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Cutting through the slum alley behind the old ash boiler, half-expecting to hear footsteps, I take a second to creep forward. But nothing comes. No footsteps. No voice. Just that gut-deep twist that says I'm not as alone as the street wants me to believe.
I make it three steps into the next alley before I know I've made a mistake.
There's a man standing at the far end, blocking the exit. Lean, long limbed, head down with his hoodie shadowing most of his face. He looks like the others around here, worn thin by too many nights and not enough money. But something about the way he's holding himself is off. People in the Ring don't square their shoulders like that. They don't wait that still.
I stop walking. My boots sink into the concrete, loose chunks shifting under the weight. Ahead, he still hasn't moved. Just stands there, he belongs here and I don't.
He lifts his head, slowly and deliberately; it takes effort. Maybe it hasn't been lifted in a while. His face catches the light and I see too much, cheeks stretched too tight over bones, eyes like smudges of coal. All pupil, no soul.
He shouldn't be standing, or breathing, let alone walking. But here he is, waiting for little old me.
"Don't," I say. Steady, a hint of bored. My hands stay in my coat pockets, one wrapped around the broken bottle I've been sleeping beside for a week. I wrapped it in cloth to keep it from gutting the lining. Funny how the things that protect you still want to cut.
He steps forward.
I pull the bottle.
He lunges.
I twist to the side and his arm slams into the wall where my head used to be. Bricks crack, dust sifts down. The smell of mildew and rust fills the air. I don't wait, step in close, grab his hoodie, and drag the jagged edge of the glass across his shoulder.
The skin gives, but not like it should. No warm rush of blood, just a thick line of something dark that doesn't look like it belongs in a body. It slides down his chest, slow and slick, clinging to the fabric like tar.
He grunts, more annoyed than hurt, and whips his arm around toward my ribs. I duck, barely, and stumble back out of reach, bottle still raised.
He watches me now. Smiling. He's seen how this ends, and it's not with me walking away.
He lunges again. I duck, catch a shoulder to the ribs, and hit the ground with enough force to knock the air out of me. He's on me in a second, one hand pressing into my chest, fingers tightening around my coat. My frozen wrist won't move.
"Wasn't supposed to fight," he growls, low and crackling.
"Then they didn't do their homework," I grit out.
My right arm still works, that's all I need. I drive the bottle into his ribs.
The sound he makes rips through the alley, making the walls feel too narrow. He jerks back, staggering to his feet. I roll, coughing, and push myself upright with one hand. My fingers are slick, my shoulders are throbbing.
But I'm not done.
He stands a few feet away, hunched and panting, head twitching, trying to realign himself. That black liquid's still leaking from the hole in his side, it hits the concrete and sizzles.
"You're different," he mutters.
I pick up a length of rusted pipe and fling it at his face. The duck comes, but not fast enough. It clips his temple with a dull thwack and sends him stumbling. That moment, just a second of off-balance, of staggered footing, is all the opening I need.
I drive into him with everything I've got. Straight into his chest with my full weight, shoulder first. We slam into the brick wall behind him. His head cracks back, I feel it reverberate through the wall, through me. His whole body slumps.
I drive my knee into his face before he can think about recovering.
Now he drops.
Hard.
I stand over him, chest heaving, knuckles split. The glass is still in my other hand, coated in something that, most definitely, is not blood.
Run you idiot. I'm pleading with myself now, Jesus.
Nope, I watch instead. His chest rises, falls, then stills. I nudge him with my foot. Not dead, I don't think. But not breathing either. More like, paused.
Whatever he is, it's not built like me. The street behind me is still silent. I back out of the alley slowly, eyes scanning every window, every rooftop. My wrist is still frozen, I tuck it close to my ribs, press it tight, trying to warm the feeling back into it.
That presence, the one from earlier, is back. Only this time it's stronger.
And whoever they are, they're not worried about hiding.
They want me to know.
Last stop, the dining room, ripped from a gothic fever dream. People wear powdered wigs and discuss bloodlines over roasted swans in a place like this. It's massive, like everything else in this mansion, but there's only one table in the center. Long, black, polished enough that I can see my own distorted reflection on the surface.Dinner's already laid out.Roast beef, pink in the center. Piles of honeyed carrots, potatoes so crisp they steam at the edges. A boat of gravy, actual gravy, thick and dark and shimmering. I haven't smelled anything this good in years. Maybe ever.Caelum pulls my chair out for me, the gentleman host. I sit because I don't trust myself to stand without drooling.He doesn't sit across from me. No, he settles in right beside me, thigh pressing against mine, hand draped over the back of my chair."You should eat," he says, voice low and indulgent. "You'll need your strength."I clench my hands under the table. "Not hungry."His grin is slow. "Is that a lie, pe
Whatever happens after today, I can forever glow in smug satisfaction that I’ve worn the ghost of a path in this rug, which is probably really expensive. Granted, it’s because I've been pacing so long, but it’s worth it.Or was it already there? Maybe some other poor sap of a girl wore the same track. Another one who thought she could fight her way out of this place with a little stubbornness and a bad attitude.Spoiler: she’s probably bones now.Getting dressed after the bath was an unsettling experience. Not only because the clothes are soft and pricey, but because they fit me perfectly. I chose black skinny jeans, a black hoodie and soft soled black leather boots. Perfectly reflecting my mood.Shit they feel good. I feel good in them.There’s no clock in here. I searched for a phone, tablet, tv, any technology, nothing. Just four grand walls, a heavy-ass bed, a bathtub that could fit three of me, and time. Endless, silent time.The more I move, the more I realize how quiet it is. P
Whatever happens after today, I can forever glow in smug satisfaction that I've worn the ghost of a path in this rug, which is probably really expensive. Granted, it's because I've been pacing so long, but it's worth it.Or was it already there? Maybe some other poor sap of a girl wore the same track. Another one who thought she could fight her way out of this place with a little stubbornness and a bad attitude.Spoiler: she's probably bones now.Getting dressed after the bath was an unsettling experience. Not only because the clothes are soft and pricey, but because they fit me perfectly. I chose black skinny jeans, a black hoodie and soft-soled black leather boots. Perfectly reflects my mood.Shit they feel good. I feel good in them.There's no clock here, so time has lost all meaning. I searched for a phone, tablet, TV, any technology, nothing. Just four grand walls, a heavy-ass bed, a bathtub that could fit three of me, and time. Endless, silent time. The more I move, the more I r
At some point in the last five minutes, he picked me up.One minute I'm slumped in a puddle of my own adrenaline, sweat, and possibly a few pieces of dead person. The next, I'm weightless. Pressed against hard warmth that is entirely unasked for. His heartbeat is steady under my cheek, not matching the fact that the world has just upended itself and shown me its underbelly.Whatever happened just now, will need to be unpicked at another time. This second, I'm deep in self-preservation, happily locking all that shit away.My eyes are pinned wide open, because I don't trust what's behind them anymore. They're full of light, twitching bodies, heat and power and that scream that came from me, but not me.I'm not looking at his face. Just the stretch of black fabric over his chest and the line of his throat that shouldn't be that smooth. The world tilts, not metaphorically, actually. I feel the shift in air, the change in pressure, the second reality holds its breath around him. One blink
She's stopped fighting. For now. Her chest rises in uneven little gasps as I hold her there, her pulse a flutter beneath my palm. I could count the beats if I wanted to. Could tell her how many times her heart raced the moment she realized it wasn't just the door that betrayed her, or the window, or the world, but her own body. She's trembling for all the right reasons, and every twitch of muscle makes it harder to think.My cock is already stone, straining against the fine fabric of trousers that cost more than this whole rotting building. I knew she would be receptive, but when I felt that warm pussy throb against my thigh, I nearly blew in my pants right there.It's absurd. Standing here in this rancid hovel, mold bleeding from the walls, a mattress thinner than my patience beneath our feet, and all I can think about is fucking. Making her beg on her knees for my dick, cry for it, until she can't remember what she was before she became mine.I glance around the apartment, if you ca
Every limb stretches, and so does my mouth. Into the widest smile, because the ache in my bones is gone.Decadent muscle shakes shimmy up my whole body. Not even the gnarled mess in my thigh is throbbing. Everything moves like it's supposed to, smooth and effortless, and for a few stolen seconds, I feel like I've finally stepped out of someone else's nightmare and into my own body again.I press a hand to my stomach and laugh, low and breathless, drunk on the feeling of not being in pain. It's absurd. I haven't felt this good since, I don't even know. Since before the alley. Since before hunger became a full-time job and pain my only consistent roommate.Rolling onto my back, I let my fingers skim along my ribs, then up to my collarbone. Nothing. No bruises. No swelling, my skin is soft, clean.Realization churns in my gut. Yesterday, I had one foot firmly planted in my grave. I knew I was dying. No way should I feel…good. I sit up too fast and the rush of it knocks the breath from my







