When a Stalker's world come crashing down

3 hours, it took me 3 hours to get home, and in that time, I almost crashed 5 times. All because I was crying over Ryan, which I should not be. 

‘I didn't commit a crime.’

‘I doubt anyone would even miss him.’

When I got home, all I could do was lock myself in my panic room and rocked myself back and forth as all sorts of thoughts floated around in my mind.

‘How long will it take for them to notice that Ryan was missing?’

‘That's if they even notice.’

‘Did someone see the smoke from the road?’

‘Did anyone see me?’

‘It was such an open field.’

‘And what was Ryan going off about not trusting Russell?’

I already didn't, not after all the times he cheated and now that he had my father's watch, that only drove me not to trust him even more.

My hands were trembling so badly, I had to sit on them to make they stopp