LOGIN~Ava~
I spent the entire weekend avoiding Jax like he had the plague and a hard-on with my name on it. Didn’t work. Every time I walked into a room he was already there, shirtless, smirking, pretending to stretch so his abs did that stupid thing. I hated him. I hated my vagina more.
By Monday I was ready to set the house on fire just to get some peace.
Riley texted me at lunch:
emergency. I'm at the cafeteria. bring ice cream and a baseball bat.
I showed up with a pint of cookie dough and zero chill.
She was sitting at our usual table in the corner, hood up, sunglasses on indoors like a celebrity hiding a hangover. The second she saw me she yanked the sunglasses off and I almost dropped the ice cream.
Her left eye was fifty shades of purple.
“What the actual fuck, Riley?”
“Harper,” she spat, like the name tasted bad. “We got into it Friday. She found some old texts from Scarlett, lost her mind, threw a bottle. I ducked. Wall didn’t.”
I sat down hard. “You okay?”
“Been better.” She snatched the spoon out of my hand and attacked the ice cream like it owed her money. “Also I’m moving into your mansion tonight. Dorm’s too small for my emotional damage.”
I opened my mouth to say hell no because Jax…. but she kept talking over me.
“Don’t even try. Your mom already said yes when I called crying yesterday. Richard told me to pick any guest room. I picked the one right next to yours. You’re welcome.”
Great. Just what I needed. My best friend sleeping ten feet from the stepbrother who jerked off to my government name.
This was fine. Everything was fine.
That night Riley showed up with two duffel bags, a black eye, and a grin that said trouble.
Mom hugged her like she was a rescue puppy. Richard carried her bags like a gentleman. Jax came down the stairs shirtless …of course…and stopped dead when he saw Riley.
Riley stopped dead too.
For three full seconds they just stared at each other like they’d been hit by the same truck.
Then Riley smiled, slow and sharp, and said, “Well hello, tall-dark-and-brooding. You must be the stepbrother Ava won’t shut up about.”
Jax’s eyes flicked to me, then back to her. “And you are?”
“Riley. Ava’s person. Also temporarily homeless. Be nice to me or I’ll cut you in your sleep.”
Mom laughed like that was adorable. Richard coughed into his fist. I wanted to die.
Jax recovered first, smirked, and leaned against the stair rail. “I like her,” he told me, not looking away from Riley. “She’s fun.”
Riley’s grin got wider. “Oh I’m a fucking riot. Wait till you see me drunk.”
I grabbed her arm. “Okay, tour’s over, let’s go upstairs before you adopt any more family members.”
I dragged her up the stairs. Jax watched us the whole way, eyes on Riley’s ass in those ripped jeans. I swear I saw her put extra swing in it just to piss me off.
The second my bedroom door shut Riley spun around, dropped her bags, and whisper-screamed, “Are you fucking kidding me? That’s your stepbrother? He looks like a walking felony.”
“Shut up.”
“I’m serious. I need to climb him like a tree. You think he’s single?”
“Riley!”
“What? You’re not using him. Someone should.”
I threw a pillow at her head. She caught it, flopped on my bed, and sighed dramatically.
“Relax. I’m kidding. Mostly. He’s got that whole tortured-soul thing going on. Bet he moans during sex urghhhh.”
I made a strangled noise. “Can we not?”
She rolled onto her stomach, chin in her hands, batting her eyelashes. “Why? You jealous? Because last I checked you were busy getting railed by Professor Married-with-the-jawline.”
I face-planted into my pillow and screamed.
She poked my side. “Come on. Details. Is the stepbrother packing or is it false advertising?”
I lifted my head just enough to glare. “I hate you.”
“You love me. Now spill.”
I groaned. “I walked in on him jerking off. Calling my name. Like full-on moaning it. Came buckets.”
Riley sat up so fast she almost fell off the bed. “Shut the front door.”
“Wish I could.”
“Details, woman!”
I told her everything (the cracked door, the wet sounds, the way he said my name like it hurt, the come on his chest, the eye contact, the almost-apology). By the time I finished Riley was fanning herself with both hands.
“Okay, new plan,” she said. “I’m definitely fucking him. Purely for science. You can watch if you want.”
I threw another pillow. This one hit her square in the face.
She laughed so hard she wheezed.
Later that night I was brushing my teeth when the bathroom door opened (because apparently privacy is a myth in this house) and Jax walked in wearing nothing but boxer briefs and a smirk.
I spat toothpaste like a startled cat.
“What the hell!”
“Relax, it’s my bathroom too.” He leaned against the counter, arms crossed, looking way too pleased with himself. “Heard your friend’s moving in.”
I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand. “Don’t even think about it.”
“Think about what?” All innocent. Like butter wouldn’t melt in his mouth. Or anywhere else.
“Riley. Keep your dick away from her.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Jealous, little sis?”
“Gross. And stop calling me that.”
He stepped closer. I stepped back and hit the wall. He caged me in with one arm, voice dropping low.
“You sure? Because you didn’t seem grossed out when you watched me cum saying your name.”
My face went nuclear. “I’m telling Riley you said that.”
“Go ahead. She’ll probably ask for a live demonstration.”
I shoved at his chest. He didn’t move. Just grinned down at me like he knew exactly how wet I still got remembering it.
“Move,” I hissed.
“Make me.”
We glared at each other for five seconds that felt like five years.
Then Riley’s voice floated down the hallway: “Ava, if you’re done flirting with your brother, I need you to come hold my hair while I puke up bad decisions!”
Jax’s grin got wider. “Sounds like my kind of girl.”
He stepped back, smacked my ass as he walked past, actually smacked it hard, “arghhh” he laughed at the sound I made and called over his shoulder, “Night, little sis.”
I stood there hating him, hating Riley, hating myself for the way my stomach flipped when his hand connected.
This house was going to kill me.
Or I was going to kill both of them.
Probably both.
Ivy He handed me the small vibrator. I turned it on. The buzzing sound filled the room. I pressed it against my clit. My back arched off the bed.“Oh shit,” I gasped.“Talk to the camera, Ivy. Tell them what you’re feeling.”“It feels… really good,” I said, breathing hard. “My pussy is so wet. I need more.”Jax’s eyes were locked on me. “Now take the dildo. Lick it first. Make it wet.”I picked up the pink dildo. It felt heavy in my hand. I brought it to my mouth and licked the head, then slid it between my lips. I sucked on it while looking at the camera. I felt dirty but hot.“Perfect,” Jax directed. “Now rub it against your pussy. Up and down. Tease yourself.”I moved the toy down. The fat head rubbed over my clit and along my wet lips. I pushed it against my opening but did not go in yet.“Beg for it a little,” Jax said. “Like you mean it.”“Please,” I whispered. “I want it inside me.”“Louder. Look at the camera.”“Please fuck me with it,” I said louder. My voice sounded needy.
IvyI sat on the edge of the bed after I stopped the camera. My body still felt warm and shaky from the orgasm. My fingers were sticky. The tank top was pushed up over my tits and my shorts were down around my ankles. I looked at the camera light blinking red and thought, What the hell did I just do? But I did not feel bad. Not really. For the first time in a long time I felt alive. Powerful. Like I took something back.I pulled my clothes up fast and wiped my hands on the sheet. My heart was still beating hard. I knew I should stop here. Go back to the room, think about everything. But the heat between my legs would not go away. The way I said Jax’s name on the video kept playing in my head. I felt embarrassed but also turned on again.“Fuck it,” I said out loud. “I’m doing this.”I walked out of the studio room on shaky legs. The hallway was quiet. I found Jax in a small office near the studio. He was sitting at a desk looking at a laptop. When he saw me he raised one eyebrow and ga
Ivy “Real. Sure.” I turned to leave before I did something stupid like lean into him. “Thanks for the non-answer about my mom by the way. Super helpful.”“Anytime.” He called after me. I could hear the smirk in his voice.I walked out fast my heart racing. My thighs rubbed together with every step and I cursed myself the whole way back to my room. The doubt about him being my dad wouldn’t leave but neither would the way my body lit up when he touched me. It was gross and hot and confusing as hell.Back in my room I stripped fast and headed straight for the shower. The water felt good but it didn’t calm me down. I was still sticky from last night and hyper aware of every inch of my skin. I ran my hands over my stomach and down between my legs debating if I should shave or trim or just leave it. The thought of doing this on camera made my face hot.“Professional my ass.” I muttered to myself under the spray. “Just a girl touching herself for money.”I stayed in there longer than I need
Ivy I left my room with my heart still hammering from the night before. My legs felt shaky and I kept tugging at the hem of my hoodie like it could hide how wired I was. The apartment was quiet but I could hear faint music or something coming from down the hall. I followed it because standing still was making everything worse. My brain kept replaying those two times I touched myself and then that stupid thought about Jax and my mom. I pushed open a door at the end of the corridor and there he was. The gym. Jax stood in the middle of the room with his back to me doing pull ups. No shirt. Sweat ran down his back and shoulders. He looked strong in that way guys his age get when they actually work at it. Not like the boys at parties. My stomach flipped hard. I remembered how I whispered his name last night and my face burned. He dropped down and turned around wiping his face with a towel. His eyes landed on me right away. “Morning kid. You look like you didn’t sleep much.” “Yeah w
Ivy I sat there on the edge of the bed after Jax left the room for a minute to grab something, my phone still glowing with that banking app open like it was mocking me. My thumbs hovered over Mom’s contact but I just couldn’t hit call right then. Everything felt too loud in my head, the way he’d touched my chin, the money, Lena’s stupid warnings, all of it mixing up until I couldn’t tell if I was excited or about to puke. When he came back in I looked up fast and blurted it out before I could chicken out.“Jax, I don’t wanna go home tonight,” I said, my voice coming out all shaky but I pushed through it. “Not after everything. Kai’s probably already drunk and yelling and I just… I can’t deal with that right now. Not with this money stuff and my head all messed up.”He stopped in the doorway, that same half-smirk pulling at his mouth but his eyes went softer for a second like he got it. “That’s completely fine, Ivy. You don’t have to go anywhere you don’t want to. We’ve got rooms here
Ivy My heart was slamming so hard I could feel it in my ears, and my face was burning because yeah, I’d just put it out there and now I wanted to crawl into a hole. But he didn’t laugh or brush me off. He just looked at me straight, phone still in his hand but forgotten, and for a second the whole place felt smaller.“I could’ve been your dad, Ivy,” he said again, quieter this time, but then he stepped in closer, close enough that I caught the faint smell of him, clean but with that edge that made my stomach flip. His hand came up slow, fingers brushing a strand of hair off my face, tucking it behind my ear like it was nothing, but the way his thumb grazed my cheek for half a second longer than it needed to? That wasn’t nothing. It sent this jolt straight through me, hot and annoying because I wasn’t supposed to want that from him. Not yet. Not after signing that damn contract where I said he doesn’t touch unless I say.He gripped my chin then, just firm enough to tilt my face up so
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