Jordan POV.
"Kitty, my head hurt," Ashlynn whines yet again, sitting on my lap, my hand went to her back, petting it, she's not feeling well, Ashlynn my little sister got the flu.
"You know you should have obeyed me," I say knowing she wouldn't be sick if she did as I told her to.Yesterday it snowed for the first time this year, Ashlynn although raised in a town where it snows every year, she still gets excited every single year and an excited Ashlynn is an Ashlynn who runs out to play in the snow, I called her back in, she wasn't dressed properly for the snow, playing out wasn't doing her any good.
Ashlynn ignored me, but things got even worse when Kiara joined her, now the two girls are playing outside, running around, and jumping in the snow."Kiara, Jacob is going to have your bum," I warn my little sister, her daddy who's also my older brother is busy, we're not blood-related but we are a big family here, and him being gone for the day putts me in charge, but if he comes and sees her out playing in the snow, she's going to have her bum handed to her.
Jacob and Kiara got together three years ago, she's our newest family addition, and his mate, his true mate, the one we'd always love and take care of. She's also a little, I love littles, they are interesting creatures, and all of us wolves couples have a dominant and a submissive part. Most use some kind of BDSM to keep their relationship working, to help them take good care of each other, we're only adults when we are twenty-one years old. The most dominant one of the couples would be able to locate the second part, I know I'm a dominant wolf, I'm the third in command in my pack, I saw my brother fall for Kiara even before we got to the twenty-one mark, he felt the pull toward her, and she felt some pullback toward him.I can't wait to find my mate, to feel any kind of pull, anything really, I want to fall in love too, although I'm a sassy creature, I only show love to my close family, the three girls in my family, my mom, and two sisters. But once I find my mate, I'd scream at top of my lungs that I love them, if that would be what they want, what they crave to believe that my love for them is undeniable, I fell in love with a mate that I haven't met yet, talk about being a helplessly romantic wolf, but say that out loud and I'd bite your head off.
"Come play with us, Jordy!" Kiki, short for Kiara, calls to me, but I shook my head no, she was in deep trouble.
"Girls, come in now, you'll both get sick," I say starting to get annoyed by the two, which is weird, I never feel this angry over the two girls, I always allow them to do what they want, I allow them to play out and help them sass out the alpha and beta, especially with the beta being Kiara's daddy."No, come out here!" Ashlynn calls to me again, she's attached to me, she has been like that since the day I came to live in this family, I loved her being my little sister, I loved taking care of her, I loved having someone to take care of, to love and be loved back, she's my baby sister, the one that I'll always take good care of."Girls, I swear, if Jacob and Keiran kick your bums, I'll let them do it," I warn them, I wasn't going to get between the alpha Keiran and beta Jacob, especially if they plan on kicking their bums for playing out in the snow.
"They won't!" Ashlynn answers me, she won't get punished as badly, she's a dominant wolf, she's the most powerful one after me in this pack, and she can take care of herself."Kiara, I'm going to call Jacob," I say having enough of them my wolf was extremely annoyed with the two brats.
"Call him," Kiara answers me, sticking her tongue out at me."I will you brat," I answer her and get my phone, I did as promised and called Jacob."Yeah?" Jacob answers me right away."Your little brat is playing in the snow," I tell him, hearing him groan over the phone was something expected.
"How bad is it?" he asks me, he's going to like this."She's only dressed in your hoodie, and some shorts," I inform my brother, although we wolves don't get cold easily, a pup like Kiara would definitely get cold out there."I'm on my way," Jacob answers, now to deal with my bratty sister with no dominant to scare her back in.
"Ashlynn, if you don't come in, I'm going to spank you," I only did it once, when she sneaked out to go to the club without telling anyone for the first time in her life, she was only fifteen at the time, this offence wasn't as bad as the club one, but I was irritated, really angry at her."You won't do it daddy Kitty! You are all bark and no bite," Ashlynn says, getting on my last nerves, I jumped outside and went to get the brat of a sister, I dragged both her and Kiara inside, ignoring their screams and cries about wanting to stay outside, I threw them both on the living room floor, locking the front door.
"Jordan not nice," Ashlynn says with tears going down her face, I might have hurt her more than I meant to, I felt my wolf retract now, he doesn't want to hurt her, he loves Ash."Ashlynn..." I say wanting to hold her now, I didn't mean to hurt my sister, but she takes off running toward her room, ignoring me, good thing we share the same room, I'll have a chance to apologise before bed. I groaned, I just messed up, I stayed with Kiara until her daddy, aka Jacob came home, I left him to take care of his little and ran upstairs to try and talk to Ashlynn.
"Ash, honey, I'm sorry," I say walking inside our room, I saw her sleeping on her bed, her face hidden in the pillow.
"Go away," she says sniffling."I'm sorry sis, I'm really sorry," I say getting in the bed next to her holding her, she slept that night in my arms, we share the same bed when we need one to hold the other.That night passed slowly, and Ashlynn woke up sick, and in need of extra attention and love from me, I would always give my sister the care she needs from me, even if I wasn't feeling the best at the moment.
Jordan POV. "Jordan, can you please drive the girls?" Mom asks me, I love my mother to the moon and back, but right now, I would prefer to be left the fuck alone, is that too much to ask for."No mom, ask Keiran to do it," I say doing a wave with my hand, I just spent a whole week wiping Ashlynn's nose, I could use some free time. "Keiran is busy, Jacob got work with me, now drive the girls," Mom order me using her alpha voice on me, I didn't like her alpha voice, especially when she use it on me, I whined, but nodded my head, I will drive them then. "Girls! Jordan is going to drive you, get ready!" she yells out loud making my ears ache, she didn't need to yell so close to me. I groaned again, I moved going toward my car, turning the car on, and putting some of my music on, music always helps, but not today, I was too pissed to enjoy anything. "Hey, kitty!" Ashlynn says too happy, kitty is her nickname to me since she was just a child I'm blond with coloured eyes, she thought I'm
Jordan POV. Keiran was the one to push me off, his aura was engulfing me, and he made me fall on my knees, the alpha being in charge of me, I didn't want to fall, I wanted to fight my brother, but him being the adult wolf, and me being the irritated teenager didn't work well for me. I'm almost an adult, but there was no mate for me in sight, I was feeling irritated, angry, and in need of a fight. Keiran didn't take my challenge well, he was ready to fight me back, I went for his neck, but he went to mine too, my brother didn't try to kill me, instead, the big black wolf, bites down on my neck forcing me to submit to him to show my neck, to stop the fight, although I didn't want to stop. In the end, my brother had won, he had me pinned down while I still fought him, if any other wolf did this, if they tried to go to their alpha's neck, challenging his power, Keiran would have killed them, he would no doubt have had them dead. But since we are brothers, he didn't do it, instead, he ke
Jordan POV. The only good thing about waiting for my brother's birthday, is mine comes first, I'll be twenty-one today, while Jacob's birthday isn't for another four days, I got five days before I get kicked out of my pack, out of the only life that I know. I know we all get sent to other packs to train, Jacob has been to three packs before Kiara, and one after she joined our pack, but for me, I only got sent once, and I was in the pack close to home, I didn't even sleep there, I always got the chance to come back to mine and Ashlynn's room, but not this time. "Hey, you okay?" Keiran asks, sitting next to me, I was sitting in the kitchen, simply looking out of the window, watching the snowfall. "Yeah, I'm fine," I lie, I wasn't fine, I was the opposite, I'm still pissed, I was afraid, tired and feeling left out. "I heard what mom said, training outside the pack is fine, I'm sure you'll enjoy it," Kei says, of course, he knows about me being kicked out, for training, exclamation ma
Jordan POV. She's moving out of our room, but why would she do that, she can't leave me, I'm leaving in four days, and now I won't even have Ashlynn with me for those four days, the pain I'm feeling was too much to be put into words, I feel betrayed and left out, hated by my own family, I swallowed my pain and looked back at Ashlynn. "There's no need for that Ash," I say swallowing down a lump inside my throat, it felt like the whole earth is now stuck in my throat, breathing has become much harder now, but I'm a good actor, I always have been, especially when it comes to Ash. "You're an adult now, you'll want to bring in girls, or boys...you know, I know you want some privacy if you find your mate and all of that..." she says still on ranting, but I never brought a girl or a boy to my room, I've always decided to hold it until I find my mate, I want our first kiss to be together, our first sexual anything to be together, I want to hold it until I find my true other half until I fi
Jordan POV. Driving is a skill I was taught by mom, she started to give me lessons back when I was fifteen, she said it's better to learn early, I agreed with her, I wanted to learn how to drive, I was really interested in learning new skills, I loved spending time with my mom. Back then, I wasn't as pissed as I'm full time, I was a happy person, I loved my mom, my sister, my brothers, my pack, but when did things start to change. A year ago, I was starting to change a year ago, but why would I start changing, I was almost an adult, I shouldn't have turned this way, I should have started to take my place in the pack, just like Keiran and Jacob were doing, but I couldn't, I was changing, toward the worse, I scared myself. After school, I went to university with Jacob, it was fun to get to college, I had the chance to meet new people, humans, other wolves, some of our pack, some of the other packs, it was a good friendly meeting overall, I graduated earlier this year, a big party was
Jordan POV. I yawned again, staying up the whole night watching movies with Ashlynn was something different than driving the whole night, the movies were fun, this is just annoying, the snow made the roads more dangerous, harder to drive. But I managed to drive through, I drove through most of the night, especially with my wolf small detour to have a late-night run, but I'm almost there. "Mom," I answer the phone annoyed, I'm tired, and annoyed, pissed truly, my wolf wasn't giving me any rest, I'm going to stop and get a coffee and some breakfast. "Where are you Jordan, you were supposed to be there two hours ago," she says over the phone, she was just worried about me, but that only made me angry. "I'm here now mother, I'm getting some food," I say skipping the coffee part, she'd lose it on my ass about me having coffee before food, but I'm twenty-one years old now, I'm an adult. "Jordy, the alpha isn't always the nicest person, to be honest, he's a bitch, but it's good training
Micah POV. Trust is something that's not given but earned, a baby would always trust his mother, he trusts her to feed him, keep him warm, take care of him. Trust is blind, every kid would follow his mother to hell knowing she'd keep him safe, but then we as grow up, the trust shifts, we meet friends, one we trust with our deepest secret, one we share things with. Then we become teenagers, we trust our lovers, the ones who we fell in love with to honor our love, our relationship, to be there for us as we are there for them. But then comes the biggest trust of them all, we trust our families, we trust our mommy, daddy, we trust the people who should have worked hard to get us the childhood we deserved, to get us to live happily, but what happens when that trust is broken, what about the small child who got burned in hell, about the friend who told everyone your secret or the lover who betrayed you. Let me tell you my story, when I was born, my mother didn't want to take care of me,
Micah POV. My name is the boy with trust issues, I mean Micah, Micah Blackthorn, I'm the alpha's only son, I'm his heir and the one in charge after him, I'm twenty-one years old, my birthday was last week, I just turned of age, the one where you're an adult, where more responsibilities get thrown your way and you're left to figure it out. I've been taking my father's place little by little, after the physical exercises and practice I have to endure, I now have to take on even more responsibilities, not ones that I enjoy, those are a pain in my bruised bum, today isn't any better, today is one of the worse days yet, today is another I have to spend with my father. I woke up with a groan, my whole body was aching, and in pain, I didn't want to wake up this early, I hardly slept last night, but now it's time to wake up, better get up on my own than to be woken up by my father or one of his minions, I got up and moved to the bathroom. I turned my shower on, not bothering to wait for th