Thankfully, my morning sickness has resolved thanks to the meds that the doc prescribed me. Today is my first day out of bed and I‘m ready to move around and do some Luna work. Matteo’s parents have been helping with Lana and pack stuff. Thank the goddess they are here to help. Lana is currently at school while Matteo is off doing Alpha stuff. That wolf is on the hunt for the Crieg.
Everyday that Matteo doesn’t find his enemy the more on edge he becomes. I know he’s doing his best to keep calm for my sake and the pups sake, but he’s struggling. Matteo being on edge puts us all on edge, but he is good at hiding it. So, only those of us who know him well, know he’s hiding it. I guess it’s part of the role of Alpha is to hide your feelings so the pack doesn’t freak out. If they saw him freaked out, on edge, or really any negative emotion they would react and mimic his negative emotions.
Davina has given us amazing details on Crieg. I am determined to find that bastard and kill him. I want to erase everything that has to do with him and Cheryl. I can’t even begin to deal with the anger I feel towards Cheryl. Her betrayal is worse than ever imagined. She’s lucky she’s dead because I’d kill her myself for betraying me, Lana, and my pack. There is no doubt in anyone’s mind that she wasn't sneaking off to visit Crieg. It all makes sense and it all adds up. I can’t believe I actually mourned her death and blamed poor Amara for it. Goddess Amara, I don’t deserve her, but I will sure as hell try to be worthy of her. I may be a good Alpha, but I’m not always the best father or mate. I know that and now that I recognize it, I’m working hard as hell to be the best father and mate I can be. I’ve always wanted a family and now that I have it
I’m sick of everyone thinking I’m the bad guy. I’ve been the bad guy ever since people found out I was cheating on my mate. I know cheating on mates is a bad thing, but I have a high libido. Sally could never keep up and honestly, I don’t find her that attractive. I know she is seen as a saint with her wonderful and forgiving personality. I’m seen as the bad guy, the cheater, the unfaithful one. Sally is always praised for dealing with my cheating ways. Jasper has always been on his mother's side. Now, he is on his mate’s side. A mate who is not worthy to be his mate. I don’t care that Davina comes from an Alpha bloodline. She is tainted, damaged, and ruined. Jasper is better off with a chosen mate, or not a mate at all. He could have a surrogate to have a pup like the humans used to do. She-wolves would be lined up to have the pup of the Beta of one of the most respected packs. He doesn’t need Davi
After lunch’s little disaster which was cleaned up thanks to Matteo. Poor Matteo, the man is under so much stress. The last thing he needs is my father acting like a fool because he can’t seem to get over himself. I’m still shocked and upset with Felix’s behavior towards Davina. Davina is devastated and upset. She feels like she is causing a rift in our family. Sally and I have spent the last few hours talking with her and trying to comfort her. Jasper is off helping Matteo and Klaus with pack business. Matteo hasn’t been pushing Jasper to do his Beta responsibilities as hard knowing that he and Davina need time together. Plus, with Klaus as a second Beta, Jasper can finally have the time he needs. Jasper hasn’t had a break in years. He works hard for our pack and he deserves some time off to help his mate.
Amara rushes into my office with Davina at her side. Jasper is already here with my father. I’m furious. I can’t believe Felix kidnapped my daughter. I will murder him when I find him. I don’t know what his insane ass was thinking, but he’s dead. “Any news?” Amara asks, desperation written on her. “Felix took Lana, straight-up kidnapped her. No one has seen him in hours. We have warriors searching pack grounds and grounds around the pack. We will find him.” Jasper informs Amara. “How could he take her? What was he thinking?” Amara’s tears hitch in her throat. I go over to her and put my arm around her as the sobs take over. “It’s alright, we will find her. This stress isn’t good for the pup. Davina, take her to the doc, see if there is something he
Guilt eats at me. It’s my fault Felix went off the deep end. He’s hated me since he found out I was his son’s mate. I knew Jasper and I marking and mating would piss him off, but I never thought he would kidnap an innocent child.Amara has been a mess. The doc had to give her something to help her sleep, so she wouldn't put too much stress on her body with the pup. Matteo is on a warpath to hunt Felix down. Jasper is ready to murder his father.Maybe I should have never have come to Matteo’s pack. I should have just went to my dad’s pack. I was closer to Matteo’s pack and I wanted to warn him. I barley made it alive to Matteo’s pack. My dad’s pack is hours away from here, there is no way I would have made it alive to his pack.I’m thrilled I fou
Finding Crieg was surprisingly easy. It was the second hide out that Davina has listed. Of course his rogues were all over us the moment Lana and I arrived. I’ve parked my car far enough away, so that no one will find it and if they do they won’t be able to find the hiding spot right away. Right now, a group of rogues are taking us to their leader. Crieg, the bad guy in everyone’s story, just like me. I never wanted to think myself as the villain, but everyone loves to paint as one, so why not wear the colors that everyone has painted me as. They want me to be a villain, I’ll be a vilian. Crieg is hiding out in old mines about five hours from Matteo’s pack. I can’t believe Matteo wasn’t able to find Crieg. So much for the almighty Alpha Matteo being the super Alpha can’t seem to find his enemy. Let’s see him find his precious daughter.
Twenty four hours have passed and I still don’t know where my daughter is. I’m going insane. I have patrols everywhere searching. I’m hoping for someone to find them soon. I want my daughter back. I can’t imagine how scared she must be.Amara is a hot mess. When she isn’t sleeping she’s in tears with fear. I’m trying to keep her calm for the sake of the pup, but even my nerves are frying at the edges. Jasper is on a murder path. Davina is anxiety ridden, blaming herself for this mess. Sally and my parents are trying to keep the four of us from completely losing our minds.The pack doc has been giving Davina meds for anxiety, and giving Amara what he can. Amara is limited because she is pregnant.I’m between anger and wanted to break down and cry
Anger flares in my veins as we head toward our destnation. My father is public enemy number one, next to Creig that is. I can’t believe he would go as far as to kidnap a pup. I knew my father was scum, but I never imagined he would sink so low. I should have figured he would. After all, the man cheat on his mate like it’s a sport. I swear he does it on purpose, or maybe it’s compulsion he can’t control. I’ve tried to figure out why he does it, I’ve even asked him, but he never explains. Instead, he acts like he’s the victim. My mom and I are the victims. I don’t think he knows the drama we have had deal with because of him. The rumors, the whispers, the way pack members look at us with pity because they know what he doing. I’ve spent years doing damage control for our family, so that we would stay in good standing with the pack.