"Deimos's sanctuary." I read it out loud touching it, feeling the carving with my fingertips.
"I carved that as a pup when I found and claimed this place as mine. I named it 'Deimos's Sanctuary' as this place gave me so much peace, a peace I couldn't find anywhere else." His voice made me flinch as he was really close behind me. I could feel his breath on his neck. Shivering I slowly move my hands away from the carving.
Deimos softly puts his nose into the nape of my neck making me shiver further leaving my breathless. Taking in a deep whiff of my scent I feel his hands shaking urging him to touch me. He holds my hips bringing my back to his front. Softly kissing the side of my neck, he sucks, nips and bites gently as I moan leaning further into him.
"Dinner!" I shout out stopping all movements cutting through the tension. I have never been embarrassed in my life as my cheeks turn a bright red. I make no move to turn around to face him. Why? Why did
It feels unbelievable to say this while some may think I say lies I must say, my male is opening up to me. Each passing day he shows me something new, something of his past. The little things he did when he was alone, the emotions he once felt with the death of his parents. I can't help but feel so at peace. When you want something for so long with a burning passion and once you get it, the fire stops and you drown in pure calmness. The night he showed me his cabin by the hills, it ended in burning heat but it didn't go past that. We didn't mate and I am not ashamed to say I was quite disappointed. I wanted him to devourer me yet he stopped and said it wasn't the time. I don't understand this male, which male out there wouldn't have his female when she's lying half bare ready for him to take her. Yet he pushed me away, prepared for the night and slept like a pup while I watched him mout
Stepping out, following him I look up at the sky only to notice the full moon shining ever so brightly sharing her light with us. As I walk behind Deimos looking at his back, his loose white shirt that flows softly to the breeze I say a small thanks to the moon goddess for what she's given me. The drive was pretty short, the place he brought me to is the sea. The night breeze that pushes my hair backwards and the sound of the waves hitting the shore overwhelms my senses. It makes my heart feel joyful and content. "Come." His voice distracts me from my haze as I turn to look at him. Following him he takes me towards a blanket that was placed on the sand very close to the water. Sitting down we spend some time enjoying the peaceful serenity the sea provided us with the light of the moon.
I am drowning. It's not the type where your hands flail trying to grasp something while your lungs fill with water and your heart slowly loses its beats. It's the type where you are calm, peaceful and warm. Even though you are underwater you like it there despite the danger and you never wish to return to land. Deimos is the water. He has swallowed me completely head to toe and while I do not know what the future holds I wish to be surrounded by his warmth. Each day holds a new memory for me to keep. He shows me what life is and I tell him what death is. Death is all I've known yet he pours light into my darkness saying life has meaning and there is a reason I was born. Though he is the first male I have showed my past to my heart often feels wary that he might end up judging me by my past. But he always shows me a part of me I never knew existed.
I get up dusting my hands and walk slowly to Alpha James. "Do you know what Deimos did by speaking just now?" I question him tilting my head to which he slowly shakes his head. "He saved your life," I whisper in his ears as he begins to sweat. "Another second of your disrespect towards me your blood would have been in my throat," I say sliding one claw down his throat to which he swallows. Filled with fear. I go back to my seat looking back at Deimos indirectly telling him to continue the meeting. Throughout the rest of the meeting, no one dares to look at me nor disturb me. Once the meeting ends and the wolves leave outside Deimos walks towards me. "What were you thinking mate?" He questions me. Is he angry with what I did with Alpha James?
As the number of days grew so did my closeness to Deimos. I have slowly begun to come out of my shell and see the world and also have been bringing his walls down. Deimos and I have grown so close. The 'close' I once deemed as impossible when I had arrived but life always surprises you. The sun rays flowing through the windows softly touches the lanes of his body as I smile to my thoughts. Hesitantly I snuggle closer to his warmth. My head lays on his left hand while his right hand is placed over his eyes. His chest rises and falls softly, his breath beautiful like a rhythm. I flinch when he moves his position moving his body facing me, giving me a clear view of him. My itching fingertips move slowly towards his face trying to feel him. I slowly trace his thick eyebrows and down the length of his sharp nose. As my fingers move towards
"I don't know. Something feels wrong but he didn't let me in. What if it's another war Elriam? I feel anxious. I don't like this feeling." I tell her drinking my coffee. "He will definitely tell you, Alpha. If not I can just force it out of Ragon." Elriam comforts me with a wink. "Why don't you take some breakfast to them? I think they will relax if you do." She tells me her idea gently while I agree with a soft nod. As the breakfast comes to an end I pack some up for Deimos and Ragon and head up the stairs walking towards the office. A sudden loud growl almost makes me drop the plates as I head closer I debate whether I should disrupt them or not until I get an insight into their conversation. "Alpha! This is wrong. You cannot do this. You must tell her." Ragon's voice is calm and
When a flower blooms the unmerciful cannot stand still and treasure it. It drives them insane to see the flower sprout and grow with warmth and beauty so they crush it. They stomp their feet upon the flower killing it and its seed. Just like Deimos who crushed my heart. He not only crushed my heart but the seed that bloomed with hope and dreams along with it. As the raindrops fall upon the car window so does my tears upon my cheek. Ragon drives me to Cronus's pack as a storm begins its wrath. It's funny how the weather describes perfectly what is happening within me. There's a storm in my heart and when I think of Deimos it thunders and strikes bringing forth pain. Ragon refuses to glance nor speak to me. He is filled with guilt. The guilt of knowing. I do not blame him, his loyalty is to his Alpha. Yet I do not tell him this. The rid
"Are you not tired, Luna? It was quite the long ride wasn't it?" Cronus questions as I nod. "Alright, I will show you to your room." Cronus smiles as he opens his hand to me which I take. Holding my hand he leads me to a room. It had a warm fireplace and French doors leading to the balcony. A king-sized bed with red satin covers and a beautiful chandelier gave beauty to the room. "Like it?" Cronus asks me to which I nod continuously as he chuckles. "Sleep." He says as he pats my head and leaves closing the door softly. A new environment. A new place. A new room. It scares me yet also seems to be a great refuge. Laying on the soft bed I look towards the fireplace. It looks like the same one in Deimos's library. I smile to myself thinking of the memories I have at that place but tears