Mag-log inTara Blakewood POV
“Kaiden, anyone could see us like this. Stay away from me.”
I felt his hands on my waist, holding me, moving against my skin in intimate circles. Ethan had tried something similar, but I never allowed it.
He pulled his hand from my waist and moved it to the left side of my neck. A new, intense sensation settled in me, twisting deep in my stomach.
My whole body froze as he lowered the collar of my shirt. He began spreading sinful breaths across the skin of my neck. I felt his hand, which had moved my hair aside, creeping down to my thigh over the skirt. His touch sent shivers straight through me.
Something soft pressed gently against my neck, right into the hollow. Damn... was he kissing me? Not just once, but multiple times.
Suddenly, his words echoed in my mind: “I was just playing with you.”
I gathered the scattered pieces of myself.
His hand would have gone lower, but I stopped him. This must never happen.
“You’re married, and I’m engaged! Damn it, have you lost your mind…”
I screamed, my voice filling the space. Then I pushed him with all my strength.
As soon as his hands moved away, I hurried toward my car to escape. But I didn’t get far before I felt his palm encircle my neck from behind with enough force to stop me.
His shoes hit the ground, and I realized he was approaching. In a swift move, he made me turn, trapping me against my car. His hands pinned both of mine behind my back, his legs bracketing my waist. Damn it, I was completely trapped.
His face was inches from mine. I turned my head to the side, but it didn’t last. He gripped my jaw gently, turned my face to meet his, and pressed his thumb and forefinger against my cheeks, making my lips pout outward.
I tried to shake my head from side to side, to free myself, moving my body as well.
“Your fiancé? Something you don’t mention or think about when you’re in front of me.”
My eyes widened at his words. How could he ask me not to think about my fiancé, when I was supposed to live with him in two months?
“Stay away from me!”
The words came out muffled because of the pressure on my cheek, which already hurt.
I noticed the smile on his lips a wicked, mischievous curve.
“I didn’t hear you clearly.”
I thought he was toying with me. Someone as sharp as him could surely understand what I said.
“Stay away from me!”
I repeated it, trying to make it clearer, even though I knew he was only playing with me to make me stop.
He released my face, not moving it to the side again, probably to avoid repeating what he had done. I bet his long fingers left marks on my cheek that’s why he looked there.
I was about to speak, but he interrupted, shifting his weight off me.
“Now, I’ll ignore your voice this one time… if you get into the car.”
“I won’t.”
I said stubbornly, leaning back.
“The car, or… I won’t repeat myself.”
His tone was laced with anger, though he tried not to lose his temper with me. I could see that clearly.
I looked into his eyes again, and the sharpness of his gaze made me realize I had lingered too long. He gestured with his foot toward the car door he had opened for me. At least he was acting like a gentleman.
I kept watching him from the corner of my eye.
His masculine, tempting presence beside me in the driver’s seat… I was thinking about a married man like this.
I followed the line of his thighs with my eyes until I reached the area between them. He was sitting there, doing nothing inappropriate—so why did his size look so noticeable?
Clearly, that’s his real size. You’re not small, Tara, so ignoring this isn’t possible. I suppose that’s why his wife obeyed him back then; the size was painful.
Oh, my mind, why are you thinking this? I turned my eyes away from his private area, away from the strong masculine scent that had clouded my thoughts.
“Has your desire for my body not ended? Or should I shift to a more comfortable position so I don’t disturb you with staring?”
He didn’t speak with words his words alone made me stop looking and turn toward his perfect face.
“What do you mean? I wasn’t looking at you…”
I said firmly, trying hard to regain control after pushing those thoughts away from my mind.
“Then, where were you looking? For your information, I notice everything. Do you want me to tell you?”
“What?”
Did he notice my glances toward his thighs and… that? Damn it, how would I look to him now? I didn’t answer.
My phone rang. I grabbed it from the small car compartment without a door. It was Ethan calling but strangely, it was his second number, the one I saved without a name.
I looked at Kaiden, but he gave no reaction, so I answered the call.
“Are you okay? Why did you block my other number? Did you do something?”
I turned my head to the side, resting it against the car window, watching the roads as Ethan talked.
“No, you didn’t do anything. You must have hit the block button by mistake.”
I said, while thousands of thoughts raced through my mind. Who blocked Ethan if not me? Could it have been Kaiden? But why would he do that?
“I’m tired, as I told you. I’ll call after I wake up.”
“Okay, Ethan, I’m going to sleep now.”
I focused on the road through the window. The further we went, the fewer houses I saw. I was about to ask, but I swallowed my words when he placed his hand on my thigh.
My eyes widened in shock. I looked at his hand, brazenly resting on my bare thigh.
“Mr. Kaiden, take your hand off!”
I said, trying to push it away, but the harder I tried, the more he gripped my thigh. I felt his fingers pressing deep, making me stop.
“Stop, this hurts. Stop touching me!”
I said, my voice breaking, tears falling from my eyes, accompanied by shaky gasps. It really hurt.
Tara Blackwood POV"Oh, Kaiden, won’t you help us make the lady my son’s bride?"I understood what he said, and it was clear he was joking. I couldn’t understand why Mr. Ross’s face looked so stern.“That’s impossible, Mr. Ross. This girl belongs to someone else.”He emphasized belongs to someone else. For a moment, I thought he meant Ethan Rowlan, but then I remembered that just mentioning him annoyed Kaiden. The problem was, he made no effort to hide his irritation, both in his tone and on his face.“I’m sorry, miss. I didn’t know that. Your man is lucky anyway.”I blushed at “your man” because I didn’t see Ethan Rowlan as mine—not yet.I was about to respond when his son interrupted, taking my hand and pressing it to his chest. That gesture disgusted me, and he looked into my eyes:“I’m Alexander Ross.”I smiled to hide my tension from his touch.“I’m Tara Blackwood. Pleasure to meet you, Daniel.”He said this while playfully pointing at the poor Marco, who was just joking, and his
Tara Blackwood POVKaiden Draven stepped away from the car and, without taking his eyes off me, opened the door. I slid into the car without looking at him, trying my best to avoid his gaze.About ten minutes passed, which felt like an hour to me. Silence ruled the space, and I didn’t like it.I lowered my crossed leg to place it beside the other, causing my thighs to become noticeable.“Keep yourself covered, or I might throw you into the back seat and take that softness between my hands until it changes color.”I looked at him, tense and afraid. There was something terrifying about how calmly he said that. I gripped the edges of my coat over my thighs, protecting myself like he instructed.More minutes passed.I got bored staring straight at him, so I stole a glance from the corner of my eye. I noticed his eyes—was it sadness or anger?—focused ahead on the road.“Why didn’t you tell me you were coming to pick me up?”I crossed my arms and said it angrily, this time turning my head t
Tara Blackwood POVThe only sound in this room was the high-pitched moan of my head pounding. It took me a full fifteen minutes just to figure out what time it was… twelve o’clock.I’m dead. I didn’t sleep.No work today, which is perfect because I can focus on myself and my beauty.I propped up my upper body, hoping to regain some awareness, but the floor embraced my body, making a scream escape me.This hurts.I grabbed my back like I was a seventy-year-old woman.I rose from the floor with difficulty, dragging my feet toward the kitchen. My head throbbed endlessly.All I wanted was this damn pain to go away.Sometimes I regret growing up and discovering something called alcohol.I stood behind the kitchen bar, scanning around for anything that could help me make a drink to drown the misery.I gathered what I needed and, after a long struggle, finally made it.I drank two glasses, the third in my hand as I headed back to my room.The effect was perfect… the pain in my head was gone.
Tara Blackwood POVI was so tired of just sitting there, so I laid my head down on the pillow. I stretched out on the bed, lying on my stomach, keeping the phone in front of me, doing my best not to let my body show on camera.A full minute passed, and we were both locked in each other's gaze.“Tell me, Tara, why are you so determined to end us?”He grabbed my attention by breaking the silence. Ending this relationship and not going back was a decision my mind made, and I know my mind’s decisions are selfish when it comes to me.I was about to speak, but he cut me off.“You know we could stay together instead of breaking up like this.”“Weren’t you the one who started pulling away from me, Mr. Kaiden? Ever since that day at the hospital, I’ve noticed you changing toward me.”I twirled a strand of hair around my finger, staring into his black ocean eyes with my clear blue ones.“I’m sorry, little one, but you’ll know the answer to that question later.”I hummed in understanding. He did
Tara Blackwood POV"I won’t," I said as I pulled out of contacts and locked my phone.But a light blinked again. Who could it be? I had asked Mira, Ethan, Roilan, and Adam not to contact me.I picked up the phone, staring in disbelief at the caller ID… it was Kaiden Draven.I stared at the phone ringing for a long moment. He hadn’t dialed the wrong number.My finger hovered over the green icon, hesitating, then I swiped to answer."Tara… baby,"How I’d missed that nickname. I was used to it. Used to him being in my life.Two long seconds of silence passed."Talk to me. I’ve been aching for every little detail about you, Almaste," he said in that velvety voice that made my hearing numb.Tears slipped down my cheeks silently. He missed me too. That thought comforted me just a little, knowing I wasn’t the only one suffering here."Did you really miss me?"That was the first thing I thought to say. I asked and heard a heavy sigh, exhausted, coming from the phone."I missed you, baby. Ever
Tara Blackwood POV"Let’s start with the curses you wear every single day."I coughed hard as the smoke he blew hit my face. It burned my throat. His chest pressed against mine, heavy, almost crushing. I kept coughing for a few seconds, then forced myself to look up at him. I knew my eyes were a little red.I was about to speak, but he cut me off."If only you knew how men think when they see your body. You don’t even try to hide your curves."His voice was full of anger. It rose slowly, like a storm building."What I wear is none of your business, Mr. Kaiden Draven. And if anyone looks at me, that’s not your concern, Counselor."I stood still. Calm on the outside."Even my fiancé never tried to control what I wear. So who are you to interfere?""And what if your fiancé is not man enough?"He pulled his chest away from mine, but his hand stayed on my waist. Tight. Controlling. Keeping me from moving."I am a selfish man. And very jealous. Especially when it comes to what is mine."I k







