LOGINMoana’s POV
The forest suddenly became so quiet I could hear the soft snow falling on the leaves.
I remained on my knees in the cold dirt. The golden light continued to glow between my chest and Eldrick’s heart. It felt warm, like a soft blanket, but fear made my whole body shake. I looked up at the high stone ledge. Eldrick stood there, staring down at me. His face showed no kindness, only dark, angry fire.
“Please, Alpha,” I whispered. But my voice was too small for him to hear.
I wanted to tell him I was not my father. I wanted to tell him I had worked hard for the last three years to prove I was a good wolf. But the words stayed stuck in my throat.
Eldrick took a step closer to the edge of the rock. He looked at the golden cord, then at the hundreds of wolves watching us.
“Look at her,” Eldrick shouted. His voice cracked like thunder across the clearing. “Look at the mate the Moon Goddess has given to your Alpha.”
Elara laughed first. It was a mean, sharp sound. Sela joined her, her voice loud and cruel.
“She is a servant!” Elara yelled. “She cleans the toilets!”
“She is the daughter of the man who tried to kill you, Alpha!” a man in the clearing shouted.
“She is a stain on our pack!” Sela barked.
I pulled my arms around my body. I felt so small, like a bug everyone wanted to crush under their boots.
The golden light pulsed once, twice, trying to pull me toward him. My wolf — the small, quiet animal inside me — wanted to run to him. She wanted to shift, howl, and lick his face. She thought we were finally safe.
He is our mate, my wolf whispered inside me. He will protect us.
But my mind knew better. Eldrick did not want to protect me.
“Silence!” Eldrick roared. The pack went quiet at once.
He turned his golden eyes back to me. They were cold and hard. There was no love in them, only disgust.
“Moana Ashclaw,” he said.
My name sounded like a curse on his lips.
“You think because the moon chose you, you are my Luna? You think you will sit on a throne next to me?”
I looked up at him, tears running down my face.
“I… I don’t want a throne,” I swallowed hard. “I just want people to see me for who I am.”
“I see you,” he spat. “I see a traitor. I see the blood of the man who tried to end my life. I see a girl too weak to even stand up straight.”
He lifted his right hand. The golden cord began to shake. It felt like he was pulling on my heart with a sharp hook. The pain made me gasp for air.
“Eldrick, wait!”
Kaelen, the Beta, stepped toward the ledge. Worry showed on his face.
“The bond is sacred, Eldrick. The Moon Goddess does not make mistakes. Maybe there is a reason…”
“Reason?” Eldrick murmured.
“The reason is a test, Kaelen!” he yelled, turning to his Beta. “The Goddess is testing my strength! She wants to see if I will be weak and follow a bond, or if I will be a strong leader and protect my pack from bad blood.”
Kaelen glanced at me. For a second, his eyes looked soft, like he felt sorry for me. But he was only the Beta. He could not stop the Alpha.
Eldrick turned back to me. He stood tall, looked at the red moon in the sky, then down at the dirt.
“I, Alpha Eldrick Blackthorn,” he began.
The air in the forest screamed. A strong wind picked up and blew the bonfire flames in every direction. The golden light between us started to turn gray. It fought against him, refusing to break.
“No,” I cried out again. I reached my hand toward him. “Please, Eldrick! It hurts!”
He did not care. He did not even blink.
“I reject you, Moana Ashclaw, as my mate and as the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack,” he shouted.
The words hit louder than thunder.
The golden cord did not just fade. It exploded. A bolt of lightning struck the center of my chest. I flew backward and hit the hard ground.
The pain was worse than anything I had ever felt. It felt like my heart was ripping in half. Like acid was burning through my skin and deep into my bones.
I screamed like a dying animal. I curled into a tight ball in the mud, clutching my chest, trying to hold my soul together.
On the ledge, Eldrick groaned. He stumbled back and clutched his own chest. His face turned pale. But he quickly stood straight again, forcing himself to look strong.
The light disappeared. The forest grew dark once more. Only the red moon and the dying orange fire remained.
“The bond is broken,” Eldrick said. His voice shook, but he sounded proud. “I have cast the traitor out. She is nothing to me now. She is nothing to this pack.”
The wolves began to howl. It was not a happy sound. It was a victory howl over an enemy. They celebrated my pain.
Sela walked up while I was still on the ground. She looked down at me and kicked dirt onto my dress.
“Did you hear him, rat?” she whispered so only I could hear. “He hates you. We all hate you. You should have died with your father.”
I could not move. I could not breathe. Every breath felt like broken glass cutting through my lungs and chest.
I looked up at the ledge one last time. Eldrick was already walking away. He did not look back. He did not care to check if I was okay. He disappeared into the dark trees with his head held high.
Kaelen stayed for a moment. He looked at me lying in the mud and opened his mouth to speak, but Elder Marek stepped beside him.
“Leave her,” Marek said, his voice cold. “She is a rejected thing now. She must find her own way back to the cellar. If she survives the night, she has floors to scrub in the morning.”
One by one, the wolves left the clearing. They laughed and talked about the party they would have later. They left me alone in the dark.
I stayed in the mud for a long time. The bonfire died down to gray ash. The red moon hid behind a cloud.
My chest felt cold and empty. The warm golden feeling from before was gone, replaced by a deep black hole.
We are alone, my wolf whimpered. She was crying. She hid in the darkest corner of my mind and did not want to come out again.
I forced myself to sit up. My hands shook so hard I could barely use them. My vision was blurry from tears. I looked at the spot on my chest where the light had touched me. A small red mark burned there now, like a scar.
It was the mark of a rejected mate.
I stood up slowly. My legs felt like water. I held onto the trees so I would not fall.
I walked back toward the pack house, but I did not go to the front door. I took the small wooden door that led to the cellar. I walked down the stone steps into the darkness.
I crawled onto my small bed made of straw. It was cold and smelled like dust.
“I am Moana,” I whispered into the dark cellar. “I am not a traitor. And I do not deserve this.”
But as I closed my eyes to sleep, all I could hear was Eldrick’s voice.
“I reject you, Moana Ashclaw.”
The words echoed in my head again and again. I fell asleep with fire burning in my chest, wondering if I would wake up the next day.
Moana’s POVI slowly looked toward my bed.And froze.Sitting there, arranged with more care than anything had ever been arranged on that straw mattress before, were things that did not belong to me. Could not belong to me. I stepped closer, my bare feet quiet against the cold stone floor, and let my eyes move over each piece one at a time, almost afraid that if I looked too fast, it would all disappear.A pair of ankle boots sat first, the leather still stiff and unworn, dark brown and stitched with a neat, even hand. I touched them before I even realized I had reached out, running my fingers along the seams. Beside them rested a satchel, larger and sturdier than the worn one I had carried for years, its buckles polished bright. Next to that, a belt, and folded on top of it, a dress the color of warm earth, beaded along the neckline in small brown stones that caught the lantern light every time I shifted my weight. And draped over the edge of the bed, heavy and soft, a fur cloak thic
Moana’s POV As I stood there taking the whole sight in, a familiar voice called from behind me. “Map Bearer.” I turned. One of Eldrick’s royal guards stood a few steps away. He bowed his head slightly toward me. The small gesture of respect surprised me more than it should have. “The Alpha requests your presence in your cellar,” he said. My stomach dropped. “My… cellar?” The guard gave a single nod. For a moment, I simply stared at him. Why would Alpha Eldrick want to see me in my cellar? He had never been there before. Not once. My mind immediately began searching for an answer, each possibility worse than the last. Had I done something wrong? Had someone told him about the markings? Had Astrid said something? Or— My eyes dropped instinctively toward the scarf around my neck. No. I had been careful. At least, I hoped I had. I glanced once toward Astrid’s cottage, then back at the guard. Oh no. I had spent far too long with Astrid. Perh
Moana’s POV Astrid’s cottage suddenly felt very cold, as though winter had reached its peak inside the small room. I pressed both hands against my chest. My heart pounded so fiercely that I thought it might burst through my ribs. I tried to hide the rejection mark beneath my palms, but a dull ache continued to pulse beneath my scarf. Astrid did not move. Her cloudy eyes remained fixed on my face. “Daughter of Kyrian Ashclaw,” she said again, her voice low and steady. “Do you have the mark of the First Luna?” My eyes fell to the floor. I closed them, but it did nothing to stop the tears. They slipped down my cheeks before I could wipe them away. Shame and fear twisted together inside me, tightening my throat until it became difficult to speak. “Yes,” I whispered. “It appeared the night of the Blood Moon ritual… the night Alpha Eldrick rejected me as his mate.” Astrid turned her face toward the stone ceiling, as if she could see something I could not. Then her foggy eyes sn
Moana’s POVSela stepped into my path outside the library, her arms folded tightly across her chest. A sickly sweet smile spread across her face, but I had seen enough of her over the years to know it never meant anything good.“Well, if it isn’t Alpha Eldrick’s new Map Bearer,” she mocked.I didn’t flinch.For the first time in years, I didn’t lower my eyes either. I simply raised my head and held her gaze.“Move out of my way, Sela,” I said, keeping my voice calm. “I have orders from the Alpha, and unlike you, I have somewhere important I need to be.”The words came out sharper than I intended, and all three of them seemed to be caught by surprise. Anna and Elara exchanged a quick glance at themselves, their mocking smiles disappearing almost immediately. Even Sela stood there staring at me for a heartbeat, as though she couldn’t believe I had spoken back to her.I didn’t wait to see what she would say or do next. I just walked past them, adjusting the satchel resting against my hip
Moana’s POV When the council meeting finally ended, everyone rose at once to carry out Alpha Eldrick’s orders. The war chiefs strode from the Great Hall, already discussing which warriors would ride north. The elders departed with grim faces, their voices low as they spoke among themselves. Kaelen remained beside Alpha Eldrick while the rest of the hall slowly emptied. I returned to Alpha Eldrick’s study. I couldn’t leave my work unfinished. The bucket and brush still waited where the guards had left them earlier. Dust still clung to the corners of the heavy table and the shelves lined with old scrolls. I finished cleaning in silence, moving the cloth in slow, steady circles while my thoughts remained fixed on everything I had heard during the war council. Three hundred elite warriors. Six thousand rogues. Two nights until we rode north. As I continued working, the world beyond the walls of Night Claw Hold refused to leave my thoughts. I had spent almost my entire life with
Moana’s POV The heavy doors to the Great Hall groaned as the guards pushed them open. Warm air rolled out to meet me, carrying the lingering scent of stale ale, burning pine, leather, roasted meat, and old timber. My heartbeat quickened as I stepped inside behind them. My boots echoed softly against the polished timber floor, sounding far louder than they should have in the silence. The hall was nothing like it had been the night before. The music was gone. So were the laughter, the dancing, and the endless stream of carved ale horns raised in celebration. The long feast tables had been cleared away, leaving only a broad meeting table standing in the centre of the hall. Pale morning light poured through the high windows, stretching across the wooden floor in long golden beams. The silence somehow felt heavier than all the noise from the feast. My eyes slowly lifted until they settled on the broad meeting table. Several people were already seated around it. I recognized ma
Moana’s POV“What are you doing here at this time of the night, Moana?”The voice cracked through the hallway like a whip.My heart seized. I was right by the dark corner near the study door, my knees still pressed against the cold stone floor. My fingers had just closed around the thin, crisp parch
Moana’s POVThe guard’s grip bruised my right shoulder as he shoved me through the heavy oak doors. Pain shot up my arm as I stumbled into the room.Think, Moana. Think.Don’t look back.Behind me, my father’s letter still lay somewhere near the doorway.“I caught her lurking behind the door, Alpha,
Moana’s POVIn the morning, I wake up on my straw bed in the cellar. The morning sun does not feel warm. It feels like a cold weight pressing against my eyes. My chest hurts with every breath, like it is filled with broken glass. Sharp pain shoots through my ribs. My wolf stays silent and cold in th
Moana’s POV Tonight the air in the forest is so cold, it feel’s like needles on my skin. I stood in the dark shadows with my back pressed against a large pine tree, my hands shaking inside my pockets. They were covered in small scars from years of hard work. In the Blackthorn Pack, I lived like







