LOGINMaya
I wake to the faint scent of disinfectant and the steady beeping of a heart monitor. My body feels hollow, as my hands feel cold against the sheets.
For a moment, I can’t remember where I am. My mind feels foggy as I try to piece together how I got here, but it’s useless, until I turn and see Ava sitting beside me. Her eyes are red and swollen, fixed on me with a look that freezes my blood.
“What’s wrong?” My voice comes out as a croak. “Why are you crying, Ava?”
She covers her mouth with one hand, trying to hold back a sob.
“Maya…” she whispers softly, her other hand reaching to clutch mine.
Something in her expression tells me everything before she even says a word. My stomach twists painfully.
“The babies?” I manage to whisper, my voice breaks before the words are fully out.
Ava’s lips tremble. Tears spill down her cheeks as she slowly shakes her head.
Fresh pain tears through my chest, it's sharper than anything I’ve ever felt.
The room tilts, and I let out a strange broken, strangled cry that doesn’t even sound human. I clutch my stomach, as if holding onto the emptiness inside could somehow bring them back. My twins. My babies. They’re gone.
Ava wraps her arms around me, her own sobs shakes against my shoulder. I don’t know how she intends to comfort me when she’s crying just as hard, but I don’t stop her. The emptiness inside me grows, it spreads until it feels like it’s going to swallow me whole.
“Where is Ethan?” I ask weakly.
Ava hesitates before shaking her head. “I’m sorry, Maya… he isn’t here.”
I was holding on to the tiniest hope that he’d walk through that door, that maybe he’d choose me over her. But he didn’t.
How could he turn away from me so easily? Just like that… as if everything we shared meant nothing? All because of his fated mate.
Now I finally understand how strong the mate bond truly is, strong enough to destroy everything in its path.
His fated mate. Chloe Bennett. She stole everything from me, my husband, my title, my babies.
And Goddess, Victoria. That vile, manipulative woman. I should have seen it sooner. Every time I complained about being sick, she made them run “tests” and pierce me with needles. It all makes sense now.
She never wanted me pregnant. She wanted a true heir. One that could only come from Ethan’s fated mate.
I try to take a deep breath, but it’s useless. Suddenly, my phone buzzes weakly beside the bed. It’s my sister, Claire.
“How are you, Maya?” she asks softly.
I lift my head, trying not to let the tears fall. “Goddess, I’m… not fine, Claire,” I whisper, my voice cracks. I’m crushed more than words can explain.
“I know, Maya. I’m sending someone for you tomorrow,” she says firmly. “Someone you know. We’ll get you out of there.” Her voice is calm. But I can sense anger, it is as if she already senses everything I’m going through.
Tears blur my vision, but I fight to hold them back. I want to hope. But hope feels like a luxury I buried with my unborn children.
“Okay, Claire. Thank you so much,” I managed to say.
At least my sister’s pack is willing to take me in. That means I won’t have to go rogue.
Then the door opens, and the air in the room shifts.
Victoria Miller walks in, dressed in her perfect white suit, her face painted with false grief.
“So,” she says coolly, “this is where your drama has led. You’ve hurt yourself, and nearly killed my son’s true mate’s baby. What will the pack say when they learn you tried to murder your husband’s fated Luna?”
The vileness of this woman makes my blood boil. All I want to do is rip that perfectly made-up face right off, but before I can even move, Ava shoots up from her chair.
“Enough! Maya didn’t hurt anyone!” Ava’s voice shakes with fury. “She had a miscarriage, Victoria! That was Ethan’s child too!”
But Victoria just stands there, her expression calm and calculated, as if she doesn’t already know what she’s done. She knows damn well she caused my miscarriage, with whatever poison she told the nurse to inject into me.
Her lips curl into a cruel sneer. “Please. We both know she’s lying. She lost nothing because there was nothing to lose. She just wants to keep her claws in the family’s wealth before Ethan finally replaces her.”
I can’t breathe. My vision blurs, the room spins around me. “How can you be so cruel?” I whisper, my voice trembling with disbelief and pain.
Before Ava can respond, the door opens again, and there he is. Ethan.
He stands in the doorway, his expression unreadable, his eyes cold and distant. The man I once called my soulmate now looks at me like I’m a stranger.
“Maya,” he says flatly, “why didn’t you tell me earlier? If this was true, why wait until now? Were you trying to make me feel guilty so I’d reject my mate?” He shakes his head slowly. “You’ve really changed.”
His words cut sharper than a blade, tearing what’s left of my heart apart.
I stare at him, searching for even a flicker of the man I loved, the man who once swore he’d protect me from the world.
“Guilty?” I let out a broken, bitter laugh. “You think this is about guilt? You think I wanted to lose them just to get your attention?”
The air feels heavy. I start gasping for air in the process I taste iron on my tongue. When I look down, I see blood staining my trembling hands.
Ava rushes toward me, shouting for help, but I shake my head weakly. My vision is fading, yet I keep my eyes locked on Ethan. I force a smile.
“You don’t have to pretend anymore,” my voice barely audible. “You should sign the papers. I’ve already signed mine. The only thing left is your signature. You’ve made your choice, and I know it isn’t me.”
He shifts on his feet. For a moment, I think he might change his mind, but then he exhales slowly, and I see the smug smile stretch across Victoria’s face. She steps forward and hands him the papers.
“Fine,” he says coldly. “Maybe you do need to learn your place, Maya.”
And then he signs.
Just like that. Without hesitation not regret.
When he walks out of the room, it feels like the air leaves with him. Something inside me shatters completely.
The woman who loved him… the Luna who believed in him… she’s gone.
All that’s left is a promise that burns deep in my chest. One day, I’ll make them all regret ever breaking me.
Lucien The next few days pass, and I cannot function properly. My thoughts stay scattered, and my focus slips every time I try to lead. Dave, my beta, takes over most pack matters because I am barely holding myself together.Maya moves out of the pack house.The whole pack knows what happens. There is no hiding it. Whispers follow me wherever I go, and eyes linger longer than they should. Her rejection makes people question my position as Alpha King, but that is the least of my worries. Power means nothing when the silence from her is this loud.I know she asks for space, and the Moon Goddess knows I try to respect that. Still, I cannot take this silence again. It feels like it is slowly killing me.‘Where are you?’ I mind-link Dave.His reply comes with a breathless groan, and I already know the answer.‘In the middle of something,’ he says.I almost roll my eyes. Of course he is. My beta manages to get everything right with his mate while I fail at the one thing that matters most.
Maya My feet feel unbearably heavy as I step out of his office. Each step down the corridor feels like I am dragging my own body forward. My chest burns, like the thread that ties our hearts together is on fire. It feels as if my heart is ripped straight out of me the moment I leave that room.I want to scream. I want to yell until my throat tears. I want to hit something, anything. I want pain that I can see and touch, not this crushing ache that sits deep inside my chest and refuses to let me breathe.A foolish part of me keeps hoping he will run after me. That he will call my name, grab my hand, pull me back, and tell me to take the rejection back. I wait for the sound of the door opening. I wait for his footsteps. That last bit of hope slips away.I clutch my kimono tightly around my chest. I know I smell like him, like sex, like his scent, and I hate that I still carry him on my skin. I hate that I am allowed to, because he is my mate, even though I just walked away from him.‘
Lucien I stare at the door Maya just walked out through. My chest feels hollow, like something vital has been ripped from me and taken with her.My wolf lets out a roar that shakes the walls of my office. The sound rolls through the pack, raw and furious, and I know everyone feels it. I do not care. Nothing matters right now.I spent years hating her father. I built my life around revenge. I convince myself that Maya is only a tool, the enemy’s daughter. And somehow, without meaning to, she becomes everything. She becomes the air I breathe. The one thing that keeps me standing.And she rejects me.My wolf surges forward, wild and furious, feeding on my pain. I move faster than thought, my hands slamming into everything within reach. Wood splinters. Glass shatters. Furniture crashes to the floor. I feel like I am standing on the edge of losing myself completely.This is what going feral feels like.Without Maya, I see no reason to live. I hate myself for how much power she holds over
Maya The only sound in the room is our breathing, it's heavy and uneven, our chest rises and falls together. We are worn out, our bodies still warm, our hearts still racing. Even now, I know my decision. Not because we sleep together. Not because the sex is intense and consuming. I refuse to let that blur what I need to do.He sits on the couch in his office, watching me closely, following every small movement as I dress. His eyes trace my body, but I feel no comfort in it. I cannot believe I let this happen after everything I discover.‘You are such an idiot, Maya,’ I curse silently, as I turn my face away from him.‘Don’t leave me.’His words echo in my head. I know he means them. I feel it. But right now, I need space more than I need his arms.When I finish dressing, he stands and pulls on his clothes too. His gaze never leaves me. He reaches for my hand, but I pull away and let it fall from his grasp.I shake my head. My throat tightens. Lily whimpers inside me, hurt and confus
Maya I lost control completely. A broken sound tears out of me, full of frustration, longing, and surrender, as I kiss him with raw hunger, like he is the only air I can breathe. The bond between us crashes through my chest, it pushes me deeper into desire, need, and quiet grief all at once. Every wall I build to keep my distance shatters in a heartbeat. I melt into him.My hand presses against his chest, roaming without thought. I never knew I was capable of this kind of hunger. His shirt gets in the way, and I rip it off because I need to feel him, his warm tan skin, the hard lines of his muscles under my palms. He groans into the kiss, gripping my head, holding me close, kissing me harder, like the space around us is too small to hold our breath and the sounds we make.I only want to connect. My hands move over him like they belong there. I know my mind is not steady, maybe the moon goddess is playing with us, but I feel certain of this moment. He pulls back just a little, and
Maya“No, Maya,” he calls out the moment he realizes where I am heading.I do not stop. All I want is to forget. I want the pain to go numb, even if only for a moment. My legs tremble like they belong to someone else, weak. My heart slams hard against my chest, screaming so loud it feels like it wants to tear free. The ache inside me is unbearable, and I need it to stop.I move forward on pure instinct. My mind screams that this is a bad idea, that I should turn back, but I refuse to listen. I am tired of thinking. I am tired of feeling.“No, Maya,” he calls again, panic clear in his voice.He stretches his hand toward me, trying to stop me, but I slip past him. His fingers brush my arm as I pass, it sends sparks of pain. I cannot let him touch me. If he does, I will break.I do not even make it to the wine cellar. I only think about drowning myself in alcohol because the idea is already planted in my head. I smash the glass he offers earlier, and now the urge to numb myself scares m







