Mag-log inTHALIA
[ONE WEEK LATER]
The leather trunk sat by the door, packed with everything 'Lucian Ashen' would need for his first semester at The Howling Spire. Formal uniforms, training clothes, books on wolf history, combat theory, and some hidden necessities of my own.
I stood in front of the mirror in what used to be Lucian's room and barely recognized myself.
"This is a terrible, terrible thing."
I turned to find both my parents standing in the doorway, my father with his arms crossed and Mother pacing like a caged animal recently released. She had been like this for days. Ever since the night of the Selection, when I had returned from the ceremony and confessed what I had done.
We buried him in secret. In the family crypt and in an unmarked section where no one would look. Father had used his influence to ensure that the servants who helped were... compensated for their silence. Then the narrative that I, the runt daughter of the Ashen family, had permanently relocated abroad to human civilization had been spun.
My parents mourned the whole week, but they hadn't stopped me because they knew what would happen if they did.
I left out the part that I died and somehow came back to life. I was sounding crazy enough as it was.
"If they find out," She continued,"we will be forever disgraced." She turned to me. "Do you understand what that means, Thalia? We won't just lose our standing in the werewolf elite hierarchy, we will be utterly and eternally finished."
"Elara." Father sighed. "That is enough."
"Enough?" She turned on him. "Our daughter is about to impersonate our dead son at the most prestigious and brutal academy in the territory, and you think—"
"What I think..." Father interrupted, his gaze sliding to me, "is that we don't have much of a choice. Even if we don't do this, we will still be utterly and eternally finished. And you know as well as I do that Edgar will not wait to take advantage of that.”
Mother bit her inner cheek.
“That brother of yours, I would've assumed he is responsible for what happened to us, but that kind of poison didn't even have a scent or trace, even if we had proof, admissing it would mean admitting to Lucian's death.”
I could hear her heart breaking into little pieces, her eyes stung with tears but she quickly blinked them away.
"You guys have been grilling me for the past week," I stepped closer to them, letting some of my own frustration seep through my voice for once. "But we both know that I am the saving grace now. I have to go to the academy. If I don't, if 'Lucian' doesn't show up, questions will be asked, investigations will be launched and this family will be torn apart."
But what I didn't say, what I kept locked tight in my heart was the other truth.
I wanted to go.
The Howling Spire had always been something I had admired from afar. The stories of its powerful trials, its legendary instructors, the bonds forged between the strongest wolves of each generation.
"Thalia..." Mother sank into one of Lucian's chairs. "I... for the first time in my life, I am at a loss for words."
"The girl has a point," Father shook his head pitiably. "We have spent the week arguing in circles, but the facts remain unchanged, darling. Our son is dead, and if this family is to live as it always has, our daughter has to live as him."
"She could die, Marcus. I-If and before they find out...I don't want to lose both my children.” She sobbed into her hands. “She’s weak, she can't even heal properly, one wrong scratch and it's bye bye to her cover.”
“That mother…” I interrupted them cautiously, is the exact reason why I am about to ask you for a difficult favour. But it just might be my only chance at survival.”
Their heads snapped toward me.
“What are you talking about?”
I nervously twisted my fingers, staring them dead in the eye about to ask for something that could make this conversation end really well, or really awful. If I was a gambler, my money would be on the latter.
“The book on the forbidden arts.”
••••
Okay. So that didn't work.
But my parents weren't aware that I had swiped it from the vault anyway. I needed this book if I wanted to survive the academy, and quite frankly I couldn't care less about the dangers it posed to my life. My life would already be endangered merely by stepping foot into that academy.
The staff had assembled in two perfect lines along the front entrance of the estate. Maids and butlers in their formal uniforms as they waited to see off the Young Master. I descended the front steps with my trunk. I didn't need to look up, I knew my parents were watching from the window.
The head butler, Eret, an elderly wolf who had served our family for forty years bowed deeply as I approached him. He stood the last in the line.
"Master Lucian," he said formally. "May the goddess guide your path at The Howling Spire. The Ashen name will shine brightly in your hands."
"Thank you, Marcus." I kept my voice neutral the way Lucian always spoke to servants, polite enough to avoid being called rude, but distant enough to maintain the hierarchy between them and him.
The maids curtsied as I passed. But a young girl named Elise who had started working here only a few months ago took a step forward. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes bright with admiration.
"Master Lucian," she said breathlessly, moving close. "I... I wanted to say goodbye properly."
Before I could react, she wrapped her arms around me and pressed her lips to mine. The kiss was eager, desperate and clumsy. Her hands slid down my front, lower, reaching for my zip-line.
I yanked myself away so hard I nearly lost my balance.
Goddess above.
I didn't even wait for Eret to reprimand her, I made a straight run forward nearly tumbling over my own leather shoes. I sighted the limousine parked outside our gates, the academy's transport for the top selects.
“Wow.”
The sleek beauty of the black limo took my attention so much that I barely noticed the chauffeur that held open the door.
"Master Ashen," he said with a bow. "Your trunk will be loaded. Please, make yourself comfortable."
Right. My bags.
"Uh. Do handle them with care. There are some... delicate things inside."
He nodded and gestured for me to enter, which I did of course. I was excited to be alone in a limo as stylish as this. The academy's no doubt.
“I didn't know we'd be sharing the same limo.”
My legs froze halfway in as my head snapped to the side.
Two young men sat on the plush leather seats, one on each side, facing each other across the spacious interior. I recognized them instantly and my stomach nearly gave out the contents of my breakfast.
RAGNAR’S POVI had really wanted to hit Caleb when Thalia had entered the room. They had been avoiding me and when I asked him why, he told me to back the hell off. I had seen red and when I wanted to punch him, she had walked in. Her disappointment was palpable and as usual, it was directed at me. That hurt more than anything else. When we all lay down, I couldn't sleep. I had not been able to for days. Then, I saw Thalia leave the dorm before anyone else moved. Caleb followed not long after. A few minutes later, I stood and followed them, not close enough to alert them but close enough to see what was happening. I stayed back, watching from a distance as Thalia and that girl, Eileen, talked to Devon, then the incident with the guards before they all dispersed. Nothing about it felt normal. It hadn’t felt normal since yesterday.When I finally moved, I went straight for Caleb. I found him near the training grounds, alone for once. That alone told me something was wrong. Caleb nev
THALIA’S POVFor a moment, I couldn’t even respond.Devon’s words hung in the air, sharp and careless, like he had just thrown them out to see what reaction he would get. My mind lagged behind, trying to catch up, trying to understand how he had even come to that conclusion.That was the last thing on my mind. Sure, Lucien, my stupid brother would have jumped on the opportunity as he was a crazy man whore but I was a girl who had two crazy bonds inside my dorm right now. Before I could say anything, Eileen stepped forward. “So what if we're sneaking around, Devon? Even if we are,” she said calmly, her voice steady and completely unbothered, “how is that your business?”I turned to look at her, stunned. That wasn’t what I had expected her to say. Not even close.But she didn’t look at me. Her focus stayed on Devon, her posture relaxed but firm, like she wasn’t going to let him twist this into something else.Devon blinked once, clearly not expecting that response either. Then he let
THALIA’S POVThe tension in the room didn’t disappear when I spoke. It shifted subtly and sharply. Like something had been interrupted before it could turn into something worse.Caleb stepped back first. Not far, just enough to create space, but I noticed the way his shoulders remained tight, his posture still coiled like he hadn’t completely let go of whatever had been building between them.Ragnar didn’t move immediately. His gaze stayed locked on Caleb for a second longer than necessary before he finally looked away.Only then did the air feel breathable again. The tension eased but still lingered between them. “What’s going on?” I repeated, slower this time, my eyes moving between them.Caleb answered first. “It’s nothing,” he said, too quickly. That alone told me it wasn’t nothing.I raised a brow slightly. “It didn’t look like it was nothing.”His jaw tightened just a fraction before he exhaled quietly. “He wanted to fight me.”My gaze shifted to Ragnar immediately. I didn’t say
THALIA’S POVThe garden was quieter than the rest of the academy, and that was exactly why I chose it.Silence made it easier to think. Or at least, it should have.I moved slowly along the stone path, my hands clasped loosely behind me, my gaze unfocused as my thoughts circled back to the same place they had been stuck since yesterday.The book. Everything led back to it. To what I had seen. To what it meant. Valdren had known. That truth sat heavier now than it had before, pressing down on every other thought until it became impossible to ignore. My name had been written where Lucian’s should have been. Not scratched in recently. Not added as an afterthought. It had been deliberate, careful and intentional.He had known I wasn’t Lucian. And yet, he had said nothing. I stopped walking. Because that was the part that didn’t make sense. If he had discovered the truth, why keep it hidden? Why allow me to remain here, moving freely, pretending to be someone else? Valdren wasn’t careles
RAGNAR’S POVI didn’t go after her.Even when every instinct pushed me to, I stayed where I was, my body rooted to the ground as I watched her walk away without looking back. The distance she put between us felt deliberate and final, in a way that didn’t sit right with me.My jaw tightened. Because this wasn’t how it was supposed to be. Not after the ritual. Not after everything that should have tied us together instead of pulling us apart.Instead, she avoided me. And somehow, Caleb stood where I was supposed to be. She was so close to him and I knew without a doubt that something was going on. My gaze shifted across the field, locking onto him instantly. He was already looking at me.There was no hesitation in his gaze. No attempt to hide it. He held my gaze like he had a right to, like he understood something I didn’t.That alone was enough to set something off in my chest.The anger didn’t come slowly. It hit fast and sharp, cutting through whatever restraint I had left. Just the
THALIA’S POVBeing separated from Caleb felt wrong the moment it happened.It wasn’t something I showed. I kept my expression neutral as I moved toward my assigned group, blending in with the others as if nothing had changed. But underneath that, something sat uneasily in my chest, like a thread had been pulled too tight between us.I ignored it. I had more important things to think about.The group gathered quickly, voices overlapping as they debated what kind of drills to run. Some suggested weapons training, others argued for strategy-based exercises, but eventually, the decision settled on something simpler.Hand-to-hand combat. No weapons. No magic. Just raw skill. That alone was enough to make something in me tighten.Because skill was the one thing I didn’t have.I lowered myself onto the edge of the field, watching as the others began pairing up, stretching, preparing like this was normal for them. Like they had done this a hundred times before.I hadn’t. Not like this.My st







