LOGINLast stop, the dining room, ripped from a gothic fever dream. People wear powdered wigs and discuss bloodlines over roasted swans in a place like this. It's massive, like everything else in this mansion, but there's only one table in the center. Long, black, polished enough that I can see my own distorted reflection on the surface.
Dinner's already laid out.
Roast beef, pink in the center. Piles of honeyed carrots, potatoes so crisp they steam at the edges. A boat of gravy, actual gravy, thick and dark and shimmering. I haven't smelled anything this good in years. Maybe ever.
Caelum pulls my chair out for me, the gentleman host. I sit because I don't trust myself to stand without drooling.
He doesn't sit across from me. No, he settles in right beside me, thigh pressing against mine, hand draped over the back of my chair.
"You should eat," he says, voice low and indulgent. "You'll need your strength."
I clench my hands under the table. "Not hungry."
His grin is slow. "Is that a lie, pet?"
I ignore the name through gritted teeth. I'm not giving him that reaction again.
He leans forward, plucks up a fork, and spears a piece of beef. "Want me to feed you again?"
That's it. That's the crack in the dam.
"No," I breathe. "No, please. Just, please let me go."
He tilts his head before replying. "Ah," he murmurs, "see? Begging isn't that hard."
I shove the chair back with a scrape. Stand too fast, and the room tilts. "I'm serious, Caelum." His name tastes like acid. "I can't stay here."
"My home isn't good enough for you?" There's no anger in his voice, just amusement.
"It's fucking awful here. I don't know how you can stand it." My chest is rising and falling at an ungodly pace as I try to suck air in and feed the words falling out of me.
"I'll beg, crawl on my knees, lick your boots. Anything." I hold his violet eyes, which are sparkling and full of wickedness. "Please, please, I can't do this. My squat is better than here."
"Now now Ash." He pushes his chair back and swivels to face me fully. "Let's not be dramatic. Your home, should be condemned. This place is a dream."
He holds his hands out, sweeping them dramatically around him.
I'm shaking my head before he's even finished. "No Caelum, you need to hear me. This. Place. Is. Wrong." Each finishing word I space with a loud clap, hoping it really drives the point home.
He's created a tomb.
He's still smiling, but his eyes sharpen. "Wrong?"
"I don't care how many rooms it has, how expensive it is, how much food you pile on that table. It's rotten and makes me want to puke all over your expensive rugs." My throat tightens, the words clawing their way out now. "The walls are watching. If I breathe too loudly, the floor will crack open and eat me."
Something flares in his eyes, his mouth parts and there's the slightest hitch in his breath.
"I knew it," he breathes. "You're fucking made for me."
I don't know what that means, but I have no time to process because he rises to full height in one fluid motion, holding out his hand palm up.
"Come."
"No."
His smile never wavers. "Don't make me carry you again."
I shake my head.
"Let me show you something."
If I hadn't caught the single moment that pleading slipped into his voice, I would have speared him with a fork and ran.
But I did catch it. So I make a monumentally stupid decision.
I take his fucking hand.
Quickly, he leads me to the back of the room. Past the table, behind velvet drapes, to ornate glass doors I hadn't noticed before. Pushing them open, he pulls me out into the cool evening air, and we careen down the side of the building.
As brick ends, and we move onto dew-soaked grass, he points to the right. My gaze follows the line and lands on a small patch of trees, tucked behind them, a single brick outbuilding.
Ooookay. Murder room, it has to be.
Getting there is rapid at the pace he's dragging me. It's nothing really, just light brick and a squat red door. But as we approach, it's obvious that the door isn't just red. It looks carved, from molten metal then cooled.
As we pull up in front of it, he stops, brings me to his side, hand still wrapped around mine. There's a hum in the air, soft at first. Then pulsing louder, deep in my chest, in my bones. It pushes past my skin, floods me like a drug. I feel my pupils dilate, light rushing in, making everything too bright. Endorphins flood me so fast I gasp.
"What the…"
Caelum takes a step, putting himself right in front of me, leans down so we're face to face. The grin is sinful, his pupils blown wide matching mine. The skin of our lips brush against each other as he finally speaks.
"Did you really think I would fucking live here?" he whispers.
Then he opens the door.
Last stop, the dining room, ripped from a gothic fever dream. People wear powdered wigs and discuss bloodlines over roasted swans in a place like this. It's massive, like everything else in this mansion, but there's only one table in the center. Long, black, polished enough that I can see my own distorted reflection on the surface.Dinner's already laid out.Roast beef, pink in the center. Piles of honeyed carrots, potatoes so crisp they steam at the edges. A boat of gravy, actual gravy, thick and dark and shimmering. I haven't smelled anything this good in years. Maybe ever.Caelum pulls my chair out for me, the gentleman host. I sit because I don't trust myself to stand without drooling.He doesn't sit across from me. No, he settles in right beside me, thigh pressing against mine, hand draped over the back of my chair."You should eat," he says, voice low and indulgent. "You'll need your strength."I clench my hands under the table. "Not hungry."His grin is slow. "Is that a lie, pe
Whatever happens after today, I can forever glow in smug satisfaction that I’ve worn the ghost of a path in this rug, which is probably really expensive. Granted, it’s because I've been pacing so long, but it’s worth it.Or was it already there? Maybe some other poor sap of a girl wore the same track. Another one who thought she could fight her way out of this place with a little stubbornness and a bad attitude.Spoiler: she’s probably bones now.Getting dressed after the bath was an unsettling experience. Not only because the clothes are soft and pricey, but because they fit me perfectly. I chose black skinny jeans, a black hoodie and soft soled black leather boots. Perfectly reflecting my mood.Shit they feel good. I feel good in them.There’s no clock in here. I searched for a phone, tablet, tv, any technology, nothing. Just four grand walls, a heavy-ass bed, a bathtub that could fit three of me, and time. Endless, silent time.The more I move, the more I realize how quiet it is. P
Whatever happens after today, I can forever glow in smug satisfaction that I've worn the ghost of a path in this rug, which is probably really expensive. Granted, it's because I've been pacing so long, but it's worth it.Or was it already there? Maybe some other poor sap of a girl wore the same track. Another one who thought she could fight her way out of this place with a little stubbornness and a bad attitude.Spoiler: she's probably bones now.Getting dressed after the bath was an unsettling experience. Not only because the clothes are soft and pricey, but because they fit me perfectly. I chose black skinny jeans, a black hoodie and soft-soled black leather boots. Perfectly reflects my mood.Shit they feel good. I feel good in them.There's no clock here, so time has lost all meaning. I searched for a phone, tablet, TV, any technology, nothing. Just four grand walls, a heavy-ass bed, a bathtub that could fit three of me, and time. Endless, silent time. The more I move, the more I r
At some point in the last five minutes, he picked me up.One minute I'm slumped in a puddle of my own adrenaline, sweat, and possibly a few pieces of dead person. The next, I'm weightless. Pressed against hard warmth that is entirely unasked for. His heartbeat is steady under my cheek, not matching the fact that the world has just upended itself and shown me its underbelly.Whatever happened just now, will need to be unpicked at another time. This second, I'm deep in self-preservation, happily locking all that shit away.My eyes are pinned wide open, because I don't trust what's behind them anymore. They're full of light, twitching bodies, heat and power and that scream that came from me, but not me.I'm not looking at his face. Just the stretch of black fabric over his chest and the line of his throat that shouldn't be that smooth. The world tilts, not metaphorically, actually. I feel the shift in air, the change in pressure, the second reality holds its breath around him. One blink
She's stopped fighting. For now. Her chest rises in uneven little gasps as I hold her there, her pulse a flutter beneath my palm. I could count the beats if I wanted to. Could tell her how many times her heart raced the moment she realized it wasn't just the door that betrayed her, or the window, or the world, but her own body. She's trembling for all the right reasons, and every twitch of muscle makes it harder to think.My cock is already stone, straining against the fine fabric of trousers that cost more than this whole rotting building. I knew she would be receptive, but when I felt that warm pussy throb against my thigh, I nearly blew in my pants right there.It's absurd. Standing here in this rancid hovel, mold bleeding from the walls, a mattress thinner than my patience beneath our feet, and all I can think about is fucking. Making her beg on her knees for my dick, cry for it, until she can't remember what she was before she became mine.I glance around the apartment, if you ca
Every limb stretches, and so does my mouth. Into the widest smile, because the ache in my bones is gone.Decadent muscle shakes shimmy up my whole body. Not even the gnarled mess in my thigh is throbbing. Everything moves like it's supposed to, smooth and effortless, and for a few stolen seconds, I feel like I've finally stepped out of someone else's nightmare and into my own body again.I press a hand to my stomach and laugh, low and breathless, drunk on the feeling of not being in pain. It's absurd. I haven't felt this good since, I don't even know. Since before the alley. Since before hunger became a full-time job and pain my only consistent roommate.Rolling onto my back, I let my fingers skim along my ribs, then up to my collarbone. Nothing. No bruises. No swelling, my skin is soft, clean.Realization churns in my gut. Yesterday, I had one foot firmly planted in my grave. I knew I was dying. No way should I feel…good. I sit up too fast and the rush of it knocks the breath from my







