Time flies really fast.
It has been a month since my drunken confession to Flor.
Flor took it as a very surprising thing as she only feels that we should just be friends in the meantime.
Yes, Flor did not reject or accept!
She asked for some time to clear her mind and heart. I did not pursue the topic as I can also imagine that I am being hasty to have confessed that soon.
Nonetheless, Flor and I remained very close friends and it seemed we became closer.
Lynn on the other hand felt that I am too slow and said that if I want, she can help me win her heart completely.
I grabbed the opportunity of possibly winning Flor's heart with Lynn's assistance.
As they say - effective courting is smoother with a wingman beside you which in this case, even better, a wing woman.
I don't want to let Flor slip away as I strongly feel that she is really the one for me.
So, I took every chance I get in spending time with her.
Lynn and I did not get out of the bathroom.After shooting my load on her chest, we cleaned again under the shower.She's standing with her hands on the wall railings under the sprinkler and I am behind her sharing the water as well.We did not say anything to each other and this silence went on for more than 5 minutes.The cold water sprinkling on our bodies cooled my head and I was able to think that what we are doing is tad same with betrayal with the people we are engaged to or pursuing for.Yes. I know that Flor and I are not yet officially in a relationship but I also know that I have deep feelings for her already.And even though Lynn is very private about her life, we knew that she is in a relationship with someone for a long time now.As I was staring in the air in contemplation, my vision cleared and what came into view was Lynn's asymmetrical yet very alluring back.Her curves can only be said as perfect in my opinio
'What?!!!'I shockingly asked Flor.¬¬'What are you getting flustered for? Lynn said she is 5 weeks pregnant. Let's just be happy for her. I know it's sad that she's not with us for work anymore but she told me that we can visit her anytime.', Flor told me with a confused look.I quickly replied, 'I'm not flustered, it's just quite shocking that the reason she suddenly resigned is due to pregnancy. Well sure, I am happy for her and her family.'This is quite a shock. For real. I nervously thought that it is my child with Lynn. If it is 5 weeks, it should not be mine. I better contact Lynn about this - I thought.I better call Lynn to make sure she's the one I will hear this from, it would be a possible scandal if I ask thru text and someone other than her gets or reads it.Ring! Ring!'Hey! Lynn speaking.' - Lynn'Hi! It's me Shaun. How are you? - Shaun'I'm doing fine. I expected that you'd call so bring the que
I saw Flor crying in the shower!Why?Is that because she can't give up what I want?Or is she feeling guilty?Or she's just hurt for some other reasons?I am very worried now because it is my first time seeing her like that.I am her boyfriend now so I want her to cry on my shoulders if she needs comfort.But I decided to let her be and just wait for her to finish.Then maybe she'll tell me herself about what's the problem.After ten more minutes in the shower, she got out.She looks refreshed now but I can still see the redness in her eyes.Flor just said that I can shower inside now.I waited for her to open up about why she cried but nothing was said about it.But I am still willing to wait, so I hurriedly took a bath.Night cruise on a small catamaran ship. . .'Babe. Are you cold?' I asked Flor.She replied, 'Yes, a little bit. But I really like this cruise, I have n
Flor cried!I looked at her and I can clearly see that she has conflicted thoughts in her head.Seeing her cry. My manhood slouched down by itself.Yes. I suddenly got affected by her cry and lost the urge to push it through.Sigh!She really has a soft spot in my heart.I did not continue inserting my now tamed weapon and she also slowly closed her legs while facing her left side as she cries.I hurriedly lied down beside her and hugged her tightly.We did not say anything.I just let her sob while letting her know that I am here through my tight embrace.If I think I was disappointed? Honestly, yes.I felt like I got teased to death.But I know that it is not Flor's fault.Later that night, I did not notice that I fell asleep and the last thing I remembered is I did not let go of embracing her.Around 6AM in the morning . . .I woke up because I felt that my arm is stiff.
Anghhhhh!When I heard her moan in pain, I suddenly turned into a sex machine and banged her as hard and fast as I can.From the very start that I inserted my thing inside her, she already cried and begged me to stop.But it seemed like I became deaf to everything, I just want to make love to her.But is this making love?Loud screams sounded in the room. She kept on pushing my body away and begged me to stop.She dropped down on her head and the only thing I can make out of her mouth movement is the word STOP.Gasp!I suddenly got up from my bed!Pant! Pant! Deep breath!Shit! What was that? Did I just dream of having sex with Flor?That should be a normal thing to have when we love someone, right?But how did I become so sadistic?Nooo! I will never ever do that to Flor!This is getting bad.Should I seek professional help from a psychiatrist?I have read that some
What have I done?I know that I messed up big time.The consequences?We had a big fight pertaining to the incident.We left Lynn's house without talking to each other.Of course, Lynn was shocked about our behaviors and I just told her that I got Flor upset.When we got to the car, Flor insisted to drive so I let her.The journey will be quite long so I broke the silence and apologized sincerely.I truly wanted to save my relationship with Flor.But when she asked me why I did that, I can't bring myself to say that it was an accident.She suddenly let out things like I see her as a slut, like I don't respect her at all.I was not able to talk back. Not until she said something that got me -'You lied to me. You just want to get under my pants is all. You men are beasts!', she bellowed.My heart was like pricked with thousands of needles.I know that she said it out of anger but it stil
After four hours of plane flight . . .[Inhales deep breath]Hah. It is good to be back!I am so happy to be back. It felt like I have been away for ages.Personnel from Vulcan is already waiting for me at the arrival gates.From now on, I will be working at the Vulcan branch of the city where Sarah and I had our first date.Yes. It would be an odd thing if Sarah's name would not pop up.In the first place, she is the reason why I did not take my chances in this city in the past.But now will be different. I think I have grown past my childish years.The person who will take me to the new workplace is a middle-aged man. He said he was shocked to see how young I am and we exchanged pleasantries right after.Same like the main Headquarters, this branch has its own employee residences inside.When I came to report for my arrival, the director named Rey told me that I can take additional two days to be on
I saw her again!Sarah!We both glanced back at each other at the same time.I don't know what feeling is currently rushing to my heart but that made it beat really fast.Am I somehow being a long time silently wishing to meet her again?We stared at each other in surprise.She did not change much.But she ultimately looking much better compared to our younger years.She is currently wearing her white colored work uniform that complimented her pinkish white skin.She still has the ethereal air around her that sets her apart from other women.I don't know what to say to her!Surprisingly, she seemed to not recognize me right away and asked-'Hi. Shaun, is that you?''Well hello Sarah. It is good to see you. It has been a long time.', I replied with a smile.'Wow! I almost did not recognize you. You look great. Ohh. You are with Vulcan? Such a big shot!', she told as she saw my comp