"So, did you guys finally have sex?" Beth asked, plopping onto my desk. We did nothing of the sort. Luckily I told him that I didn’t have any means of transportation as my old car was being repaired. He nodded and wished me luck and that was it.
I shot her a glare. "Jesus, Beth. For a lady, you talk like a sailor." She just shrugged. "Well, I’ve seen the way you stare at him. You sex-crazed woman, I know exactly what you're up to." I rolled my eyes. "Your assumptions are wrong most of the time." Beth snorted. "Like when I predicted you were gonna sleep with Jeff Jack? And then it happened?" I wagged a finger at her. "Don't ever say that loser's name again. The guy didn't even know the right hole to put his poodle in." Beth burst out laughing. "At least it wasn’t as bad as what Gilbert tried with me." I groaned. "I don’t wanna hear about your escapades. You’re insane." Beth clutched her chest dramatically. "You wound me, my lady." Then she leaned in, lowering her voice. "Have you ever wondered what he’s like down there?" "Who?" I frowned. "Mr. Mark," she grinned, wiggling her eyebrows. I shook my head, but now that she'd put the thought in my head... Damn it. I tried not to think about it, but I couldn't help myself. Jesus, I need help. Beth smirked like she knew exactly what I was thinking. "I’ll leave you to your perverted thoughts," she said, grabbing an almond candy from my desk. "Hey!" I protested, but she was already skipping away, laughing. I sighed and turned back to my computer. My workload had somehow doubled overnight. Maybe because I'd spent too much time daydreaming about my boss. God, I needed a nap. Yesterday, after Mark bought me a new car and asked if I needed anything, I’d almost blurted out my inappropriate thoughts. Thankfully, at the last second, my brain decided to save me from total humiliation. Now, I feel like a complete idiot. He'd done something so nice for me, and all I could think about was getting into his pants. BUT I CAN’T FREAKING HELP IT! Maybe I should just sleep with some random guy and get this out of my system. The idea formed quickly in my head. There was a well-known whorehouse I’d heard about. Maybe there was a guy or two there who could help me forget about Mark for a while. Wait, Nathan! He could help. We had met the first time I visited the whorehouse, and we had quick sex but after it, he cracked a joke. I wasn’t someone who laughed that much but I did after his joke and we had become sort of friends…… Friends with benefits you mean? I chuckled, then grinned at the thought. "Morning, Sage," a deep voice rumbled. I jumped in my seat. Looking up, I saw Mark standing there, smiling at me. His shoulder-length hair was tied up in a top knot, making him look even more annoyingly handsome and regal. "Morning, sir," I managed. "Mark," he corrected. Damn it, let me call you sir. You're making this harder for me. He sank into the chair across from me, his green eyes studying me like he could see right through me. "I've been looking into your dad’s family situation," he said. "It’s complicated. They seem to have a legal claim as well. Didn’t your father leave a will?" I shook my head. "Not that I know of." "Mm." His voice was deep, almost like a growl. Did he smoke? As if reading my mind, he pulled out a lighter and a cigar from his breast pocket, lighting it effortlessly. When he caught me staring, his lips curled into a knowing smile. "Sorry, little bird," he said, exhaling smoke. "I’m a bad influence. I’ll leave." "No, stay," I blurted out before I could stop myself. No, stay? Seriously, Sage? Mark raised an eyebrow. "You sure?" I laughed nervously. "I meant... it’s okay to smoke around me." He narrowed his eyes, thoughtful. "Is that so, little bird?" I sighed. Normally, I hated nicknames, but somehow, it felt okay coming from him. "I mean, I used to smoke sometimes," I admitted. His laugh was low and rich, and for some reason, it made my entire body feel lighter. "You? Smoking?" he asked, amused. "Why?" I fought the urge to roll my eyes. "Teenage rebellion." He nodded, then leaned back in his chair, watching me with a curious expression. "Paul said you were stubborn and hot-headed." My gaze dipped before I could stop myself. Shit. I nearly got caught staring at his lap. "I still am," I said, forcing my eyes back up. His smirk deepened. "Are you?" Something about the way he said that sounded like a challenge. "I once broke a keyboard over the head of the last secretary before you came, she called my pussy loose” I said casually, staring at him in the eye. I wanted him to be aware that I was talking about my pussy like casual talk. He stared for a moment, his eyes devoid of emotion then threw his head back and laughed. A deep, rumbling sound that sent a shiver through me. I just sat there, watching him, and when his gaze met mine again, I quickly looked away—but not before sneaking another glance at what was between his legs. His smirk didn’t fade. "You’re something else, Sage." I glanced at my watch. My shift was over. I stood up, stretching slightly. "I’ll be heading home, sir... uhh, Mark." He grinned. "Try not to break any more keyboards over people’s heads, yeah?" I laughed as I walked away. If only he knew what I was about to do.Well I didn’t travel to Portugal anymore after that. I didn’t go back to work either and I just didn’t keep why. Beth kept nagging at me to open up but I possibly couldn’t just tell her that me and mark had fucked.For all my boldness I felt shy now when I think of it. Mark and I hadn’t seen each other since then, though he still called to check on me. I had the feeling that he was avoiding me, but I didn’t want to just judge yet.Now that I had known what it meant to have him inside me I didn’t just want to stop at that one night, I wanted him, wanted to feel his cock inside me again. When Mark had asked if I was on the pill after we went for another round I had lied to him and told him yes. I didn’t want him cumming outside or on me, or in a condom.I wanted to feel him throbbing inside me, raw. I liked how it felt to have him shot his cum inside my womb last time and I wanted him to do it again. And I was going to make him do it again.I sighed as I dropped in front of Beth’s house
Sage povMark stared at me like I had just said the most absurd thing in the world. His green eyes darkened, his jaw tensed, and I could see the struggle in him—the war raging inside his head. I had just told him I was in love with him. And he didn’t say a damn thing. The silence stretched between us, thick and suffocating. My chest tightened. My fingers curled into fists at my sides as I waited. For what? A confession? A rejection? Anything? But Mark just stood there, looking at me like I was something he wanted but knew he shouldn’t touch. I swallowed hard. Then I laughed. It was short, bitter, and it burned in my throat. “I get it,” I said, my voice shaking. “You don’t have to say anything.” Mark’s expression remained unreadable. I turned on my heel. Maybe this was a waste of time, but It felt like my heart was breaking into a million tiny pieces.I needed to get out of here. Needed to breathe. Needed to forget the way he made me feel. I barely took two ste
Sage PovLoud music blared from the speakers as I watched people dance to the soft metal beat. I sighed and swirled the drink in my mouth. What was the point of sulking here? I was leaving for Portugal tomorrow, and I needed to make the most of my night. Mark was probably off smoking somewhere, and here I was, acting like we had been married and divorced. Get your shit together, Sage. I smiled as a bartender approached, offering a tray full of cocktails. I took one and winked at him. “Thank you,” I said. He nodded in response. It didn’t hurt to flirt a little. At least, that’s what I told myself. But no matter how many men I looked at, they all seemed to morph into Mark in my vision. “Fuck,” I cursed, swaying slightly. I needed another drink. I made my way toward the bar when I stumbled into someone. He had blond hair and a cocky grin. “Hello, beautiful. Heading somewhere?” he asked. I glared at him. I didn’t like the way he was looking at me—like I was a piece of me
Mark’s POVI felt bad for doing that to her, for making her aroused then leaving her there. I had heard her sob a little when I put my ear to the door. Nothing felt worse than that, she was a grown woman. If she wanted to have sex with me, in consent it wasn’t a bad thing but what was holding me back. Sage was very beautiful, more beautiful than any woman I know. Her body was every man’s dream and I wasn’t as if I wasn’t sexually active in fact I had sex whenever I could. Sabrina and I had become exclusive and she and I had sex every chance we got. I still feel like I was missing a part of me even after sex with Sabrina. It has been like that over the years. No woman could give me that sense of satisfaction, only just temporary pleasure.Sabrina was a darling, I liked her company. She was funny as a person but very demanding in bed. I sighed and rubbed my temples, feeling a mild pounding in my head.Fuck, headache.I poured myself a drink and gulped it down at once. Damn why was it
The moment his tongue met mine I shuddered in relief, I had wanted this so much. If someone had asked.Why are you so hell bent on doing this?The answer was that I don’t know. Ever since that handshake I had just wanted him, he made me aroused in a way that no one could ever do. The strangest thing was that he barely had to do anything. All he had to do was stare at me then bam! My panties would get soaked to the fiber.I sighed into his kiss as he groped my breast. He spun around and slammed me into a nearby wall. His gaze was half lidded and he seemed to be staring at me, and only me. He went lower, biting my earlobe and I let out a wail of pleasure. I clutched his hair so tight that I was afraid I would rip it off.His fingers found my clit and without warning he shoved his fingers inside. I writhed in his arms as he moved it in and out. “Oh God” I moaned and he chuckled.“God?” He grinned at me. “I think it’s ‘oh Mark’ actually” he said and I nodded, too caught up in the pleasu
I had never heard him use this tone on me ever, all he did was drawl, spoke in low tones or stare at me. But give me a sharp retort? No. Had I gone too far to anger him this much, I didn’t think so. But his eyes were so dark and full of annoyance that I second guessed myself but that didn’t stop my mouth from sprouting words.“I don’t tell you what to do?” I echoed. I gave him an annoyed glare of my own. Why was I so angry?“Who do you think you are? Who are you to decide how my life could be?” I said angrily. I walked forward till I was face to face, or rather—face to chest. He was a good six foot eight and he towered over me.He laughed, the laughter wasn’t even meant to be funny or endearing. It was a warning, his green eyes were almost as dark as mine. He glared down at me, his jaw tick with barely restrained anger.“Go back to work Sage, we’ll talk about this later” he said calmly but it seemed I had a death wish.“No, we’ll talk about this right now” I cried. I was honestly don