ログインEmbarrassment surged up inside me so badly it almost made me nauseous. Being laughed at by Noah and his friends had hurt… cut me open in all the ways humiliation knows how to, but somehow this was worse.
Way fucking worse than it should have been. When Mr. Gage’s eyes landed on me, their usual calm narrowed slightly, just enough to show surprise… then confusion that made me want to disappear. “Mr. Gage,” I breathed out, voice barely audible, shaky, more fragile than I wanted it to be. Why did he have to see me like this? The fuck! He didn’t reply to me and stepped forward, his shoes clicking softly on the tile as he entered the hall. When he was close enough he let out a controlled sigh and tilt of his head. “You’re dripping water on my floors, Thea.” The words hit harder than they should have. Simple. Blunt. CRUEL. But laced with the very thing I feared most: inconvenience. I blinked slowly, staring up at him, numb for a moment because my emotions were fighting for space. Then his remark finally clicked in my mind, cutting through the fog. “Oh…” I swallowed, scrambling mentally. “I’m so sorry.” I pushed myself up, legs wobbling, almost slipping again as the wet tile shifted under my foot. I caught myself just in time, but not gracefully—more like a newborn deer trying its hardest not to collapse again. “I…I’ll clean it up,” I rushed out, desperate to restore even a shred of dignity. To fix it. To not be a burden atleast. “I’m really sorry, I’ll take care of it right now—” I turned, already trying to hurry away, mind spinning with panic, but before I could take a full step, his hand shot out and wrapped firmly around my wrist. I froze, breath catching in my throat as I looked back at him. “Don’t,” he said quietly. My brows knitted. “I… don’t understand—” “Just call the housekeeper,” he replied, voice low but steady. “You’ll hurt yourself if you try to clean in that condition.” That condition. I followed his gaze as it flicked downward, at my soaked shirt clinging to my body, the tremor in my hands, the redness around my eyes, the way my breath was uneven, chest still rising and falling too quickly. I must have looked more wrecked than I realized. And the realization made my eyes burn again. “I’m really sorry,” I whispered, my voice trembling. “I…I didn’t mean to make a mess. I didn’t mean to…” “To what?” he asked quietly. My lips parted, but no sound came out. I didn’t know how to answer. He exhaled slowly, his gaze still fixed on me. “You’re shaking,” he said, and there was no judgment in his tone this time. Only something that sounded dangerously close to concern. I shook my head quickly, trying to step back, but he didn’t let go of my wrist, as if he was keeping me from slipping again. “I’m fine,” I lied. “You’re not.” The finality in his voice made my throat tighten. My tears stung again, threatening to spill over. “I’ll… I’ll just go to my room,” I murmured, pulling gently against his hold. His hand didn’t leave my wrist. If anything, his grip tightened like he wasn’t willing to let me walk away just yet. His suitcase slipped from his other hand and hit the floor with a soft, heavy thud. The sound echoed faintly through the hall. Before I could process what was happening, that now-free hand lifted… and gently tilted my chin up. “What has my stupid son done this time?” he asked, voice low with just the slightest undercurrent of frustration. The warmth from his hand spread down my neck in a way I didn’t expect. Maybe it was because I was drenched and cold… or maybe it was the way he said My Stupid Son like he was already piecing things together without needing me to confirm it. “N–Nothing,” I finally stammered. “It’s… really nothing.” His brow lifted slightly. I wanted to say something but I wasn’t in a position to complain, so I simply just shook my head. “So you’re telling me,” he let out slowly, “that nothing happened… yet you’re soaked, shaking, and hiding in the hallway instead of being outside with the others?” He paused, letting the silence stretch before adding. “Instead of being with my son.” I swallowed hard. “I just… needed a break from the sun.” “The sun.” His voice held a hint of dry amusement. “You don’t have to cover for him.” My breath hitched. Then he added, almost offhandedly, “That boy’s been cycling through girls since he was sixteen. This isn’t the first time one of them has ended up crying in my house.” My face fell before I could stop it, and my free hand curled into a fist at my side. “I see,” I murmured. His hand under my chin tilted ever so slightly, enough to force my gaze up toward him. “Does mentioning my son’s past upset you?” “Upset me?” I let out a short scoff before I could stop myself. “No. Not at all. I just… I know everyone has a past. Noah is no different.” His eyes narrowed just a fraction, as if he could hear the lie twisting through my tone. I tried to recover, adding quickly, “Even you, Mr. Gage.” But as soon as the words left my mouth, mortification flooded me. “I— Wait. I didn’t mean that the way it sounded.” For a heartbeat he went still, thumb frozen against my bottom lip. Then, slowly, the corner of his mouth curved. His hand left my chin, sliding away only to shove deep into the pocket of his slacks, the motion pulling the fabric tight across his hips. But he still didn’t release my wrist. His grip tightened, thumb pressing over the frantic beat of my pulse. “That’s true,” he murmured. “I’ve had my share.” I lifted my gaze to meet his… but instantly regretted it—or maybe not regretted exactly if I were being honest, but I felt the hit of something sharp and hot in my stomach. His gaze wasn’t on my face anymore. It went lower. Tracing the soaked cloth clinging to my chest, the way it had gone nearly transparent, outlining every curve and shiver. My nipples tightened traitorously under the weight of his stare, and there was no hiding it—not when my cloth were plastered to me like that. “Mr. Gage?” I called, my cheeks burning so hard it felt like the heat might steam off me. When his eyes flicked back to mine, the hunger in them was blatant that it stole whatever was left of my common sense. I took a step forward. One single step, closing the space until the damp fabric of my shirt brushed the crisp front of his. Until I could smell his cologne. Until I could feel the heat coming off him like a furnace against my chilled body. His pupils swallowed the gray, his breath ghosting over my lips as he stared at me with a gaze no father should ever have while looking at his son’s girlfriend. Another inch and we’d be kissing. Another inch and I’d know exactly how that stubble would feel scraping my throat, my breasts, the inside of my thighs. Another inch and there would be no pretending this was anything innocent. I rose onto my toes…My cheeks were burning so hot I was sure they could light the hallway on their own, and every time someone gasped or snickered or—God forbid—actually pulled out their phone to record, I pressed myself tighter against him, trying to disappear into the solid wall of his chest. The automatic doors hissed open ahead of us and the cold January air slapped me in the face like a wake-up call. Snow was still falling in lazy, fat flakes that caught in my hair and melted instantly against my flushed skin. The parking lot lights turned everything orange and stark, and he strode straight toward the black SUV waiting at the curb.The driver stood by the rear passenger door, expression professionally blank even though I could see the faint twitch at the corner of his mouth when he saw me draped over Gage’s shoulder. He proceeded to open the door without a word.Gage didn’t set me down immediately.He ducked slightly, maneuvering us both into the backseat with the same easy strength he’d used to c
We stayed like that for a long moment—his hand on my face, my cheek pressed to his palm, breathing each other’s air in the narrow space between us. His thumb kept moving and I let myself lean into it harder, closing my eyes for just a second because looking at him hurt too much and not looking at him hurt worse. Eventually his thumb stilled and his hand slid down to cup the side of my neck, thumb resting against my pulse point. “What happened?” he asked quietly, voice gentle. I opened my eyes, met his gaze, and felt the familiar twist of irritation flare up again. “You should stop acting like someone hasn’t already filled you in,” I said. “Mrs. Harlan’s nurse probably talked to you. The doctor probably talked to you. Even the security. You’ve probably got a full report typed up somewhere with bullet points and timestamps. So don’t pretend you don’t know.” He didn’t speak nor pull away for some moments and just kept his hand on my neck, thumb still resting over my pulse, feeling
THEA -ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ- My cheek was pressed against the thin hospital pillow that smelled faintly of bleach and cheap laundry detergent, and for a second I couldn’t remember where I was. Then the steady beep-beep-beep of the heart monitor pulled me back, followed by the hiss of oxygen through the nasal cannula and the low murmur of nurses in the hallway outside. Mrs. Harlan’s. I sat up too fast, head swimming, neck stiff from sleeping half-slumped in the ugly plastic chair beside her bed for who-knows-how-many hours. With my mouth tasting like old coffee, I rubbed my eyes with the heels of my hands, blinking until the room came into focus: pale blue walls, a single window with the blinds half-closed against the afternoon light, the IV stand dripping clear fluid into the back of her hand, the monitor showing numbers that had finally stabilized into something that looked almost normal. Mrs. Harlan was awake. Been awake since yesterday. I swallowed hard, and managed a small, shaky
Silence choked off whatever bullshit he was about to spit next. I just kept walking. Every step sent fresh spikes through my cracked ribs, my fucked-up shoulder, and the goddamn staples holding my scalp together. When I finally hit the bedroom door, I rammed it open with my good shoulder and staggered inside. Then I kicked the fucker shut hard enough that the latch snapped like a promise. The room was dim, curtains still drawn tight. I didn’t bother with the light. No way in hell did I want to catch my reflection in that mirror across from the bed—didn’t want to see the walking disaster of bandages, purple bruises, and dead-eyed exhaustion staring back. So I limped straight to the nightstand. My good hand shook like a junkie’s as I fumbled the drawer open. Fingers finally closed around the orange bottle of oxycodone. Label worn to shit, corners peeling, but the pills inside still rattled like loose change. I shook two into my palm… paused… then shook out a third. Fuck it. I neede
Lex exhaled through his nose. “Wow.”One word. That was all he managed at first.While Ellis on the other hand just blinked.Then he rubbed the back of his neck, eyes darting between me and Lex like he was waiting for one of us to say it was a joke. When neither of us did, he dropped his head and sighed, “Bro… I know I say all sorts of things about women but the little I know of Thea, she doesn’t seem like the type who would just… leave a relationship like that and then go fucking your dad to get back at you? That’s not her.”I couldn’t help but laugh.“So you think I’m lying?”“I never sai…”“And what do you even think you know about her, Ellis?” I cut him off. Silence.I took another drag then crushed the roach into the ashtray until it was pulp.“I’m taking her back,” I said quietly.Lex’s head snapped up.“I’m not letting him take her from me.”He exhaled slowly. “Noah…”“I’m not asking for permission,” I cut in. “I’m telling you because she’s mine. She’s always been mine. He d
NOAH ❁✿❀ The smoke curled thick and lazy from the joint between my fingers, filling my living room with that heavy, skunky haze that always made everything feel a little slower, and a little less sharp. Lex had brought the good shit—some sativa-leaning strain he swore was “clean as fuck, and just vibes”—and right now the vibes were the only thing keeping me from putting my fist through the goddamn wall. I took another long drag, held it until my lungs burned, then exhaled slowly through my nose. The cherry glowed bright in the dark room, casting dull blinking light across the coffee table that littered with empty beer bottles, an ashtray overflowing with butts, and the half-eaten pizza box someone had ordered at three in the morning. Lex was sprawled on the sectional with his legs kicked up on the ottoman, scrolling through his phone like nothing had happened while Ellis sat cross-legged on the floor, back against the couch, picking at the label on his beer bottle. They’d sh







