~Ren~
“This is our room, agápi mou,”
I pulled the ash-colored duvet closer to my body, my hands fisting the silky cloth too hard, nails digging into my palms.
“O-our room?” Stuttering, I sound like a broken record.
He took me off guard by taking me here in his penthouse. This was the last place on earth I would want to spend my weekend. I expected him to bring me to another island, or maybe to some fancy vacation spot. Even in a forest for camping would do for me, just not here.
This place holds too much memory of us when I was still happy with him. When we were happy together.
This bed where we used to cuddle each morning. The ensuite bathroom where
~Ren~His words made me throw my head back laughing, so loud that I swear it can be heard all over New York City.His brows furrowed, “what’s so funny?” he seemed offended.I clutched my tummy, wiping the tears that escaped my eyes. Shaking my head, I turned around and took a shirt and sweatpants from the dresser. “You... You’re funny.”Devin opened his mouth to say something but clos
~Ren~Maybe he had enough of me, he got tired of chasing after me. I’m glad he’s gone - not really. I’m happy he is not bothering me at all - such a liar Ren! I'm celebrating that he’s in someone else’s arms now - liar liar pants on fire.I let myself get drunk, I’ve always been a responsible drinker - not tonight.Drowning myself in alcohol is the only solution I can see at the moment and it’s working pretty fucking well!
~Ren~The chamomile scent of the laundry detergent the cleaners used to wash these sheets was starting to become familiar to my senses. I don’t know how long I was lying here in this bed.I want to forget everything, I talk about moving on to every girl we rescue in the foundation when I myself haven’t completely moved on from my past. My nightmares about Max continued even when I carried Griffin in my womb, even after giving birth. When I wake up in the middle of each night, beads of sweat would cover my skin, soaking my clothes but having Griffin in my arms helped ease my nightmares.
~Ren~Flashes of camera blinded me as soon as I stood on the first step of the ladder. If not for Knox’s big figure in front of me, I might have gone visionless by now.Natalie and the airport security were trying to pacify the media people, there’s just too many of them. Even the security detail Dad had for me on the tarmac is already helping. There must be hundreds of them down there, waiting for me to set foot on the ground and haul me like hungry hyenas.“Stay behind me, Ren,” Knox grabbed my hand and shielded me with his body as
~Ren~My sister flaunted her shoulder-length blond hair as she slid out of the SUV, Griffin followed suit and ran in my arms excitedly.“Oh, God,” I buried my face on the crook of his neck, “I miss you so much, Baby.”Griffin giggled, returning my tight embrace with his small arms. “Mama,” just hearing him say that four-letter word gave me peace. He’s the emblem of my peace, love and happiness. The world seems to stop whenever I have him in my arms, my worries magically fade away and all I want is to keep my son saf
~Devin~It’s been sixteen days since I last saw Ren. I’ve been here before, but it’s hard when I know where she is. Unlike before, I looked for her and found nothing. How ironic.I drown myself in work, lead my body to exhaustion, and drink my expensive wines at night until I go numb. Her scent lingers on my bed, the pillow she laid her head on is the only thing that keeps me sane at night… from going to California and taking her by force.Love shouldn’t hurt this much, it’s crushing my heart and soul to billions of dirt
~Devin~Son?Ren has a son.All I could see was red. Someone might have poured iced water above my head, it made me feel numb. I can hear my heart beating so loud. So loud that it's deafening. My knees turned to jelly, my mind can't comprehend what I heard.“W-what?” I whispered into thin air. “What did you just say?” I glared at my brother in law.
~Ren~Holding back my tears was easier said than done. I watched as Devin kneeled in front of Griffin, his ocean blue eyes taking in the features of my son - his son.Griffin was first to wrap his small arms on Devin's neck, it broke my heart to see Devin’s eyes flutter close, his long dark lashes kissed his cheeks, and drops of tear fell from his eyes.“Papa,” my son kept saying over and over, burying his face on the crook of his father's neck.