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LILY-ROSE'S POV
I woke up with my pussy soaking wet and aching for some dick.
The friction of the lace panties against my clit made my toes curl. I reached over to the other side of the king-sized bed, hoping to feel Jimmy's warm skin, but the spot was cold. Again. I didn't even know how many nights it had been like this. I had literally lost count.
I sat up and looked at the clock. It was early, and the house was dead silent. Yesterday had been our ten-year wedding anniversary. I had planned everything. I sent our four children to his parents' house for the whole weekend so we could finally have some peace and quiet.
Jimmy had promised he'd be home for a romantic dinner and some much-needed alone time, but instead, I spent the night drinking wine by myself.
I looked at the nightstand. The candles I'd lit were just piles of cold wax now. My red silk scarf was still draped over the lamp, a reminder of the things I wanted him to do to me with it.
I groaned and flopped back onto the pillows. I had really expected to get my back blown out and my pussy stretched out last night. I was starving for it.
I grabbed my phone and saw a notification. It was an email from Jimmy sent at 3:00 AM saying he had to pull another all-nighter at the law firm.
I know he works hard to provide for us, but it wasn't like I wanted to be a stay-at-home mom forever. I used to be a monster in the courtroom.
When I worked at the firm, I was actually his superior. I was a force to be reckoned with back then. But after he asked me out for what felt like the hundredth time, I finally said yes.
The next thing I knew, I'd been married for ten years, had four kids, and hadn't had a proper orgasm from my husband in five. Even when we do have sex, I have to play with my own clit while he's inside me just to finish.
I'm a sexual person. I always have been.
But lately, we didn't even have time to kiss. I sighed and felt a cool breeze hit my chest. I looked down and saw my boobs had spilled completely out of my nightgown. Any woman with big breasts knows how it is. I was a 44D before I had kids, but after the last one, they doubled in size. They were heavy, aching, and my nipples were hard enough to cut glass.
Looking at myself in the mirror across from the bed made my stomach flip. I wanted to be filled. I wanted Jimmy's cock inside me until I creamed all over him. Since he wasn't here to do the job, I decided I was going to do it myself and make sure he saw exactly what he was missing.
I grabbed my camera stick from the closet and set my phone on it. I hit the record button and crawled back onto the bed. I got on my knees, facing the camera, making sure the lighting caught every curve.
"Morning, honey," I cooed. I stared directly into the lens and stuck my tongue out, licking my lips slowly. I reached up and grabbed my breasts, squeezing them together so they spilled over my hands. "Ohhh, Jimmy. I want you to come home right now so you can fuck these titties."
I slipped the straps of my lingerie down and let the gown fall to my waist. My tits were on full display now. I spat into my palms and rubbed my saliva all over my nipples, teasing them until they were screaming.
"I want you to suck them, baby. Suck them just like this," I yelled. I could feel my pussy contracting. I shifted my position and sat on my ass with my knees pulled up high. "This pussy misses you so much."
I stripped the rest of the lingerie off until I was just in my black lace thong. I spread my legs as wide as they could go, giving the camera a perfect view of my crotch. "Do you miss this pussy, Jimmy? Do you miss how it feels when it grips you?"
I pressed my middle finger over the fabric of the thong, right on my clit. I started rubbing in fast, hard circles. My body bucked, and I let out a loud whimper. I put my fingers in my mouth and sucked on them until they were dripping wet, then I reached down and slid the thong to the side.
I didn't even needed to wet my fingers. My pussy was already glistening. I used my right hand to hold the lace out of the way while I plunged my left middle finger deep inside myself. The sound was loud...a wet, squishing noise that filled the quiet room.
"Ahhhh!" I moaned. I started fingering myself fast, twisting my wrist and screaming Jimmy's name. My eyes rolled into the back of my head. I added a second finger, stretching my hole open. My titties were bouncing in every direction because of how hard I was pumping. The bed frame was creaking and banging against the wall, but I didn't care.
I closed my eyes and pictured Jimmy behind me. I imagined him grabbing my hair and slamming my face into the pillows while he railed me from the back. That thought sent me over the edge. Soon I felt my pussy muscles vibrating around my fingers.
"Jimmy, I'm cumming! Yes! Fuck, yes!" I screamed. My internal walls clamped down on my fingers, and I came so hard my back arched off the bed. I felt the heat pour out of me, coating my hand and the sheets.
I fell back against the pillows, completely spent. I kept my legs open for a few more seconds so the camera could catch the juice leaking out of me. Once I caught my breath, I stood up and stopped the recording.
I watched the video twice. Seeing myself look so desperate and hungry made me wet all over again. I fingered myself for another minute just watching the playback. I trimmed the video to the perfect length, and then I attached the file and sent it straight to Jimmy's email.
I sat on the edge of the bed, my heart racing. I could just imagine him sitting at his big mahogany desk, opening that email in the middle of a serious phone meeting. I hoped his face turned bright red. I hoped he felt as bothered as I did.
I went to the bathroom to clean up, but I couldn't stop thinking about him seeing it. I took a quick shower, letting the water hit my sore breasts, and then I got dressed in a tight sundress with no bra and no panties. If he came home today, I wanted to be ready.
I went downstairs and made a pot of coffee. I kept checking my phone every two minutes. Ten minutes passed. Then twenty. Finally, my phone buzzed on the counter.
It was a text from Jimmy. ~I'm leaving the office right now. We need to have a serious talk.~
Ryder stood outside Bethany's bedroom for several moments after closing the door behind him.He could still hear her moving around inside, opening drawers and speaking to someone on the phone. She was getting ready for their wedding, and he was supposed to be doing the same.Instead, he stood with one hand pressed against the hallway wall, wondering how a man could make a decision he believed was right and feel so utterly destroyed by it.He closed his eyes, but all he could think about was Ruth-Ann.He had promised her the wedding wouldn't happen. He had held her in his arms and told her he would find a way to make things right. Yet he had just instructed Rachel to reinstate every arrangement he'd fought so desperately to cancel.Ruth-Ann deserved more than an explanation. She deserved to hear the truth from his own lips, however much it hurt them both.He pushed himself away from the wall and made his way toward her bedroom.As he approached her door, he heard movement inside. He ra
"Ryder?" Bethany touched his arm.He finally opened his eyes."Please don't leave me," she whispered. "Not now. Not when we're going to have a baby."He looked at her.Her makeup had begun to smudge beneath her eyes, and her carefully arranged curls were coming loose around her face. She looked nothing like the excited bride he'd found when he arrived.For a moment, all he could see was a woman who believed she was about to lose the man she loved while carrying his child.He could survive the congregation's disappointment. He could survive his sisters' anger. Perhaps, with time, he could even learn to survive without Ruth-Ann, although the thought of never holding her again made his chest ache.But what if his child grew up believing that its father had walked away before it was even born?What if, years from now, that child asked him why he hadn't married their mother when he'd already promised to do so?What would he say?That he had fallen in love with someone else? Someone else wh
On the other side of the door, Ruth-Ann felt the blood drain from her face.Pregnant?Her knees buckled beneath her. She reached for the wall, but her fingers slipped against the smooth surface, and she sank to the floor, her phone falling from her hand onto the hallway carpet.Inside the bedroom, Ryder stared at Bethany."What?""You heard me.""Bethany, what are you talking about?""I'm pregnant, Ryder."He shook his head in disbelief. "No."Her eyes narrowed. "What do you mean, no?""I mean..." He dragged a trembling hand over his mouth, struggling to collect his thoughts. "Are you sure?""Of course I'm sure!""But we've always used protection."Bethany's expression tightened. "And?""And you told me you were on the pill.""I am! The condom must have broken or something!"Ryder stared at her, unable to comprehend what he was hearing.He had never been careless about contraception. Not with Bethany, not with anyone. He had never knowingly had unprotected sex with a woman, and he'd b
Ryder Blackthorn had never been a superstitious man.He believed in God, in the sanctity of marriage, and in the importance of keeping one's promises. But he had never believed that seeing a bride before her wedding could bring bad luck.And even if he had, he couldn't imagine anything more unfortunate than marrying a woman while being hopelessly in love with her daughter."No, you can't go in there!"Felicity hurried after him as he made his way down the hallway of the house, with one of Bethany's bridesmaids following close behind."Sir, please!" the bridesmaid exclaimed, stepping in front of the bedroom door. "You know it's bad luck for the groom to see the bride before the ceremony.""Then I suppose it's a good thing I'm not particularly concerned about luck."The woman blinked. "But it's tradition!""Move aside, please.""You really shouldn't—""I said move aside."His voice wasn't particularly loud, but there was enough authority behind it to make the woman take an uncertain ste
Another message followed, this time accompanied by a second photograph.Ruth-Ann's stomach twisted.Unlike the first, this picture showed Ryder's face clearly as he held her in his arms. There was no mistaking his identity, no possibility of convincing anyone that the man in the photograph was someone else.Then another message appeared.~Your mother can't marry this man. You have to stop this wedding. If you don't, I'll send these photos to everyone, including the dean of your university.~Ruth-Ann shot out of the chair."Ruth-Ann!" the hairstylist cried, nearly dropping her curling iron. "What's wrong?""I... I need some air."She hurried from the room before anyone could stop her, her heart pounding so violently that she could barely breathe.It wasn't merely the thought of the photographs being circulated that terrified her. Ruth-Ann attended St. Catherine's Christian University, a prestigious private institution where students were expected to uphold a strict biblical code of con
Across town, Ryder was having an equally miserable morning."Absolutely fucking not."He stood in the middle of his father's old study at Blackthorn Manor, his phone pressed against his ear.On the other end, Rachel was practically shrieking."Ryder, have you lost your mind? The wedding is in a few hours! And don't use such language with me. You're supposed to be a man of God.""I know when the damn wedding is, Rachel.""Then start behaving like the priest you are! Daddy didn't spend his entire life building this family's reputation for you to throw it away."Ryder's jaw tightened. "Don't bring Dad into this.""Someone has to remind you of your responsibilities. You're the sixth generation of Blackthorn priests, Ryder. People look up to you. You can't just do whatever you please.""I'm well aware of my responsibilities, Rachel. And I'm not abandoning the priesthood, if that's what you're worried about.""Then what exactly are you doing?""Trying to prevent myself from making another m







