OSTARA’S POVIt was almost embarrassing how hard I crashed after the party.One minute, the villa had been a glittering carousel of laughter, ribbons, running feet, and over-sweet frosting—and the next, it was a soft, slow-motion blur of clinking glasses, half-deflated balloons, and quiet jazz from the speakers in the corners.The sun had dipped below the hills. Staff moved gently around us, collecting plates, wrapping up decorations, sweeping glitter from the stone floors.Donna, still very much in post-cake hysteria, ran shrieking through the hallway with Penny behind her, the two of them wearing matching sparkly headbands and plastic clip-on earrings. Their screams echoed faintly, like a fading celebration that hadn’t quite finished yet.I stood by the living room doorway, wine in hand, watching everyone wind down.Robert had a glass of whiskey and one foot propped up on the ottoman, already dozing with his head back and his mouth slightly open. My dad was locked in some philosophi
OSTARA’S POVWhat a ridiculous, embarrassing, delusional thing to do.I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, refusing to even blink. My sheets were tangled around my legs, the room stuffy with leftover heat from the day. Every wall felt like it was pressing in on me. Judging. Mocking. Whispering, you kissed him?God.Not even kissed him. Tried to.He didn’t even flinch violently. That would’ve been less humiliating. No—he’d leaned back slowly, like I was a slow car crash he saw coming and had the decency to dodge with grace.Joseph. He said I reminded him of his mentor. His mentor.“Ex-lover” would have been better. I turned over and buried my face into the pillow.Of all the things I could’ve misread, I had to choose the one man in Italy who saw me like a principled ghost from his past.Idiot.I barely moved all night. Just kept flipping over every five minutes like some sad, haunted pancake of regret.And then—because the universe has a sharp sense of humor—Davina flung my curtain
OSTARA’S POVSunday evening rolled in quiet and gold, the lake reflecting streaks of light that looked like they were being drawn out by hand. The villa smelled like rosemary and baked bread. Donna had been playing in the sun most of the afternoon and was now inside, doing her best to choose which earrings Davina should wear for dinner.It had been a good week. Uneventful. Unpressured. Peter hadn’t shown up once.That should’ve been a relief. Instead, I found myself checking my phone more often than I wanted to admit. Replaying the last conversation in my head like a loop that wouldn’t quiet down. His restraint had left space, and that space—unexpectedly—had made me curious.So I sent a message. Short and clear.Dinner? Just us girls and one brave man. 7:30. Casual.He replied with a single thumbs-up emoji and nothing else. I didn’t know why that irritated me.But he showed up exactly on time.Peter arrived in a navy open-collar shirt and slacks, no tie, holding a bouquet of small w
OSTARA’S POVAs promised, Peter didn’t reach out for an entire week.Not a single message. Not a casual “How’s the view today?” Not even a forwarded itinerary or a wine suggestion.Just silence. Polite, deliberate silence.And I couldn’t decide if it impressed me… or annoyed me.That week, Donna and I made Lake Como our own. We explored the cobblestone streets in the nearby villages, tried too many variations of pistachio gelato, hired a boat that Donna insisted she would captain, which meant sitting at the helm in oversized sunglasses, ordering the captain, who took her very seriously, and spotted at least two celebrities sunbathing on private docks. Davina nearly passed out when she realized one of them had liked one of her old Instagram posts from 2019.She spent the rest of that afternoon “casually” fixing her hair.Bethany relaxed, too. She had that watchful stillness about her most days, but even she began walking more slowly, sitting longer in the sun, taking longer pauses wit
OSTARA’S POVHe nearly choked on his wine as the words left my mouth. “You said you wanted to be honest…” I said. “So be honest.” He wiped his mouth with the corner of his linen napkin. “Yes.” I leaned back in my chair. “This has all been a tactic.” He shook his head. “First, allow me to say I am impressed you figured that out.” “Do you want me to feel flattered?” I asked accusingly. “I know you don’t care to be flattered, Ostara. I’m just expressing my admiration. It’s respectable.” “And you’re not just saying that to get Harvest Bloom into your portfolio?” “Wouldn’t dream of it,” he grinned. “Look, it’s true that other chocolate brands are interested. And it’s true that I can’t wait forever… I have to launch some day. But I’m not going to pressure you into working with me. You should be happy… even if it’s with Zenith.” That felt uncomfortable to hear. I didn’t even want the insinuation of working with Anthony’s company. “Struck a nerve, did I?” he asked knowingly, taking
OSTARA’S POVThe sun hit different in Italy.That was my first thought when we stepped off the jet in Milan, and the warmth of early spring air kissed my skin. Lighter. Softer. Like someone had turned the world down to a gentler volume.Donna let out a little whoop as the breeze blew through her curls, bouncing on her toes in her little sneakers.“I can already smell pizza,” she announced to no one.Davina raised her sunglasses and smiled. “I told you this kid had priorities.”Bethany was behind us, juggling two of Donna’s bags with the kind of ease only she could manage. She didn’t complain, just scanned the tarmac for our next ride.I took one slow breath.This wasn’t home. It wasn’t safety. But it was quiet. And right now, that was enough.A sleek black helicopter sat waiting just ahead, blades beginning to slow. The pilot waved us forward.Donna tugged at my sleeve. “We’re going up again?”I nodded. “Just a little further, then we’ll rest.”“And gelato?”I laughed. “You’ll survi