LOGINNazar Yartsev:
The moment my runaway slipped off the stage after finishing her number, I snapped like a dog off the leash. The blonde whore who had been dragging me somewhere to fuck by the hand got instantly dumped from my attention, zero interest left. “So, you liked the beauty?” Alex asked smugly and sarcastically, grinning like an idiot and staring at where my Ann had disappeared. “Fucking amazing little thing! I fucked her!” My instincts kicked in instantly and I lost it. I came back to reality only when some guys pulled me off that unconscious dumbfuck lying on the floor. Around his smashed face, a few snow-white but now bloody teeth were scattered. That bastard won’t be smiling pretty anytime soon. I see security rush in right away, two massive bouncers. They were about to come at me with some cocky complaint, but then they recognized me and immediately backed off, toning it down. “Mr. Yartsev, why like that?” Valera said with a hint of reproach, looking at me respectfully. Valerchik and Baby are longtime, familiar clients of mine, part of the local elite biker crowd. I’ve brought them more than one machine on order, all serviced through my own shop. “Well, my acquaintance here tripped, started falling, and I didn’t manage to lend him a hand in time to save him,” I shrug, nodding toward Alexey sprawled on the floor, already starting to stir and mumble something. “Ah,” the guard replied with fake understanding, glancing at Alex. “This visitor has been tripping here quite often lately. We apologize that you didn’t manage to prevent his misfortune,” Baby rumbled, as they started lifting the “victim.” “And one more thing, guys,” I address the brutes, already starting to boil again. “Invite your… Adel-Ann for a private dance for me. Need to have a word with her.” I don’t know what they saw on my face, but they exchanged a knowing glance. “Of course,” Valeriy nodded. “But let me remind you, hurting the girls is forbidden here. Otherwise, measures will be taken.” I nodded. Honestly, that kind of protection from them impressed me. Means nothing happens here against the girls’ will. But that also means nothing happens here without their consent. And if there is consent? If she wants it, then Alex really could’ve fucked her, and she didn’t mind?! My jaw tightens with rage. I want to smash and kill everyone in sight as they lead me to the room. Every satisfied guy walking past makes me suspicious. What if he’s satisfied because of Anya? My fists clench. This is getting fucking insane. Inside, I drop onto the couch reserved for me. The spotlight is aimed at the mini stage, the rest of the room in half-darkness. Darkness is my element. Slow oriental music starts playing, and then SHE appears—my pain, my torment, my sleepless nights—right in front of me. The one I’ve been dreaming about and suffering over for weeks. My Ann. So beautiful. So desirable. Such a… bitch. A brown-eyed witch. I couldn’t tear my eyes off her performance. My cock turned to stone, my balls tightened and pulled up with impatience, while my teeth and fists clenched from pure rage and outrage. Just look at what this bitch is doing here! I’m suffering like some pathetic loser, drying out over her, and she’s here… shaking her tits and pussy in front of random idiots and horny jerk-offs! Fucking bitch… my beloved one. As furious as I was, boiling like a volcano, I was also insanely relieved I found her. And I couldn’t help but admire her. Anya said she loved dancing, and now I see it myself. Total immersion, total passion. She actually enjoys it and knows exactly what she’s doing.I see my little performer is about to come down to me. Oh no. Not that fast you’ll understand your fate.I switch off the light and step back into the shade, blending with it, becoming it.There it is—she got nervous when she didn’t find the client. But she keeps her composure and continues to seduce. No shame at all, touching herself… and doing it so beautifully, so skillfully it makes my balls ache.And—fuck!—she took her panties off so easily!I get it with my head that she’s an experienced stripper and being naked in front of men is just her job, but I can’t fucking handle it. My teeth grind, my eyes go red at the thought of her stripping in front of everyone… and not just stripping.I’m behind her in a second, touching her body, her lush breasts, noticing that I’m a complete idiot for not realizing earlier she’s got neat implants that drive me insane. Done perfectly, like they’re real—kudos to the surgeon! And all that for lustful eyes!Rage clouds my vision again and I smack her
Nazar Yartsev:The moment my runaway slipped off the stage after finishing her number, I snapped like a dog off the leash. The blonde whore who had been dragging me somewhere to fuck by the hand got instantly dumped from my attention, zero interest left.“So, you liked the beauty?” Alex asked smugly and sarcastically, grinning like an idiot and staring at where my Ann had disappeared. “Fucking amazing little thing! I fucked her!”My instincts kicked in instantly and I lost it. I came back to reality only when some guys pulled me off that unconscious dumbfuck lying on the floor. Around his smashed face, a few snow-white but now bloody teeth were scattered. That bastard won’t be smiling pretty anytime soon.I see security rush in right away, two massive bouncers. They were about to come at me with some cocky complaint, but then they recognized me and immediately backed off, toning it down.“Mr. Yartsev, why like that?” Valera said with a hint of reproach, looking at me respectfully. Val
Suddenly, I feel Shade step up behind me, close. And again that intoxicating scent, my personal drug. Something inside me trembles, my whole body reacting as I remember those green eyes.A hot hand touches my stomach, and heat floods between my legs. Then a second hand joins, sliding upward to my breasts, squeezing them firmly, skillfully tracing my sensitive areolas.Ksyusha was right. If this is Shade’s aura, no wonder women line up for him. Without even seeing his face, I’m already ready for anything he wants. Ready to even… forget Nazar.He said he loved me, and I saw it, felt it. He meant it. Because… I felt the same. And I know a man like Nazar wouldn’t let me go easily. But I couldn’t ruin his life. I’m not the one he deserves. Sooner or later, he’ll forget me and move on, find someone honest, someone clean. Me? I’m useless, with so many skeletons in my closet they’re about to start falling out. The truth will come out eventually, and I don’t want to see disgust in his eyes.
After changing into another stage outfit, I head toward the required room, but for some reason I freeze at the entrance, unable to make myself open the door leading to the mini stage with the pole. Some strange worrying crashes over me, goosebumps racing across my skin. Maybe it’s just post-adrenaline jitters?Taking a deep breath, I force myself past the nerves and step inside. Near the door, behind a small curtain, there’s a laptop, and I turn on the music I need.Ksyusha painted such a vivid picture of the man waiting for me that I decided to perform one of my more difficult, but very effective dances. For some reason, I wanted to impress this spoiled god of depravity. So, dressed in an outfit with an oriental vibe, I turn on Amanati – Moh.The first chords hit, and I slowly step out to the pole. Outwardly, nothing shows, but inside me there’s a full-blown storm of sensations. A strange fear mixed with anticipation. Like I’m not dancing for a man, but in the same cage with a hungry
Putting a very clear full stop to anything between me and Nazar, I didn’t think it would hit me this damn hard. After the brunet drove me “home,” I kind of slipped into a haze and don’t even remember how I called a taxi and ended up in my real apartment. Heavy, depressing thoughts rushed through me like a hurricane, because with Nazar it had been incredible, in every sense. That’s a rare thing for me.I completely lost my appetite, became scattered, and half the time I don’t even hear what people say to me, because I’m constantly stuck in my own head… in memories. Nazar is everywhere.Sometimes I swear I hear his pleasant voice, but the moment I try to find where it’s coming from, I realize it’s just my imagination. When the hell did I get so used to him? At what point did he sink into my skin, my thoughts, my feelings this deep?I suddenly stopped talking to my mom and Kirill, which has my mother seriously worried. She doesn’t understand this sudden change at all. Even Kir called m
Fueled by ridiculous motivation and enthusiasm, I barely slept half the night, digging through the endless depths of the internet, trying to find as much information as possible about Nazar’s problem. I can’t even explain why exactly, but I wanted to be useful to him, wanted to ease the man’s inner struggles as a father. I saw how much this topic bothered and unsettled him, and I genuinely felt sorry for him, just on a human level.After digging around, I actually found a few pretty interesting and clearly written materials. I downloaded them and even went as far as printing them out.We had a date planned for today, and so I wouldn’t have to drag this whole damn stack around in the evening, I decided to stop by Nazar’s workplace, his shop, and give him the materials in advance. He mentioned yesterday that he had a busy workday today, so I figured I’d just drop in for a minute.Though, if I’m being honest, I just wanted to see him again. Yesterday’s kiss and the desire it sparked kee







