before. Something safe.

Mark’s hand moves along my arm—steady, soothing.

But my mind keeps moving.

Back to Vortex. Back to Nathan. Back to the way he looked at me like he already knew how I’d fall.

Here, in this apartment, with the only man who’s ever made me feel seen…

I should feel whole.

Instead, I feel inches away from something I can’t reach.

And as sleep begins to pull me under, I let Mark hold me.

Because tomorrow, the performance starts again.

And tonight, I need the lie.

Even if I can already feel it slipping through my fingers.

After a full day of back-to-back lectures designed by sadists masquerading as professors, I walk into Vortex already fraying at the edges.

The staff backroom hums with fluorescent despair and the subtle aroma of broken dreams. I strip off my hoodie and jeans like shedding a skin I actually liked, swapping it for the black dress that screams objectify me in four languages.

It hugs every insecurity with enthusiasm—hips, thighs, tits. The kind of dress that makes you feel like both bait and a trap, but mostly bait.

I stop in front of the mirror, smoothing the fabric like it’ll magically make me sleeker, sexier, sharper. It doesn’t. The girl staring back looks like she’s running on caffeine and spite. Dark circles. Windblown hair. Mascara barely holding the line.

She doesn’t look like a fantasy.

She looks like a footnote in someone else’s.

The other girls—the ones Nathan actually looks at for longer than a second—they don’t fidget. They float. They don’t have to rehearse their worth in front of a mirror. They just are.

Me?

I’m the before photo in a plastic surgeon’s portfolio. Too much curve. Too much sarcasm. Not enough resignation.

Still, I square my shoulders and pull the neckline up once. Then tug it down again.

It’s not about beauty here.

It’s about illusion.

The second I hit the floor, the bass crawls up my spine like a bad decision. Adam’s at the bar, looking like he’s one tequila shot away from faking his death.

“VIP again,” he drawls, eyes dragging over me like he’s diagnosing trauma. “Guess they missed your sparkling personality.”

I sigh, already bracing. “Of course. Nothing says ‘girl next door’ like vodka delivery and soul erosion.”

As we pass each other, he brushes my arm and leans in like we’re conspiring. “Try not to trip and fall into Elliot’s lap. He’s in his pansexual philosopher era again. Says he’s ‘detoxing from heteronormativity.’”

I snort. “Let me guess—by railroading bartenders and reciting Plato mid-blowjob?”

“Something like that,” Adam deadpans. “He came and then told me desire is a prison. I told him so was his jawline.”

I laugh. Too loud. Too real.

We both know what this place is. A feeding ground for men who were told the world belonged to them—and actually got to collect.

Adam calls it recreational hypocrisy.

I call it Thursday.

But my amusement dies the moment I cross into the lion’s den.

Velvet ropes. Crystal glass. Glittering rot.

Nathan Cross and Elliot Harrington.

Thrones occupied. Girls draped like accessories. Power so thick it chokes.

Nathan looks carved out of night—black suit, black tie, that signature lean that says I dare you. One hand on the blonde in his lap, the other holding a glass of whiskey like he might crush it if the wrong word’s said.

He’s whispering something low against her neck.

She giggles.

Too loud.

Too forced.

But his eyes?

They’re not on her.

They’re on me.

Of course they are.

Ice-blue. Unmoving. Assessing like I’m a stock option he hasn’t decided to ruin yet.

Elliot sits beside him like chaos incarnate—smiling like he already knows how the night ends. Blond, sharp, dangerous in the way cologne ads pretend to be. If Nathan’s the guillotine, Elliot’s the blade dipped in champagne.

“Lana,” Nathan says. His voice is dark velvet and slow death. “Impeccable timing. Another round.”

His stare pins me like a dart to a board. Not with hunger.

With expectation.

I nod, letting my face smooth over. Unreadable. Untouchable.

Inside, my spine’s a live wire.

Outside?

Polished service smile.

Elliot leans forward, his gaze dragging over me like he’s pricing parts.

“You look exquisite tonight,” he purrs. “When are you going to let me ruin you properly?”

I smile—sweet, sharp, the kind that cuts.

“Schedule’s a little tight. Maybe pencil me in between your midlife crisis and your next apology to HR?”

He laughs. Genuinely.

Nathan doesn’t.

His hand tightens on the blonde’s hip. Subtle. Silent. But the tension ripples.

Mine, that gesture says.

Even if he hasn’t said it yet.

Even if I haven’t agreed.

I glance back at him, eyebrows raised like I didn’t feel the chill of his jaw locking.

“Appreciate the offer, Mr. Harrington,” I say smoothly. “But I’m not currently accepting applications for ego rehab.”

Elliot’s grin stretches wider. Nathan’s stare stays locked on me.

Still. Sharp.

“Work shouldn’t steal all your joy, Lana,” he says, low and amused. “You’d be surprised what play can teach you.”

My breath hitches. Just a beat.

“Perhaps another time,” I say, voice cool as glass.

I turn on my heel without waiting to be dismissed.

Because I know exactly what kind of men they are.

And I’ve made it this far by staying beneath their notice.

But now?

Nathan’s noticing.

And the worst part?

Some twisted, reckless part of me wants him to keep looking.

Wants to see how far I can push before I’m pulled under.

But not tonight.

Tonight, I walk away.

With my tray steady.

My steps even.

And my pulse pounding like I’ve already stepped off the edge.

I slip into the hallway just past the VIP curtain and exhale like I’ve been holding my breath for hours.

My phone buzzes in my pocket.

Mark.

Of course.

I fish it out, thumb hovering over the screen.

But I don’t open the message.

Not yet.

Because no matter how many times I tell myself he’s the safe choice—the right choice—the one who sees me...

Nathan’s still the one who feels like a threat I want to touch.

And I don’t know how to come back from that.

Guilt cuts through me like a wire pulled too tight.

I swipe to answer before I can stop myself, already folding into the voice I wear for him.

“Hey,” I say softly, forcing warmth into a throat gone raw.

“Lana?” Mark’s voice is careful, tender, like he’s bracing for something he doesn’t want to hear. “You okay? You sound… off.”

“I’m fine,” I lie, too fast. Too light.

“Just tired. Long night.”

There’s a pause. The kind that says he knows.

“You don’t sound tired,” he says gently. “You sound like you’re somewhere else.”

Because I am.

I'm still in that hallway. Still hearing his voice like smoke.

“I’m just tired,” I repeat, quieter this time. It’s the only excuse that doesn’t taste like betrayal.

“Lana…” His voice shifts—lower now, careful but earnest. “I know you. I can feel you slipping. Talk to me. What’s going on?”

His words hit like bruises I asked for.

Because he’s right.

He always is.

Mark sees the cracks I try to cover. The slow rot behind the smile.

“I have to go,” I murmur, shame curdling in my chest. “I’ll see you soon, okay? I love you.”

Silence.

Too long.

Then: “Love you too.”

But it’s faded now.

Like we both heard the goodbye buried in it.

I hang up before I cry. Before I confess. Before I say Nathan’s name and destroy everything good I’ve ever had.

My back hits the wall. I squeeze my eyes shut.

This is what unraveling feels like.

This is what it means to want someone who ruins you.

But I’m done with that.

I inhale once—deep, steady—and shove it all down.

The guilt. The ache. The heat.

I crush it under my heel like everything else I can’t afford to feel.

And I go back to work.

Because I’m not some girl on the edge of unraveling.

I’m Lana fucking Reyes.

And I know better.

The crowd swells around me—champagne flutes clink, music pounds, laughter slices—but I slip back into the rhythm like I never left. My tray balances effortlessly on one hand. My smile returns, fixed and false and perfect.

Nathan Cross isn’t worth burning my life to ash.

He’s not interested in me. He’s interested in possession. In power. In peeling someone open and leaving them hollow.

I’ve seen enough girls orbit too close to the sun.

I’m not here to melt.

I approach the VIP lounge with my head high, but my soul zipped in armor. The sound of Elliot’s laugh reaches me first—low and amused, like he’s already rehearsing his next scandal.

“What can I get for you, gentlemen?” I ask, cool and composed. My voice doesn’t tremble. My pulse might—but that’s none of their business.

Elliot lifts his head, gaze crawling over me like a designer parasite. “Another round, sweetheart. And the good stuff. We’re celebrating.”

Nathan doesn’t speak. He doesn’t need to. He shifts slightly—barely. But the air around him tenses, like even the molecules know who’s in charge.

“Celebrating what?” I ask, tone light, chin tilted just enough to let them know I’m not afraid—even if my skin’s crawling.

Elliot grins wider. “The inevitable.”

Nathan’s gaze tracks up my body—slow, calculating. Not a single flicker of warmth. Just ownership without the courtesy of a purchase.

He lands on my eyes like he’s daring me to flinch.

I don’t.

I lift a brow, just enough to answer, Not today, Satan.

“Coming right up,” I say smoothly, turning before they can mistake this for interest.

Because Nathan Cross doesn’t flirt. He studies. He dissects. He waits for your guard to drop and then devours whatever’s left.

And I won’t be another name in his collection of wreckage.

When I return with the drinks, Elliot raises his glass, eyes glinting like he knows something I don’t.

“To unforgettable nights,” he says, “and what we take from them.”

His stare clings like smoke.

Nathan doesn’t toast. He just watches me.

Like he’s playing a game and already knows I’ll lose.

But he’s wrong.

I lift my chin. Let my mouth curl into something cold.

“To forgetting them,” I reply, voice dry as gin. “The best nights always are.”

I turn on my heel and walk away.

My tray is light.

But the tension clings like static.

The rest of the shift rolls by in a smear of bodies and base notes. I move like I’ve got nothing left to lose—precise, polished, detached.

Nathan’s stare follows me anyway.

Everywhere.

Even when I’m not looking.

Especially then.

But I let it burn.

Let it pass through me without sticking.

Because he doesn’t get to live in my head rent-free.

Not anymore.

Not when I know how this ends.

And then I catch Adam’s eyes across the bar.

They’re sharp. Focused.

He tips his chin toward the hallway.

A warning.

My gut twists before my feet even move.

Something’s wrong.

Adam never looks like that unless a storm’s coming.

I duck into the hallway—where the bass dies, and the air tastes like secrets.

Adam’s already there. Back pressed to the wall, arms crossed, expression locked tight.

“Lana,” he says, low and clipped. “We need to talk.”

My stomach drops. “What is it?”

He glances toward the floor, then steps into my space—close enough to shield. Close enough to make it real.

“It’s Nathan Cross,” he says. “You need to stay the fuck away from him.”

My throat tightens. “You don’t even know—”

“I do,” he snaps, and that edge slices clean through whatever defense I was about to throw up.

He’s not being dramatic.

He’s scared.

“I’ve worked here long enough to recognize his type,” Adam says, voice low and dangerous. “He doesn’t flirt, Lana. He hunts.”

I swallow hard. “That’s a little much.”

“Is it?” His eyes flash. “Have you looked at yourself lately? You’re already fraying. Already thinking about him when you should be thinking about law school and getting the hell out of here.”

I go quiet.

Because he’s not wrong.

“I’ve seen it before,” he continues. “Girls who think they’re too smart to fall for it. And they are—at first. Until he peels them apart one look at a time. One compliment. One command. Until they’re pieces.”

My chest feels tight. Like the truth is pressing against my ribs, demanding to be heard.

“He doesn’t want you,” Adam says. “He wants to watch you come undone. That spark you’ve got? That fire? He doesn’t worship it. He breaks it.”

I nod slowly. The ache in my chest sharpens into resolve.

“Thanks,” I murmur. “Really.”

He touches my arm, quick and fierce. “You promise me, Lana. You see him coming, you turn the other way. You call me if you can’t. I don’t care if it’s the middle of the night.”

“I promise,” I whisper.

Because I mean it.

Because I have to.

Because Nathan Cross is the kind of man who leaves beautiful wreckage behind.

I'm not the girl who walked into this night. That girl wanted him to look again. This one wants him to forget her name.

I step back into the chaos, the music hitting me like a slap. The lights feel harsher now. The club—colder.

But I keep moving.

Because I still have choices.

Because I still have fire.

Because he doesn’t get to ruin me.

Not tonight.

Not ever.

Across the room—calm, composed, dangerous.

He’s not speaking. Not moving.

Just watching.

Like a decision already made.

Like I’m the answer to a question no one else heard.

My hands tremble.

My legs move anyway.

Smile. Walk. Pretend.

But Adam’s words won’t leave me.

He doesn’t flirt. He hunts.

And I’ve already been marked.

The noise of the club swallows me whole again, but everything feels louder now. Meaner. Like the floor’s slanted and the air’s thinner, and every pair of eyes is a loaded weapon.

But I keep moving.

I serve drinks. Flash smiles. Count seconds instead of glances. Every tray I carry is another round in a game I didn’t agree to play. My feet ache. My back screams. My pulse never fully settles.

But I survive the shift.

Barely.

By the time the lights start coming up and the crowd thins to high-heeled wreckage and lipstick ghosts, I’m running on muscle memory.

Until I count the tips.

And freeze.

Four thousand, eight hundred and sixty dollars.

I stare at the stack like it might disappear if I blink.

Half of it—at least—is from one table.

One man.

Nathan Cross.

Of course it is.

He didn’t just watch me all night. He paid for the privilege.

It’s not a gift.

It’s a message.

A soft leash. A velvet warning. A reminder that he’s not chasing me.

He’s already collected the receipt.

I shove the cash into my bag, careful not to let the weight of it sink into my spine. This isn’t payment. This isn’t flattery.

This is power dressed up like generosity.

And I’m not fucking taking the bait.

Not tonight.

Not ever.

I change quickly, trading stilettos for sneakers, silk for denim. The black dress goes back on its hanger. First I wore it to disappear. Now I take off to remember I still exist.

The locker clicks shut. The night doesn't leave. It clings-to my hair, my breath, the space behind my ribs. Like something waiting to be let back in.

But I walk out anyway.

Through the back, past the last of the staff flicking lighters and exhaling ghosts into the alley. Past the puddles of perfume and shattered glamor. Past the line of black cars waiting to collect girls who won’t remember what they said yes to.

Not me.

I turn toward the subway.

Toward something real.

The night is cold. My breath fogs. My body aches.

But I earned every dollar.

And I kept every piece of myself.

For now.

My heels strike pavement, fast and purposeful, but each step feels shaky underneath the noise I’m trying to silence. Like I’m trying to outrun something that’s already under my skin.

Adam’s voice haunts me.

Once he has you, you don’t walk away intact.

I wrap my arms around myself tighter, jaw clenched. Think about anything else. Tuition. Rent. My mom’s prescriptions. The exam I’m not ready for. The list of things I need to survive.

Not him.

Then—

A sound.

Low. Lethal.

A car slows beside me.

Smooth. Sleek. Black as consequence.

The kind of car that doesn’t belong on this street—or anywhere outside a high-security compound and a Forbes cover.

Of course.

Because of course.

The window glides down like a scene cue, and there he is—Nathan Cross in the driver’s seat, looking like the problem I never asked for but apparently subscribed to.

“Get in,” he says, voice low and velvet-lined. Like it’s a suggestion. Like he’s not already sure I will.

I don’t stop walking.

“Not tonight,” I toss over my shoulder, sharp and clipped.

The car keeps pace.

Of course it does.

“Where are you going?” he asks, like he has a right to know. Like this is some kind of check-in and not a high-speed rerun of leave me the hell alone.

“Home. Somewhere you’re not invited,” I say without looking.

There’s a pause.

Then, “You shouldn’t be walking alone.”

I stop.

Not because I agree.

Because I’m pissed.

I turn to face him slowly, arms still folded tight around myself. “And you care now? After spending the whole night looking at me like a chew toy you haven’t decided whether to bite or discard?”

His expression doesn’t change.

That’s what gets me.

Not a flicker of guilt. No flash of amusement. Just calm, composed Nathan Cross, sitting behind the wheel of a car that probably cost more than my entire law degree, watching me like I’m the one making bad choices.

“You’re angry,” he says quietly.

“No,” I snap. “I’m realistic. You don’t want a girl. You want a reaction. A win. Something to play with until it stops being fun.”

His jaw ticks—barely.

“You’re wrong.”

“About which part?”

He doesn’t answer.

And that silence?

That silence is the whole damn answer.

I exhale, shake my head. “I’m not going to be your next object lesson. I’ve got enough wreckage in my life without letting you make art out of it.”

A beat of silence passes. He looks at me the way a wolf looks at a gate—like it’s optional.

“You should let me take you home.”

“Why?” I ask, cold now. “So you can say you’ve been inside every part of me?”

His mouth hardens. His grip tightens on the wheel.

Good.

I turn again. Walk.

He doesn’t call out.

Doesn’t argue.

Just lets me go.

And I tell myself that’s a win.

Even if my hands are still shaking.

Even if my pulse still echoes the memory of his voice like a bruise I asked for.

Even if every step away feels like dragging a blade through my ribs.

But I don’t stop.

Because I need this.

I need distance.

I need silence.

I need control.

I need to remember who I am before his orbit starts rewriting me.

Because Nathan Cross doesn’t get to unravel me.

Not when I’ve stitched myself together from worse.

Not when I’ve fought this hard to stay whole.

Not when I already know what he is.

Beautiful.

Deadly.

And not worth the ruin.

The streets are quieter now. Just the buzz of traffic, the distant wail of sirens, the bite of cold air against my skin. My breath fogs out in front of me, sharp and shallow.

Then I catch it—my reflection in the dark glass of a closed office tower. Towering. Sleek. Unforgiving.

I stop.

There I am. Hoodie drawn tight, fists clenched, eyes lit with something wild beneath the exhaustion.

I step closer. Look harder.

She’s still there—the girl who walked into this night trying to stay small.

But something’s shifted.

Not softer. Sharper.

I stare myself down and whisper it like a vow.

“I’m Lana Reyes. Twenty-three. NYU law student. Not a fucking groupie.”

And this time, the girl in the glass doesn’t flinch.

She nods.

And keeps walking.