LOGIN“I don’t mind,” Ann smiles coquettishly, shooting me playful glances. “Just not too early. I’ll be coming off my shift.”
“What about around one? I know it’s the hottest part of the day, but I have incredibly dense giant umbrellas!” I persuade the brunette, and she laughs. “Like the ones at the summer kiosks?” “If those attract you that much, I can get ones exactly like that,” I say completely seriously, which makes the girl laugh even more. And I just stare. That laugh, those dimples in her cheeks, those burning eyes. Unable to resist, I lean down and touch my lips to hers. I’m not kissing her, not exactly. I’m caressing her lips with mine, barely brushing them. Ann begins breathing heavily and closes her eyes, allowing it, enjoying the sudden tenderness. Soon the caress turns into a real kiss, and damn it’s hard for me to pull away! Though judging by the look on her face, I’d bet it wasn’t any easier for her. “See you tomorrow, Nazar,” the beauty whispers against my lips without looking into my eyes. “See you…” Ann disappears behind the door of her building, while I’m still standing there, savoring the aftertaste of the evening. God, the way she gets to me! Did I really fall in love like some kid?! But the smile won’t leave my face, and neither will my hard-on calm down. And it all feels so damn unusual! And we walked so much today! I didn’t even notice it with all our talking. Besides, she herself suggested walking. I call a taxi since it’s quite a walk to my apartment and I hear my phone ring. “Hey, Shade!” comes the already tipsy voice of my buddy Alex. “What’s up? How are you?” “Fine,” I snort, getting into the taxi that just arrived. “Sounds like you’re already having fun.” “Well of course!” Alex laughs. “But it’s kind of boring here without you! I found such a club! And the girls here are absolute fire!” “I’m not interested,” I surprise even myself, because the words fly out before I even think about them. “No way?! Are you sick or something?!” my friend nearly chokes. “No,” I start making excuses. “My brother left his kids with me, so I can’t.” “Ugh! Kids,” Alex stretches the word with disgust as if someone shoved a jar of shit under his nose. “My condolences. There’s this one Karina here… wait, no?” I hear him asking someone nearby. “Katerina! Oh! She really wants to meet you.” “I told you, I can’t,” his drunken nonsense is starting to irritate me. Alex isn’t a bad guy, but he’s very… well, like I was about ten years ago. He’s younger, cockier, and you can have a hell of a good time with him, which sometimes I miss. Of course I love my brothers, but they’re annoyingly family-oriented and can’t take part in the kind of things Alex and I used to do. Well… used to. Because after meeting Ann, I suddenly lost the desire to wander around random places. “Your loss!” my friend sighs mockingly. “Though! Guess I’ll have to comfort this Karina-Katerina too,” the guy laughs and hangs up. Before I even get out of the taxi, the thought knocks in my head that maybe I should still go to Alex and let that Katerina help me deal with the fire in my pants. But then I remember Ann’s burning brown eyes and her ringing laughter, and the thought disappears on its own. No. Home. Shower. And jerking off.Five More Years Later:“Get your little asshole ass over here!” Masha yelled at her brother, who skillfully dodged her between the trees. “Your ass hasn’t had a proper beating from me in way too damn long! Looks like they spoiled the hell out of you here without me!”Laughing at full volume and shrieking on ultrasonic frequencies, the boy quickly found protection in the form of his older brother Lukas and hid behind his legs.“Masha, stop bullying Dima,” the guy picked up the dark-haired little boy into his arms.“Who the hell is bullying him?!” the blonde threw her hands up indignantly. “He can run anyone into the ground till their ass sweats through their pants all by himself...”“Maaasha,” Anya looked at the girl reproachfully while laying snacks out on the table in the middle of the green garden, while I flipped meat on the grill. “We beat everything, but your mouth? Absolutely hopeless!”“Why would I beat it?” our beauty snorted. “I still need it...”“Yeah, to kiss Vovka with!” L
Our special day.All the guests are already seated, and I’m standing at the altar waiting for my beloved.I never thought it was possible to love someone this much. To the point where that person becomes your air, your entire meaning in life.Only after meeting Anya did I truly understand what Kirill feels for Vicky, what Makar feels for Dasha... what my father felt for Mom, and for Valentina too.It’s something unreal.Then the music starts. Everyone falls silent and holds their breath when my bride appears.The sight of Anya twists my whole soul with feelings for her. Adrenaline, dopamine, and whatever-the-fuck-else floods my body because I feel like I’m about to burst from the inside. Happiness presses against my eyes and tears start forming on their own.God, she’s beautiful.The best. Bright, kind... and at the same time she holds me by the balls so skillfully in her strong little hands that there’s no escaping anymore.Not that I want to.Everything about her is perfect for me.
Nazar Yartsev:A gloomy day in a gloomy place. A light drizzle began to fall, painting the gravestones in darker shades. The wet earth stuck unpleasantly to our shoes, but the little boy didn’t care. He stood there staring at the smiling photo of someone dear to him, sincerely grieving the loss.“Lukas, let’s go already,” Masha said softly, taking the boy by the shoulder with understanding. “It’s about to pour. Mom’s in a better place now. She’s not suffering anymore there. And there’s no booze there either,” the blonde added quietly and sadly, running into my reproachful glare.Natalya died six months after we took guardianship of her children. I hired a caretaker to help the woman, to look after that disaster of a mother. But the problem remained the same. Natalya herself didn’t want help, and during the hours when the caretaker wasn’t there, she kept drinking thanks to her “kind” neighbor. Her mind never cleared, not even once, during all that time. Then one day, the caretaker simp
“No. She’s fine,” the woman reassures us quickly. “I need to talk to you both. Come back up to the ward. They’ll let you through.”Within minutes, we’re already outside Masha’s room, and we’re invited inside.Only the little girl and Elena are there. The woman watches me carefully as I walk over to Masha, take her hand, and ask worriedly how she’s feeling.“Masha, you and I already talked, and you spoke very positively about Nazar and Ann. I think they finally want to ask you something,” the woman says with a slight smile, giving us an encouraging look, and we realize the moment has come.“Masha, please tell us,” Nazar says to the confused little girl, and it’s obvious he’s nervous as hell. I take his hand because I’m shaking like a leaf myself. This is so much more nerve-racking than it seemed in my head. “We know you already have guardians, but… would you want us to become your official guardians instead? Me and Anya.”Masha stares at us wide-eyed like she can’t believe what she jus
Anya Shumilskaya:“What are you doing here, Dad?” Nazar asks Mr. Yartsev, who’s leaning against his son’s car, watching us closely with his arms crossed.“I thought we were family and helped each other in hard times,” his father scoffs, looking at us with cold steel-gray eyes. “I know everything.”“Well of course you do. Somebody already ran their mouth,” my boyfriend sighs heavily and leans against the car too, caging me between his arms.“Nazar, now isn’t the time to argue,” the man replies calmly to his son’s irritation. “Tell me how the girl is and what the doctors are saying.”Grinding his teeth, Nazar reluctantly gives in and tells his father everything that’s been happening. About the kids and Masha’s condition, and about their half-assed guardians. Oleg listens carefully without interrupting once, only staring thoughtfully at his son.“And you seriously want to take two homeless kids into your care?” Apparently, that’s the only thing that truly unsettled the elder Yartsev out
Ann didn't even get to finish when the ward door burst open and some screaming woman came charging in with a man."Oh, Mashenka! Our dear girl, we found you!" the lunatic shrieked at the top of her lungs.Masha woke up, confused, staring around."We were so worried! We searched everywhere for you!"Well, there it was.The greedy bitch had finally shown up."What's going on? Aunt Vita?" Masha looked fearfully at her aunt and the man. "Where's Luka?" she asked Anya in panic.My beloved calmed her, quietly whispering that he was somewhere safe, with us."My dear girl! Why did you run away from home like that? See where it got you?"The woman tried to approach the bed, but I stepped in front of her, blocking the way and glaring at the actress."Then why didn't you come immediately after being told your precious relative was in the hospital?" I growled at the mangy goat.Her companion immediately opened his mouth."And what makes you so damn smart? There wasn't any transportation running!"
It’s a good thing that nowadays there are plenty of modern technologies, and my phone has a card linked to it for cashless payments. We paid the seller and moved further through the park, just walking and chatting.I’ll deal with that little piece of trash later. She won’t run from me, I’ll dig her
Damn… but I’ve lied so much… The main thing is not to make it worse. And later, when she grows attached to me, I’ll figure something out…“You know, there’s just one thing I’d like to clarify. A jealous husband or boyfriend isn’t going to jump out of the bushes right now intending to smash my face
When I introduced the girl to “my” kids, Ann called her son over, and he immediately ran up.“Everyone, this is Kirill,” the brunette says with a warm smile, looking at her son and ruffling his black hair.“Well, would you look at that,” I snort, studying the boy. “My brother’s name is the same!”A
Focus, Nazar. There’s a rescue operation going on here.I pull out a few wipes and gently clean the “injured” spot on Soli’s leg. She puts on a dramatic show, hissing and groaning, while the boys stand there, dark and silent, watching.“Miss, thank you so much!” Egor says dramatically. “Ever since







