Lillian’s POV
For three years, I have been spending hours choosing what to wear for this day, my birthday, hoping that Keegan will knock on our door, sweep me off my feet, and surprise me to my heart’s content.
From cocktail dress, gown, to the most extravagant designs, I’ve tried it all. I’ve also hired tons of talented people to style my hair and do my makeup before, just so I can be at my best appearance and hopefully capture Keegan’s attention, but all goes in vain.
Today, I stand before the jury court with my combat boots on, camouflage pants, a white shirt, and a brown leather jacket. I no longer dress to impress; I dress to be myself. For the first time in a long time, I am being who I really am.
I have my head raised, and a will to fight radiates through my nerves, which I thought I had lost after getting married.
“Luna Lillian, are you sure about this?” Draco Magnus, sitting in the middle of the high court, an elder from our pack, asked with seriousness.
My gaze sweeps over the elders before settling on Draco. “I’ve never been more certain,” I say firmly.
Gasps ripple through the room, jaws dropping. One elder speaks up, stealing attention with a blunt question. “Do you plan to leave the Moonstone Pack, Luna Lillian?”
I don’t recognise him. He’s likely from another pack. Meeting his eyes, I respond honestly, “I haven’t decided yet, but I’m considering it.”
A grin creeps across his face, and he rushes forward to whisper, loud enough for others to hear. “Sir, it’s the perfect time. Our pack’s recruiting.”
I watch them, and curiosity fills me as I wander about what they’re recruiting for. Meanwhile, around me, murmurs rise.
“The Moonstone Pack is losing a gem.”
“They never valued her.”
“One’s loss, another’s gain.”
Frowning, I wonder why they’re talking about packs and gems when we’re here to discuss my divorce.
Silence returns as Draco clears his throat. “Luna Lillian, perhaps you need more time to think.”
Another elder adds, “Especially since you’re pregnant.”
My blood simmers. That pregnancy… the reason all this started. A child that’s not mine to celebrate.
I mask my anger, pressing on, “I’ve already thought this through.”
I point to the doors. “Once I stepped in here, there was no turning back.”
Uneasy glances pass between them. Draco look severely hesitant as he says, “We respect your decision, but we still need to see what Alpha Keegan will say as–”
“Thank you, but don’t worry about it. We’ll settle it privately,” I interrupt bravely after seeing that they have already prepared a divorce agreement.
Without giving them time to prolong the matter, I snatch the divorce papers from the servant’s hand who’s waiting on the side.
They are all shocked by my action, but I pay them no attention and immediately sign under my name to show my decisiveness.
“Thank you again,” that’s my last word as I bow to them in respect and turn around.
I step outside the courthouse with a heavy feeling in my heart. My childhood love and three years ended just like that… I stare at my signature in the paper as I walk, feeling both empty and dead.
I am lost in my thoughts and the pain in my heart when I suddenly bump into something, or rather… someone…
“Craig…”
With a raised brow and a smirk on his lips, he greets me back, mimicking my tone, “Lillian…”
Frowning at him, I rolled my eyes. “Oh, don’t mock me.”
Laughing at me while jokingly giving me a mocking glance from head to toe, he comments, “Aren’t you too old to be bumping on people by now? What are you so focused on?”
After asking, he suddenly squats down to pick up something from the ground, and that’s when I realise that the divorce paper slips from my hands.
Acting on impulse, I race him into it, but I am too late. Standing, his eyes survey the papers until his face turns grim and his lips form into a frown.
He looks at me worriedly and takes a pause as if weighing something in his mind before he sighs and asks kindly, “Do you need some help?”
I start to shake my head, but the elder’s question earlier suddenly pops into my head, and I think, “Why not?”
It’s a good thing to weigh every opportunity coming my way.
Taking the divorce papers from his hands, I politely ask, “Actually… Do you think I can join your pack in the future?”
His eyes widen in shock, and he freezes, not giving a reply. I must have shocked him.
I part my lips to speak, but my words vanish when heavy footsteps and a controlled, familiar voice interrupt us.
“What are you guys doing here?” Keegan asks with a grim face, but he keeps a small, forced smile, which he always has to hide his irritation toward me whenever Craig is around.
Craig stares at me for a while before he coolly puts his hand in his pocket and shrugs his shoulders. “Nothing, just cross paths.”
Keegan causally nods his head at Craig and immediately shifts his eyes to me as if he doesn’t even hear Craig’s words. “Dress up tonight, I’ll pick you up for dinner. We’ll celebrate at a fancy restaurant.”
I look at him like he lost his mind. What is he on about this time?
No one knows how many times I have imagined this time to come – the time when he’ll ask me out on a date or celebrate something with me. I always imagine it with me jumping in joy, laughing, or hugging him.
But now that it is happening, I don’t feel anything. It’s like my heart is empty, and all his words become a trigger to my irritation and fuel my anger.
Keegan gives a quick glance at Craig before he shifts his body a little so that only I can see his expression, clenched jaws, and taunting eyes. “Go home now, and wait for me.”
I raise my brows at him and sneer. “I’ll sure do. I have something important to say, so be back early.”
The corner of his lips twitches, but he tries to control it and clears his throat before shifting his attention back to Craig, acting like nothing happened. “Are you here for the elders, Uncle Craig?”
”Yes. I just arrived, so I want to visit them.” Craig shrugs and points up ahead to the elder’s office as he casually replies.
Seeing as they are already in their world and the conversation is about to turn into business, I take a step to walk past them, ready to leave them be.
But not even a foot away after I stride, Craig holds my arm to stop me.
“Lilian…” he calls out, looking at me. I glance past him and meet Keegan’s eyes, whose anger is palpable. Judging by Craig’s closeness, I can tell he’s about to say something I don’t want Keegan to find out just yet.
“About what you said…”
Keegan’s POV“Somebody get the doctor!” Dom’s voice echoes in the room as footsteps start to come from every direction.I watch, frozen, while holding my crying pup in my arms.“Alpha!”“Alpha!”Dom shouts, trying to take my attention while his eyes shift in panic between me and Sienna, who is already crouching in pain and is being supported by him.I should be moving, I know. But I just can’t find any care within me to go and help her out.Before I can even move, a doctor arrives with his team, pushing a wheelchair that they guide her into.“Keegan…” Sienna looks up at me, hands raised with difficulty, and eyes looking at me with hopefulness, but I only look away, leaving her in disappointment as she’s been pushed out of the room and into the infirmary.Dom stays by my side.Feeling the look of judgment he is giving me, I sigh and nod at the door. “Go and supervise her treatment.”“You are not–”“Go,” I ordered firmly, interrupting his words. Zipping his lips and nodding his head, he
Keegan’s POVSilence fills the air for a few moments, every pair of eyes landing on me, waiting for my answer, where doubt and hesitation are only growing every passing second.They are all here, pushing me and expecting me to sacrifice everything for the sake of the pack that has taken my childhood away from me, all for this responsibility I didn’t choose and yet have to carry since I’m a pup.I’m not ungrateful or anything. It gives me power and authority to change things around me and make a difference, but it’s something that also cages me and limits me beyond expectations.As the ruler of an entire pack, I’m not even free to pursue the woman I love. How ironic is that?“Alpha!” someone shouts and slams their hands on the table, pulling me out of my trance.When I look up, all three of them are looking at me with that stern look full of judgment. If I am not the Alpha, I’ll bet everything that they’ll be already down here and smucking the wit out of me.The elder in the middle fir
Keegan’s POVI watch intently as the black Maybach car drives off out of the border and out of my sight.My heart is clenching, like it's being squeezed by tight hands, blood and life being squeezed out of it.“She and that newborn are now your responsibility. Your priority. Not me, and most definitely not us.”Her words puncture every bit of me, leaving me cold and stoned in my place. It is the biggest slap I have ever felt in my life.Suddenly, the sweetness and joy I felt last night is a bitter goodbye.“Leave her alone, son. We don’t need her.” I feel my mom’s hand on my shoulder, tapping it comfortingly, but her words contradict her actions because they only agitate me even more.Turning around, I glare at her. “When will you ever stop hurting her, Mom?”Her eyes widened in shock.“Cuz…” Evie calls out in shock as well.Pointing at her, I snapped, “And so are you.”Eyes shifting between them, I utter, “This goes for both of you. Don’t let me hear you saying anything bad about her
Lillian's POVThat hit like a sharp knife in my bleeding heart. I can’t even stand, and my throat feels like it is constricting, air being sucked out of my lungs.Everything… It’s all just too much for me to handle in one go.Suddenly, it’s so hard to come up with words and fight for myself, and all that manages to escape my lips are the pathetic whispers of words that can’t form a proper sentence. “I… I didn’t… It’s not–”My words are cut off by Maddox, who stands protectively in front of me, snapping on my behalf. “That’s enough!”As always, she doesn’t even fear whether Whitney is Alpha’s mother or Luna herself. A small, prideful smile forms within me. She’s really strong. Far stronger than me. Far stronger than what she takes credit for.“W-what? What did you say?” Whitney asks, looking dumbfoundedly at Maadox, who is far from being stopped.“If anything, you have to thank her!” Maddox shouts before pointing at me and gesturing to my bloody arms and the blood stains in my clothes
Lillian's POVIt’s his voice… The same gentle and coaxing voice that moaned my name last night. The same ones who betray and hurt me time and time again… The same one I thought I’d never give in to again. The same one I have betrayed my own principle for… only to get a reality check.I halt on my step, my spine burning cold, knowing he is probably looking at me while holding his pup and Sienna warmly.I whisper, not caring if he hears me or not. “This… This is why we can never be.”We will just end up hurting each other over and over again, and the same goes for Sienna and your pup. And the worst part is, I know I’ll always be the last priority.And being the second and third choice… Being treated as the last is just something I can never accept.Without turning around, I continue to walk out of the pack with one thing in mind. “Keegan… This will be the last.”This is the last time I’ll make a mistake.As I walk on the empty road that leads out to the border, coldness envelops me, my a
Lillian’s POVI look at her and feel something I think I’ll never experience in my entire life – I feel sorry for my rival in love.Wild-eyed and sobbing, Sienna keeps shaking her head. “I can’t… I can’t lose my pup!”Then… she looks up at me, looking like she momentarily forgets how much she hates me, and there’s begging in her eyes. “I can’t lose my pup! Please! D-don’t let me lose my pup!”Back then… If there’s someone with me, I’ll probably be like her. Begging for the life of my unborn pup, no matter who it is. Even if it is the one from our enemy line.Forcing a calm breathing and demeanour, I hold her arm and look at her firmly, which mimics the tone of my voice. “Listen to me.”“Sienna! Listen to me!” I repeat, trying to pull her away from her panic state and get her back to calmness.Stress will only increase her risk of losing her child.Squeezing her hand, I stare her down and use my commanding voice. “You’re strong enough. Focus on my voice.”Taking a deep breath, I let he