I had gone insane, I knew that for a fact as I lay down on my small single bed staring at the glossy black business card in my hands, with silver lettering embossed in a clear font that screamed professional.
Corbyn Emerson CEO of Emerson Industries.
I regretted the decision immediately, the moment he had pressed his business card into my palm, the cool touch of his skin against mine, sending waves through me, that I had made a mistake. There was something in those eyes that told me he knew something that I didn’t. Maybe this was a trap, maybe this was a Ponzi scheme or the front for an illicit money laundering and drug circle.
My imagination ran wild, pulling at different threads of trashy guilty pleasure novels I had read about women falling into a world of danger and criminal activity once they were approached by a brooding CEO.
Though Corbyn Emerson didn’t appear to be a Mafia Lord or gang leader, he seemed too proper for that. And judging from the lack of visible tattoos that didn’t seem like the best conclusion to come to..
After staring at the small rectangle of a card that wasn’t even really a card more like a thin sheet of metal, it felt more like a credit card than a piece of fancily printed paper to add propriety to a company.
Heaving myself off of the duvet, I reached for my laptop covered in an array of stickers, some faded and from literal college, that I hadn’t taken off. I never took the stickers off, even if the people that gave them to me had left me. I kept them all on in a sort of morbid collage of broken friendships or relationships.
Though I had almost broken that promise to myself and peeled one very specific sticker off, I couldn’t bring myself to. As stupid as it sounded it was too permanent to peel it off, watch it curl in on itself, lose its stickiness and be utterly useless, it’s only purpose stripped from it.
There were times when I felt like a used sticker, desperately clinging to the fading residual stickiness that was holding me together.
I stared at the spot where I had covered the sticker with another one, this one I had made myself with bits of tape and my really crappy printer, though I had purposely put it so that you could still see the original sticker beneath it, peaking out, in a sour attempt at reminding myself of the cruelty of the world.
I was in all senses of the word unhinged.
With that in my mind, I pulled open my laptop and began to research Emerson Industries, and what I found was extremely impressive.
A huge corporation that specialised in bespoke software and hardware with sister companies for everything from investment to clean energy.
I mean at least the company seemed to have the front of being slightly ethical.
I fell down the rabbit hole, spending hours looking through the website, the articles, the thousands and thousands of pictures of the intimidating man that I now knew to be Corbyn Emerson, there was him at charity events, and expo’s for products, with A-list celebrities fitting in perfectly on the red carpet.
There was one thing that stuck with me, with all his perfection, physique, carefully combed hair and striking eyes, there wasn’t a single picture in which he was smiling. It was this same stern look, pressed against his features, unrelenting to the pleas of paparazzi for him to smile in the videos I had found.
After what seemed like an eternity of digging, I started to try and look into what had happened to the previous personal assistant.
There was no listing for the job on the company's website, so out of curiosity, I typed in.
Emerson Industries, Personal Assistant.
At first, there was nothing remotely interesting, it was just a bunch of articles detailing how exactly you could catch the eye of successful businessman Corbyn Emerson, articles that were about an entirely different sort of Personal Assistant. I cringed at the crass language and almost gave up on searching for what must have happened to the previous PA.
That was until I saw a small piece of writing under one of the many posts talking absolute nonsense.
Did Kendal Grives betray CEO Corbyn Emerson and former lover, by abandoning her role as PA, and selling company secrets? Find out more here:
I wanted to press the link but something was pulling me back. As though it was far too personal for me to look into.
But curiosity got the better of me, and I clicked the link.
I wish I hadn’t.
The first thing I saw under the article title, was a beautiful woman standing in a dark maroon dress, next to a man I hoped to never see in my life again.
Kendal Grives reveals new partnership with rival CEO Niklaus Artymov.
My heart hammered in my chest, I felt like I might explode, and my stomach twisted as I tried not to heave up what little I had eaten that day.
I slammed the laptop shut, my hand shaking as memories plagued me, I closed my eyes reminding myself that he wasn’t there. Not anymore.
I needed to get out of this, I couldn’t work for Emerson Industries not if they were rivals to Artymov and Co.
It was then my phone began to ring, and fear shot through me, what if it was him?
The number was unidentifiable but staring at it more closely I realised that the numbers matched what was on the business card. Seeing this as my chance to get out of this mess, I answered quickly and rushed out a, “Hello.”
“Miss Laurence,” the brooding voice travelled through the receiver almost in a bored tone, “I expect you to answer on the first ring.”
“I-”
He didn’t care for my opinion.
“I am calling to let you know that you will be starting tomorrow. Do not be late, I had a distaste for tardiness, and you will be sanctioned. Do not think that if you do a terrible job I will fire you unscathed, mislead me in any way and there will be consequences.”
Exasperated I snapped, “I don’t take kindly to threats Mr Emerson.”
“That is hardly a threat. It is a contractual agreement.”
“I haven’t signed a contract yet.”
“I have all the makings of a verbal contract which as you should know is just as legally binding as a written contract. Feel free to take me to court if you do not agree.”
Annoyance coursed through me, it was now or never I had to deny this, move to another country get as far away from this as possible, “Mr Emerson, I implore you to reconsider you really don’t want a glorified waitress to be your personal assistant, surely?”
Making it seem like it was his idea, was what I had learnt from previously being in an extremely male-dominated industry.
“I am well aware of what I want. And I am sure that I want you to be my PA. Do not forget Miss Laurence of what I have at my disposal I know full well who you are.”
My heart collapsed in on itself.
“Miss Laurence?” his voice repeated and I really really wanted to hang up, move to another country hell another continent. This was insane. “What do you mean you know who I am?” I managed to push out the words, clattering clumsily out of my mouth as my heart beat in my throat and I began to twist my fingers into my hair, only barely resisting the urge of pulling out the dark strands. “Please Miss Laurence, did you really think that I, one of the most revered CEOs in the business world would not know about the woman that Niklaus Artymov made sure no one would hire?” His tone was patronising and I wanted to strangle him through the phone. I clenched my fists and took a deep breath. “If you know that why do you want to hire me, Mr Emerson, why take that risk?” It was then I heard the most strange sound a sound I didn’t think possible from the stern business, a rumble of laughter, a deep chuckle that though it came through the phone reverberated around my room. “There are so many re
I had lost my mind. I had gone completely and utterly insane. I guess it was a good thing my body clock never could recalibrate itself. I was always up by six in the morning if that. I was far from a morning person but I had trained my body to wake up at the crack of dawn so that I had the time to both contemplate my life and organise myself into some semblance of a successful woman. That had been the old me anyways before I was destroyed by a man who I don’t think deserves his name even to flicker through my thoughts. I knew I would need my business attire sometime soon, I could feel it in my bones. Of course, I knew a brooding CEO would deliberately blackmail me into working for him so that he could destroy my ex-fiance. What a typical Monday morning for me. I stared at myself, it had taken me forever to decide, a stylish suit or pencil skirt, I knew I was a PA, and the pencil skirt was a safe option but when had I ever played it safe? Never. That was the answer. My reckle
“I’m hardly late-” I began to try and defend myself but with one withering glance the words dried on the tip of my tongue and I pushed back a scowl.“And if you were a doctor, and you were even a minute late, and a patient died as a result would you say the same?”“I-What?” I stuttered, but his eyes said he was dead serious. I mean, being 30 seconds late to an office job where no one was in danger of dying was not the same as whatever scenario he had just pushed onto me, “It’s not the same. This isn’t life and death.”His eyes raked over my body, in a splintering look that made me want to curl into myself, throw my jacket over his eyes so I didn’t have to see them assessing me, analysing me as though I was pieces of hardware, that had gone haywire.“Maybe you didn’t know Niklaus Artymov as well as you thought then,” the comment was somewhere between offhanded and the most important information ever. A confusing mess of something to process.“You’re telling me this revenge you want to
“Why do you ask?” The problem with implementing a sort of test where you assumed the person being questioned would lie is that you didn’t think that far ahead. I had no idea what to say now.“Oh um, well we’re friends, just thought you should know. I mentioned this crazy proposition and she well she knew you, which I mean small world right?”I was rambling, I was nervous, and I didn’t know why.“Not particularly, I already knew that you were friends,” he said so casually as though it wasn’t incredibly weird for him to know so much about me.“I mean- wha-how?” I sputtered.“I make sure that I know all about my prospective employees,”“You’ve been planning this for a while haven’t you Mr Emerson, it wasn’t an accident that you were in that restaurant on the day I was left in charge, so tell me,” I leaned forward bracing my hands against his desk, “How long has this been going on?”“A while,” he drawled as though it was completely normal.“And how long is a while?”“Two and a half years,
“That was uncalled for,” I half yelled the culmination of frustration and exhaustion rippling off of each word, “You could have warned me,”He regarded me carefully before he finally responded, in that ever-cool, elusive tone, “And why ever would I do that?”I glared at him, “Because my douche of an ex-fiancé just walked in and tried to tell me what I can and can’t do with my life. And if I hadn’t slapped him he would have kissed me. Where is HR when you need them?”“He’s neither an employee nor a client, HR can do nothing for you, Miss Laurence.”“That’s not the point!” I threw my hands up exasperated and quite ready to throw my chair at his perfect window. Smashing the glass to pieces because I had a taste for destruction after that encounter. I could still feel the sting on the palm of my hand, which I didn't care about if my hand was hurting, his face sure was. And I still had a drop of blood on my pinky nail, spoils of war I would call it.“And what a mighty fine display of femin
I had come to the conclusion I really, really despised Kendal Groves, which you may say is unfair given the fact I haven’t met her. But rearranging all the important documents that belonged to Corbyn Emerson just to be petty, knowing damn well that he wasn’t going to fix them himself and was just dooming her replacement with the laborious task of making sure everything was once again in the correct order.Sure, she wouldn’t have known it would be me, but it’s the principle of it, by trying to get back at Mr Emerson she just made some poor PA’s life harder, whilst she shared all her secrets with Artymov and Co.It took hours, and I mean hours, this was supposed to be a 9 to 5, well 8 to 5 in Mr Emerson’s case, but it was getting close to 8 and I still hadn’t moved from the store room, a large number of files divided by client and date, the British Date, in tall piles that needed to stay in that exact order or I would go insane.I had spent at least 6 hours, in this cramped space, tryin
I always thought that expensive cars were supposed to be comfortable. I guess it wasn’t really the car that was making me uncomfortable, it was the icicle of a person beside me. I felt like melting into the seat, disappearing into refined leather, and upholstery. I was terrified that my shoes would scuff the glove compartment or nick the edge of the seatbelt, fraying it. “What is the matter, Miss Laurence?” he finally broke the silence. He didn’t listen to the radio or music, it was absolute silence, and on top of the car being expensive, it was a hybrid which meant I couldn’t even distract myself with the purr of the engine. This was probably the only time I cursed someone’s environmental awareness.“Nothing,” I tried to keep my voice light, but my fists were curling beneath the seat, tension rippling through them.“I do not appreciate liars, Miss Laurence, you would do well to remember that,”“Why does everything you say sound like a threat?” I quizzed him. The best way to distr
“You don’t have to walk me to my door, you know that right?” My voice was back to its peppy tone, a little like I was tipsy but I was just tired. Drunk on work, I wasn’t much of a drinker, I hated the idea of not being able to control myself, or remember what had happened. That was one of my greatest fears.“I feel obliged to,” he spoke carefully in a much softer tone as though he didn’t want to scare me. I hated that I had cried, it was pathetic totally and utterly.“So I’m an obligation now, you really do know how to make a girl feel special,”He gave me a look that couldn’t be more disapproving if he tired. A permanently etched-on, half smile that wasn’t a smile. If that made any sense.So he walked me to my door, and not just that, he didn’t just stop and the gate that led to my flat, he continued following me up to my floor.I mean I couldn’t just tell him to get lost, that would be rude. “Do you live alone Miss Laurence?”“You sure that information isn’t in that file you defini