Lillian’s POV
“You’re always welcome to my pack. Just tell me whenever.” After whispering that, he quickly let go of me and move away like nothing happens.
When I ask Craig about joining his pack, an idea planted by the elders, I really haven’t thought it through. But now that he accepts, I can’t help but subconsciously look at Keegan.
His eyes shift between me and Craig, looking at our closeness with a sharp gaze. Whether it’s out of anger or curiosity, I couldn’t care less.
What I care most right now is the fact that if I really change pack and go with Craig, I’ll still have a connection with Keegan. One way or another, our paths will still cross each other.
I sigh inwardly. “I guess… I was being too impulsive earlier.”
With the hesitation building up on me, I decide to merely smile and vaguely reply, “I’ll see you when I see you.”
With that, I left them to deal with things by themselves and went straight back to the house, only to be greeted with another surprise.
I hear rustlings upstairs as soon as I get in. Following the sound, I reach my room, where the door is open. It looks like a storm has passed by, judging by how everything is upside down.
“What are you doing?! Get away from my things!” I shout in anger upon seeing Whitney and Evie, mother and cousin of Keegan, stashing my things in the room.
Scoffing, Whitney crosses her arms and points at my now-opened and scattered luggage. “Where do you think you’re going, packing your bags like some runaway? You still have responsibilities at the hospital! You need to take care of Sienna!”
I haven’t even opened my lips to retort when a cheap laugh echoes in the room. Holding up my handmade bead necklace with a wooden moon pendant, Evie snorts, “Look at this pathetic little thing. Were you planning to sell it for pocket change?”
“Give it back! That’s mine!" I frantically reach for it, but every advance I take, she moves back and raises it higher.
“Relax. I just wanted to look at it. No need to get so worked up over junk,” she laughs and mocks me, yet she cannot take her eyes or hands off my things. How ironic!
I am about to reach for it, but Whitney grabs my arm and pushes me back. Glaring at me, she hisses, “You should be grateful she even cares to touch your things. Someone like you should know your place. You’ll never be good enough to be Luna. You’re not even a quarter as good as Sienna!”
Trembling with anger, I nudge Whitney and try to snatch it from Evie. “I said, give it back!”
We scuffle a bit, neither of us giving back… and so as a result, the necklace snaps and its beads scatter to the floor.
I stare at it with a heavy chest, feeling like half of my heart collapses with it.
Footsteps echo from behind me, but I don’t need to turn around to see who it is as Evie immediately makes it known. “Keegan, I didn’t mean to upset her! I just wanted to see her necklace, and she — she attacked me!”
She continues to dramatically complain, but my attention remains on the scattered pieces on the floor.
"It’s just a necklace. Don’t make a fuss,” he dismissively says, making me look up at him and freeze.
He doesn’t remember… That necklace, which they call a piece of junk, is the only gift I got from him. He gives that to me when we were younger. When no one remembers my birthday, he does, and he gives me a necklace that’s priceless. From assembling the beads into a necklace and sculpting the moon pendant, he does everything himself.
It’s the day I fall even deeper into the cliff of love, thinking he’ll be there to catch me. But it turns out to be just my illusion that I break free as it snaps to pieces.
Glancing back at the broken necklace that symbolises the end of our relationship, I sigh and look at him with dead eyes before pushing the divorce papers into his hand, forcing him to take them. “Sign these."
“Divorce papers…” I hear Whitney whisper to the side.
Meanwhile, Keegan has his brows furrowed as he disbelievingly voices out, “Don’t cause a scene. Let’s talk later.”
Sneering, I point at the paper. “I’ve already signed. Now it’s your turn.”
“Stop making a fuss already, Lillian,” he says with controlled anger as he points out to the closet, “Go get ready — we have dinner reservations. You can’t embarrass me tonight.”
Afterwards, he pulls out a jewellery box from the inside pocket of his suit and opens it to showcase a diamond necklace before curtly saying, “Here. Consider this an apology from Evie.”
Looking down at the necklace in his hand, I feel nothing but a wave of cold emptiness crashing over me.
Mistaking my silence for an agreement, he nods his head. “Good. Then we are done here. Also, arrange a car for my mother and cousin. They’re joining us tonight.”
I look at him, sneering silently as I feel empty inside. He never stops and will never stop treating me like a maid who’s always at his beck and call.
His endless ridiculous deeds adding fuel to my burning soul, I snatch the box, close it, and throw it at his chest, letting it fall to the ground.
My voice cracks from my anger as I hiss, “I don’t want your useless apology. I’m not your nanny, and not anyone’s servant!”
“What are you saying?” he asks with a bit of shock reflecting in his burning gaze.
Laughing bitterly as tears form in the corner of my eyes. “I'm saying I'm fed up with this suffocating life.”
“With you. With all of this,” I add as I firmly point at him and everything around us.
His expression turns dark like he’s about to cause a storm, and his body seemingly lets out a stream of anger. “So what do you want to do? Go back to being a warrior? I will never let that happen, Lillian.”
My eyes turn sharp as I snort at him. With a deadly but calm voice, I shake my head and reply, “You’re wrong, Keegan. Very soon, you’ll have no say in anything about me.”
With my head held high, I continue using my maiden name, “I, Lilian Harrington, reject you as my mate and my husband.”
Keegan’s POV“Somebody get the doctor!” Dom’s voice echoes in the room as footsteps start to come from every direction.I watch, frozen, while holding my crying pup in my arms.“Alpha!”“Alpha!”Dom shouts, trying to take my attention while his eyes shift in panic between me and Sienna, who is already crouching in pain and is being supported by him.I should be moving, I know. But I just can’t find any care within me to go and help her out.Before I can even move, a doctor arrives with his team, pushing a wheelchair that they guide her into.“Keegan…” Sienna looks up at me, hands raised with difficulty, and eyes looking at me with hopefulness, but I only look away, leaving her in disappointment as she’s been pushed out of the room and into the infirmary.Dom stays by my side.Feeling the look of judgment he is giving me, I sigh and nod at the door. “Go and supervise her treatment.”“You are not–”“Go,” I ordered firmly, interrupting his words. Zipping his lips and nodding his head, he
Keegan’s POVSilence fills the air for a few moments, every pair of eyes landing on me, waiting for my answer, where doubt and hesitation are only growing every passing second.They are all here, pushing me and expecting me to sacrifice everything for the sake of the pack that has taken my childhood away from me, all for this responsibility I didn’t choose and yet have to carry since I’m a pup.I’m not ungrateful or anything. It gives me power and authority to change things around me and make a difference, but it’s something that also cages me and limits me beyond expectations.As the ruler of an entire pack, I’m not even free to pursue the woman I love. How ironic is that?“Alpha!” someone shouts and slams their hands on the table, pulling me out of my trance.When I look up, all three of them are looking at me with that stern look full of judgment. If I am not the Alpha, I’ll bet everything that they’ll be already down here and smucking the wit out of me.The elder in the middle fir
Keegan’s POVI watch intently as the black Maybach car drives off out of the border and out of my sight.My heart is clenching, like it's being squeezed by tight hands, blood and life being squeezed out of it.“She and that newborn are now your responsibility. Your priority. Not me, and most definitely not us.”Her words puncture every bit of me, leaving me cold and stoned in my place. It is the biggest slap I have ever felt in my life.Suddenly, the sweetness and joy I felt last night is a bitter goodbye.“Leave her alone, son. We don’t need her.” I feel my mom’s hand on my shoulder, tapping it comfortingly, but her words contradict her actions because they only agitate me even more.Turning around, I glare at her. “When will you ever stop hurting her, Mom?”Her eyes widened in shock.“Cuz…” Evie calls out in shock as well.Pointing at her, I snapped, “And so are you.”Eyes shifting between them, I utter, “This goes for both of you. Don’t let me hear you saying anything bad about her
Lillian's POVThat hit like a sharp knife in my bleeding heart. I can’t even stand, and my throat feels like it is constricting, air being sucked out of my lungs.Everything… It’s all just too much for me to handle in one go.Suddenly, it’s so hard to come up with words and fight for myself, and all that manages to escape my lips are the pathetic whispers of words that can’t form a proper sentence. “I… I didn’t… It’s not–”My words are cut off by Maddox, who stands protectively in front of me, snapping on my behalf. “That’s enough!”As always, she doesn’t even fear whether Whitney is Alpha’s mother or Luna herself. A small, prideful smile forms within me. She’s really strong. Far stronger than me. Far stronger than what she takes credit for.“W-what? What did you say?” Whitney asks, looking dumbfoundedly at Maadox, who is far from being stopped.“If anything, you have to thank her!” Maddox shouts before pointing at me and gesturing to my bloody arms and the blood stains in my clothes
Lillian's POVIt’s his voice… The same gentle and coaxing voice that moaned my name last night. The same ones who betray and hurt me time and time again… The same one I thought I’d never give in to again. The same one I have betrayed my own principle for… only to get a reality check.I halt on my step, my spine burning cold, knowing he is probably looking at me while holding his pup and Sienna warmly.I whisper, not caring if he hears me or not. “This… This is why we can never be.”We will just end up hurting each other over and over again, and the same goes for Sienna and your pup. And the worst part is, I know I’ll always be the last priority.And being the second and third choice… Being treated as the last is just something I can never accept.Without turning around, I continue to walk out of the pack with one thing in mind. “Keegan… This will be the last.”This is the last time I’ll make a mistake.As I walk on the empty road that leads out to the border, coldness envelops me, my a
Lillian’s POVI look at her and feel something I think I’ll never experience in my entire life – I feel sorry for my rival in love.Wild-eyed and sobbing, Sienna keeps shaking her head. “I can’t… I can’t lose my pup!”Then… she looks up at me, looking like she momentarily forgets how much she hates me, and there’s begging in her eyes. “I can’t lose my pup! Please! D-don’t let me lose my pup!”Back then… If there’s someone with me, I’ll probably be like her. Begging for the life of my unborn pup, no matter who it is. Even if it is the one from our enemy line.Forcing a calm breathing and demeanour, I hold her arm and look at her firmly, which mimics the tone of my voice. “Listen to me.”“Sienna! Listen to me!” I repeat, trying to pull her away from her panic state and get her back to calmness.Stress will only increase her risk of losing her child.Squeezing her hand, I stare her down and use my commanding voice. “You’re strong enough. Focus on my voice.”Taking a deep breath, I let he