FAZER LOGINTHALIA
[ONE WEEK LATER]
The leather trunk sat by the door, packed with everything 'Lucian Ashen' would need for his first semester at The Howling Spire. Formal uniforms, training clothes, books on wolf history, combat theory, and some hidden necessities of my own.
I stood in front of the mirror in what used to be Lucian's room and barely recognized myself.
"This is a terrible, terrible thing."
I turned to find both my parents standing in the doorway, my father with his arms crossed and Mother pacing like a caged animal recently released. She had been like this for days. Ever since the night of the Selection, when I had returned from the ceremony and confessed what I had done.
We buried him in secret. In the family crypt and in an unmarked section where no one would look. Father had used his influence to ensure that the servants who helped were... compensated for their silence. Then the narrative that I, the runt daughter of the Ashen family, had permanently relocated abroad to human civilization had been spun.
My parents mourned the whole week, but they hadn't stopped me because they knew what would happen if they did.
I left out the part that I died and somehow came back to life. I was sounding crazy enough as it was.
"If they find out," She continued,"we will be forever disgraced." She turned to me. "Do you understand what that means, Thalia? We won't just lose our standing in the werewolf elite hierarchy, we will be utterly and eternally finished."
"Elara." Father sighed. "That is enough."
"Enough?" She turned on him. "Our daughter is about to impersonate our dead son at the most prestigious and brutal academy in the territory, and you think—"
"What I think..." Father interrupted, his gaze sliding to me, "is that we don't have much of a choice. Even if we don't do this, we will still be utterly and eternally finished. And you know as well as I do that Edgar will not wait to take advantage of that.”
Mother bit her inner cheek.
“That brother of yours, I would've assumed he is responsible for what happened to us, but that kind of poison didn't even have a scent or trace, even if we had proof, admissing it would mean admitting to Lucian's death.”
I could hear her heart breaking into little pieces, her eyes stung with tears but she quickly blinked them away.
"You guys have been grilling me for the past week," I stepped closer to them, letting some of my own frustration seep through my voice for once. "But we both know that I am the saving grace now. I have to go to the academy. If I don't, if 'Lucian' doesn't show up, questions will be asked, investigations will be launched and this family will be torn apart."
But what I didn't say, what I kept locked tight in my heart was the other truth.
I wanted to go.
The Howling Spire had always been something I had admired from afar. The stories of its powerful trials, its legendary instructors, the bonds forged between the strongest wolves of each generation.
"Thalia..." Mother sank into one of Lucian's chairs. "I... for the first time in my life, I am at a loss for words."
"The girl has a point," Father shook his head pitiably. "We have spent the week arguing in circles, but the facts remain unchanged, darling. Our son is dead, and if this family is to live as it always has, our daughter has to live as him."
"She could die, Marcus. I-If and before they find out...I don't want to lose both my children.” She sobbed into her hands. “She’s weak, she can't even heal properly, one wrong scratch and it's bye bye to her cover.”
“That mother…” I interrupted them cautiously, is the exact reason why I am about to ask you for a difficult favour. But it just might be my only chance at survival.”
Their heads snapped toward me.
“What are you talking about?”
I nervously twisted my fingers, staring them dead in the eye about to ask for something that could make this conversation end really well, or really awful. If I was a gambler, my money would be on the latter.
“The book on the forbidden arts.”
••••
Okay. So that didn't work.
But my parents weren't aware that I had swiped it from the vault anyway. I needed this book if I wanted to survive the academy, and quite frankly I couldn't care less about the dangers it posed to my life. My life would already be endangered merely by stepping foot into that academy.
The staff had assembled in two perfect lines along the front entrance of the estate. Maids and butlers in their formal uniforms as they waited to see off the Young Master. I descended the front steps with my trunk. I didn't need to look up, I knew my parents were watching from the window.
The head butler, Eret, an elderly wolf who had served our family for forty years bowed deeply as I approached him. He stood the last in the line.
"Master Lucian," he said formally. "May the goddess guide your path at The Howling Spire. The Ashen name will shine brightly in your hands."
"Thank you, Marcus." I kept my voice neutral the way Lucian always spoke to servants, polite enough to avoid being called rude, but distant enough to maintain the hierarchy between them and him.
The maids curtsied as I passed. But a young girl named Elise who had started working here only a few months ago took a step forward. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes bright with admiration.
"Master Lucian," she said breathlessly, moving close. "I... I wanted to say goodbye properly."
Before I could react, she wrapped her arms around me and pressed her lips to mine. The kiss was eager, desperate and clumsy. Her hands slid down my front, lower, reaching for my zip-line.
I yanked myself away so hard I nearly lost my balance.
Goddess above.
I didn't even wait for Eret to reprimand her, I made a straight run forward nearly tumbling over my own leather shoes. I sighted the limousine parked outside our gates, the academy's transport for the top selects.
“Wow.”
The sleek beauty of the black limo took my attention so much that I barely noticed the chauffeur that held open the door.
"Master Ashen," he said with a bow. "Your trunk will be loaded. Please, make yourself comfortable."
Right. My bags.
"Uh. Do handle them with care. There are some... delicate things inside."
He nodded and gestured for me to enter, which I did of course. I was excited to be alone in a limo as stylish as this. The academy's no doubt.
“I didn't know we'd be sharing the same limo.”
My legs froze halfway in as my head snapped to the side.
Two young men sat on the plush leather seats, one on each side, facing each other across the spacious interior. I recognized them instantly and my stomach nearly gave out the contents of my breakfast.
THALIA’S POVMy hands shook so violently that I could barely open the wooden door of my wardrobe. It was strictly forbidden to possess any outside communication devices within the academy walls, but I had smuggled in a secret phone before leaving home, keeping it hidden away for an absolute emergency.This was it. There was no safety left for me here. My entire world had been built on a foundation of lies, and Caleb's final, brutal words in the garden had eroded the last of it.I pulled out the bag from the very bottom of the trunk, unzipping it to reveal the sleek device. My fingers hovered over the screen. I wasn't even sure if she would answer. I wasn't sure if she even wanted to hear from the disappointment she had sent away in her son's clothes. But when the line finally clicked open and the familiar, cold hum of her presence filled the speaker, a wave of profound relief washed over me.“Mother?” I breathed, my voice cracking, utterly broken under the weight of everything I had
THALIA’S POVThe resounding slam of the heavy wooden door still echoed in my ears long after Ragnar had vanished down the corridor. I stood frozen against the cold stone wall, his parting words clawing at the edges of my mind.Before I could even begin to process the tangled mess of my feelings, the loud, metallic chime of the academy bell rang out through the grounds.The door burst open again, making me flinch. Eileen hurried in, her eyes sweeping over the tense room before locking onto me. She stopped in her tracks, her brow furrowing with immediate concern.“Thalia, are you okay?” Eileen asked, stepping closer and reaching out a hand. “You look completely pale, like you’ve just seen a ghost.”I swallowed the lump of emotion in my throat, forcing myself to stand up straight. I couldn't break down. Not here, and not now. “I’m fine,” I lied softly, adjusting the cuffs of my oversized shirt to hide my unhealed wound. “Let’s go.”She didn't look convinced but she dropped it anyway. Tog
RAGNAR’S POVHearing those words spill from Thalia’s mouth felt like a physical blow to the chest. Shock didn't even begin to cover the cold, hollow sensation that settled deep in my gut. I stared at her, my mind spinning as her accusation hung heavily in the space between us. It felt like the ground beneath my feet was dissolving, pulling me down into a trap I hadn't even seen coming.When I finally recovered from the sheer shock of it, I tried to talk, my voice cracking under the sudden weight of the betrayal. “Thalia, you don't understand, let me…”“Don't fucking lie to me anymore.” Thalia yelled, her voice raw as she cut me off completely. The sheer pain and fury in her tone sliced right through me. Before I could even protest, she lunged forward, shoving against my chest with all the strength she had left in her small body. “You have been lying to me all this time, Ragnar, and I am so sick of believing you. Every single time I let my guard down, every single time I think we ar
THALIA’S POVThe tension in the corridor finally broke as the crowd began to scatter. Eileen moved forward then, breaking through the remaining guards and extending a hand to help me up.“Thank you,” I muttered, my voice still forced into Lucien’s low, gravelly register until the last of the judges walked out of earshot. My legs felt like lead, and the dull ache at the back of my skull throbbed with every step as she guided me back toward the dorm.We walked down the quiet hallway, the morning light doing little to warm the cold stone around us. Eileen kept her eyes forward, but her jaw was set tight. “Are you crazy?” Eileen asked, her voice a hushed, furious whisper. “Going after the shapeshifters on your own? You know how strong Ryker is rumored to be, Thalia. You could have been killed out there.”I didn't respond. I didn't have the words or the strength to defend myself. I was completely mentally exhausted, my thoughts tangled up in Ryker’s sinister smile and the burning slice o
THALIA’S POVMy eyes snapped open and I felt a dull ache at the back of my skull. I was flat on my back on the cold stone floor of the main dorm corridor, the broad, shadowy pathway connecting the living quarters.A collective gasp echoed above me. When my vision cleared, I was staring up at a sea of intense, demanding faces. Board members, guards, and a few frantic students were hovering directly over me.Panic seized my chest. I quickly scrambled backward, my trembling hands flying to my face and hair. A wave of raw relief washed over me when my fingers brushed against the short, coarse strands. My disguise was still intact. “Lucien Ashen,” one of the high-ranking board members barked, stepping forward with his arms crossed and his brow furrowed in deep anger. “Why were you not present at the full moon transformation? And more importantly, why are you bleeding?”I couldn't speak right away. My brain was moving frantically, desperately trying to piece together the shattered fragmen
CALEB’S POVI saw the exact moment Thalia’s look changed. The hot panic in her eyes went away. It was replaced by a cold, quiet look that made the hair on my arms stand up. She didn't say a single word as we walked back to the dorms, but her silence said everything. I wanted to force her to tell me what she was thinking, but I kept my mouth shut.When night finally came, throwing long shadows across the school grounds, Thalia stood by the door.“Where are you going?” I asked, stepping toward her. My instincts told me to trail right behind her because I knew she was planning something.“I'm going to get dinner and meet Eileen,” Thalia said. Her voice was flat, devoid of the usual spark she carried when she was angry or determined. She didn't even look back at me, her hand resting firmly on the doorknob.I stepped closer, blocking her path slightly. I couldn't just let her walk out alone after what we found in the cemetery. “I'll come with you. The campus isn't safe right now, especial
THALIA’S POV“Who the hell locked us in here?” Eileen’s voice echoed against the damp stone walls, shaking with fear.I didn't answer right away. I stared at the huge iron doors of the underground cemetery, my mind spinning. “I don't know,” I whispered, rubbing my arms because it was freezing down
CALEB’S POVWhen I told Ragnar that Thalia and Eileen were missing, I watched him closely. I noticed the obvious shift in his posture. It was a flicker of pure alarm but it disappeared almost instantly, masked by his stubborn pride.Instead of showing his worry, Ragnar shoved past me hard, his shou
THALIA’S POVMy heart genuinely stopped for a second after the board member said that. They wanted to tell my parents about my relationship with Eileen.I forced out an awkward laugh that sounded painful even to my own ears. “That’s…not necessary. I'm sure they're busy. I can tell them myself.”“Oh
THALIA’S POVMy eyes stayed trained on Devon. “I still don’t trust you.” Devon sighed dramatically like he was already tired of hearing that sentence from me. Honestly, he should have been used to it by now.We were still standing near the lower gardens where the evening wind moved softly through







