The ride to the campground is going smooth so far. Lana is happily singing songs and chatting about everything she wants to do. Matteo is focused on driving and singing along with Lana. Matteo actually has a decent voice which is shocking to see on the tough alpha. Jasper and I both have good singing voices, something we share in common, with other things.
It’s strange for me to have a sibling I can relate to, hang out with, and talk to. While it’s strange because I definitely never had this with my sisters, it’s also refreshing. I won’t lie I was nervous to tell Jasper the truth, afraid he would reject me like my family did. Their rejection stings like a thousand bees, actually I think the bees would be nicer. At least bees make honey, my family definitely doesn't make honey.
I’m unsure if Felix will be so accepting of me as Jasper is. I’m thankf
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We arrive at the campground. It’s full of people enjoying the fall weather which is the perfect time to camp in my opinion. The leaves are fully changing in warm shades of orange, bright yellows, deep reds, and crunchy brown leaves. The crisp air greets me as I open the car door. We are staying at the Alpha’s cabin. Matteo made sure he had his own private small log cabin on the campground. It’s three bedrooms, two baths, kitchen, and living room complete with a fireplace. Matteo and I haven’t spent much time up at the log cabin since he mated with Cheryl. She wouldn’t let him come. Before her we’d spend entire weekends out here, even when he first became Alpha we came out here without much issue. Then Cheryl came along and ruined everything. I feel bad she’s dead, but at the same time she wasn’t a good person. She treated Matteo like shit from day
During lunch Jasper fills Matteo in on how the conversation went with Felix. I wasn’t expecting Jasper to contact him now. I thought he would do it when he got back, but he wants the meeting to happen when we get back right away. Jasper doesn’t seem like he has the best relationship with our father, so I’m not holding out hope that Felix will accept me.Honestly, I”m not expecting him to. I simply want to meet just to have an idea of who my real father is. My life I have looked up to my mothers mate as my father assuming he was mine. I never thought it was fair that he was taken from me before I could know him, but the truth was he wasn’t mine to even have. Still, I feel connected to him though. He cared and loved me like his own, and part of me thinks he wouldn’t have cared if I was his. For all we know, he knew my mother had an affair, he might have assumed I was
Jasper and I enjoy hunting. It’s just like the old times when he and I would come up here ourselves. Originally, the camp ground was just my cabin. I purchased the land for myself and was going to keep it as my own private place. Then I realized I bought a little too much land for my own personal use. So, I built the camp ground around my cabin.I love coming here. I haven’t been in so long. I always wanted to take Cheryl here with Lana, but she refused. She always refused. Cheryl was what I call a pampered wolf. She didn’t like to get dirty, she only transformed when she had to, she never trained, and she never enjoyed the outdoors. She ignored all her basic wolf instincts to live more like a human. It annoyed the fuck out of me.Thankfully, Amara is nothing like Cheryl. When the idea of a second chance mate got thrown at me short
We are making s’mores by the roaring fire. Matteo and I are curled up together. He is leaning against a log. I’m between his legs. Jasper is helping Lana make everyone s’mores since she insisted she has to make all of us one. It’s cute that she wants to make us s’mores. Lana is turning out to love cooking and baking. She wants to do it as often as possible. She’s also taking an interest in art. I’m happy she is finding ways to help her cope with her emotions while also forming lifelong passions. It’s a beautiful thing to watch a young soul blossom. It’s why I wanted to be a nanny, a mother, and a teacher. My heart is for the pups of this pack and I love that as Luna I can help them thrive. Jasper helps Lana put the marshmallows on the graham crackers and chocolate. Lana giggles as Jasper makes funny sounds. He’s so good with her. Jasper is going t
The weekend passed by quicker than any of us would like. Hard to believe I’m packing the car with our bags while Matteo makes his rounds around the campground. He likes to thank the caregiver over the campground and his family for keeping things running. The campers like to see him when he is here, the pack really loves him as alpha.Amara and Lana are with him. It’s important for the three of them to be seen together as a happy family. The more Amara and Matteo are out in public together showing a united front the better. It helps reassure the pack that they are okay. After Cherly the pack is scared of getting another bad Luna. They don’t want to see their Alpha stuck in a mateship he isn’t happy in.Cherly left many scars in her time in our pack. She damaged Matteo making him colder because of her refusal to even try. She s
Well, the weekend itself was great. It went as well as I hoped it would. Amara had definitely perked up from the earth shattering news she received. Lana was thrilled to be officially adopted. Jasper and I had time to ourselves and so did Amara and I.My mind jump to fucking Amara in the woods, damn that was hot. However, the fun memory is short lived because the reports I’m getting are concerning. The rogue alpha has never attacked two packs at once. He’s growing bolder. The frustrating thing is no one seems to know who this self proclaimed rogue alpha is.He just started showing up a few weeks ago, but no one took him seriously. There have been dozens of fools who try to band together the rogues to attack packs. Some have dubbed themself Alpha in the past, but it never lasted long. This one, he’s not backing down. He’s bold
The weight of Matteo’s absence weighed on us all. I feel like someone has set a sack of bricks on my chest. This is a moment I’ve been fearing since the start of talk war even began. I hope Matteo is safe and that this is just an attack and not the beginning of war. Still, if it’s not the beginning, war is still coming. The rogues aren’t backing down that much is becoming very clear. Jasper and I sit in his office with Amara while she blissfully colors in her coloring books with her headphones on playing her kiddie pop music. Jasper and I have been trying to stay strong for Amara and not fully break down. Matteo’s parents will be at the pack house by the end of the day. They will stay here while Matteo is gone to help out wherever we need them. I know I will need them to help with Lana while I make a public appearance tomorrow with Jasper. We have to reassure the pack and hopefully by then we will h
Morning came faster than I wanted it to. Jasper and I both groan at our phone alarms going off. We both passed out on the bed. The two of us get up and I head back to my room to freshen up. I pick a simple lavender purple dress with silver flats and simple silver jewelry. I want to look nice and not over fancy for both the public announcement that will be broadcasted to everyone in our pack, but for our meeting with Felix.Heading to the bathroom I put on light makeup and toss my hair into a cute crown braid. Then I head to Lana’s room to make sure she is up and ready. Lana is happy to have her grandparents here. It helps distract her from Matteo missing.Matteo texted me this morning to tell me he loved me and missed me. It was a nice little text to have when I first checked my phone this morning. I texted him back that I loved and missed him