Mag-log inMaya
My sister’s voice is soothing, I finally sleep through the night — the first real sleep I’ve had in so long. No tossing, no crying into my pillow, no waiting for a phone call that never comes.
When I wake up, the ache is still deep, but I feel a little more grounded, as if the world isn’t spinning out of control anymore.
I place a hand over my stomach and close my eyes.
No matter what happens between Ethan and me… the children are innocent. They deserve a mother who fights for them, not one who breaks apart.
So I force myself to eat. The first bite tastes like nothing, and for a moment I think I’ll throw up again. But I swallow.
Slowly the dizziness fades. I feel warmth again, even if I'm still bleeding on the inside.
I called Ethan several times, but he didn’t answer. He didn’t even call back.I need to see Ethan, to finally end this marriage properly.
I make my way toward the hospital. The pack members glance at me, their eyes cold and distant, as if I no longer belong here. I can tell the news has already spread. Everyone knows Ethan has found his fated mate.
The hall is quiet, and I spot Lucas his beta near the nurse’s station.
He freezes when he sees me, his eyes dart toward the hospital rooms. He’s clearly uneasy, his hands fidgeting with the papers in his grasp.
“Lucas,” I say, with a sharp voice. “Where’s Ethan?”
He swallows, avoiding my gaze. “Uh… he’s… busy, I think.”
Something in his hesitation makes my stomach twist. I step closer. “Lucas. Don’t lie to me. I can smell her, Chloe. She’s here, isn’t she?Take me to Ethan. I know he is with her. ”
He can’t meet my eyes, and that’s all the confirmation I need. My fists clench at my sides, and I feel Lily whining in my head, my nails digging into my palms, but I force myself to stay calm.
I stop in my tracks when I realize where he’s taking me. It’s a ward reserved only for me. My chest twists painfully when I see Chloe lying in the Luna Suite, my suite.
My steps grow heavy with dread. I’m terrified of what I might find if I take another step, but I force myself forward. When I do, I find Ethan sitting beside her bed.
Our eyes meet and my heart skips a bit. They are hollow from sleepless nights, his hair disheveled and unkempt.
The divorce papers feel impossibly heavy in my hand as I step closer and hold them out to him.
Victoria prepared them three years ago. She hated the idea of me being his wife. And Ethan… he said he couldn’t go against her, so he kept them.
I told myself it didn’t matter. I convinced myself that he chose me, that love was enough.
But now… after everything I’ve sacrificed… Those same papers have finally become useful.
“Sign them,” I whisper, my voice trembling. “I don’t want your money or your pity. Just end this.”
His eyes widen, shock flickers across his face. We promised each other forever, but standing here now, I know this is the end of our road.
“Maya, no,” he murmurs, shaking his head. “I can’t sign that. You can’t just walk away.”
I let out a bitter laugh, my throat tight with pain. “What the hell, Ethan? You want to have your mate and me by your side, no Ethan it's not done, you can’t eat your cake and have it too.”
“You’re my wife, and I love you, Maya,” he says, desperation bleeding through his voice. “You can’t just walk away from what we have, from everything we’ve shared.”
I swallow hard, forcing the lump in my throat down. A part of me still wants him to choose me over Chloe. The ache of hope in my heart burns.
“Then prove it,” I say, my voice barely above a whisper. “If you still love me, reject her. Reject Chloe now.”
He freezes. His jaw tightens, and the air between us turns heavy. My heart races as I look at him, with hope desperate in my breath.
“Ethan, please… reject her,” I plead, my voice cracks . “I’ve asked Ava. She said she’s strong enough. She won’t die from the rejection.” The words tumble out all at once as I wait for him to move, to do something, anything.
For a heartbeat, I almost let out a sigh of relief when he steps closer to Chloe. Maybe he’s finally choosing me. Maybe this nightmare is about to end. His hands are trembling, and I know how hard this is for him.
Suddenly Chloe collapses to her knees, clutching his leg. Tears stream down her face as she sobs, “Please! Don’t reject me! I’m pregnant!”
It’s as if someone has poured a bucket of ice over me. I can’t move. I can’t even breathe.
“What?” Ethan’s eyes widened in shock.
Chloe lifts a shaking hand to her neck, revealing a faint mark. “That night… after the battle… you were drunk,” she whispers. “You marked me. You said you’d protect me.”
My fingers go numb. My heart, my entire world, shatters into pieces I’ll never be able to gather again. He didn’t just betray me emotionally; he chose her in the most sacred way.
I let out a bitter, broken laugh. “You slept with her?” My voice trembles, my chest tightening with pain that feels endless. “You betrayed me, Ethan.”
Chloe crawls closer, clutching my leg. “Please, Luna… let me stay. I’ll serve you. Just don’t send me away. My baby… it’s his blood.”
Her words cut through me like a knife. His baby. The one thing Ethan has always wanted.
My hand instinctively moves to my stomach. He doesn’t even know I’m carrying his twins. And now, I know he never will.
The door swings open, and Victoria steps in, her face glowing. “Oh, wonderful news,” she says, almost singing the words. She turns to Ethan with a firm, cold smile. “You will not reject her. From today onward, everyone will treat Chloe as their Luna. Understood?”
Ethan doesn’t even glance in my direction. This makes my chest tighten.
Victoria snaps her fingers at the nurse. “Give Maya her injection.”
I flinch. “What injection?”
She smirks, folding her arms as if she’s enjoying every second of this. “The maids told me you haven’t been taking your pregnancy medicine for several days. This will make up for it.”
The room tilts a bit when the nurse steps forward with the syringe.
“No!” I try to move back, but the nurse grips my arm. I struggle against their hold, but they are stronger than me, I’m too weak to fight.
The needle pierces my skin. The sting burns deep, and within seconds, the world around me begins to fade. My breath falters. My limbs grow heavy.
“Ethan! It hurts!” Chloe’s scream cuts through the haze clouding my mind. Her voice trembles with panic.
Through my blurry vision, I see her clutching her stomach. Ethan moves instantly. He rushes toward her, not even glancing my way, not caring what they’ve just injected into my system.
I stumble, my knees giving out beneath me as my body crashes against the cold floor. Pain tears through my abdomen, white-hot and merciless.
“Ethan…” My fingers reach out for him, desperate for anything, to hold on to. But he doesn’t turn.
All I see is him hovering over Chloe, as his voice breaks with fear.
Just before everything fades, I see Ava, rushes toward me, her face etched with panic. She calls out my name, though it sounds distant.
The world tilts, the edges of my vision darken, and then… everything goes black.
MayaI stare at the strip in my hand, my heart racing so fast I can barely think straight.I… I’m pregnant.A slow, incredulous smile spreads across my face. I can’t believe it. Not yet. Not until I tell him.And oh, the look on Lucien’s face when I do… I can already feel it in my chest.We’ve talked about this before we tied the knot. I knew the timing wasn’t right then. But now… I’m ready.I’ve felt it growing between us—the connection, the closeness.Sex with him has always been electric. Anywhere, any time, as long as the children are out of sight… we can’t keep our hands off each other. But this… this feels different.Before, the first time we mated, there was doubt. Hesitation. Fear.Now… Now, it’s almost perfect. Open. Honest. Consuming.“Aren’t you hungry?” I ask, walking into his office, carrying a covered plate in my hands.His head lifts, eyes catching mine as I move closer.“Oh, thanks, bae,” he murmurs, a soft smile tugging at his lips. “You didn’t have to—stress yourself
Maya “Lucien…” I moan his name, my hips bucking against his face as the pleasure over me, are wild and exhilarating. He places his arms firmly over my abdomen, holding me down while his tongue continues its sinful magic between my thighs. He strokes, licks, nips, and sucks like he can’t get enough, like he wants to go deeper, like he’s devouring me completely. The way he moves his tongue feels like he’s fucking me with it, and I can’t think—can’t breathe—can’t do anything but feel. My fingers tangle in his hair as I whimper helplessly, my body trembling beneath him. I can feel the pressure building fast, tightening low in my stomach, coiling and coiling until it almost hurts. His tongue doesn’t stop. It only gets better. I’m so dangerously close to the edge. I squeeze my eyes shut, letting the sensation take over every part of me, letting it drown me completely… and then— He stops. The feeling disappears. My eyes snap open, my heart racing in confusion and frustration.
Maya The reception is jam-packed with guests.Everywhere I turn, there’s another face… another smile… another voice congratulating me. My cheeks hurt from smiling so much, from greeting people I don’t know—and honestly, people I probably won’t remember by tomorrow.Yet somehow… I’m truly happy.It’s overwhelming, yes. It's a little chaotic. A little too much at times. But it’s real.This moment… this life… it’s real.And for once, I’m not overthinking it.I’m just… feeling it.But then— There’s Lucien.I don’t even have to look to know where he is.I can feel it. That pull.That awareness that settles deep under my skin.And when I finally glance in his direction…His look sends heat rushing through me before I can even prepare for it.His gaze lingers a second too long, dark and knowing, like he’s silently reminding me of everything we’ve just become.I try to focus on the conversation in front of me, nodding politely, forcing a smile—but it’s useless. My mind keeps drifting back to
Maya Our big day is finally here.And despite how many times I told Lucien I wanted something small and quiet… he insisted.“There’s nothing loud about it,” he had said, his voice calm but unyielding. “Not when all I want is for the world to know that you are mine.”And the way he said mine…Yeah. I wouldn’t trade this for anything. Not even a little.“You’re glowing, Maya.”Claire’s voice is soft, almost fragile.I meet her eyes through the mirror, and my chest tightens. She’s already teary-eyed, her emotions sitting so close to the surface it scares me.“Don’t start,” I warn gently, my lips twitching into a smile. “If you cry, I’ll cry. And I am not ruining this makeup.”The makeup artist chuckles under her breath, still working carefully on my face, brushing, blending, perfecting.Claire lets out a shaky laugh, quickly blinking away her tears. “I’m serious,” she whispers. “I’ve never seen you like this before.”I haven’t either.There’s something different about the woman staring
MayaI’m in another realm right now.Everything feels surreal, like I’m living inside a dream I’m almost afraid to wake up from. Lucien has been nothing short of amazing, and now… it’s finally time for our mating ceremony.It still feels unreal when I think about how quickly everything has unfolded. Right after the proposal, we had the engagement party—and it was *lit*. I didn’t expect it to be that lively, that full of energy and joy, but it was everything and more.And Lucien?I had no idea he was such a great dancer.Watching him on the dance floor was something else entirely. For once, he wasn’t the Alpha King carrying the weight of an entire pack on his shoulders. He wasn’t the powerful, commanding leader everyone feared and respected.He was just… Lucien.It was so much fun watching him let loose, moving like the dance floor was made just for him. Every step, every turn, every effortless motion drew people in, but somehow, his eyes always found mine.And when they did…It felt l
MayaI can’t stop thinking about my time with Lucien. He is so damn sweet—nothing like the brooding, closed-off alpha I used to know. The way he includes me and the children in our plans is so endearing. He always says “we” in all our conversations, and that simple word does something to my heart.I know I should take things slow with him, but damn… I don’t want to.I’ve guarded my heart for too long, built walls so high that no one could get in. But with Lucien, it feels different. I’ve noticed that everything he does, he does it intentionally—like he’s carefully choosing every step just so we can all truly be together as a family. And that thought alone scares me… yet excites me even more.As for my fear of getting pregnant, we went to the doctor together. He didn’t hesitate, didn’t make it awkward—he stayed right there with me through it all. The doctor handled everything, making sure there wouldn’t be any risk since I’m not ready. And I love the fact that Lucien understands that.
Maya My whole body feels like I’ve been hit by a moving train. I’m bone-deep exhausted, the kind that makes my limbs feel heavy and my head ache. All I want is a steaming hot bath and a bed. I want to curl up, close my eyes, and pretend today never happens. My babies are safe, and that single tr
Maya How does he expect me to leave when my babies are asleep inside my house? The thought knocks the air out of my chest. “No,” I snarl, anger rising fast. “I’m not leaving my babies.” The sound that comes out of me is raw. Before I can do anything else, he scoops me up again like I weigh nothin
MayaMy eyes fly open inside my mind. I always think a part of me is locked away on purpose, like I don’t want to remember what happens in the woods. But whatever Julia holds near my nose breaks something open. It unlocks something terrifying.It starts with heat. Not the wild, raging fire everyon
Maya The moment he calls me ‘the cursed Luna,’ my mind goes blank.My chest tightens because, deep down, I already know something is wrong. For days now, I’ve felt… off. Some nights I fall asleep in my bed, only to wake up in the forest. Alone. Covered in blood. No memory of how I got there or wha







