She held her sob. This would be the last. It should be memorable for both of them. But the other part of her wanted to be selfish. She wanted to immerse herself in the deliciousness he can give her. Thus, she has no regrets because she enjoyed the feeling to its fullest.
Randall stopped sucking on Shean's tits for a moment."Look at this…" He refers to her right boobs. “It is bigger now. You are no longer for super-rich. ” He teasingly utter. "You fit in me, now."His hands continue to massage the parts where they are."Yeah…" She moaned in agreement while letting out a light laugh and moan again.She didn't want to talk anymore. What she wanted was to enjoy these moments. But the situation demands.“It's not super boobs yet, so I'm not for SPG yet."His one hand in her butt starts to move down to her clitoris. His palm massages lightly there."And I'm not SPG."“Did I call you that way? Uh —There are so many reasons why Shean should not love him. First and foremost is Kattie. Secondly, they started it all wrong. And thirdly and the most important is that she should not expect them to be together until the end because no love lasts. Maybe, lust is the only one holding them. That's right. That is what she should think. Maybe… maybe she has mistaken the lust for love. She is a romance writer. Her imagination expands so much that she finds it challenging to differentiate lust from love.She didn’t love him. She lusts him.But why isn't that what her heart cries out for? Why does a large part of her try to condemn the thing she is trying to squeeze into her mind?"K-Kattie and I met earlier." She said sadly.She did not tell him they fought because he might get confused. She had to return him to the person who owned him. She just stole him, and her conscience would not silence her anymore. She
Shean smirked.“Do you know why I offer you this kind of deal? Because I need experience. I need to taste the pleasure. I want to taste the pleasure given by my worldly desires. And because I have tasted you… many times… I have gone tired of you so— ”“Oh, shut up! Shut up! Shut up! ”Randall was almost hysterical.“That is not true because that is not what you told me earlier. You are satisfied with me.”Shean struggled with him again. He felt his energy being absorbed, so he let her go."I'm not satisfied with you, Randall. I want others to taste— ”"Please stop making me believe you were like that.""That's the truth." She shouted at him. "And do you know what else is true?" Firmly, she looked up at him. He could clearly see in her face her intense determination to make him understand everything. “It is not true that I have sexual dysfunction because the truth is that
"WAS it already enough, Sir?"Randall turned to his hired investigator for a moment as he waved back to the folder he was reading."It's enough already. Go through the accounting department and get your check. ” He dismissed the investigator.After saying thank you, he left his office. Finally, the report of information about Shean also came out. He thought he would never get to the point where he would get back into his reals elf. For the first time in his life, he had never experienced being overwhelmed with so much frustration and did not know what to do anymore. He did not know where to start.But he had to hold his sanity. The person he hired to guard in the condo building where Shean was staying called to inform her that the woman had returned home. He was so relieved the moment he knew she was safe. And even though he wanted to go there, he chose not to. He chose to give the Shean time to be alone. She needs that. He just asked his person to monitors
It was as if what Randall said was slowly sinking into Kattie's brain because she was also slowly calming down. He was forced to release her when he realized that she had no intention of getting wild again."You don't love me, Kattie." He continued. “You were just seeing me as a near epitome of an ideal man you wanted to have. Maybe, you found some qualifications in me that are quite close to your ideal man. But you realize that I am not enough as the right man you will love; you pushed me to climb into your expectation. Anyway, you can't teach your heart to truly love me if you don't feel that way naturally. You are just trying to love me, Kattie, because I am close to your ideal guy.”Kattie starts to sob her heart out. “I love you, Randall. I know I love you.”"Tell me, am I the reason why you went to the city or the book fair?" He tested her.But she was unable to speak.“See? You went to the city not to look for me. Y
Randall sent the video to the page of the publishing house Shean was working.At the same time, his cellphone rang—his staff guarding Shean calls him."Sir, she is fixing her passport now."That was the immediate message of his man. He was suddenly nervous and looked for the folder he gets from the investigator. Shean can only go to two places. In Palawan and in Toronto, where her father and his new family lived. She is in Palawan right now, so Shean is going to Toronto if she leaves the country.Oh, men! He needs to move fast before she was able to leave the country.“Okay. Just follow her and update me. ”"Yes, boss."His staff has disappeared on the other line. His eyes returned to the folder. There are two pictures of different families there. He seems to understand Shean. She was a fruit of a broken marriage. As a result, her belief in the meaning of true love and relationships is affected."Sheandrelle Lacsamana."
SHEAN thought she wanted to go back home when she saw how luxurious the ancestral house Randall's car entered was. They were using his black convertible Ferrari.She also found out that the car he was driving was also his and not his cousin's. And it seems that the said car was like an outcast among the vehicles that he had. He has his own car collection. She did not know if she would be annoyed with Randall for hiding his true identity. But she didn't make it a big deal anymore because when she fell in love with Randall, it didn't matter to her who he really was."Hey, relax."Randall gently squeezed one of her hands as he guided her into the expansive lawn full of guests. And by the looks of them, the people present are obviously from the upper-class society people. She then felt that she was out of place. She was wearing an elegant black evening dress. Randall bought it for her. His
Shean was so tired of being alone. She also wants a companion in life until her old age. But she is afraid of being hurt. What if, in the end, she also falls apart from the person she loves? She may not be able to cope with being left alone again. What was the point in giving her whole heart to someone if she’ll lose him someday? Isn't that more painful and difficult?So, she decided to brace herself in feeling any affection and love towards a guy. She thought her defenses were so strong.But she thought it all wrong.Because, once upon a time, a guy named Randall came across her path, and she fell in love with him so deep. She was so afraid to feel more… deeper and more profound that she couldn’t get out of it anymore.So while he was still able to escape, she disappeared from his life. He was the best thing that ever happened to her, but he would be her most treme
Forever love is not true. Human feelings are inconsistent. A person can be in love now but will change after some time.And Shean did not want to be a victim of temporary feelings. She does not want to fall in love because she knows it will be difficult when love is over. They will eventually separate. How will their child be? Will it be like her?She could not imagine the day would come when she and Randall would have to separate. What if, during those times, it became more difficult for her to let him go?Look at her now. They haven't even had a deeper relationship but leaving him hurts like hell; how much more if, they deepen it. The pain might be as painful as if it kills her just in case he falls out of love with her too.Or maybe, she might end up just like her mother, who only stays in the relationship because of commitment.‘Everything was ruined when I finally realized t