I didn’t got the chance to talk with Carx after that scene happened. And even during meals, he was absolutely quite and focused with his food. I couldn’t avoid my gaze to him since the day he offered me to wear his own designed dress. I just wonder why he suddenly got interested with fashion. Which in the first place, he is not obviously that typical kind of person who wears a lot of luxurious. Or probably, he have his own outfits namely branded by his own techniques and implications. It’s very amazing. If I could just have the chance to converse with him again, I’d like to have a peek inside his room.
After a minute, I’ve washed their plates and waited for them to leave their seats to have us maids eat our dinner. While I was preparing the table, I couldn’t stop glancing through Magna. She just opened a can of sardines and put it on the bowl. We’re not allowed to take their dishes as our dishes as well, so we sometimes forced to eat preservative food quality product.“Are you close with, sir Carx?” I asked while I get for our spoons. “I just find you comfortable with inserting midst private conversation especially him. I just find it something like that.”She laughed to my question and grin. “It is nothing. I tend to interrupt with things that I didn’t like. He’s a kind of younger brother for me. So, he don’t bother to tolerate my opinions.” The way she’s telling it to me. I could feel how she must be respected no matter what. Like she have everything under her control, even it seems not showing a trace of fairness. “I’ve been living here since I was fifteen. And I really was attractive to him. But, he started bringing a girl named Mia. He told me that he likes her. He just a kind of person who likes to linger around with new girls around their house.” She explained that makes me to get clarify with something I’m uncertain of. He’s just a happy-go-lucky type of person. And he means no meaningful intention.“He even offered me to wear a dress he just sewed years ago. It’s expensive and yes, I stunned the stage by showing off myself with the dress he design by himself.” Magna was chewing her food while storytelling about an experience with Carx. “I could thought we’re close since he bothered me a lot. But the moment after he was recognized when I wear the dress. He insulted me a lot than being grateful after I confessed my adoration to him.” She froze for a moment while remembering the past. She sound bitter after continuing, “He’s got things to say. Indubitably, never been bothered of you’ll feel. He choose pretty girls. Rich and hard-to-get.”“You’re scaring me, don’t you?” I asked while sarcastically laughing. “Well, we don’t care about his life. He have it. And let him suck what he got.” That’s all what I got inside my head. He’ll definitely going to hate me if he’ll hear me backstabbing his jerky character. Well, enough with his bad side. I really am interested about his relationship with Mia. “About Mia. Was she rich?”Magna shook as response looked at me while saying, “She’s what I’m referring to. My co-worker before. We studied the same schools. But now, I decided to end my college years.” She sound hopeless and sad. “I’ve got no enough brains to use. I went to scarcity as well, and my parents are debtors. I can’t able to solve it that easy. When I always rely on is my desired degree. I can’t do my annual finance budget.” She laughed while musing a thought, thinking how could she be more unfortunate. And I really feel the same thing as she were.“Where’s Mia now? Is she doing fine?” I asked. She finished all the food and emptied her plate after looking at me.“She’ll be graduating her Senior High school year. I visit her sometime and she’s doing fine,” she said then started to wash her used plates and focused doing it. I could probably got a chance to meet her then if I’m going to agree for his offer?It’ s going late in the evening but I can’t still feel asleep when I really eager to meet Carx. I tried to reach him out on his Wazup and waited him to answer the phone. I didn’t even got a chance to make a call for my parents. And I am getting guilty the way I started to forget about them. They’re probably trying to have a call with Camila. And I’ll be brought up and kicked out if they’ll know I’m not working to with Camila. I’ll just have a call for them tomorrow.I decided to give up and put my phone to the bedside table. The ringtone suddenly buzzing, thus, I peek on it after assuming that I might be setting an alarm. I was surprised to see that it was his number there. I quickly swiped down the button to answer his call. “Hello, good evening.” I greeted and bit my lower lip in awkwardness. This will be a first time to make a move to him. “Can I take the order you have asked me yesterday?” I opened up and added a weird tone of he-he after.He yawned from his line before answering, “Okay. Are you sure?” He asked. I just have my reason now of why I wanted to go to their graduation. First of all, I wanted to see Mia’s face. Secondly, see if everything will happened the same as Magna experienced years ago. And lastly, to figure out if he was having a change of himself or really have the manner like he ever did to his previous maids before.“I am. Do I sound hesitant?” I asked while trying not get a smile to my face. “I also have to talk with your parents as well. I’d like to change a contract as housekeeper,” I said after I was slowly covering myself under the bed sheets. “Are they willing to change agreement?” I asked, trying to get a clue form him. But instead, there’s a long silence to his landline. I asked if he was there.He cough before saying, “I’ll see you tomorrow night after dinner. Just knock on my door after you finish your job,” he said then hanged it up. I didn’t get used with his bipolar-like personality. But I understand of sometimes that he act so immature and rude. That is him.After I have prepared meals and saw that our boss are having a trip except for Carx, pulling their luggage and putting them to the back seat of the car. Mrs. Venisa went inside after she put her bag to the front seat. I also helped them carrying their baggage with some businesses’ assets. Venisa was less someone I could interact in this house. Since she always got herself to the phone, always responding consecutive calls. She head back inside and peek in the kitchen and smiled. “You cooked my favorite dish, hun.” She complimented Magna’s cooking, where she fried a bacon and also a saucy chicken breast. I saw how Magna was flattered from her reactions. “Pack these to a meal box, Magna. I’ll bring them in my trip.” She ordered and took a last bite on a chicken she haven’t finished yet.“Good morning, mom.” I suddenly looked to Carx who also glance through my direction after giving his mother a peck to both of her cheeks. “Can’t you have breakfast with me?” Carx asked. He became used with this kind of circumstances. Since, his parents are undeniably that busy person.“No. We just really need to go. We have to go there as early before nine in the morning. Or else we’ll be late for the meeting,” she said and grabbed the strap of clothed bag where Magna putted the sealed dishes in meal box. They left after five minutes without even saying any goodbyes. His father didn’t bother to have some taste for meals, but emptied a cup of tea while reading newspaper.Carx was left alone and got not choice but to seat alone in the table. Magna prepared the meals for him and poured a lemon juice to the glass after. I tried to ask him about something. And maybe, I could only got the chance to speak up if Magna’s not here. I pretend to wipe the counter and sink area in the kitchen. Magna sometimes left and get back again. I could sometimes see Carx intently looking at me and attempt to say a word. But, we can’t. We’re obviously scared that Magna might drew an issue about us.“You’re stuck,” said Magna when she realized I’ve been wiping the too much and didn’t dare to switch to another area. I startle with her opinion and saw how Carx also tend to eavesdrop with us. “We’ve got to finish our task in front yard. Why do you seem bothered?” She asked while trying to touch by the back of her hands. I avoid and wry.“I’m fine—” I’ve got my chance to confront Carx already when he had put his plates by himself. “Carx, I mean, sir. I’d like to ask for your permission if you can let me have my day off. I actually aim to visit someone,” I explained and rushed washing his plates already. “Well, if you don’t mind?”“We still have a lot to clean up, Ms. Annette?” Magna inserted but Carx agree and allow me to have an hour to visit..“Be sure it is not your boyfriend,” he whispered to my ears that causes all my system to get tingle from his scorching breath.After days staying at the hospital. I already discharge that Saturday after Trexon visited me yesterday and promised to help about the job he offered to me. The cold air welcome me the moment I stepped inside my room. I arrived at apartment exactly noon time. I get home all alone. The room was silent and peaceful. I closed the door behind me and stare at the ceiling. The day that cause trauma all my life reminded me how I let myself broke into pieces even more. It sadden to realize I was left all alone after meeting those people I once hold onto. Camila didn’t even bother reaching me out, or even Carx to apologize of what he done. I went to my full length mirror and saw my skinny reflection. I saw how my eyes already darken under. I heaved a sigh and reach the call at the telephone. “Hello,” said the man from the other line. It was hoarse voice and I can clearly hear how he was sobbing while talking to me. “Who is this?” “Your dad,” he shortly answered. This was the first time
The next morning, I feel unwell and wasn’t feel comfortable even I left alone in my room. What Carx had done to me was unforgettable and brought me into biggest trauma that would forever hunt me, even in daylight. I couldn’t help but shed in tears again. I was laying in this hospital bed. There was none of them visiting me. Even Camila that I wished had changed her mind at least just to see me if I was doing fine. She really change and becoming unpredictable. I reached my phone and saw missed calls and messages from my parents. One message caught my attention and notice it was an unknown number. The message told something I wish I was familiar of it since that first time of meeting each other: ‘I’ll visit you by 9PM, sweetie.’ I was hoping of whoever it was. I became too desperate after everyone had left me broken. They left me being mum all my life, giving me endless trauma, hated my whole being, and blaming me for everything shit I must’ve done. I cried again, but this time becaus
“What happened?” I was surprised seeing Camila broke in tears. She also glared at Carx beside me. I quickly went to her but she just step away and rolled her eyes at me. Her cheeks were all red as she kept wiping off the tears on her cheeks. I was confused when I exchange stares with her including Carx who stood beside me and didn’t care to Camila glaring at him. “You betray me too, Anne,” she said and looked to me with as she scoff in disappointment. “Have you ever wondered what would I feel when I’ll figure this out?” Her voice shake and she could cry again at any time if she continue with her words. She was really heart broken that I couldn’t help but to only look at her. I know she don’t like the idea of me getting near her when I hurt her which I was unsure about. “What do you mean?” I avoid my eyes from her. I bit my lower lip and saw Carx moved away form me and attempt leaving. Rue stopped him by grabbing his left arm. They exchange stares to each other. I saw how Camila st
“Do you know each other?” I heard Istanio’s voice echoed when he already reached our direction with his confused expression. I looked away after I noticed this stranger in front of me was glancing as he smirked. Istanio smiled at me while I started to eat the food I have ordered earlier. I shook my head after I met Istanio’s eyes and forehead wrinkled in frustration. I saw them fist bump while I listen silently to their conversation. It’s hard to be in this situation, where I left behind when others started talking such. I feel my phone vibrated saw text message from Camila. I haven’t informed her properly about my leaving. I licked my lower lip after I wiped off the napkin to every corner of my mouth. “She was my schoolmate,” said Istanio and saw him in my peripheral vision how he glimpse at me. “How is staying here, Calden?” he asked as this Calden moved his shoulders and flexed it as he put on the earphone . We started to get back on our apartment. I happened to cross path wit
I go back to school and meet the usual classmates who wanted to get rid of me, so bad. I sighed when I sat on my chair and didn’t turned looking at their direction. I realized that Rua already changed her seat and sat with the well-known council of her college. I was frowning the whole day even good thing happened to me last night. “For today, I’d like you to choose your own partners for reporting next week,” said the veteran professor as she carefully settling her eyeglasses on her nose. She looked at the left side and saw her grinned at Rua as she added, “I want you Ms. Rua to pick someone from your row to be your group member.” I noticed how the others wry and didn’t look at her in the eye. We were girls aligned in the row and noticed them glancing at me as I waited for her to choose me to be in her group. I feel uneasy and having a hot seat. I shiver when I looked around, then saw Carx was there, he was busy scrolling on his phone and didn’t care of anything
I was surprised of what he said. And I can’t even digest the words he have told me. My brows automatically furrowed when I saw him grinning already. This stranger must be idiot! “Do you know each other?” Istanio asked as he joyfully approached us —now with his curious expressions. I looked away and packed my food instead. I quickly went to my things and carry them all at once. I feel my pocket vibrated and read the message which Camila had sent. Camila:Are you still mad at me?I pressed keys on my dial pad and it took three rings before she could answer. I heard him heaved a sigh and utter a small voice. “Sorry.” “No. You don’t have to be sorry. I’m the one at fault. I’ll be visiting you every Sunday. If it’s okay with you,” I said in a calm voice. I can’t avoid sometimes of being worried whenever she’s like this. She always apologize, though in the first place I understand everything and it made me feel guilty cause she made covered my mistakes from any circumstances. I heard
“Really huh?” I pushed him away from me and angrily pointed him my fingers. I was furious when he mentioned the word that trigger me again. I step towards his direction and knitted my brows as I cursed and blurted out, “You don’t own me anymore. I’ll leave and make sure you can’t find me!” I went to the staff room and didn’t turn back to their direction when everyone witnessed what happened. I walked pass by Trexon and saw his worried eyes as he grabbed my arm gently and looked to Carx’ direction. I pulled my arm from him and he followed as I started to pick my folded clothes and went to the restroom. “Stop following me,” I insisted as he stared into my direction and about to held my wrist that I quickly lifted and started to get shiver when his eyes look into me without knowing it weakens me after what happened between us. “What happened?” He asked softly and held me to both of my shoulders to steady in my position, looking to his eyes in cur
Since that night, Kendrick keep visiting Camila’s house. He always offering us for a ride. While I was not trying to talk with Camila since the thing she have told me about my parents knowing that I work. The car was silent while we’re heading to school. I can’t stop him from insisting and even made Camila to just agree about it. She keep glancing me through rear view mirror. Her eyes met mine and show a small smile from her face. Kendrick and Camila are both schoolmates in that university. But he dropped Camila and before me. It was late for me to notice that they seem close with each other because of it. Kendrick didn’t wear the uniform as Camila thus I assume he is not studying there. “Who are you dating?” he suddenly asked and glanced to me. I bit my lower lip when I remember the last kiss we had. We never talk with each other after that incident happen. We merely exchange stares and Marisa is the one only visits Mrs. Rovis’ home. I wonder why Trexon always
I froze when he reached my hand and squeezed it tightly as he motioned his other hand to the ceiling and said, “You’ll surely like this place once you transfer. I can visit you anytime when I’m free.”“Jeez, Tanio! Why are you saying that to her? You’re creeping her out,” said the landlady. She then looked at me and nodded as her head lean to the side as she asked, “You can stay here so someone can at least maintain the room if you worried paying down payment.”I automatically smiled and jump in surprise. She was too kind that I can’t help but reach her for an embrace. She hugged me back and slowly rubbed her hands to my back. “If it’s okay. Can I move here by tomorrow? I’ll make sure to do my best cleaning the entire area of your apartment, madame.”“Are you sure?” Istanio asked with his wrinkled forehead because of what I just said. “You can just promise her to pay after a week. She can consider…”“That’s the kindest offer I can do for her.