32. The Damned Class

“Wondering why we bother with love if its never last…”

Why does this Taylor Swift's song fit so well with me now, we just have a different ending. In the song entitled Mine, Taylor Swift, who has a dark history of her parents who always quarreled… finally found her love. The man who can finally erase the trauma. As for me… instead of losing my trauma… it actually increased.

I'm getting ready for campus with my reliable bike. Today is the first day of class, and I will continue my afternoon working at the laundry. Hopefully the first day of college there Will be no sight of damned lecturer. 

So far nothing has happened to me… at least no thick hair has grown or a mouth has grown to resemble a muzzle. It has become my habit every morning to look in the mirror after waking up. I'm afraid my face will change overnight… to become a wolf. Every day I never absent spent my time cursing and swearing at that man, t