LOGINNilah’s pov
What the hell had I done?
I sat in my car, staring at the mansion I had once called home, the perfectly trimmed garden stretched towards a fountain. Everything was just as I had remembered.
Beautiful, warm, and inviting.
My phone buzzed with a text from a number I didn't recognize. “The car will pick you up at 6;30pm. Dress arrives at 5, don't overthink.”
I could immediately tell it was from that man, the stranger I had hit, and unfortunately wrecked my car. Apparently, I had foolishly accepted his offer without thinking much.
I should cancel. Tell him I made a mistake and somehow find a way to pay him for the damages.
“Nilah! Oh, my dear baby!”
My mother burst through the front door like some storm, her blonde hair perfectly styled in a bob, she was down the steps and coming towards me. “Victor! Our Nilah is here, Victor." She cried for my dad.
Stepping out of the car I let my soaked body be held in her arms, trying to pretend I was the same girl that had left this same place three years ago, before Marcus, before I had tragically learned what it was to be not enough.
“You lost a lot of weight, what did that foolish boy do to you? You look so pale, almost a skeleton of your old self.” my mother cried, pulling me closer in her arms. “Come in, Linda will make you whatever you want.” she beckoned me inside.
Staring at the door, I felt like a prodigal daughter finally gaining her senses and crawling back to her parents' warm hands. I stopped in my steps at the sight of my father standing right in front of the door, face straight, making it hard for me to read what could be going on in his mind.
“Hi, Dad.”
“Nilah.” just my name he said.
“Victor, do you see what that darn boy did to our poor baby?” Mom cupped my cheeks warmly.
“I can see, Catherine.” He descended the steps slowly and when he reached me, he wrapped his arms around me and held me like I might disappear. “You came home,” he said quietly. “Finally.”
The tears I had refused to shed since I left Marcus’s house or even at the accident finally broke free. I sobbed into my father’s shoulders while my mom rubbed my back and made soothing sounds and for the first time in three years, I couldn't pretend to be strong.
We all went in and settled in, I took my shower and came down for dinner. “Tell us what happened.” My father sat across from me at the dinner, the same place he had sat when I told him I was getting married to Marcus and he had rejected it. “You will not marry such a man.” he snarled then.
“Dad…” I sighed, reluctant to talk about it.”
“Talk to me Nilah, I want to know what that bastard did to my daughter.”
Seeing the desperation in both their eyes, I told them everything, the way Marcus had changed, how he made me seem like the problem, and his late nights with Vanessa.
My mother’s face went white. “That lowlife dimwit cheated on you?”
“He claims they're colleagues.” I clenched my hand around the wine glass. “It doesn't matter anymore, we're done, I signed the papers tonight.”
My father’s face went cold. “That sly thing…”
“Victor it's alright, let's be happy our baby is back with us safe and sound.”
My dad leaned forward. “You know what comes next, your position in the company…”
“Dad, I'm barely myself, I just got divorced, I can't think about…”
He interrupted me. “Don’t you think you owe your mother and me? It would be damaging to our reputation if you appear unmarried till and now that you’re taking over a part of the company, don’t you think it’s okay to settle with someone better?”
Can’t I get a break from men? I’ve had enough.
“I’m having a gala tomorrow, where you will meet the man we’ve arranged for you to get married to,” Dad added, looking away from me nonchalantly.
What? My heart skipped, does this man have the slightest idea what he’s saying?
“I won’t be attending as I have somewhere to be.” I quickly made an excuse.
They both exchanged looks. “Where to?” Mom’s brows furrowed as she asked curiously
“There’s a… dinner, business dinner.” I lied, it felt wrong but I couldn’t explain that I got invited by a stranger and I was willing to go. “I’m meeting someone,” I added.
“Cancel it.” My father replied simply. “This is more important, the gala is where we announce your return and let you meet potential business associates, don’t throw this to meet whoever it is.”
“She’s not a child anymore Victor, she’s a woman and can make better decisions now.” Mom pressed my hand with a reassuring smile.
“I made a commitment and need to keep my word.”
He looked up. “Business or personal.”
I shifted in my seat, hesitating. “Both.”
My parents exchanged another look. “If that’s the case you could bring them to the gala, you’re going to be an heiress, why not make them see? Kill a bird with two stones.” My father said finally.
I sat there awestruck by his thinking. “Dad I’m not sure…”
“I insist.” His tone left no room for argument. “Nilah it’s time you start acting like my daughter, no more making yourself small, attend the gala and make it known whose daughter you are and that you would be off the market.”
My mom squeezed my hand tight. “He’s right, it’s time to settle with someone better and also take on your father’s legacy.” She said, “Don't think about sulking up, this is the best time to make Marcus choke at the sight of you.”
I had never told Marcus which family I came from, though it didn’t matter as long as we were happy. He never cared to know and thought I was a runaway daughter from an average family.
Perhaps restarting was the best idea…. But bringing Darien to the gala where I was to get engaged? How do I solve that?
Perhaps what could go wrong?
DARIENI sat on the cold floor of the empty nursery with my back against the crib. I held a half-empty bottle of dark whiskey in my hands. The room smelled like old alcohol, stale sweat, and cold rain.I had not showered in three days. I had not shaved. My shirt was torn, stained with my own dried blood, and my left shoulder beat with a hot, sharp pain every time I moved.I didn't care. I just took another long drink from the bottle, letting the amber liquid burn my raw throat.The front door of the penthouse opened down the hall.Heavy footsteps walked into the apartment. Loud voices echoed off the high ceilings. It was Leo and Julian—two men I had known since we were boys in the street.They walked into the nursery and stopped, looking down at me in the dark."Jesus, Darien," Leo said, shaking his head. "Look at you, man. You look like a ghost.""Get out," I rasped. My voice sounded ruined, low and scratchy."We came to say we are sorry for your loss, bro," Julian said, stepping clo
NILAHThe penthouse was completely quiet when I walked through the heavy front door.All the lights were turned off. The big living room was dark, lit only by the gray rain hitting the floor-to-ceiling glass windows. I stepped over the soft carpet with slow, heavy steps.My black wool coat was wet and heavy on my shoulders. Water dripped off the bottom hem, making small dark circles on the floorboards. I did not take off the coat. I did not take off my wet shoes. My body felt frozen, like ice was running through my veins instead of blood.Marko stood by the front door behind me. He held his big black umbrella in his hand, his head bowed down low toward his chest. Tears were still wet on his rough face."Nilah," Marko said in a very quiet, shaky voice. "Do you want me to carry your bag to the car?""No, Marko," I whispered.My voice was soft and thin, like paper tearing in the wind. I did not turn around to look at him."I will put my things in a small bag," I said. "I want you to wait
DARIENI stood under a big black umbrella, holding it high over Nilah’s head.My suit was black and cold. My hands were freezing. My left eye was swollen shut from the cut, and my forehead burned with pain. But I did not care about my body. The pain inside my chest was too big. It felt like my soul was torn into small pieces.Beside me, Nilah stood completely still.She wore a long black coat and a dark veil over her face. Through the thin black lace, I could see her pale skin. Her dark eyes were fixed on the earth. She did not hold my arm. She did not lean against my shoulder. She stood close to me, but she felt a million miles away.In front of us sat a very small white box.It was resting on two thick green straps over the open grave. The white wood was smooth and bright in the gray rain. It was too small. It was too light to hold our whole world.An old priest stood at the edge of the pit. He held a small book in his wet hands, reading prayers about peace and heaven. His voice was
DARIENThe sun came up, but the penthouse stayed dark.I sat on the floor outside our bedroom door. My back was pressed hard against the cold wall. My clothes were dry now, stiff with dried blood and dust. My head hurt. My shoulder felt like it was on fire. But I did not care about the pain in my body. The pain inside my chest was too big. It felt like my heart was dead.The apartment was too quiet. The floor in the hallway was clean now. Marko’s men had washed away all the dark spots. They had fixed the doors. But they could not fix the smell. The sharp smell of soap and cold wind filled the dark rooms.Down the hall, the nursery door was half open.I looked at it. I could see the light green wall inside. I could see the edge of the empty wooden crib. Three days ago, my son was in that crib. He was small and soft. He smelled like warm milk. He slept with his tiny fists close to his face. Now, that room was just an empty box filled with cold air.I put my hands over my face and squeez
I stood there for three long, agonizing minutes, waiting for her to look back. Waiting for her to give me even a fraction of a glance.She didn't move. She didn't speak. She was a wall of cold stone, shutting me out of the grief, shutting me out of her life, leaving me completely alone in the dark.I turned around and walked out of the room, pulling the door shut behind me with a quiet, heavy click.The living room was an absolute disaster area, but Marko's men had worked fast.The bodies were gone. The heavy plastic bags had been hauled away through the service freight elevator in total secrecy. The blood on the dark hardwood floor had been wiped down, leaving behind only the damp, chemical smell of heavy industrial bleach mixed with the cold night wind still blowing through the open corridor.Marko was standing near the doorway, holding a fresh white towel and a dark pair of trousers over his arm. His face was pale, his eyes red and swollen from crying, but he maintained his rigid,
DARIENI stepped out of the shower, my feets squeaking against the wet tile. I didn't bother grabbing a towel. I didn't care about the blood still oozing slowly from the gash above my left eye, dripping down my cheek to join the cold water soaking my collar.I walked back into the bedroom like a man heading to his own execution.The bedroom was silent. The heavy blackout curtains were drawn, shutting out the pale, gray light of dawn that was beginning to bleed across the city skyline.Nilah was still lying on her side in the middle of the massive king-sized bed.She hadn't moved an inch. She hadn't pulled the heavy duvet over her shoulders. She just lay there, perfectly still, her dark eyes open, wide and fixed on the small, silent bundle wrapped in white wool resting on the pillow next to her.Alexander looked like he was sleeping. That was the most cruel, twisted part of it all. His features were calm, his tiny lips closed, his fine dark hair sticking slightly to his forehead. But t
NILAHThe silence in the grand ballroom was loud, it felt heavier than the rain that had ruined my car hours ago, making my head spin as I tried to process what my father had just blurted out from the podium.Hundreds of eyes shifted from my father, following his proud gaze, until they locked direc
Nilah povAt exactly five the dress arrived.I stood in my childhood bedroom staring at it for a full minute before I even dared to touch it.Midnight blue, floor length with a neckline that dipped just low enough to say ‘I know exactly what I’m doing’ and a slit that climbed too high up on one thi
Darien’s povThe Bentley’s engine purred as I drove through the rain-slicked street, and my phone buzzed for the umpteenth time in less than five minutes. I knew it was my mother no doubt, definitely calling to remind me about her ‘wonderful opportunity’ dinner she had arranged next week.“Don’t th
Nilah’s povThe penthouse was quiet, I stood in the kitchen with my hands gripping the sink as I stared at the divorce papers, I tried remembering how to breathe.In… out…The same way my therapist had taught me before I had stopped going because Marcus said I didn’t need one."You're being dramati







