LOGIN“You’re mine, Isabella. My untouched little girl. I will burn this whole world before I let another man get close to you.” Isabella Monroe lost everything. Even her parents. A fire took them when she was just a child, dark and sudden, leaving her alone in a cold, unforgiving world. But Sebastian Hawthorne, her father’s closest friend and the father of her only friend, never walked away. He stayed. He became her shadow. Her shield. The man standing between her and the edge. But Isabella is not the fragile girl everyone thinks she is. She is wild. Strong. She rides her motorcycle like she owns the road, wind in her hair, danger in her smile. She works as a waitress, earning every dollar with pride, refusing to beg, refusing to break. Sebastian tries to control her fire. To tame her reckless soul. But he soon learns something far worse. Controlling his own heart is the real war. He is forbidden in every way. Older. Married, even if the marriage is already dying. And he already has a mistress warming his bed. Every time they meet, the line starts to blur. Care turns into hunger. Protection twists into obsession. One touch from him is enough. Enough to spark something dark and hungry, something that aches low in her body and burns through his control. A need that should not exist. A desire that can ruin them both. Will Isabella give in to the man who once protected her, and now scares her the most… and calls to her in the darkest way?
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“My parents died in that fire. Sometimes I think a part of me died with them.”
Smoke burned my lungs before I even opened my eyes.
Firefighters barely pulled me out while flames swallowed my room whole.
Even now, every time I close my eyes, I still see my parents disappearing through the fire.
I haven’t been the same since that night.
Professor Johnson’s sharp voice cut through the lecture hall.
"Miss Monroe, are you with us or somewhere else?"
My eyes lifted to her. "Sorry, ma’am. Wasn’t listening."
Her lips twisted instantly. "Fourth time I’ve warned you. Keep acting like this and you’ll fail."
A vein pulsed in her neck while her glasses shifted slightly on her nose.
"Get out."
Fear?
Yeah. Didn’t exist.
"No need to get so angry, Professor Johnson. I’ll leave before your glasses crack."
A few whispers spread around the room while I grabbed my bag.
Right before I reached the door, her voice stopped me again.
"Having someone like you in this university is embarrassing. You respect nobody."
A smile pulled at my lips.
"And your existence won’t be much of a loss either."
Gasps followed me outside.
God.
People here act like scared little robots.
The smell of coffee filled the café while lecture notes sat spread across the table. My black coffee stayed untouched beside them.
Sophia’s hand landed on my shoulder.
"That bitch kicked you out again?"
A small smile escaped me.
No matter what happened, Sophia stayed beside me.
We met years ago when she used to visit the orphanage with her father, Mr. Sebastian. Somewhere between stupid conversations and childish games, she became family.
After my parents died, my relatives threw me away like extra baggage nobody wanted. Mr. Sebastian handled everything after that. School. Food. Tuition.
Everything.
Still, after I turned seventeen, he stopped visiting.
Now I’m twenty-two, studying psychiatry at the National Medical College.
The coffee cup spun slowly between my fingers.
"That old woman lives to embarrass me."
Across from me, Sophia fixed her collar with an annoyed look.
"I’ll tell Dad about her. Seriously, this isn’t the first time she’s thrown you out."
A quick shake of my head stopped her.
"No. Your dad’s already done enough for me."
Her expression changed immediately.
"Oh, by the way, Dad’s traveling today to inspect the new hospital construction."
Yeah.
That tone meant trouble.
"And what exactly are you planning?"
A grin spread across her face.
"We’re going back to our holy place."
God.
A groan left me. "Sophia, I don’t wanna smoke again."
"You won’t. Promise. Just say yes."
Silence stretched for a second.
Then the defeat was won.
"Fine. I can never refuse you."
Excitement practically threw her out of the chair.
A laugh escaped me before I could stop it.
"Relax. We’re gonna get kicked out too."
She pushed her short hair behind her ear dramatically.
"Nobody would dare because I’m…"
Eyes closed for effect.
"The daughter of Doctor Sebastian."
That sent both of us into laughter.
Not long later, we were driving toward my apartment.
"I’m still underage," Sophia complained. "My mother acts like breathing should be illegal."
"Mrs. Cassandra is strict, yeah, but she wants what’s best for you. And smoking sucks. Tried it. Hated it."
An annoyed sound came from her.
"You don’t get it, Isabella. Her controlling behavior ruined everything. That’s why Dad left her."
For a second, my mind drifted.
Five years ago.
Sophia was crying so hard over the phone that I could barely understand her while she told me her parents were divorcing.
She was seventeen back then.
"Doesn’t matter anymore," her voice pulled me back. "I’m leaving that house soon anyway."
Apartment keys clicked softly in my hand.
"Nine months left."
A grin spread across her face instantly.
"And then I’m finally free. I swear, I’m entering every nightclub I see."
By evening, we headed to our usual place.
Every Thursday night, that hidden club became our escape.
Teenagers. College students. Loud music. Alcohol everywhere.
Sophia still had a few months before turning twenty-two.
Unlike me.
Mine passed two months ago.
The tight dress hugging my body looked nothing like the cold quiet image people had of me.
Funny, honestly.
People only see what you let them see.
Pink lipstick finished the look while Sophia pulled on her long leather boots.
"Damn… how are you this hot?"
Laughter mixed with perfume while I helped button her dress.
"If I were a guy, you’d be in trouble."
The back of her head earned a quick smack.
"God, you’re disgusting."
Her car stopped outside the nightclub later that night.
From outside, the place looked harmless. Just another small café in a rich neighborhood.
Inside?
Different world.
Music blasted through the walls. Smoke filled the air. Drunk people stumbled everywhere.
The craving hit immediately.
God.
"Sophia… do you have my lighter?"
Shock crossed her face.
"Seriously? This morning you said you were quitting."
Frustration tightened my jaw.
"Fine. I won’t smoke."
Wine poured into her glass while sarcasm filled her voice.
"If my mother saw us now, we’d both die."
That familiar sentence echoed in my head instantly.
"Didn’t I warn you about that girl?"
Sophia laughed loudly.
"You’re my favorite kind of trouble."
Less than an hour later, she could barely stand.
One arm wrapped around my shoulders while I dragged her outside.
Cold air hit my face hard enough to clear my head a little.
"Are we going back to your apartment?"
Her head shook violently.
"No. Home. Mom and Dad are coming back tomorrow, and if they don’t find me there, I’m dead."
A tired sigh stayed trapped in my chest while I changed direction toward the Sebastian mansion.
Almost two years.
That’s how long it had been since my last visit.
Tonight, maybe I’d finally see Mr. Sebastian again.
The only man who ever treated me like I mattered.
Isabella MonroeWhere are we going exactly? And are you sure you’re not kidnapping me? There are trees everywhere. It feels like we’re driving into a horror movie.”The joke died quickly.Sebastian pulled the car over without warning. His jaw tightened as he looked ahead through the windshield, one hand still resting on the steering wheel.Then he finally spoke.“To be honest, Isa… I found him.”My heartbeat stopped.“You can face him now. He escaped the law because you stayed silent, but he didn’t escape me.”The air inside the car suddenly felt suffocating.I ripped the seatbelt off and stumbled out before he could say anything else. My hands shook so badly I could barely breathe, let alone think.No.No, no, no.Footsteps approached from behind.Fury burned through me the moment I turned toward him.“Why did you not tell me this before?” My Voice Crackrd “I would never have come here with you!”My raised finger never reached him. His hand caught my wrist and pulled me closer.“Calm
Isabella MonroeNo part of me knew I was heading toward the exact words that would eventually destroy me.My conversation with Sarah ended five minutes after my last sentence. Another second around her would’ve suffocated me. The disgust. The humiliation she spoke about so proudly. None of it made sense.How could a woman with beauty, elegance, and status like hers willingly chain herself to desire for a man who probably didn’t even feel a fraction of what she felt for him?By the time my apartment building appeared in sight, the night had already grown late.Hours had disappeared beside the shoreline. Cold air. Endless waves. Silence stretching far away from me. Staying there felt easier than returning home, but the trembling in my hands kept getting worse until they practically dragged me back toward that medicine again.The bedroom drawer slid open quietly.One pill.A glass of water.Then lighter clothes replaced the heavy ones before I settled at my desk to finish what I hadn’t c
Isabella MonroeThe worst idea I could possibly have was sitting alone with Sebastian’s woman.After changing in the locker room, my phone revealed several missed calls from Sofia. No matter how many times I warned her, she never stopped bothering me during work hours.The motorcycle engine roared beneath me just as I adjusted my helmet, ready to head home.Then that blonde’s voice cut through the noise.“Wait, Isabella. Can you give me a ride on your way?”Lifting the visor slightly, I looked her over.“Don’t you have a car?”Arrogance settled naturally across her face.“I do, but Sebastian hates when I use it while we’re together. He always likes driving me himself.”That explained enough.“Get on.”Formal white pants hugged her figure, paired with a thin blouse that exposed far too much cleavage. Even her leather handbag matched the outfit perfectly.“I’ve never ridden a motorcycle before. This is actually exciting.”A second later, we were already moving through the streets.Every
Isabella Monroe:“I swear I wanted to kill Sebastian.”“One more minute at that table and I would've slapped him in front of his girlfriend.”Sarah shot me a weird look. Maybe my tone had been too harsh, but I was pissed. Really pissed. That manipulative man kept staring at me like he owned every breath I took.The notepad and pen disappeared back into my skirt pocket before I headed toward the restroom. Holding myself together in front of them had already taken enough effort.Not crying.Anger.Hot, ugly anger.Was this because I stopped taking that damn medication? Ever since quitting treatment, everything inside me had been getting worse. Old wounds kept tearing open little by little.“Unfaithful asshole.”Cold water splashed across my face as I turned on the sink. Honestly, cold water fixed more things than people did.The moment my eyes lifted to the mirror, my body locked up.Sebastian stood behind me, leaning against the wall.A towel brushed against my damp skin while I forced












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