Deeper - Part I

It feels unbelievable to say this while some may think I say lies I must say, my male is opening up to me. Each passing day he shows me something new, something of his past. The little things he did when he was alone, the emotions he once felt with the death of his parents. I can't help but feel so at peace. When you want something for so long with a burning passion and once you get it, the fire stops and you drown in pure calmness.

The night he showed me his cabin by the hills, it ended in burning heat but it didn't go past that. We didn't mate and I am not ashamed to say I was quite disappointed. I wanted him to devourer me yet he stopped and said it wasn't the time. I don't understand this male, which male out there wouldn't have his female when she's lying half bare ready for him to take her. Yet he pushed me away, prepared for the night and slept like a pup while I watched him mout