2 WEEKS LATER
Things were moving fast. The wedding was scheduled for the upcoming week. Standing in front of a bridal shop, I held a simple note from him instructing me to try on my dress for the impending ceremony. His lack of communication irked me, especially after leaving me hanging the other day. He hadn't given me the opportunity to contribute to the wedding planning.
Checking the back of the note for additional information, I hoped for a contact number or email, but it was blank. Frustrated, I sighed and decided to enter the bridal shop with a forced smile. I am Camilla Rocco, and I refuse to let my fiancé bring me down. Smiles are my usual demeanor, except when I'm genuinely angry. I hadn't even informed Camillo or anyone from my dance crew about my engagement.
"May I help you?" a polite worker asked as I entered. "Yes, I'm here to try on a dress. I'm Camilla Rocco."
She raised an eyebrow, seemingly perplexed by my brief introduction. "I'm not sure what to tell you. Lucas sent me."
Instantly, her eyes widened, and all other workers stopped to look at me. Bowing her head, she apologized, "Sorry, we didn't recognize you earlier, madam. Please forgive us."
I became so uncomfortable with the sudden formality, I said, "It's okay, get up."
"Please, madam, follow me," she led me to a spacious room with a couch and a changing area. "Is there anything I can get you, madam?"
"Call me Camilla or Camy. No need for formalities."
"I cannot do that, madam," she replied, avoiding eye contact.
"Okay, then. Can you bring me the best mermaid dresses you have?"
Looking up at me, she hesitated before saying, "Sir said you are only allowed to try on the dress he has prepared. We only need to see what adjustments need to be made, madam." I scoffed at the idea of him controlling the wedding dress choice as well. "Is it at least a mermaid dress? That's what I've always wanted."
"No, madam, it is a ballroom dress."
Determined to get what I wanted; I approached her with a smile. "You're getting me a mermaid dress. I don't care what Lucas says. I can handle him."
She stepped back. "I cannot do that, madam. Mr. Firmino made his instructions very clear." I grabbed my bag, indifferent to their rules. "Okay, then. I guess I'll be leaving now."
But she ran in front of me, slamming the door shut and locking it. Panic set in as I realized my phone had no service. I began banging on the door, demanding to be let out, but no
one answered. Thirty minutes later, I sat on the couch, vowing to give them bad reviews.
The door clicked open, and I stood up, ready to confront them. However, my anger
vanished when I saw Lucas standing there, hands in his pockets, wearing a navy-blue suit.
"You told them to do this, didn't you?" I accused.
He sighed. "Camilly, do you know that I am a busy man? Why should I leave work just because of your outbursts? Am I getting married to a child?"
"It's Camilla." "What?"
"My name is Camilla, you bastard!" I shouted.
He seemed uninterested. "I don't care. Now go be a good girl and try on the dress." "No."
He ordered the worker to bring the dress, and she handed it to him. Shoving it into my chest, he commanded, "Try it on, now."
Glaring at him, I reluctantly grabbed the dress and went into the changing room. I disliked him more with each passing moment. He upset me, and his disrespectful behaviours added to the hatred I had to him. I changed into the dress, walked out, and stated, "I can't lace this up."
The worker led me back to the changing room, lacing the back of the dress. I looked at myself in the mirror with tears streaming down my face, I hated it.
I hated Lucas!!
This is not what I want!!
The dress was beautiful, a big, white, puffy ballroom gown with gems, but it wasn't what I wanted. I preferred a simple, white mermaid dress like my mom's.
"You're all set, madam," she said. "This dress fits you perfectly." I furrowed my brow as she left the room.
"Come out, “he ordered.
"No," I boldly replied. "You are not supposed to see me in the dress before the wedding day."
There was a moment of silence before the curtains were pushed opened. My heart skipped; fear took over me. His face that usually showed no emotions now had anger written all over it.
"Did you not hear a word I said earlier?" he snapped. "It's a tradition—"
"Be quiet," he interrupted, thoroughly examining my dress. He pointed to a spot on my gown. "Fix that."
The worker nodded. "Yes, Mr. Firmino."
"Tighten that," he ordered, gesturing towards my waist. "Yes, Mr. Firmino."
"No, it's already tight!" I protested, aware that any further tightening would be uncomfortable.
He paused, then turned to look me in the face. "Did I or anyone here ask for your opinion?" Glaring at him, I retorted, "I will not tolerate disrespect."
Ignoring me, he instructed the worker, "Call Romano when the dress is ready." "Yes, Mr. Firmino."
With that, he casually walked out.
I wiped away the tears rolling down my eyes as I played with my engagement ring on my finger. My engagement ring? I never imagined my wedding to be this way. Tomorrow will be when I would willingly tie myself to a notorious psychopath. Tomorrow, I would begin a life of enduring constant disrespect. The past few days has been heartbreaking and hard for me. Tears flowed freely down my face, and I sought solace in dancing at the public studio, only to return to the cycle of tears once more. Last night, in a desperate attempt to distract myself from my miserable life, I ventured to a club, longing for an escape I decided to get laid one last time before committing my forever to him. Prayers filled my thoughts, eagerly wishing he'd reject me, I was so disgusted by his presence. The fear of potential harm haunted me, a troubling uncertainty about what might happen if he ever laid hands on me. Yet, today, I made the painful decision to proceed with the marriage. It was a pact, a promise
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Seated at the dining table, I diligently worked on finishing the remaining food on my plate. Since we arrived, he has not said a single word to me. Not only did he not eat the meal with me, but he also distanced himself from me. Throughout the evening, he engaged himself in conversations with various people, i did not know if they were family or friends, I was not sure, as he had no intention to introduce me. While a few individuals identified themselves as associates of my father, there were no other introductions, leaving me wondering why. "May I have everyone's attention?" the MC announced, prompting us all to turn towards him. "A little birdy informed me that the bride is a dancer." Cheers erupted from the crowd. "Now, where is our groom? Our stomachs should be full by now, so let's have the bride and groom share their first dance as Mr. and Mrs. Firmino!" The crowd cheered, but he frowned, well that is the only expression you can see on his face. He was obviously displeased
"Follow your husband's request and head home," echoed Papa's words in my mind as I sat in the back seat of the sleek black Range Rover. Home? Husband? These terms were strange to me until recently. Yesterday, my home was my father's house, and I was happily single. Now, I found myself married with a new home and husband. As we stopped by a security booth, an armed man emerged, and Bram nodded at me. I was growing convinced that Bram might be mute. The man peered through the window at me, I furrowed my eyebrow in confusion. He withdrew his head, nodded at Bram, and we drove off. As we advanced through a passage, probably leading to Lucas's house, I glanced out of the windshield and beheld the magnificent mansion I had ever seen. My jaw dropped. Was this now my home? "This is ridiculous," I murmured to myself as Bram opened the car door for me. Before me stood a magnificent white and grey mansion, twice the size of Papa's estate and four times larger than our house back in Ameri
I was woken by a loud ringing sound. I looked over at his phone, I saw the caller ID displaying."Dorian." I looked at him, he was still fast asleep. I tapped him and quickly pretended to sleep as the ringing stopped.He groaned deeply, and I heard him answer, already annoyed. "What? WHY THE HELL WILL YOU DO THAT? Come back now!"I flinched at his tone which i knew he noticed because he got up. I opened my eyes, and he was texting on his phone with his back turned to me. My eyes widened at the sight; his back was covered in bruises and scars.That must have hurt so bad. He looked over his shoulder, and our eyes locked. Quickly, he picked up the shirt which was on the chair by the side of the room, and he pulled it over his head. Turning to face me, he said, "Let's make some rules, Camilla.""Cammy," I insisted.He raised an eyebrow. "What?" "You can call me Cammy.""Why the hell would I do that?" He asked and moved on before I could answer. "First rule, we will call each other by our
"Eat up," Ms. Dimitri said, standing there, watching me eat my breakfast. The weight of her gaze felt cruel."Is this really necessary?" I asked, trying to maintain a polite tone."You're now Mr. Firmino's wife, so you need to eat and stay healthy, always, just in case," she replied."What is your problem? What do you mean by what you just said" I spat back but i comported myself afterwards and I toyed with my food to distract myself. Fried eggs, turkey sausage, and bread were on the plate—decent, but my appetite was lost in this disturbing atmosphere."Just a few more bites, dear," she insisted, treating me like a child."You also look thin. You should gain some more weight. Don't just wait until you get pregnant. Lucas might not even want to get you pregnant in the first place.""Just shut up, I think you have better things to do than stay here vomiting trash from your silly mouth" I snapped, causing her to flinch at my outburst."I don't know who the hell you think I am, but I am n
Gasping for air, he finally released his grip on my throat to punch Dorian. Dorian skillfully dodged the blow and controlled him. "Lucas, you need to chill. Why not go work on the old engine outside?"Lucas, still boiling with anger, responded, "No, I'd rather end her here and now."He turned toward me, coming my way. Dorian stopped him again. "I found the documents in his car, and I'll take care of him alone. You shouldn't have two corpses in your office. Just go and play withthe engine."Dorian gradually released Lucas, who stormed out, his rage evident. "I'm sorry for what he did, did he hurt you?" he asked me, but I was in so much shock and pain that i couldn't respond. I justwanted to go back to my father's house and lay my head in his comforting arms with him stroking my hair."I did not want to harm you. I just wanted to test his patience," Dorian reassured me, and i questioned myself.Am i a toy to them?Is this guy serious right now?Shivering, I remained silent, i felt so
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