“True mates?” The question hung in the air as they made their way to the cottage that was somewhat hidden from the castle even though it was in plain sight. The air had changed as they got closer. It seemed even the small house that was there was full of secrets that she knew that she should know. She was not ready for this. She knew she had no other choice. This was her destiny.
He opened the door and she walked in and then she was hit with overwhelming emotions. The house it self seemed to be the one thing that was overwhelming her. She was hit like she hah been slammed into a brick wall. There was such an overwhelming feeling of regret in the house that she didn't even understand where it came from. It seemed that things were just completely being thrown at her one at a time and there was no way for her to get away from all of the feeling that she was feeling at the moment. He seemed to understand that this was going to happen and he was ready to act if he had to. Desiree just looked at him knowing that he was able to probably feel the same thing as she was.
“you are my true mate. you are my blood mate. we should have been together this entire time but because of the war we weren't. This house is where we should have begun everything. It knows who we are and what should have happened here that was taken away from us because of the war. What you're feeling right now is what our parents had to go through when your parents died and my parents had to fight. the lines of in crossed for years So what happened back then is still right here. I don't want you to feel overwhelmed that I know that you are right now. If you have to use my strength to get through everything.”
“I can't use your strength. I don't know how. I was told that I was nothing from the time that I can remember. I was never taught how to use any of my gifts. They even told me that I was a half blood.” Desiree responded that she just kind of sat down. Even though that there was perfectly good furniture in the room she was still completely overwhelmed and didn't want to actually touch anything. She was scared that it would begin to overwhelm her again now that she's been able to get ahold of herself.
he sat down next to her and took her hand in his and held it there. It was almost as if he was channeling his own energy into her so she would be able to handle everything that was going on swirling around her. soon she was able to relax enough that she could look around and not feel like she was going to cry. this is still way too much for Desiree. This was way too much for any one person to have to deal with all at once. A few hours ago if not only a day ago she was nobody and now he was telling her that she was everything that she was supposed to be. The fact that people were supposed to not know about her on the island was still confirmation to her that she probably shouldn't be there at all. She did understand the fact that he wanted to have his mate and he wouldn't be able to be satisfied with anybody else but her because of the ceremony that their parents had had for them when they were young children.
she wondered if there was a way that she could release him. She knew that she wouldn't be a good leader. She knew that she didn't have the strength that was probably needed to be the next ruler of all of their kind. She was a nobody. She was nobody who didn't know anything about her own culture.
“don't let the doubts that are here take over. from what my mother told me your mother questioned everything about herself many times over. There was nothing to question though she was an excellent roller for her people. Understand that what you're feeling right now is not what you are actually feeling. You're feeling the remnants of all the emotion that was left here. Unfortunately your parents died not far from here this was probably one of their last stops. And they knew that they were being hunted. Everything that was here probably touched by that and you can feel it. One of the things that your side always had was the gift of intuition and emotion. You come from very strong stock but at the same time most of that is mental and you need somebody to teach you how to use all of your gifts.” Gabriel said as he looked at her knowing that there was much that he could do except to be there to listen to her she needed him.
“what are your gifts?” she asked if she looked at him.
“patience and understanding.” he replied as he looked at her and smiled knowing that he was the one that caused all of her pain. If he had just left her alone she would not be feeling it everything right now and completely overwhelmed. But she had a right to know her history and he had a right to I have heard by inside as the next ruler of their kind.
None of that changed the fact that they were both still going to have to try and figure out each other very quickly. Desiree had no one else to lean on. She was going to have to learn how to trust him even though she didn't know if she could. Swirling around in her head she was completely overwhelmed with. This wasn't going to help her and she needed to learn how to focus all of her energy. She's been given a gift a fairy tale. She just didn't wanna meet any of the villains from one of those fairy tales.
After the first wave of emotion came over her she was able to settle down a little bit. Desiree had never felt quite like this before and she knew that she had a lot of things to work through. She looked around the small house and even though it was nothing more than a small cottage it was probably still bigger than every house that she had lived in so far. She knew that everything in her life had been a lie. It was dealing with all of that as well as finding out the truth about her parents and the woman that she had thought was her mother.She was also working enough to understand that Gabriel was not trying to force her into understanding anything. He wasn't moving very far away from her but at the same time he was giving her enough space that she said at least begin to process everything that she had just learned. He knew that it was going to be a long period of time before she would actually be able to completely understand all of the intricaci
Gabriel didn't know how long it was going to take for her to come to the conclusion she was part of this island. That she would feel comfortable enough to actually be at the castle. he knew that he needed to get the most basic supplies so they would be able to survive while she came to grips with her new reality. he was going to have to go and find some food at the council for them to take.it wouldn't be the first time that he had raided the kitchen and the pantries but he hoped that Desiree had at least the ability to cook a little bit since he really didn't know how. He didn't wanna leave her either but he knew that he had to. “I'm going to run to the castle real quick. I'll be back in a few minutes I'll bring back food is there anything that you want specifically?” he asked as he broke the silence at the two of them headlight grow in the small room.“no there isn't anything specific that I want.” Desiree said as she looked at h
When Gabriel go back to the small cottage he saw that the door was open. He had to wonder if it was actually Desiree who had open the door at all. He hoped that it had been and nobody had been there to give her any trouble. He didn't actually wanna have to deal with anyone invading their privacy for a little while at least. That's why he didn't wanna push her to go into the castle. He knew that she needed time to adjust to her new surroundings and her new reality that was her life. If things had been different and she had been raised on the island she would be at the castle right now. On her 18th birthday she would have been transferred over to him. Do they didn't really have a real ceremony of that happening he would have taking the responsibility of her then. when he neared the door he saw her just sitting there still within the cottage but I'm for just looking out. “is everything OK?” he asked as he walked into the cottage and placed everythi
“why would you wanna know about that?” knowing that that was going to open a bunch of wounds that she really didn't need to deal with right then and there. She already had enough to deal with with realizing that pretty much her entire life had been a lie. There was a lot of things that he would say to her and he would never hold anything back just because she had the right to know what was going on for their people. Whether she realized it or not she was already there Princess. There was a lot of things that she needed to come to grips with because he was basically what would be the equivalent of a crowned Prince and they were already given to each other by their parents. An arranged marriage of sorts. He understood that she had the right to know but at the same time everything was coming to her so quickly that it was going to be an issue with the way that she had to deal with things. Mentale he didn't know if she was able to comprehend all of the small details that w
“Tell me about them.” She said softly.“Your parents?” he asked. Then he realized that he had opened this can of worms himself. She really had no idea how her parents were. She didn’t know them. “your mother was one of the nicest people I'd ever met. She was my godmother. She was my mother's best friend. They were cousins I believe. Most likely they were distant cousins though. Your mother was one of those people dead it didn't matter how distant the relationship was it was always there.”“What about my father?” Desiree asked as she looked at him and was hoping that the man was nice and that he had actually enjoyed being a father.“he was a little difficult but for the most part he was one of those people that would get down and play with everybody. He did it on you. When everybody had said that you should have been a male heir he didn't care period I remember him carrying you around when
Desiree went upstairs to go take a shower and Gabriel just sat on the couch looking out the door towards the water. Her questions had brought up a lot of memories that he had forced to keep down or he was told to keep out of his head.“whatever you do make sure that my daughter stay safe.” diedra send as she looked at her best friend in the entire world. Gabriel was nothing more than a few years old at the time and they were both in the nursery with their mothers. It was one of the rare times that he had been allowed to go into the young girls nursery. He was just sitting there holding her on the floor as both their mothers looked at them. “you know as well as I do that they're gonna come for them. They'll have to go through me first to get to her and if they manage that I want you to do whatever you have to do to make sure that my daughter stays safe.”“of course, you know that I would do anything to protect both of them as
Desiree was exhausted. Last statement just hung in the air and was also one of the most damning things that she had ever heard in her entire life. The look on his face was almost completely excruciating pain just for the simple fact that he didn't wanna doubt his own mother but something in his memories was telling him that it was a lot more than what he had been told in the years afterwards. Desiree didn't have the same issues because she couldn't remember anything from before she had left play island.she went to the couch and just sat next to him and looked out the window to the trees and watched as the leaves blew in the wind. The soft sound that was coming off of the trees and the smell of the ocean will still be coming closer to the small cottage. Desiree had never been one that actually liked water that much. But right now just being able to see it off in the distance over the trees that were blowing in the wind it was a calming aspect to this that she ne
When the two ate in silence and then went to the second level of the cottage she looked around. Though it was one floor it was also one room. It was more like a loft then an actual second floor.There were two pallets made that were side by side. She didn’t care because she had slept in a lot less with nothing to her name. Gabriel had not tried anything with her and she knew he did seem to care about her. She laid down and was out so very quickly.Gabriel also laid down at the same time and he could feel the pull to her. He knew that she had been exhausted and she also needed to rest. He hoped that she would have some clarity in the morning but he also knew it would take time. He had uprooted her entire life in one quick move. He was surprised that she still seemed pretty open to him and the idea that he was there. Though he knew that it was probably nothing more than her being overwhelming tired. He watched her as she slept and knew t